Ever know someone in person and then read a journal or something they post online? I not only read it in the sound of their voices, but in the usual tempo in which they talk! Freaking cool!

These past couple of months I've been living with the worries of where to I go If I do go anywhere when I die. All these gods or maybe a single god or lack of any gods at all.

It's really bothering me, cuz now my grandma is gone and that'll happen to me one day.

All I know for sure is that there are things I want to do before I die, so I guess that means I'll be more active here and post some art that I have done in the past year or two, it's mostly college assignments, but eh, I like it.

So yeah, my grandma died an hour ago and I've been thinking about death and my future a lot lately.

And if you do actually stiff follow me after my months...year of hiatus, then Bully for you! *pats you on your back*

Ok, gotta deal with sad family and plan a funeral. :3

It's my birthday! I'm now 25, woo. Back to art and stuff that I never post. :D

I'm enrolled into Wichita state university!! :D
I'm working on a computer science major in engineering.

I'm getting a dorm and such, but that is all I can say now. Because Craig Ferguson is on and it's super distracting...so...college, yay!!

If I had to choose between dogs and foxes.. Foxes would win the contest.

So thanks to the wonders of nature all plans regarding my going to Texas are basically ruined. DAMN YOU SNOW!! Now I'm stuck in my house unable to drive through any of this snow. Sooooo, instead of having an awesome road trip I'm gonna have to make do with some sort of shenanigans locally...next year I guess.

SO I am now registered to go to furry Fiesta! It'll be great, I'll hang with with some bro's chill and get some picture taking going on. My last con I was at, I took only one picture and it wasn't even of me...this situation must be rectified! I NEED TO BE IN PICTURES DAMMIT!

Furries are generally horny Bastards.

Can't sleep.
Grabs phone and starts watching My Little Pony.
Falls asleep to My Little Pony.


I'm probably not the most normal, or for that case, manly of men.

And if that doesn't make matters worse, I've got the song Pepper by the Butthole surfers stuck in my head. Great song, but it won't let me sleep. Why must music from the 90's be so damn good!?

Because I'm a 22 year old bastard today. ^_^

I don't always read gay furry smut, but when I do, I prefer to read Kyell Gold.

I was going to spend my day off by updating my submissions with all the crap I've stored up, but...AMC just returned to Dish Network and I've been watching fear feat all fucking day. I'm the most productive bastard ever.

So a lot has happened, social life and all. I pretty much havent talked to anyone since RMFC a couple months ago which was when we were dominated by that mountain (you know who you are). Lets see, things at RMFC, I missed the first day basically, and the fursuit parade :( It was partly due to choice, but the shopping was awesome. I bought a fcuking fantasticly awesome badge from :userKuroseishin: totally worth money spent, gave me a better bead on my fursona as well, purple goes well with blue. :D I bought some art and books, like Blacksad, that was worth all the money spent. Then some other shit happened, some trolling involving erotic role play, that was sooooo memorable. There was not a fursona that didn't get spoiled in what happened there, the trolling was so awesome. I'd say it was a great con, better than last years(my first) but the activities didn't seem all as awesome as last years...except all the zombie shit and Unsheathed podcast, for things like those sometimes all you can do is Celebrate, especially when a song is bursting through the walls with the intenseity of an out of tune karaoke singer telling you to come on and celebrate, there were good points i the podcast but all I was looking forward to was a Journey moment to burst forth from the walls as well, it never did, but if it had...I would have totally sung along to it. But it never came :(

then ther was a mountain, McCurdy Mountain or some shit, we all were pWned by it. 12 mile hike from fucking hell.

and just last week I came back from colorado again. I climbed the West Spanish Peak, I did it! I hate that mountain, but I climbed that fucking whore. I have some rock from the summit laying next to my computer right now, not too sure of what to do with it, it doesn't feel like I should keep it, I tend to get a good feel on these things when the time is right though, so oh well.

I guess that sums it up in one big summary, and to finish...Kansas fucking sucks, I hate it here, I want a reason to return to colorado as soon as I can. there was supposed to be a celtic festival in Cuchara this weekend I think, but I'm already broke again, bummer. Time to play the waiting game and make some more money. Oh, and picture will be updated sometime...or another time.

I was at RMFC and did not get any shots of me with any suiters, I was at a furry convention and never got pictures of myself with furries. Unforgivable, next fursuiter I meet I must haves pictures with to compensate.



Although I do still have many photos to upload still, good god I'm a lazy bastard. :D

Made it with ma buddies. Hope to see some folks, I'll ve the red haired fella with the In Flames hat. If anyone is actually caring.. :)

If someone were to make a larger than life painting of awesomesauce proportions, they would need some epic happy trees and to use Bob Ross himself as a brush, to give it that happy feeling.

The bat is the only mammal that can fly.

You just got learned.

Turnd out that what we thought was the only male cat turns out to be horny for the other male cat that we thought was female. Our cats are gay! Lol. XD

so my email account was hacked and has now been shut down.
If I ever met the bastard that ruined my old account I would break my fist against his soon to be shattered teeth. Because I now have to go into all my internet accounts and resent my email, and that is a lot...damn bastard.

But I guess I'll do as is best and abandon that old ship as it burns its ashes into the night sky.

If you need my new email, just note me, and I may deem you worthy. :3

Hey you guys, its been a while. Yeah, its been a freaking long time, like centuries and decades...no not that long...forever. I need to tell you guys a story.

So a couple weeks ago, I decided "fuck it" and I went to hang out with my friends during Saturday night, or it might have been Friday night. Anyways, We started out driving around town, and this is not a big town, like you go six blocks and main street is done and your on your way out of town, but as we were driving past the basketball courts...the courts where men of all varieties happen to be shirtless and in peak physical shape...and my friend decides to shout from the window "Hey, you know, fuck you guys cause you suck." It was funny, but they took notice, and there was a small herd of these shirtless types of people.
So like normal angry athletic people about 20 guys start sprinting for our car.
Now my friend, may or may not have been severely inebriated from a few long island iced teas and a half bottle of whiskey. He may have also happened to shout those insulting words right as the light turned red and we had to stop...right next to the basketball courts.

they were less then 2 feet away say things like "what the fuck did you say" or "you want to say something else" when the light turned green. Our driver put the pedal to the metal and the balls to the wall as we peeled out and zoomed away in our nice and loud corvette. But the friendly athletes started giving pursuit after my drunk friend decided to put his head out the window and say "Yeah, fuck you ya wankers." They gave chase for a good couple of block before finally disappearing from our view as we left the town and headed home.

The moral of the story here I guess would be, that is is fun to make fun of people that are unable to wear a shirt because they are too tight. lol =p



Its a Monday, I gotta do it one more time!

Scotch and Dr. Pepper do not mix.

If you were to have two options in life, one being that you live as an animal with your full conscious thought but only living out the remainder of your lifespan and the other is being immortal but only as a what you are right now(forever). Which would your choose?

I Would most likely jump at the chance to be the animal I've always wanted to be, even if it would mean I would only live so many years.

Don't take a shit and rub your eyes immediately afterwards, because its a terrible thing to have feces in one's eye.

Have a good day :3

For Sociology you will need to give a group lecture about a lesser known group of people...So why not furries?

I did an hour long rambling talk on furries, the shenanigans they do, and the light and dark of the strangeness we all are. Using a short video by Attack of the Show the gave a short overview of furries(for beginners).

Now that that's done...time to boogie!

The truth is out there Scully, you just have to believe.