I don't normally announce my birthday.... but this year, I figured what the hell, I'll let people know ahead of time. It is on September 2nd.

I'm going to be 38 years old. Damn I'm a graymuzzle. =w=;;

I'm so glad to be a part of this fandom... I don't belong anywhere else, nor would I desire to be anywhere but here. You are all my furry family, and I cherish every single one of you <3.
I know I'm hard to get a hold of, and I vanish for periods of time sometimes.... but I really appreciate and love all of my friends.

Thank you all for being you ~<3

I've been going through mental, emotional, and very much physical hell, and it's affecting my presence online.

It seems no matter how hard I try, I'm always losing. Losing my health, my mind, and my friends.

But I'll keep trying. It's just taking me a while to recover. I'm sorry for my absence.

Going to try and resume contact and activity soon.

Much love and thank you for the support you always show <3

I've decided to try another Random Gift Pic Journal. Depending on how this goes, I may or may not remove this journal and probably never offer them again.
As long as the journal is up, I may choose to draw ideas from this journal.

Rules and Directions:

Rules:

1. Be 18 years old or older and a legal adult.
2. Have a reference image of your character posted on FurAffinity.
3. You may only enter characters you yourself own; they can be paired with my own OC's, just not other people's owned characters.
4. Do not harass me or anyone I pick to draw. If you do, you will be permanently banned and blacklisted.
5. You may post the picture I draw for you wherever you want, just credit me as the artist and owner of any characters of mine involved, link back to my FA.
6. I WILL POST ALL THE ART I DRAW. NO PRIVATE ART.


Directions:

Leave a comment on this journal with a link to your character's reference images POSTED ON FA. It MUST be posted on FA.

Tell me what theme of picture you would like, and your character's preferred position in it. Example: " Cock Vore, my character as pred."

I will then choose ideas to draw. The specifics are up to me, it's a grab bag type deal. Take it or leave it.


That's pretty much the gist of it. It's not complicated! Let's all have fun and be kind and supportive to one another!

Wishing you a safe and happy Easter <3 <3 Thank you for all the constant support everyone, I appreciate you <3~!

Wanted to wish everyone a super happy and safe New Year~!! I'm going to be doing everything I can to make 2025 a better year than its previous.

Thank you for all my friends and friendly people, thank you for the support on my artwork, thank you for always being there for me. I appreciate y'all, more than words can say.

Have a safe and happy New Years :D!!

Love, Hungo

Super merry Christmas and happy holidays to everyone <3 I hope you are having a great one, with lots of gifts, and the gift of one another, our friends and our family. Thank you guys for supporting me throughout thick and thin, you are one of the best gifts ever <3.
You are loved, you are appreciated~ Take care out there~!
Merry Christmas~
--J

Another year older. Another year I never thought I'd live to see.

Thank you for being the treasures in my life, the blessed friends I wouldn't trade for anyone else. Thank you community for always having my back, and always being so very kind and understanding to me, especially when times get rough, like they kind of are now.
I promise to try and make this a better year, to work on more of my resolutions, and to, hopefully, be better socially.
Love you all with all of my heart. Stay strong, stay compassionate, stay kind, Furries~ <3

--J

Happy New Year everyone~!! 2024, dang, we in the future now~!!

I hope and pray that this year will be better for everyone. May we all succeed in our New Years Resolutions, may we all be free of the past's chains and bindings. May we grow closer in love to one another, may we chase our dreams and reach them to make them a reality. May we have peace.

I'm making some N. Y. Resolutions myself.
I want to: write again; get better at artwork; get my driver's license; stream more; get in better shape; Plus, a few more personal ones that I don't want to share.

It's a lot of goals, but they are for this entire YEAR. So I have a long time to work on 'em.

And I want to say THANK YOU again everyone, for supporting my artwork, being there for me, always supporting me in my dark times. You are all so very loved, God Love ya, and I appreciate every single one of you. Thank you for being a force that keeps me living.

Here's to a great year~
--Love, Hungo

My friend  CharoiteGengar is an artist who specializes in TF sequences, and he is needing some commissions. Please go check him out and send him love, buy a com if you can <3

Merry Christmas everyone~!! I hope you are safe and well and warm this holiday.
Thanks for being one of the greatest gifts in my life; I don't deserve the support and kindness you give me, so I'm all the more thankful for it. Thank you!!

You are loved and you are valid. God Bless you all <3

--with love, Hungo

Happy Thanksgiving everyone <3

I hope you will have a lovely and safe time, whether you celebrate it or not.
It's good to think of what we are thankful for, count our blessings; when you do, you can find that the positives really outweigh the negatives. It's something I try to do as often as I can. Today is a day to be mindful of that, and rejoice and be happy because of it <3.

I'm thankful for all of you, very thankful. Thank you to everyone who supports me and likes my artwork, you give me a reason to keep going and keep drawing <3. I'm still in a slump, but eventually I'll crawl my way up out of it again.

Thanks very much, everyone. Have a blessed and positive day~!! <3

Yeeeup. Another year of life achieved. I'm 36 now.

Thanks very deeply to all my friends, to all of you who support me and my silly artwork. Bless ya'll, you give me a reason to keep going.

And I want to say, no matter what hardships come your way, there is always a solution, even if it's hard to find. There is always hope.

Love you all~

--J

It's VORE DAY!!!

Happy Vore Day. Time to celebrate the noms and the nomsters <3 Get in a gullet or gwullurk some prey~ It's vore day and it's time to play!

Have a nice vore day uwu

I've realized that I've let my depression control me for a long while now, turning me into a self-depreciating, dismal, gloomy mess that's always doing bad and in a terrible mood and space.

Well I am not okay with that. So I am going to take the rest of this month off to get myself in shape and change.

No more self-destruction. No more letting depression take over. I'm going to be positive and bright again. I'm going to be fun and goofy and derpy and enjoy my art again.

I have faith and hope and love, and I'm determined to have those win out.

Thanks for all of your support and love and kindness everyone. It means more than words can say.

Be good to yourselves, love yourselves; there's always hope.

Happy Easter <3.

The real reason for this holiday makes it my favorite of all.

Unconditional love and acceptance. Eternal life beyond death. Infinite hope and forgiveness. Salvation Given to us by the ultimate sacrifice.... Every individual one of us loved enough to suffer and die for, and to resurrect and come back for.

God and Jesus Christ Bless you~ <3 <3 You are loved more than you can ever know, unconditionally, for the real, true YOU!! <3

Thank you all for everything~ <3
Have a wonderful Easter Holiday <3

Though the beginning of this year was one of the roughest I've had in a very long time, I'm determined to make the rest of this year much better.

I'm going to try to improve my art as much as I possibly can.
I'm going to take better care of myself IRL.
I'm going to try to put the past behind me, and focus on the here and now, the gift of the present.

The list would go on a while. I want to thank everyone for their kindness, support, love, and understanding through my rough, rough times. I'm truly thankful to know all of you; it is a blessing. I am extremely thankful for you all, friends and fans of my art, lurkers, watchers, everyone who enjoys and supports my silly artwork and the derpy dumbass that I am.

I still have a lot of issues to face, a lot of pain to process. But, I am determined to keep going, to try and let love guide me, and not let the bitterness of survival harden my heart.

Thanks for everything, everyone. I know I'm not the best artist out there, but I have fun with my work, and I am honored and very happy that so many of you seem to enjoy it, too. I want to spread happiness and joy any way I can, even if it's through the stuff I draw.

So yeah.... here is to making this a much better, brighter year. God Bless you all, you are loved more than you can ever know. Believe in yourselves.

--With Love, Hungo

Hey all.

In 2022, around my birthday, my mother died. My mental illness and depression became so bad, I became so desperate for help, AND was bullied by my father and sister AND therapist into seeing a psychiatrist at this "Family Counseling Center" that I finally went.

The psychiatrist has since used me as a guinea pig.

My psychiatrist almost killed me quite a few times with horrible interactions and allergic reactions. I was desperate for HELP and continued being screamed at to just keep going back. I didn't know what else to do.

Well, She did it again, but this time, the most severe it's ever been. She put me on a handful of drugs, but especially a "brand new one" that they were obviously ordered to push onto patients for monetary kickbacks.

This thing destroyed me. I'm barely regaining consciousness after... I seriously cannot remember how many days of being locked in hallucination, trying to get off it and not kill myself in the misery, trying to seal myself away from my evil family so they didn't lock me in a mental ward in a hospital AGAIN from this bitch's antics.... and trying to stay away from my friends and the people I care about so I couldn't hurt them.

I'm sorry for the things I've said and done. I was not in my right mind. I reread my Christmas journal and, while I didn't lie about the love I feel, that was absolutely... absurd. I would never be so freaking arrogant, the whole thing was insane. I can remember just wanting to tell everyone that they were important and Loved by God, and that I felt love for everyone, but *that mess* was not it, God only knows.

So here I am, finally, finally getting my senses back, left with the ripped and torn pieces of myself and my life, once again faced with picking up the pieces. The result of "trying to get help" here in the good ol' South.

That psychiatrist can go fuck herself and burn, she certainly annihilated me. I'm not going to try medication ever again. This has been the last straw.

I wanna make everything right. But giving an explanation for myself may be the best I can do. As for my depression and handling my mother's death? I am working on it, but it will never be healed, nor will the scars I have from being put through the psychiatric medicine wringer again.

This is a long-winded journal... but I had much I needed to say. You *are* loved beyond imagination, I at least got that one thing right in all this.
And, I am sorry.

--sincerely, what's left of HungotheNomster.

I got worse. I'm doing bad. Mind and body.

So I am barely going to be talkative on messengers and notes and other things. I do as much as I can bear at the time, and then I have to stop.

I keep trying to do artwork to not go completely insane, you'll still see it, I'll still try to write silly descriptions; it's my effort to keep alive.

Anyway, I didn't want to keep an "I'm doing great and better guys duhuhuh" journal up when it's currently bullshit. So now it's updated.

Keep shining bright everyone, even if I fizzle out. I will keep fighting and trying, though.

I'm finally recovering from my ride through hell. Still sickly, but I feel better already, so I'm on the mend :D!

Thank you all so much for your understanding and time <3
Love you all always and forever,

~J

This is an update on my situation.

First off: I thank you all so much for your patience, kindness, and support through my insane, horrible mess. And I apologize for all the crazy stuff I've said and done x-x.

I've finally learned that I need to take my time now. I'm going to move as slowly as I want from now on. No more rushing.

I have to make some big changes, too. They ain't gonna be pretty, but, it has to be.


I'm still trying to draw, so art shall come. (cum huhuhuh). Just at my own pace now. Anyway...


Thanks. And take care of yourselves out there~

An hour ago, my 'father' Danny came to my door.
He told me that my mother had died.
She'd been staying at their house, Danny trying to take care of her, me offering to help somehow but getting refused all the time.

She had Dimentia extremely bad, and paranoid schizophrenia. She had turned into a thing that could just lay there and not move, not speak.

Out of all of my extremely abusive family members, she is the only one I got through to. She's the only one I became friends with and got to see the light, to stop the abuse and try to make things better.

I wasn't there when she died. There was no forewarning, nothing to let me know that she was actually dying.

My mental and emotional breakdown is imminent. I can feel it charging up, rising like lava in a volcano spout....

My mother and I are Christian, and I know she is in Paradise now, free of all that horrible pain, being trapped in that miserable body and mind. I know she is truly happy now, and that one day, when my time comes, I'll see her again.

Rest in Peace, Mom, I love you. Rest in Peace....
---your son, Joseph Allen aka Hungothenomster, 7/23/2022

I just NEEEEEEED more of him, being hot n sexy, being vored, all the kinky fun hot stuff uwu.
Going mad for wanting and needing <3 <3 <3
Will try to draw even more of him myself.... MORE!

I felt I needed to say, that I have a lot of trouble replying to notes, even reading them, and even replying to comments sometimes--- because I'm constantly sick, stressed, have extreme anxiety, and am ALWAYS overwhelmed by all the different things going on in my life.
My health and mental health, IRL things, being too busy, I miss a lot and get too overwhelmed and anxious to handle them. I'm constantly at war with my anxiety.

I want you to know that this is not anything personal against anyone. I'm doing the best I can, and I just want everyone to know that no harm is meant if I can't get back to you :C. Can always ask again at another time.

I'll be having notes off now and then, to prevent this from happening so much, as it is not my intention to hurt anyone in any way.

I very much appreciate your understanding, and always super appreciate all the support.

Thank ya--
Hungo

Vore. .w.
Cock vore. owo
Bellies and bawls OWO
BULGIE WULGIES OOWOO.

I'll keep trying to bring more and more of these things to you.
It might be all I can do; my life's been a mess.
But at least I can still draw Jon Talbain being churned into a mess by a hot pred. And myself too uwu.

Gotta keep chuggin and churnin on, no matter what~ <3

Thanks for all the love and support, always; I don't deserve it. I'm sorry I'm not more socially available TWT I do as much as I can manage and bear.
But I'll keep striving to improve, no matter what.

With knotty love,
Hungo

Happy Easter, Jesus <3 <3

Let's all count our blessings and dwell on the innumerable blessings we've been giving, while being thankful for this day.

My fans, my freinds== you are all such an incredible, phenomenal gift, and I love ya. You help me keep on living.

Truly thank you for all the support during my dark times. It means a lot to me, and helps me feel the dark cloud lifting some.

Be safe, take care, be loved <3