I'm really lost.
General | Posted 9 years agoI don't know anymore...everyone I care for, or ever cared for I end up driving away. I'm alone. I have no one. I don't know if I can keep myself going anymore. I can't tell if I need help, or I need to be left alone. I'm afraid to be alone out of fear of what I may do. This isn't the first time I've felt like this...and the last time I felt this way, bad things happened. Very bad. Just...I don't know anymore.
What do I think of you?
General | Posted 10 years agoBecause I have to now make this journal. Just leave a comment and i'll tell you the following -
1. Tell you what animal/creature you remind me of.
2. Tell you what color I think fits you.
3. Tell you how I feel about you.
4. Insult you. (I don't mean the insult mind you)
5. Tell you my favorite OC of yours.
6. Tell you what season you remind me of.
7. Tell you what food you smell like in my head.
8. Think of a random nickname for you.
9. Tell you what element you remind me of.
10. Ask you to put this in your journal without using the words 'tag' or 'dare'.
So lets do it.
1. Tell you what animal/creature you remind me of.
2. Tell you what color I think fits you.
3. Tell you how I feel about you.
4. Insult you. (I don't mean the insult mind you)
5. Tell you my favorite OC of yours.
6. Tell you what season you remind me of.
7. Tell you what food you smell like in my head.
8. Think of a random nickname for you.
9. Tell you what element you remind me of.
10. Ask you to put this in your journal without using the words 'tag' or 'dare'.
So lets do it.
New Avatar~
General | Posted 11 years agoF5 to see :3
Hey! Important News!
General | Posted 13 years agoHey guys, I have something heavy to lay down. I've developed cancer. Colon Cancer to be more correct. And doctors have told me I have only 11 years left to live.
I am here to say that is fucking bullshit! I am a fighter and I will live on to the most important person in my life tells me I am fine to die! Taz Pett! If he says he can go on without me, then allow me to drop dead without another word! TILL THEN I AM LIVING TILL I'M 526! I Don't give a shit! Death wants to grab me and drag me down! Well you know what! A lot of people are holding on and pulling me back up!
That's really kinda what I'm saying this for, after the people I have informed I have gotten nothing but support and love from all of you...I can't thank you enough. It's all of you that keep me going, and it's you all who I love the most! Thank you so much...
Anyway I should go, tomorrow is gonna be a shiny new day! Live it to the fullest and never give up!
Love you all!
~HyperSexy!
I am here to say that is fucking bullshit! I am a fighter and I will live on to the most important person in my life tells me I am fine to die! Taz Pett! If he says he can go on without me, then allow me to drop dead without another word! TILL THEN I AM LIVING TILL I'M 526! I Don't give a shit! Death wants to grab me and drag me down! Well you know what! A lot of people are holding on and pulling me back up!
That's really kinda what I'm saying this for, after the people I have informed I have gotten nothing but support and love from all of you...I can't thank you enough. It's all of you that keep me going, and it's you all who I love the most! Thank you so much...
Anyway I should go, tomorrow is gonna be a shiny new day! Live it to the fullest and never give up!
Love you all!
~HyperSexy!
Birthday is slowly creeping up
General | Posted 13 years agoI can feel myself getting older...
It's coming in 2 months so....
WHATCHA GETTING MEH >:I
It's coming in 2 months so....
WHATCHA GETTING MEH >:I
Stalking Sky Vanity.
General | Posted 13 years ago1.( 2 Points ) My name: Jesse
2.( 2 Points ) My last name: Hm...Duglas?
3.( 5 Points ) Take a stab at my middle name: Um...Sam?
4.( 3 Points ) Who am I in love with: DerkoPaws. (Even though we all know HyperSexy is like...the king of sexy X3)
5.( 2 Points ) Hair color: Dark brown/Black
6.( 2 Points ) What kind of car do I drive: A...Ford?
7.( 2 Points ) Where do I work/study: At a college!
8.( 3 Points ) Something that I am afraid of: Um...Spiders? I know I am!
9.( 2 Points ) Do I smoke: No.
10.( 3 Points ) Do I drink: No. (Because you're a good boy =3)
11.( 2 Points ) Do I have any siblings: Yes
12.( 2 Points ) How many: Gonna guess 2
13.( 1 Point ) Do I like 'em: You like one of them.
14.( 4 Points ) What's one of my favorite things to do: Rp and play vija gaymes
15.( 2 Points ) How many piercings do I have: 2
16.( 3 Points ) Name a song that I love: ...Avicci- Levels =D
17.( 4 Points ) Am I shy or outgoing: Both. At times.
18.( 3 Points ) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: In between depending on the rules.
19.( 2 Points ) What's my favorite color: PINK! ...everyone loves pink
20.( 3 Points ) Name something I hate: Hypersexy D= Jk, um...spiders =D
21.( 4 Points ) Name a talent I have: Great at rping
22.( 4 Points ) Do I have any pets: Yes
23.( 5 Points ) What is the color of my room: Tanish grey
24.( 5 Points ) Give me a movie or TV or book quote that I love: Darth Vader, "NOOOOOOO!!!!"
25.( 5 Points + on creativeness ) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring: Some chips, a tv, working electricity, working internet, and a porno....oh and Hypersexy.
DID A WON?! =0
2.( 2 Points ) My last name: Hm...Duglas?
3.( 5 Points ) Take a stab at my middle name: Um...Sam?
4.( 3 Points ) Who am I in love with: DerkoPaws. (Even though we all know HyperSexy is like...the king of sexy X3)
5.( 2 Points ) Hair color: Dark brown/Black
6.( 2 Points ) What kind of car do I drive: A...Ford?
7.( 2 Points ) Where do I work/study: At a college!
8.( 3 Points ) Something that I am afraid of: Um...Spiders? I know I am!
9.( 2 Points ) Do I smoke: No.
10.( 3 Points ) Do I drink: No. (Because you're a good boy =3)
11.( 2 Points ) Do I have any siblings: Yes
12.( 2 Points ) How many: Gonna guess 2
13.( 1 Point ) Do I like 'em: You like one of them.
14.( 4 Points ) What's one of my favorite things to do: Rp and play vija gaymes
15.( 2 Points ) How many piercings do I have: 2
16.( 3 Points ) Name a song that I love: ...Avicci- Levels =D
17.( 4 Points ) Am I shy or outgoing: Both. At times.
18.( 3 Points ) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: In between depending on the rules.
19.( 2 Points ) What's my favorite color: PINK! ...everyone loves pink
20.( 3 Points ) Name something I hate: Hypersexy D= Jk, um...spiders =D
21.( 4 Points ) Name a talent I have: Great at rping
22.( 4 Points ) Do I have any pets: Yes
23.( 5 Points ) What is the color of my room: Tanish grey
24.( 5 Points ) Give me a movie or TV or book quote that I love: Darth Vader, "NOOOOOOO!!!!"
25.( 5 Points + on creativeness ) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring: Some chips, a tv, working electricity, working internet, and a porno....oh and Hypersexy.
DID A WON?! =0
Calmest Song Ever?
General | Posted 13 years agoDeadmau5 is a boss, but it's been a little while since I last saw an update of his songs. (Mainly stupid real life things happening to blame). But he posted a new song that I've fallen in love with!
The Veldt http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YSANu-oAHHQ
Based off of a short story involving 2 adopted children who's foster parents created a dream machine for the kids so they just stay in there and live without bothering them. Long story short, the parents try to take it away from them and the parents enter into the world and get eaten by a lion. Thusly dieing in the real world. Cool story, great song.
The Veldt http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YSANu-oAHHQ
Based off of a short story involving 2 adopted children who's foster parents created a dream machine for the kids so they just stay in there and live without bothering them. Long story short, the parents try to take it away from them and the parents enter into the world and get eaten by a lion. Thusly dieing in the real world. Cool story, great song.
FUCK!
General | Posted 13 years agoWhy does everyone step all over the nice guy!? Because he tries to help? Because he's a fuck up!? BECAUSE HE JUST WANTS THE BEST OUTTA PEOPLE!!?? FUCKING WHY?! I'M SICK OF THIS SHIT!! EVERYBODY CAN GO TO HELL AND BURN THERE FOR ALL I CARE!!! I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND BUT YOU ALL TREAT ME LIKE FUCKING SHIT!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sarki's a boss with free art raffle!
General | Posted 13 years agoYaoi Haven Deleted!!!!??
General | Posted 13 years agoNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO My favorite website (besides youtube) HJas forever been removed from the internet!!! Fucking wetpaint removed yaoihaven.wetpaint.com from the internet for good! I loved that site because it was friendly, and full of gay shit! The world sucks I hate life and I could care less if The internet died!
Sigh...
General | Posted 13 years agoWhy is it I Always have to ask the other person if they wanna role play? I never GET asked. DX I feel like such a whore.
Plus I'm always the one being the Commander. I'd really rather be the submissive one instead...
le sigh...
Plus I'm always the one being the Commander. I'd really rather be the submissive one instead...
le sigh...
Dad's in town...help me!
General | Posted 13 years agoMy father is a gay hating,, over religous, self centered, mean, bastard! I'm gay and atheist. So already, he hates my guts! I sware if he weren't my father then he woulda killed me by now! I overall am a nice guy, I love everyone until they give me a reason not to. If you were some random stranger I would go outta my way to do anything for you. My dad...he would practically shoot you if you asked him for help. Don't ask how I turned out the way I did because I don't knkw.
(DISCLAMMER: If you are,Christan, jewish, islamic, whatever and you don't like that I'm atheist...two things, one I will not spill out some bullshit about saying "God isn't real, you believe in a fairy tale." Cuz I'm not. Shouldn't think I will. Also if you disapprove of me being atheist...WAKE THE FUCK UP, IT'S THE 21ST CENTURY!!! DEAL WITH IT!!!)
(DISCLAMMER: If you are,Christan, jewish, islamic, whatever and you don't like that I'm atheist...two things, one I will not spill out some bullshit about saying "God isn't real, you believe in a fairy tale." Cuz I'm not. Shouldn't think I will. Also if you disapprove of me being atheist...WAKE THE FUCK UP, IT'S THE 21ST CENTURY!!! DEAL WITH IT!!!)
Ice Cweam!
General | Posted 13 years agoIn my room...nomming ice cream...can feel my moobs growing o.O
Animated Artwork Raffle!
General | Posted 13 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3778927/ CHECK THIS SHIIIIIIT
Please Kay thnx
Please Kay thnx
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
General | Posted 13 years agoCats at play have been removed due to copy write issues....FUCK YOU FA!
CLICK THIS NAOW!
General | Posted 13 years agoBEST DAY EVER!!!
General | Posted 13 years agoYou know my best friend who I say I love and want to him to love me back? He just called me and confessed it to me! I'm so happy right now! My heart won't stop pounding!! Aaaaaaaaaagh I just can't expressing my happiness! I wanna see him now like soo bad!! I just want hug him and kiss him and....UGH so much love!!!
~uwfgeiufgafohfHYPERSEXEH!!!
~uwfgeiufgafohfHYPERSEXEH!!!
A few questions I get asked a lot
General | Posted 13 years agoQ: Does your username have anything to do with the size of your cock?
A: Yes, I have a 12" cock =3
Q: Is there any other reason your user name is Hypersexy?
A: Yes, In collage there were a lot of gay guys and I had sex with almost all of them (And dated one of them for 10 years), and after I had sex with them they would give me a sex name like "Jock Cock" or "Big Boy" But the one I liked the most was "Hyper Sexy" (Which was the name the guy I dated for 10 years gave me) so it just kinda stayed.
Q: Why is your IB Username Dragonthebau5?
A: Because when I listen to deadmau5 I put in youtube comments, "This music is so bau5" Instead of "Boss." So I like dragons, and I just decided to give me that name.
Q: Can I have your youtube account?
A: No :)
Q: Can I have sex with you?
A: Absolutely ;D
Q: What is your attitude like?
A: I'm a very nice person and I don't enjoy conflicts. Most everyone I meet is my friend after I talk to them for like a few minutes. The only kind of people I can't get along with are gay haters =C
GIVE GAY SEX A CHANCE!
Q: Do you get along with straight people?
A: Hell yes. 50% of my friends are straight guys.
Q: What about women?
A: 30% are Women.
Q: Well what percent are gay guys?
A: Surprisingly only 20%. Though then again most of them only like to have sex with me and not actually get to know me. Which is why I like 3lliot and Taz Pett.
Q: How many men have you had sex with?
A: hm....about....20 I think...maybe more...I'm a slut X3.
Q: What's the biggest sized dildo you have?
A: Sadly only a 10" XC but my ex has a 3 FOOT dildo! And when I rode that I made it about 2 feet down until I had to stop there. But is was the best dildo ride of my life!
Q: You keep saying your dildos break, How the Hell do you do that?!
A: I have CHEAP ass dildos. The plastic on them is absolute crap. I can only ride them about 10 times until they start to come apart. They're real pieces of shit.
Q: Do you play video games?
A: Yes! I love the video games. Soooo much fun.
Q: Do you have porn video games?
A: Grand Theft Auto 4 is close enough. Though it needs more gay sex.
Q: If you could, what famous star would you fuck?
A: Hm...Daniel Tosh, just because it'd be hilarious.
Q: Do you believe in zombies?
A: Yes. I've spent 20 of my 30 years preparing for it. I have 11 diffrent guns and 700 pounds of amo waiting for the day it happens.
Q: Wow you believe in zombies, retard.
A: That's not a question.
Q: Lastly, what's your real name?
A: Marcus "Hypersexy" White.
Shank you for reading! I love you all!
~Hypersexy!
A: Yes, I have a 12" cock =3
Q: Is there any other reason your user name is Hypersexy?
A: Yes, In collage there were a lot of gay guys and I had sex with almost all of them (And dated one of them for 10 years), and after I had sex with them they would give me a sex name like "Jock Cock" or "Big Boy" But the one I liked the most was "Hyper Sexy" (Which was the name the guy I dated for 10 years gave me) so it just kinda stayed.
Q: Why is your IB Username Dragonthebau5?
A: Because when I listen to deadmau5 I put in youtube comments, "This music is so bau5" Instead of "Boss." So I like dragons, and I just decided to give me that name.
Q: Can I have your youtube account?
A: No :)
Q: Can I have sex with you?
A: Absolutely ;D
Q: What is your attitude like?
A: I'm a very nice person and I don't enjoy conflicts. Most everyone I meet is my friend after I talk to them for like a few minutes. The only kind of people I can't get along with are gay haters =C
GIVE GAY SEX A CHANCE!
Q: Do you get along with straight people?
A: Hell yes. 50% of my friends are straight guys.
Q: What about women?
A: 30% are Women.
Q: Well what percent are gay guys?
A: Surprisingly only 20%. Though then again most of them only like to have sex with me and not actually get to know me. Which is why I like 3lliot and Taz Pett.
Q: How many men have you had sex with?
A: hm....about....20 I think...maybe more...I'm a slut X3.
Q: What's the biggest sized dildo you have?
A: Sadly only a 10" XC but my ex has a 3 FOOT dildo! And when I rode that I made it about 2 feet down until I had to stop there. But is was the best dildo ride of my life!
Q: You keep saying your dildos break, How the Hell do you do that?!
A: I have CHEAP ass dildos. The plastic on them is absolute crap. I can only ride them about 10 times until they start to come apart. They're real pieces of shit.
Q: Do you play video games?
A: Yes! I love the video games. Soooo much fun.
Q: Do you have porn video games?
A: Grand Theft Auto 4 is close enough. Though it needs more gay sex.
Q: If you could, what famous star would you fuck?
A: Hm...Daniel Tosh, just because it'd be hilarious.
Q: Do you believe in zombies?
A: Yes. I've spent 20 of my 30 years preparing for it. I have 11 diffrent guns and 700 pounds of amo waiting for the day it happens.
Q: Wow you believe in zombies, retard.
A: That's not a question.
Q: Lastly, what's your real name?
A: Marcus "Hypersexy" White.
Shank you for reading! I love you all!
~Hypersexy!
My opinion.
General | Posted 13 years agoSkrillex: The best music to dance to
Deadmau5: The bua5 who made techno famous.
Daft Punk: The Creator of the genre and the GOD of it.
Deadmau5: The bua5 who made techno famous.
Daft Punk: The Creator of the genre and the GOD of it.
Zombie Apocalypse
General | Posted 13 years agoOn Memorial Weekend in the USA, reports say that a man had attacked and began eating the face and eyes off another man. The police warned this man and he began to confront the police and ran at them in the most sluggish way, almost as if he was having a seizure. The police shot the man 4 times and killed him. When he was examined by the doctors they said something was different in his blood stream almost like an advanced case of rabbis. They said it was strange the way it reacted with human blood. When this case of rabbis hits the blood stream the human is infected within a matter of minutes. This sickness has also been known to spread to animals, bats especially. Bats have been dropping from the sky in some areas, slamming into windows at very high speeds...even biting people. Just be careful...watch yourself.
~Hypersexy
~Hypersexy
Many of you don't know me.
General | Posted 13 years agoSo I'll do this!
My name is Marcus White
I am 31 years old
I live in Italy
I'm 80% italian.
I speak English, Italian, German, and sign language.
to prove it:
English: Hi! How are you cute boy?
Italian: Hola! Come stai ragazzo carino?
German: Hallo! Wie geht es dir süße Junge?
Sign Language: *Does Sign Language at monitor XD*
I'm gay, a faggot, like men, fuck boys, fuck ass, have a shit dick, suck cock, lick anus, ect.
I have noy boyfriend Irl =C (Boys! I'm available!)
I have a FA boyfriend: TazzPete (we need to get in touch more baby DX)
I love video games!
I have all modern age counsels, but I own EVERYTHING sony.
I own everything SEGA
I am a sony fanboy
even bigger SEGA fanboy
I LOOOOOOVE SONIC THE HEDGEHOG!!!!!!!!!!11!!!!!1!!!!!ONE!
If I could fuck Sonic, he would be the only one I'd ever fuck, and I'd do it with meaningful love.
I own (almost) everything Sonic!
My room is nothing but Sonic.
I fap to sonic.
This is kinnda getting creepy huh? >.>
My username was made from my Sonic fan charatcer, Hyper the Hedgehog who is Sonic's son. (and in almost every story I've written, Sonic and Hyper have had Father, son Incest)
I love my best friend and hope he someday loves me back.
I want to fuck him XP
I love youtube.
I want to fuck it XDD
Did I mention I love Sonic? <3
You guys are awesome (Fact)
My favorite artist is Rottenmax (tie between Rotten Robbie and SigmaX...although niether of them draw Sonic porn >.>)
My job is....nothing really. I kinnda make music a little.
Just made a new inkbunny! (ask for it in Comments)
I LOOOOVE DUBSTEP!
I would rape skirllex so hard XD
I make a lot of deadmau5 references.
Last but not least...
I have a 12 inch dick. =D
So that's it!
Shank you for reading! I love you all!
~Hypersexy
My name is Marcus White
I am 31 years old
I live in Italy
I'm 80% italian.
I speak English, Italian, German, and sign language.
to prove it:
English: Hi! How are you cute boy?
Italian: Hola! Come stai ragazzo carino?
German: Hallo! Wie geht es dir süße Junge?
Sign Language: *Does Sign Language at monitor XD*
I'm gay, a faggot, like men, fuck boys, fuck ass, have a shit dick, suck cock, lick anus, ect.
I have noy boyfriend Irl =C (Boys! I'm available!)
I have a FA boyfriend: TazzPete (we need to get in touch more baby DX)
I love video games!
I have all modern age counsels, but I own EVERYTHING sony.
I own everything SEGA
I am a sony fanboy
even bigger SEGA fanboy
I LOOOOOOVE SONIC THE HEDGEHOG!!!!!!!!!!11!!!!!1!!!!!ONE!
If I could fuck Sonic, he would be the only one I'd ever fuck, and I'd do it with meaningful love.
I own (almost) everything Sonic!
My room is nothing but Sonic.
I fap to sonic.
This is kinnda getting creepy huh? >.>
My username was made from my Sonic fan charatcer, Hyper the Hedgehog who is Sonic's son. (and in almost every story I've written, Sonic and Hyper have had Father, son Incest)
I love my best friend and hope he someday loves me back.
I want to fuck him XP
I love youtube.
I want to fuck it XDD
Did I mention I love Sonic? <3
You guys are awesome (Fact)
My favorite artist is Rottenmax (tie between Rotten Robbie and SigmaX...although niether of them draw Sonic porn >.>)
My job is....nothing really. I kinnda make music a little.
Just made a new inkbunny! (ask for it in Comments)
I LOOOOVE DUBSTEP!
I would rape skirllex so hard XD
I make a lot of deadmau5 references.
Last but not least...
I have a 12 inch dick. =D
So that's it!
Shank you for reading! I love you all!
~Hypersexy
Dammit! MY HAND!
General | Posted 13 years agoAt Karate I was testing all the Black red belts that were about to become black belts. Also they're my students that I get paid for teaching. Anyway, I had to demonstrate a Power break with wooden boards to the kids. A power break is haven over the common amount of boards. Normally we only use 2. So to demonstrate the power break I asked for 7 two inch thick boards...I demonstrated the break by just simply punching the boards. I had 3 trys to break all of them and trust me, if you don't break them the first time, the second time is gonna hurt like Hell, if you don't break them your second time the third time is going to be nothing but pain! If you don't break it the third time...you most likely broke your hand. So I go up there with 7 boards. I punch and the first one breaks. My hands starts to sting really badly. I go to punch again and only break 2. Now I'm down to the last 4 boards. My hand HURTS LIKE HELL. Then I go to punch again and break all the way through. The pain in my hand was as if someone shot it. So the lesson from this, do not chose a hand Technic to do a power break. Try a kick instead.
~Hypersexy
~Hypersexy
BEST SONG EVER
General | Posted 13 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fKURvGuWOso
LOOK WATCH....LOVEEEEE!!! Cry....
LOOK WATCH....LOVEEEEE!!! Cry....
My Musicshake
General | Posted 13 years agoCheck out my music, enjoy it! Or die. LOVE YOU!
http://eng.musicshake.com/#!/user/RealDragon
I love you all
~Hypersexy
http://eng.musicshake.com/#!/user/RealDragon
I love you all
~Hypersexy
Black ops 2...
General | Posted 13 years agoLooks stupid as fuck. It's set 10 years in the future, a future from our current time and it has the same plot as terminator where robots go haywire and start killing humans. Looks so stupid.
I Love you all!
~Hypersexy
I Love you all!
~Hypersexy
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