Just a little fyi, I have an after dark account on twitter. RiderAfterDark

So if some of you are curious about my pervy side please do follow :P

at saving money ;w;

Yes  redpandacase is doing bag/pillow case commissions! They are really well done and detailed so go check it out! ^^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4632765/

OF COURSE YOU DO! :3

 nut-case bestest best in the worlds has gotten a change to have her plushie designs made into reality! But she needs your help to make it happen! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10534551/

Do it for all the plushie love! :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4594278/

Always do love it when a unique dating sim comes out :3

So yea hand was broken while at FWA and when I got home had to have surgery thus putting me in a cast. This really took a bit of wind outta me and I do apologize to friends to whom Ive been silent yo, all this not be able to use my other hand stuff kinda sucked for a while.

But now as the pain has gone away and with the hopefulness that I will have the pin in my hand removed in a week n a half, I feel a bit more happy and social again ^^

So wish me a speedy recovery and I hope my hand is back to normal by the end of the month ^^

Leave a message at the beep! :V

Can't stop listening to this band! I hope some one plays them at FWA :P

Its only been two months but I love it still so far! I mean I haven't even thought about stopping! I feel great after every gym time and it just keeps getting better and better! ^^

Can't wait to start seeing those results! :3

Thank you those who stuck by my virtual side the other day, helping me get over my melt down quick. I just wanna say thank you for the kind words and reassurance! <3

I am usually better at keeping my self in better control but there's always that one day in the year that's just so freakin powerful/bad that its like trying to stop a fright train with a toothpick! It sucks when all the stuff I do to keep myself calm and level headed just fails leaving me to just ball up and start questioning everything. Luckily I haven't had a melt down like this last more than a day and a half so something Ive got ingrained in me must still work.

I want to apologize to the ones I snapped out at the other day as well. I hope I didn't push any one away or ruin any respect. I also hope I'm not viewed as one of the "imbalanced" friends too.

Gah enough thinking and worrying.

I'm still kinda shaking but feeling better bit by bit and will definitely feel 130% by tomorrow!

Thanks once again guys ^^w

To those who know me, I am a very open and upfront guy. I will always speak my mind and let you know if somethings wrong. I have been known to run to the aid of my friends and help them without a second thought. You would think sense I give that amount of respect to all I come in contact with it that I would get the same in return. But lately that hasn't been the case.

I'm finding out that I'm almost the last person to contact. That I'm not being told when things happen like say if there's a group activity going on or just a simple last minute run for food. And I'm being lied to about said activities. By people I thought were my friends, who I had put trust in.

This throws me into a complete nervous breakdown. I have bad paranoia, like when I walk into a room my eyes are finding the best exit, wheres the best place to sit/stand, and are there any weapons. Its even worse when I start to doubt people. I start to feel alone and surrounded, that I can trust no one! It becomes a really bad problem that takes weeks to "solve" and right now it feels like a bad one, one that I haven't had in a while...

I hope its just me over thinking again and that I have better judgement in choosing the right people to trust but right now I am a mess and don't know, all these thoughts running around in my head...

So please, be honest with me ;-;

 nut-case Needs your help getting a new monitor! Without it she can not make wonderful awesome arts for you and thus can not pay her rent! Please help her out! She is like my bestest bud and I would do anything to help when I can!!!

Heres her journal
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4352876/

http://mistered03.tumblr.com/

Check me out, Im going to try and be a bit more talkative there as well as in general :3

Stole'n from panda lady  nut-case

-Where are you staying?
The Westin! Booya! Can't wait to try the roof top restaurant!

-What day are you getting there?
Thursday After noon if people get up on time XP

-Who will you be with?
I will be rooming with  TheDK  Rioan and  kokopelli-kid <---its kids first fur con btw :3

-Who will you hang out with during the convention?
EVERYONE I can find!!! But will be looking forward to seeing  SableGryphon  Piston  tristwolf and  Funshade again~

-Will you be suiting?
Oh heck yea and I'll be a lot more energetic than last time! ^^

-Do you do free art?
I don't art sadly -w-

-What is your gender?
Male!

-How tall are you?
5'10"

-Are you taken? Are you looking for a 'mate'?
In Limbo at the moment...

-Can I talk to you?
OF COURSE!!!

-Can I touch you?
Only if its a poke, otherwise its tree fidy!

-How can I find you?
I dunno ummm, I will wear my fwa shirt from last year the first official day :3

-Can I visit your room?
Nope, only the ones who are staying in the room are allowed!

-Can I buy you drinks?
Oh please doooo, le woodchuck and mountian dew me loves :3

-Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs if I've just meet you, snuggles if I know you ^^

-Are you nice?
Very!!!

-Do you have an artist table?
NA

-Will you be going to parties?
The raves in such yea!

-Will you be performing?
Maybe!

-If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Running hug will work or just say EEEEEEEEEEEEED~

-What/where will you be eating?
Anything the con has really, and around town X3

-Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Sure the more the merrier! ^^

-Can I draw in your sketchbook?
Sure! I need to fill up them pages!

-Can I take your picture?
Anytime I love the cameras! X3

-What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Have super exciting fun with my peeps and not be a...WET...BLANKET... :P

Heres me rambling about a couple things.



Best wishes to the new year!!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4104481/

 redpandacase is doing disscounted bust for the holidays, go on over and get yourself one! You will love it! :3

Ask for pron :V

And Im drunk :V

A great handful of artist over at  JavaCatsStudio did this wonderful and awesome portfolio of a bunch ways people enjoy the last days of summer!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8543516/

Includes 10 full color images and 14 sketches all for just 10$ :D

Go here to pick one up and let these guys know whatcha think of this one and ideas for future one as well ^^

 EccentricPaw is in need of funds to move and live back in GA! If you could spare anything it would help out a lot!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3645481/

Little know fact, I like to imagine scenarios or stories while listening to music. I have short stories, I have certain long stories spanning entire albums (like Act II Father of Death) that I would like to shot the story from the songs, and then their is my baby that I have been working on for 7 years now each sage or part coming from listening to music. You could say it would be my dream job to make videos like these or just direct period!

I would like to share with you one of these ideas to see if anyone would be interested in making it or just using any idea off of it ^^



The visual I get is two friends talking about MLP and discussing the recent music that the fandom had come out with. One of them brings up Rainbow Factory and they proceed to talk about how its kinda dark but still entertaining. One says it be kinda creepy if they run out of ponys to use and started using humans. The other looks wierded out but laughs anyway, the day goes on and they both go home and to sleep. The one that laughed is sleeping when some shadows loom over his bed and pull a bag over him. (music starts) He wakes up on a moving conveyer belt in his boxers straped down and mouth taped. He proceeds to move down the conveyer belt while different needles and things start to suck out his color limb by limb till they start on the head. First the hair, then the blush and mouth, and lastly his eyes. As the color slowly drains he wakes up.

(something like this - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4PjIhs72l0A but on a constant moving belt)

I realize it would take a lot of special effects know how to pull this off but right now I don't have the time to learn some of it and plus no camera to my liking. I will still have my ideas and such so I hope you guys find it interesting and please feedback is welcome ^^

We need to start thinking on the lines of "this is are only earth" and started acting a little better!

http://ask-jappleack.tumblr.com/post/21225758502

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0. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? Whats your name?
Robert

1. How tall are you?
5'9"

2. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
Dark Brown

3. What about eye color?
Hazel with yellow spickles

4. What orientation are you?
I play for both teams :3

5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Taken 5 years strong

6. What do you do in your spare time?
Surf the net or play my vida games.

7. What's your job?
Got two. Gopher for a warehouse and then GameStop

8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
My ability to make people smile ^^

9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
I sometimes get really into something then just quit in the middle of it ie need better motivation

10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
Friendly? I dunno I'm an awesome wingman lol

11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)
Baptist

12. Do you drink?
Yes, I love my Cider

13. Do you smoke?
No

14. What are your fears?
Not being able to get a better job and my own place. Not being able to marry the one I love or something happening to them. Being a failure to every one

15. What are your dreams/goals?
Get Married
Go to Japan
Get a job either in story boarding or something with computers

16 .Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
Yes and I don't regret any of it cause it shapped me today

17. Who's your best bud?
Josh and Wayne are my nonfurry best buds
 TheDK and  Nut-Case are my furry best buds

18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Nothing like a good SANDVICH!!!

19. Favorite drink?
Mountain Dew Throwback and Sweet Tea

20. Favorite color?
Green and sliver/grey

21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
Shape Shifting

22. Favorite movie?
Back to The Future all parts!!! I'm a huge time travel nerd X3

23. Least favorite food?
Cauliflower

24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
Sushi and lots of it

25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
I drive an 08 Matrix but I really want a dalorina

26. Most disliked bug?
Spiders

27. Most hated pet peeves?
Inconsiderateness

28. Dislike in life?
One Minded people and Unfairness

29. Most annoying?
People who don't use their turn signals

30. Most disliked TV show?
Reality shows really suck

So I just beat Mass Effect 3 with what I think is the best ending (middle option) and I can see why some people are a bit upset about it. Though I think after a day or two to think about it I will understand where they were going with it, it still leaves me a bit....empty. Who know if they decide to release DLC to fix the ending or not but as it stands now I'm am happy I came along for the ride! ^^