SO two big things are happening. One I'm getting a new computer that can run faster and play harder!!! X3 Bout time cause my four year old lappy is runin slow.

Two, I'm moving back into my parents for the time being to get my Heating and Air certifacation (GASP a geek who doesn't mind getting dirty!?!) so I can get a better paying job! ^^

I'm gonna be offline till about Monday so don't worry and start sending out a search party (aaaaand people roll their eyes X3 )

So yea, be back soon guys. Gotta complete ma packin ^^w

This is real music, none of that Neontrees or whatever pop band is "hot" at the time stuff!! This is rock your socks off, full past 11, blow your fucking ears out and love it ROCK/METAL!!!!

This is pure late 70's/80's rockNroll AND METAL!!

Cinderella - Shake Me
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ptPe.....mp;amp;ob=av2e
Saxon - Wheels of Steel
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IwKRyizwEKo
Megadeth - High Speed Dirt
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2z0LoC7sh2s
Mötley Crüe - kickstart my heart
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F8UYGQeavRw
Running Wild - Riding The Storm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WTlhUfBLKlM
Ratt - Round And Round
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fG51nwQsfAA
KISS - Lick It Up
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iDEh2fQbAXQ

And thats just some of the awesomeness that is ROCK! X3
I wish I could have grown up in the 80's, all the best rockNroll and metal to bang my head to! Makes me wanna pick up and learn the guitar, which I might do! X3

May all you head banggers rock on and keep this form of music alive!!!

YEEEEAAAAAA ^^v

About a lot of things, mostly to do with my life and future.

Might be getting a degree in Heating and Air, people need to be comfy! X3

Most likely gonna move back into my parents for the time being until a better job comes up, my current one has been cutting my hours lately and its barely enough to get up with the rent.

And trying to piece together things that have to do with my relationship area. Still love my ex but I think she still needs time to get through some of her courses at college plus her family needs her more right now. But I promised myself I wouldn't stand around waiting to much cause ya can't get any where standing still! So I hope it works out all around ^^

So yea, just a taste of whats been going through my head. I'm still gonna try and keep a smile on my face as much as possible and help others as well ^^

Oh and don't forget that  nut-case is taking a whole lot of different commishes right now! Go see what she has!! ^^w

For those who don't know I'm right smack in the middle of this lovely (though some times hell of) a state called South Carolina and yesterday the University of South Carolina Gamecocks faced the Crimson Tide of Alabama who was 1st in the country! It was a great great game to watch and had every one on edge around town as the quarters went by but we rained down the fires of justice and gave them their first lost of the season beating them 35-21!!! ^^

Now thats something to go out and have a blast over around here! So me and some roommates did just that! X3 Man, the last thing I remember is rolling around on the floor like a hamster ball! XD

Just a great Saturday for me, got to see cousins I hadn't seen in a while, USC won, and had a blast being blasted X3

So yea sorry for being out for the past few days, had to take a break and think about some things. Trying to set a future plan for myself so I can shot for something down the road. Hopefully by next year I'll have enough to get my own place instead of just living with roommates (sorry guys its not that I don't like it, its just I wanna walk around in my undies somethings...things like that X3 )

Also by years end I'll know weather things in my relationship area will be good or FUCKIN GREAT!!! I'm hoping on the second option but I'll still be fine after awhile with the first. That has been on my mind a great deal so heres hopin! ^^w

Another thing is improving my communication with people. I have a habbit of giving short nonreliable answers like "huh" and "eh" so I'm trying to stop that. Also making sure people know I mean one thing and not the other, thats happened a lot in the past so gonna be more clearer from now on!

So thats the low down on things as of right now. Wish me luck and I won't let myself or any one else down! ^^w

BLARG What a weekend!!! It was such a blast I don't know where to start! ^^

Got to see a lot of panels, like one about sports anime and hacking in anime. Got to almost play 25,000 yen pyramid with Vic mignona! (Dang me being to smart for them to pick me! X3 ) Mainly just had a ball showing off my last min costume and taking pictures of every one else.

Oh and I meat so many people from FA! ^^ Off the top of my head I meet up with
 razorfox,  redpandacase,  Zynoth_Rexel mukichan and a fur suit made by  ChesireFeline worn by  LeoLightmane and so many others that I'm very sorry if I forgot you, please let me know if I did in the pics ^^;

I got the best swag cause 3/4s of it came from artist ally! ^^ I got a horse girl poster and Felecia bookmark from  mischievouspooka! a commish from  razorfox! and tons of art work from  redpandacase! ^^w I also got to meat and get cards from Ricardo Landell of Hardinkgirls.com and Zack Overton (http://owari-likes-ducks.deviantart.com) as well as a lot more cards for a lot of stores! :3

Well I've got a lot of back log to go through so after a nap I'll start the blowing! X3

lol Heading down to GA for AWA in a bit, so be good all my buddies and I'll see you in a few days ^^w

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE X3

Thats right, do you have the MELLONS to help out an awesome person in need of some cash!?

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1699071/

Go do it now LAAAAAAAAAA! X3

I'll see you all on the other side! ^^v

Sorry for that last journal, just going through so rough waters at the moment but hopefully not for long! ^^

Anywho, just getting ready for AWA in a couple of weeks so let me know if your going and we'll meet up ^^

I've also found out that I wants to play Dead Rising 2....like now! X3

Not know, not saying, not doing. I really want to she her and talk with her but it seems like she can't hear or see me right now...

IT hurts it hurts so bad.

Just BLAAAAAAAAAARG!!!

Had to get that out for my moods have been wacky lately cause of drama but I'm doing my best day by day! ^^

So I finally got a great desk to put everything on including my lappy! So now that thats all taken care of I'm going to go through my submission list and clear house....of about oooo 2127 so.

So just a heads up to all artist who see me favoring a lot of artwork, I'm just trying to get caught up on everything and whats been submitted by whom so be prepared for a lot of favs.

I might give up half way through though X3

Rules: Go to www.urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following ten questions. Post the first definition it gives you.

1. What is your name?
Robert:
The most incredible guy in the universe, end of story. He’s sweet, caring, and truly amazing. He isn’t concerned with himself at all, but instead he’s concerned with other people. He always knows the perfect thing to say and the right time to say it. He takes your breath away and leaves you speechless. And he has a way of making your heart melt like no one else ever will. Robert is so wonderful, it’s almost impossible to find the words to match.
(I try :3 )

2. How old are you?
21
The age at which one is finally considered human.
(Acohaaaaall X3 )

3. What is one of your friends’ names?
Wayne
in german, the word sounds like the pronoun "wen". often used to express a lack of interest.
(Thats how he is most of the time XD)

4. What should you be doing?
Sleeping:
To masturbate furiously in your room while praying that your grandma doesn't come in.
(Well, switch grandma with roommate X3 )

5. What is your favourite colour?
Green
yes... it is most definitely referring to the marijuana... and also, upon occassion, any substance with similar uses. too, properly, of course, it is a golfing term, but that;s really not very much fun, now is it?
'yo, where da green at?'
(Me no puff puff ><)

6. Where were you born?
South Carolina:
The greatest state ever! Beautiful beaches! Southern Charm! Pearls, sweet tea, grits, bow ties, palmetto trees, shagging! Most importantly, charming manners.
(Sweet Tea yes!!!)

7. What month were you born in?
October
the birthstone for this month is Opal, but there is also a cheaper Rose Zicron. and it's also the best month ever if your birthday is in it
(HEck YAY! X3 )

8. What day were you born on?
18:
The age where an American can: 1. Legally buy pornography 2. Legally buy cigarettes 3. Legally gamble in Indian Casinos 4. Legally be concidered an adult 5. Be tried as an adult in a court of law 6. Be drafted for a war they don't believe in ... but still cannot buy alcohol.
(meh, over that :P )

9. Who was the last person you talked to?
Stephen
Greek in origin, I've come to the conclusion that Stephen is just about the coolest male name. Whether it's prnounced 'Stef-an' or 'Steve-en' doesn't matter, it's just awesome. Steph and Stevie are also the coolest nicknames.
(He forced me to finnish my D&D character ^^; )

10. What is one of your nicknames?
Slick
Perfect in manner; sharp, attentive, having perfect answers for virtually all questions, and, of course, large amounts of gel in hair.
(I don't have THAT much gel in my hair that much ^^;; )

[ ] you meow/bark to get attention
[ ] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[ ] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[X] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and brings it back
Total: 1

[X] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[X] you love fish/meat
[ ] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car
[X] you like when people pet your head
[X] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 5

[X] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[ ] you bite people if they annoy you
[X] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[X] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 8

[ ] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[X] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[X] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 10

[ ] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[X] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[X] you really enjoy cuddling
[X] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[ ] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 13

[X] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[ ] you hide when you get scared
[X] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[X] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[X] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 17

[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ ] you refer to your self as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[X] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[ ] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 18

[X] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[X] you like to say hi to strangers
[X] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[ ] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[ ] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Final Total: 21


Now, take your score and multiply it with by two to get your final score.

42% Furry
Not to much not to little :3

I think I'm near the finish line with this whole rejected thing. I do still care about her and such but the next time she wants to talk and try to start over, its gonna be under my terms! I know she doesn't mean to but I am sick and tired of my heart being scared to take down its defenses only to be hurt the moment it does! So I hope she does well but I'm not gonna stand back any more if it does start happening again!

Wuuuuuu X_x
I am very thankful to the wonderful people I know here on FA and IRL who helped me through a lot, so thank you ^^ *bear hug*

Anywho, I hope to get a better desk in the future so my back doesn't crack from bending over! In the mean time I'm stuck on my bed :3
I plan on going through all the submissions that have stacked up since last week some time after the desk so I'll post a journal when I start ^^

Yea, things didn't work out again this time. we just can't seem to find a good time to date and every time it ends up breaking our hearts a little more every time. I just don't know how to feel right now so please just keep me in your thoughts. I really just feel lost right now.

Its been a really bad week for me. Me and my GF have been going through some very rough spots lately when she found out about the only thing I've been hiding from her. I won't say here as off its been talk about over and over through hour long phone calls so we are still ok just have to do some stuff to prove it this weekend...I was really shocked when she forgave me though. This girl is my world and to hear her say that made me bawl like a baby in front of her. We are working through this and feel it will makes us strong so heres knownin

Also my Papa (granddad) passed away Monday. My Papa was my favorite grandparent and hearing this made me just lose it with every thing else. He was a very awesome and wise man who always took me fishing when I was younger. I always had a blast with him fishing, feel over the boat sometimes though but it was still fun. He was always active so seeing him lying there like that just didn't click with me so its been rough till today. I'll always miss him but I know if I always keep him in my heart then he'll be with me.

So yea, very head splitting week, my head has not stop pounding since Monday. Its a bit better now but I feel I'll be a lot better when the week end rolls around. Just please keep me in your thoughts as I take care of this last thing so that it will ALL be behind me.

Yours truly and silly
Edward "Hung" Rider :3

Just not uploading much since I moved cause I need a new camera. Plus working my butt off to keep living! But everything else is cool, looking forward to AWA and such. I will post more about things when I'm not so sleepy X3

No not from FA, you guys will always be my home! ^^

I'm talking about me into a new place with some friends of mine who happen to be married :3
So as of now I'm packing everything I have to move this weekend or how ever long it takes. with this come a lot of pressure I know but I feel its the right time to set myself up for later when I meat some one important to me ^^

So now I have a good reason besides tunder storms for not being on lol! But besides that money might be tight for a few and such but I'll make it ^^

Wish me luck in the future guys, I'm gonna need it! <:3

Another summer storm came and knock our cable box out AGAIN only 3 weeks after it was replaced by the last storm we had! *sigh*

But at least it didn't take as long to get another one back up and running so three days without wasn't that...bad X3

But again sorry to all my friends and peeps for going poof again ^^;
I'll be uploading some things again soon too :3

 nut-case is having some more auctions and commissions going on right now!

Things like her Iron Artist challenge of doing a 100 chibis, only 5$! ^^
Or go a bid on one of her auctions on Furbuy right now and get some original art done by the great herself! And though sketch book auction.....what sketch book auction?!...I don't know what your tal-MINE KEEP AWAY MINE!! XP

lol

I really can't give enough praise for  nut-case, she really is a great artist and an even better person to work with! So what are you waiting for (will shot the first person that says "But I haz no monez!") give this red panda a ring and make your wallet proud *SALUTE* X3

YAY finally got internets to work with new router and I'm back on my own computer! ^^

I had a long paragraph that I had in mind but I'm just so tired from things the last few weeks. Might be moving into an apartment soon.

Its gonna be a long night to fav and comment to a lot of people so please don't get to mad if I fav a lot and update ^^;;

Glad to be back into it all :P

I need my new wireless router!!! I don't like using a public computer to surf my sites! Plus they don't like it when I'm sitting in my underwear XP

My laptop has all the info that I use, I am sooooo slow on a public computer T_T

So yea if you haven't notice that I've been gonna the last three days then...well I've been gone the last three days X3

The reason being is that SC has just begun getting its freak summer storms and last Wednesday we had a BIG one! So bad that lighting fried our wireless router and cable box! So now I am limited to Panera Bread for internet till we can get every thing fixed which should be monday for the new cable box but I don't know when we're getting a new wireless router (I'm at the far end of the house and the main computer is in the middle).

Its a good and a bad thing. Good that I'm doing other things but bad since I miss my internet and friends here on FA ;-; So I will try and be on as much till then but it doesn't look like much since work is picking up a bit. I WILL still respond to your comments and journals it just might take a while, like a day or two, till and can read them.

So hopefully it will all be fixed by the end of next week and I'll be a regular here again X3 Stay frozen people :P