Merry X-mas, and happy holidays!
Posted 10 years agoYes, I know these kinds of journals have been spammed to hell. But I thought I'd say it anyway, Merry X-mas and happy holidays to you all! I hope ya'll been good! Hee hee hee!
Yes, I'm still alive, just super busy is all!
Yes, I'm still alive, just super busy is all!
Computer Problems (Update)
Posted 11 years agoGuess what, thanks to my wonderful brother, my laptop is fixed and it's also improved. So now I can continue to work on my projects, and I can talk to you guys. YAY! <3 Looks like draggie is staying for the moment!
Merry Christmas Y'all!
Posted 11 years agoI know FA is full of journals of this topic but hell with it. Merry X-mas Y'all! I hope you guys are having a happy and safe holiday! Love ya'll!
For those that have been naughty and wronged me. *Takes out a tommy gun and sprays laughing maniacally* "Merry Christmas you filthy animals." *Sprays the Tommy Gun again* "and a happy new year." *Fires a single shot* Ok, I'm sure you know I'm making a movie reference by now. ^_^,
For those that have been naughty and wronged me. *Takes out a tommy gun and sprays laughing maniacally* "Merry Christmas you filthy animals." *Sprays the Tommy Gun again* "and a happy new year." *Fires a single shot* Ok, I'm sure you know I'm making a movie reference by now. ^_^,
Happy Hatchie day/ Birthday!
Posted 11 years agoWell looks like it's that time of the year again. I'm well...older now, and no I ain't got grey fur/ feathers! Hmph! Oh well, busy busy time again.
To my friends, sorry that I haven't been around much or poked as much as you guys liked. I've been super busy with a class that proved to be much harder than expected! Thanks for understanding my absence. Be well and be safe everyone.
*growls and goes to sleep for the exam in the morning and more busyness.*
P.S. Try not to each each other while I'm away!
To my friends, sorry that I haven't been around much or poked as much as you guys liked. I've been super busy with a class that proved to be much harder than expected! Thanks for understanding my absence. Be well and be safe everyone.
*growls and goes to sleep for the exam in the morning and more busyness.*
P.S. Try not to each each other while I'm away!
Crash (Update)
Posted 11 years ago Ok, the good news is that we'll be able to get a replacement vehicle before I really need it (Since the one I was in was totaled). The bad news is that I sustained injuries to my spine that caused it to be bend in places, and in ways it shouldn't. X-rays showed that my cervical spine curve goes outward instead of inward, and also the lower lumbar spine was straightened instead of having a curve to it like it normally would along with other things. But luckily it can be fixed without surgery from what it looks like so far, and it's mostly muscles that spasmed and tightened from the whiplash. I'm still a bit achey, but I'm recovering nicely, though I have to slow down in everything for a bit, which includes my training. >.< Also I'm gonna be getting treatment for it for a while, which i I'm glad so my back can be back to normal.
As for the college/ class, it's hard as a son of a bitch, and is taking a lot of time from me from my online time and my friends. I miss you guys, but nevertheless I'll be back new and improved!
~Hypnom
As for the college/ class, it's hard as a son of a bitch, and is taking a lot of time from me from my online time and my friends. I miss you guys, but nevertheless I'll be back new and improved!
~Hypnom
Worst day ever...Week 3 (Horrendous accident)
Posted 11 years agoI had a lot of days where they were bad ones. From family fighting, to pets dying, friends either forsaking me or stabbing me in the back, sickness and more. I may have bitched about it if you guys have/ had me as a contact. But tonight was the worst night in my life...
Tonight just as I was coming home, I got in a wreck on the highway...car totaled and everything. I'm a bit achey, but this is a night that has me shaken up, and everything. The good news is that I'm fine, no broken bones or hospital visits. The bad news is that the car is beyond repair, and have one less car to use...life just got a bit worse, but I'll live.
Yeah yeah, I know I'm bitching so sue me...I just needed to get it off my chest and what not. Thanks for understanding you guys.
More updates to come
Tonight just as I was coming home, I got in a wreck on the highway...car totaled and everything. I'm a bit achey, but this is a night that has me shaken up, and everything. The good news is that I'm fine, no broken bones or hospital visits. The bad news is that the car is beyond repair, and have one less car to use...life just got a bit worse, but I'll live.
Yeah yeah, I know I'm bitching so sue me...I just needed to get it off my chest and what not. Thanks for understanding you guys.
More updates to come
I'm afraid of 3 our of 72 fears.
Posted 11 years agoI saw a friend or two do it so whatever. Why not?
Are you afraid of:
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever (I'm not afraid of it, but I wouldn't want that either)
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth (I'm a dude, so this is out of the equation!)
[ ] being myself in front of others (Only if I have to give a speech.)
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[X] heights (I f*****g hate heights. I can't stand heights at all! >.<)
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish (One of my favorite dishes is salmon...so...no?)
[ ] spiders (Ha! I was hunting and catching spiders since I was 8. Even black and brown widows!)
[ ] flowers or other plants (Not unless it's the kind that says "feed me!")
Total so far: 1
[ ] being touched/touching (Don't surprise me, and you won't get hurt. >=C)
[ ] fire (Unless someone is coming at me with a flamethrower...no!)
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[X] failure (Personal reason)
[ ] success (depends on what, but for the most part...no)
[ ] thunder/lightning (When I was a kid, but now...no)
[ ] frogs/toads (Ha, I used to catch them as a kid!)
[ ] girlfriends/boyfriend's dad
[ ] girlfriends/boyfriend's mom
[ ] rats (I used to play with my teacher's pet rat in the 5th grade. So nope!)
[ ] jumping from high places (Depends on how high, but I've handled the roof of a house nicely.)
[ ] snow
Total so far: 2
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges (Depends how high they are.)
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clown (Not unless Pennywise exists and lives near me.)
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
Total so far: 2
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases (There is one or two that scares me, but luckily infections from it is incredibly rare)
[ ] sharks (Sharks are cool, are you kidding me?)
[ ] Friday the 13th (Unless I live near Crystal Lake, and Jason Voorhees is real...no)
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty (I'm not afraid of it, but I don't like it either.)
[ ] Halloween (Unless Michael Myers is real and I live in Haddonfield Illinois...no)
[ ] school
[ ] trains (Are you kidding?)
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] becoming blind (I trained blind folded...so...)
[ ] becoming deaf (I'm not afraid of this, but I wouldn't like this.)
[ ] growing up
Total so far: 2
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[X] bee stings (Especially wasps. I hate those motherf*****s)
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals (I've been denied a lot of things, I want to die with closure and satisfaction of doing everything I wanted to to. But no, not a fear...)
[ ] blood (Are you kidding me? I'm planning to work in the medical field so...)
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat (You've got to me kidding right? Not unless it's on the tongue of a pred...not that I'm preyish to begin with. :-P)
[ ] high speed (Dude...I live for high speed!)
[ ] throwing up (Gross but not scary)
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
Total: 3
I'm a bloody fearless...no surprise there baby. *nods sternly* Any of you wanna try and scare me? *growls and grins*
If you wish to post this journal, it's been requested that you title it, "I'm afraid of __ out of 72 fears"
if you get more than 30, I highly suggest counseling
if you get more than 20, you're paranoid
if you get 10-20, you're normal
if you get under 10, you're fearless
Are you afraid of:
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever (I'm not afraid of it, but I wouldn't want that either)
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth (I'm a dude, so this is out of the equation!)
[ ] being myself in front of others (Only if I have to give a speech.)
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[X] heights (I f*****g hate heights. I can't stand heights at all! >.<)
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish (One of my favorite dishes is salmon...so...no?)
[ ] spiders (Ha! I was hunting and catching spiders since I was 8. Even black and brown widows!)
[ ] flowers or other plants (Not unless it's the kind that says "feed me!")
Total so far: 1
[ ] being touched/touching (Don't surprise me, and you won't get hurt. >=C)
[ ] fire (Unless someone is coming at me with a flamethrower...no!)
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[X] failure (Personal reason)
[ ] success (depends on what, but for the most part...no)
[ ] thunder/lightning (When I was a kid, but now...no)
[ ] frogs/toads (Ha, I used to catch them as a kid!)
[ ] girlfriends/boyfriend's dad
[ ] girlfriends/boyfriend's mom
[ ] rats (I used to play with my teacher's pet rat in the 5th grade. So nope!)
[ ] jumping from high places (Depends on how high, but I've handled the roof of a house nicely.)
[ ] snow
Total so far: 2
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges (Depends how high they are.)
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clown (Not unless Pennywise exists and lives near me.)
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
Total so far: 2
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases (There is one or two that scares me, but luckily infections from it is incredibly rare)
[ ] sharks (Sharks are cool, are you kidding me?)
[ ] Friday the 13th (Unless I live near Crystal Lake, and Jason Voorhees is real...no)
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty (I'm not afraid of it, but I don't like it either.)
[ ] Halloween (Unless Michael Myers is real and I live in Haddonfield Illinois...no)
[ ] school
[ ] trains (Are you kidding?)
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] becoming blind (I trained blind folded...so...)
[ ] becoming deaf (I'm not afraid of this, but I wouldn't like this.)
[ ] growing up
Total so far: 2
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[X] bee stings (Especially wasps. I hate those motherf*****s)
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals (I've been denied a lot of things, I want to die with closure and satisfaction of doing everything I wanted to to. But no, not a fear...)
[ ] blood (Are you kidding me? I'm planning to work in the medical field so...)
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat (You've got to me kidding right? Not unless it's on the tongue of a pred...not that I'm preyish to begin with. :-P)
[ ] high speed (Dude...I live for high speed!)
[ ] throwing up (Gross but not scary)
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
Total: 3
I'm a bloody fearless...no surprise there baby. *nods sternly* Any of you wanna try and scare me? *growls and grins*
If you wish to post this journal, it's been requested that you title it, "I'm afraid of __ out of 72 fears"
if you get more than 30, I highly suggest counseling
if you get more than 20, you're paranoid
if you get 10-20, you're normal
if you get under 10, you're fearless
TMI Tuesday
Posted 11 years agoWell I just as well try to board the TMI train. Ask me (Hypnom) anything Ya'll...or ask my other Chars
Hydrus (A predatory Death Gleamer dragon with glowing abilities like hypnom.) Male
Angie (Human/ Winged wolf she's been seen in alternate form) Female
Kahn (The older of two Arctic Foxes and the preddy one) Male
Ice (A the younger, preyish of the Arctic fox brothers) Male
Silver (A liquid metal being of a classified status) Unknown, but usually present as a male.
Or you can ask the puppet master behind these guys. Take your pick and ask away and anything.
Hydrus (A predatory Death Gleamer dragon with glowing abilities like hypnom.) Male
Angie (Human/ Winged wolf she's been seen in alternate form) Female
Kahn (The older of two Arctic Foxes and the preddy one) Male
Ice (A the younger, preyish of the Arctic fox brothers) Male
Silver (A liquid metal being of a classified status) Unknown, but usually present as a male.
Or you can ask the puppet master behind these guys. Take your pick and ask away and anything.
Questions! (For prey)
Posted 11 years agoOk guys, bored again, so be prepared to listen to me ramble and ask questions.
Just a bit curious of not only my friends, but anyone else watching, or stopping by...
What is your favorite pred in terms of species? (IF you can't decide, feel free to pick more than one.)
Who's your favorite pred to get eaten by? (Pick more than one if you can't decide)
How often are you prey?
What kind of preds you prefer? (nice, mean, fatal, non-fatal...etc.)
Do you have any questions for me?
(I'll get back to these as soon as I deal with my upcoming exam this thursday. Enjoy! :) )
Just a bit curious of not only my friends, but anyone else watching, or stopping by...
What is your favorite pred in terms of species? (IF you can't decide, feel free to pick more than one.)
Who's your favorite pred to get eaten by? (Pick more than one if you can't decide)
How often are you prey?
What kind of preds you prefer? (nice, mean, fatal, non-fatal...etc.)
Do you have any questions for me?
(I'll get back to these as soon as I deal with my upcoming exam this thursday. Enjoy! :) )
Questions! (For preds)
Posted 11 years agoJust a bit curious of not only my friends, but anyone else watching, or stopping by...
What is your favorite prey in terms of species? (Feel free to name more than one if you don't have a favorite or have a hard time deciding!)
Who is your favorite? (If you have someone that's constantly ending up in your belly. Name him/ her, and if you can't decide, again you can name more than one!)
What species do you specialize when it comes to hunting prey?
How often are you pred?
Do you have any questions for me?
What do you like to do with your prey? (Hold em' in your belly and give them a comfy place to stay, tease them, digest them...etc.)
(I'll get back to these as soon as I deal with my upcoming exam this thursday. Enjoy! :) )
What is your favorite prey in terms of species? (Feel free to name more than one if you don't have a favorite or have a hard time deciding!)
Who is your favorite? (If you have someone that's constantly ending up in your belly. Name him/ her, and if you can't decide, again you can name more than one!)
What species do you specialize when it comes to hunting prey?
How often are you pred?
Do you have any questions for me?
What do you like to do with your prey? (Hold em' in your belly and give them a comfy place to stay, tease them, digest them...etc.)
(I'll get back to these as soon as I deal with my upcoming exam this thursday. Enjoy! :) )
Tailmaws...Sound off! (Randomness)
Posted 11 years agoOk, everyone that owns tailmaw(s)....sounds off! *Marches up and down clinking his own tailbeak. Holding Random prey incase they're hungry. Ice the prey fox first on the list for the first tailmaw* Try not to eat each other in the process...unless you can't resist!
I'm doing this cause I'm bored. Besides, i'm curious about who has a tail maw and what not. So I put up this journal for fun!
IF you don't have a tailmaw...enter at your own risk! You'll be fair game to them!
I'm doing this cause I'm bored. Besides, i'm curious about who has a tail maw and what not. So I put up this journal for fun!
IF you don't have a tailmaw...enter at your own risk! You'll be fair game to them!
RP (RolePlaying) questions
Posted 12 years agoI got bored, so I did this out of curiosity and random so I can know folks here better and so I can see preferences of you guys. Also making me curious as well. Also took this from a friend of mine after something and considering my friends, audience or whatever. So answer these questions if you want and don't be shy about it ladies and gents!
1) When you RP (Roleplay), what kind of settings do you guys like? You like to be an ambient player that likes to gives hugs and such? What kind of settings do you like to imagine and play? (Be it forests, cities, etc.) In a house, tree, apartment...what? (Be specific with this one please.)
My Answer: Well I have no specific preferences in this one. I've done caves, houses, science labs, forests, mountains, cities, highways, military bases, lakes, seas, heavens, space, and more. I'm quite adaptable with this one. But then again, having various chars also contribute to this too. XD
2) What's your style of RP (Roleplay)? Do you like Asterisks, Paragraphs, small biits and pieces such as a few sentences? Which is your preferences?
My answer: I often do big, fat paragraph posts, and those that know me can testify to that. My posts are often huge and are almost always multi-sentenced. I love putting in detail into it. Though my quality can be affected if I'm juggling more than one RP/ convo. Even more so I prefer people with that style of RP. Nice and detailed, I see them like a story I read in a book frankly...with an unpredictable factor in place. Makes it more interesting!
3) What are your dislikes? What do you dislike in an RP? What turns you off? (This can include RP style or preferences, player's personality and more.)
My Answer: I have a few turn offs I won't lie about. One of them is people that have a big ego that try to get into 'Power' matches to see who's stronger. Frankly they bore me, with my power chars I mostly use them to play tricks and be mischievous at most which my friends can testify to that. Or vent when I'm upset. But getting into actual power matches is a turn off for sure...especially if it's out of ego. With folks like that I just stop the RP and avoid folks like that.
Also another thing I dislike are lazy/ constant one-word replies. This tells me that they're either lazy, unimaginative, underaged, or apathetic. (The last one is a good way to infuriate me especially. Cause if they don't want to do it they can just say so instead of feeling obliged to do it) Also poor communication, like those that don't say anything if they have a problem with certain things in an RP and such. There are more dislikes, but for me those are the main offenders.
4) What are your preferences? Are you prey/ pred? Are you subby, dom? Which is it?
My Answer: I'm primarily a pred. Almost always pred.
There are my questions and answers, leave your answers and tell us what you like! Now you know what I like and hopefully I know what you like! If there are things you want to keep to yourself. Do so at your risk, but don't lean on me if you're uncomfortable cause I ain't making you put them on! Don't be shy! Hope you guys had a lovely x-mas.
1) When you RP (Roleplay), what kind of settings do you guys like? You like to be an ambient player that likes to gives hugs and such? What kind of settings do you like to imagine and play? (Be it forests, cities, etc.) In a house, tree, apartment...what? (Be specific with this one please.)
My Answer: Well I have no specific preferences in this one. I've done caves, houses, science labs, forests, mountains, cities, highways, military bases, lakes, seas, heavens, space, and more. I'm quite adaptable with this one. But then again, having various chars also contribute to this too. XD
2) What's your style of RP (Roleplay)? Do you like Asterisks, Paragraphs, small biits and pieces such as a few sentences? Which is your preferences?
My answer: I often do big, fat paragraph posts, and those that know me can testify to that. My posts are often huge and are almost always multi-sentenced. I love putting in detail into it. Though my quality can be affected if I'm juggling more than one RP/ convo. Even more so I prefer people with that style of RP. Nice and detailed, I see them like a story I read in a book frankly...with an unpredictable factor in place. Makes it more interesting!
3) What are your dislikes? What do you dislike in an RP? What turns you off? (This can include RP style or preferences, player's personality and more.)
My Answer: I have a few turn offs I won't lie about. One of them is people that have a big ego that try to get into 'Power' matches to see who's stronger. Frankly they bore me, with my power chars I mostly use them to play tricks and be mischievous at most which my friends can testify to that. Or vent when I'm upset. But getting into actual power matches is a turn off for sure...especially if it's out of ego. With folks like that I just stop the RP and avoid folks like that.
Also another thing I dislike are lazy/ constant one-word replies. This tells me that they're either lazy, unimaginative, underaged, or apathetic. (The last one is a good way to infuriate me especially. Cause if they don't want to do it they can just say so instead of feeling obliged to do it) Also poor communication, like those that don't say anything if they have a problem with certain things in an RP and such. There are more dislikes, but for me those are the main offenders.
4) What are your preferences? Are you prey/ pred? Are you subby, dom? Which is it?
My Answer: I'm primarily a pred. Almost always pred.
There are my questions and answers, leave your answers and tell us what you like! Now you know what I like and hopefully I know what you like! If there are things you want to keep to yourself. Do so at your risk, but don't lean on me if you're uncomfortable cause I ain't making you put them on! Don't be shy! Hope you guys had a lovely x-mas.
Merry X-mas/ Apology.
Posted 12 years agoMerry X-mas everyone! I hope everyone has a lovely Christmas as well as getting what they wanted!
Also I wish to apologize for flipping out. I know it hurt some folks, I'm sorry...also sorry for nuking everyone as explained in my last journal. I've been meaning to say that for a while but FA picked the right time to go down and my health has been screwed up. >.< For those that came back I have to say you guys are either crazy/ tough or both as well as loyal. I thank those that did. For those that didn't...thank you for your time. I won't forget you guys.
Merry X-mas to everyone!
Also I wish to apologize for flipping out. I know it hurt some folks, I'm sorry...also sorry for nuking everyone as explained in my last journal. I've been meaning to say that for a while but FA picked the right time to go down and my health has been screwed up. >.< For those that came back I have to say you guys are either crazy/ tough or both as well as loyal. I thank those that did. For those that didn't...thank you for your time. I won't forget you guys.
Merry X-mas to everyone!
Strong Rant. Nuking list. Fire Meter 8/10 (Language Warning)
Posted 12 years ago(This doesn't apply those busy with work, college, school, and such. I understand and respect those that are busy, or not feeling well. This include those that feel sick. I understand trying to chat and such like that too or not feeling well in general. This also go for those that are not in the mood to talk and need space. I always respect that.)
That's it. I'm fucking tired of everything. Tired off all the problems RL, and online making it worse! I'm tired of being ignored, lied to, ditched, people turning on me and such. I've been dealing with this shit for months and I can't take it anymore! When I Do poke people, they are often either annoyed ,pissy and more with me. Making me wonder what I did wrong and more! When I do ask. It's often that I get. "you're ok and your fine." Yet I get the same treatment. I don't know if they're trying to hide something, keep me from being hurts or such while still getting that same treatment. I try to be honest too! I hate poking people too! I've been holding this back and have been patient and nice about it for too long. Being kind and respectful, understanding and listening when others won't apparently is not enough anymore! Bottling it up for a while. Fuck it. I'm nuking my entire fucking list now. I don't care who is on it. If you want to stay fine, if not then whatever! I'm not gonna re-add those that don't want to be with me. I'm not gonna get on my knees and fucking beg. You guys will figure do that if you decide if you want to be with me or not! I try to make time for folks, make them happy even when I'm not or when I'm not well. Fuck it...I tried, I fucking tried. Right now, it's gotten to a point where I can't even fucking look at certain fucking names without feeling angry, anxious, uncomfortable, sad, or hurt in someway! This is nothing personal to any particular one, but I can't. I can't hold it in anymore. Is this a mistake. May be, may be not. But I can't handle this. It's not like I ask for attention everyday. I'm not on everyday, and I'm not asking for money, art, and more. I don't ask for any of that stuff!
So if you want to stay/ come back, you know what to do...
If you want to re-add and don't know my skype or other messengers...note me.
*Storms off furiously glowing red*
One more thing, if you're the kind that like to be with one friend/ person for a little bit and move on to another set of friends and forsake old ones for no good reason aside and just forget about them. That also goes for those that forsake friends cause they don't have certain fucking games, SL(Second Life), and more! Don't fucking add me cause I hate that. If you don't give a fuck with what I got to say, then don't say anything to me here that will piss me off further cause I will fucking block you, remove your comment, and likely report. Don't believe me? Try it! I fucking dare you!
I'm gonna go study, draw, and cool off. I have finals next week and I can't do them when stirred up more than normal. Later...I'll be back when finals are over! Don't expect me to be online this weekend cause of finals and this shit. Cause of the same reason. If I don't take your requests immediately. It's cause I'm away cooling off and studying for finals. It's not cause I'm ignoring you, if you take it that way it's your choice. But I'm saying so you guys will understand.
Be safe everyone!
~Hypnom
That's it. I'm fucking tired of everything. Tired off all the problems RL, and online making it worse! I'm tired of being ignored, lied to, ditched, people turning on me and such. I've been dealing with this shit for months and I can't take it anymore! When I Do poke people, they are often either annoyed ,pissy and more with me. Making me wonder what I did wrong and more! When I do ask. It's often that I get. "you're ok and your fine." Yet I get the same treatment. I don't know if they're trying to hide something, keep me from being hurts or such while still getting that same treatment. I try to be honest too! I hate poking people too! I've been holding this back and have been patient and nice about it for too long. Being kind and respectful, understanding and listening when others won't apparently is not enough anymore! Bottling it up for a while. Fuck it. I'm nuking my entire fucking list now. I don't care who is on it. If you want to stay fine, if not then whatever! I'm not gonna re-add those that don't want to be with me. I'm not gonna get on my knees and fucking beg. You guys will figure do that if you decide if you want to be with me or not! I try to make time for folks, make them happy even when I'm not or when I'm not well. Fuck it...I tried, I fucking tried. Right now, it's gotten to a point where I can't even fucking look at certain fucking names without feeling angry, anxious, uncomfortable, sad, or hurt in someway! This is nothing personal to any particular one, but I can't. I can't hold it in anymore. Is this a mistake. May be, may be not. But I can't handle this. It's not like I ask for attention everyday. I'm not on everyday, and I'm not asking for money, art, and more. I don't ask for any of that stuff!
So if you want to stay/ come back, you know what to do...
If you want to re-add and don't know my skype or other messengers...note me.
*Storms off furiously glowing red*
One more thing, if you're the kind that like to be with one friend/ person for a little bit and move on to another set of friends and forsake old ones for no good reason aside and just forget about them. That also goes for those that forsake friends cause they don't have certain fucking games, SL(Second Life), and more! Don't fucking add me cause I hate that. If you don't give a fuck with what I got to say, then don't say anything to me here that will piss me off further cause I will fucking block you, remove your comment, and likely report. Don't believe me? Try it! I fucking dare you!
I'm gonna go study, draw, and cool off. I have finals next week and I can't do them when stirred up more than normal. Later...I'll be back when finals are over! Don't expect me to be online this weekend cause of finals and this shit. Cause of the same reason. If I don't take your requests immediately. It's cause I'm away cooling off and studying for finals. It's not cause I'm ignoring you, if you take it that way it's your choice. But I'm saying so you guys will understand.
Be safe everyone!
~Hypnom
Happy Thanksgiving Ya'll!
Posted 12 years agoHappy Thanksgiving Ya'll! Time for all my friends to get fat, even though you don't celebrate it, I wish you a happy one anyone! As for me...NO GETTING FAT! Can't have that. If I do, it'll be for a little bit and off one of you guys! Of well, have a good one ya'll. Be well and be safe! *Winces and collapses in pain* >.<
Life update..Also mild rant. Fire meter 2/10.
Posted 12 years agoOk, despite all the BS with friends, traitors and more...things that have been upsetting me along with a few new headaches that I'm seeing and dealing with. I'm still kicking ass for myself and all my loved ones here. I got my tablet back so I can continue working on my projects. So far everything is going smoothly with my classes and training...aside from the one black-eye I accidentally gave to my sparring partner which I got a bit a hear for. *Sad face* But the great news is I'm kicking ass in my class and I am gonna get an "A" at this rate! To top it off...I also got a 98% on my last exam....whooo! *otter dances* Thank god, only one more exam and I'm free for a bit. Gonna be on break from december ti'll Feburary (From college) and for almost 2 weeks with training. (Almost at the same time...though I'll have to worry about putting on a bit of weight during that time. V_V,) . Which means I'll be free to nom and torment my friends and family! *grins and licks at his muzzle drooling heavily* Stay tasty, i'm gonna need a few of you as me celebratory and congratulatory dinner! Wish me luck on my final! I miss being with you guys as much as I used to. See ya and play with you guys when finals are done! Don't forget me, cause I ain't forgotten about you...
Now for the rant...isn't ANYONE bothered by how youtube did their updates, I mean they did so many unnessecary updates that were ridiculous, but the worst one was the update they did with the comments. I mean what the living hell are they thinking! You can't look at the comments that are being replied too without wading though a LOOOOOOONG list of other comments. That's just from what I've seen and god knows what else they messed up on. Seriously youtube, it's a love hate relationship here with me and many others! Stop fucking doing stupid updates! Ugh! *growls and glows red*
Well be well and be safe everyone.
~Hypnom...<3
P.S...I like to thank those that wished me a happy B-Day if I haven't. I hate not giving thanks to those that give me their good wishes.
Now for the rant...isn't ANYONE bothered by how youtube did their updates, I mean they did so many unnessecary updates that were ridiculous, but the worst one was the update they did with the comments. I mean what the living hell are they thinking! You can't look at the comments that are being replied too without wading though a LOOOOOOONG list of other comments. That's just from what I've seen and god knows what else they messed up on. Seriously youtube, it's a love hate relationship here with me and many others! Stop fucking doing stupid updates! Ugh! *growls and glows red*
Well be well and be safe everyone.
~Hypnom...<3
P.S...I like to thank those that wished me a happy B-Day if I haven't. I hate not giving thanks to those that give me their good wishes.
Update from last Journal. 3/10 Fire meter
Posted 12 years agoOk, I talked to the professor today, and he said that it was an error on his part. So he made the proper adjustment to my grade. It turned out that I got another perfect 100% perfect score on this essay, plus the 5 points extra credit, so I got a total of 150% score on it. Yay! *pumps fist* Though this still doesn't explain why my grade has dropped from an 84% down to a 63...more investigating to come to that problem. So I'm in a better mood now. Still a little testy and busy. To those trying to reach me on skype, I'm sorry...I've been/ am busy preparing for an exam coming up, so I won't be on much if at all on my messengers. *hugs my friends and family* God...I missed some of my friends and family I don't hear from! I can't wait for my final exams to be over! I'm not a big fan of Christmas...those who know me for a while know why. I'm just looking forward to it so I can take a break from everything during my time off and hang out with you guys on messengers, drawing, and more! *sighs* Well back to toiling away like some robot. *Beeps like a robot and gets back to work.* Well be well and be safe friends, family, and watchers. Be back in a week or so. I'll be watching you guys every now and then. <3
~Hypnom
~Hypnom
Ma Hatchie day/ Birthdayaaah! ^^,
Posted 12 years agoWell...looks like it's that time of the year again. The time of the year where this draggie is one year older. Great. :/ Not only that, this draggie is turning 26...great...here comes the Mouse 26 related jokes and comments. I already see them coming! But don't think you'll be making a snack out of me that easily! *The hatchie draggie pouts*
Wishes? Well I don't have any to be honest. ^^,
But I do want this. Friends, family, watchers...I wish that each and everyone of them is happy, healthy, and safe! I don't deserve each and everyone one of you and your wishes to be honest. *smiles and nods humbly* I know I've been rather quirky and such, but i'm not perfect nor the idea person for everyone, but I try my best. But that's my wish...for you guys to be happy, healthy and safe! Another wish is that some friends of mine that I haven't heard from in a while, and family members too...I want them back in my life and heart. To spend time with them and develop more memories like old times. To be there to pick them when they're down, and be there for me to make me happy. Those are my only wishes if they're considered wishes. Screw gift arts, gaming systems and more! They only give so much happiness and pleasure after a while. My friends, family, and watchers are my real treasure even though I don't deserve them. Thank you guys so much for being there and putting up with my BS and hearing me ramble! <3
*Bows humbly to all that read* Be well and be safe everyone!
So who's willing to be in my cake for nommings? XD
Also see you guys when I'm free again. <3
(On a side note...I am getting a B in my class and kicking ass in it! Oh happy days! Whoo! I got a B on my last exam! YES!!! Things are finally looking up!)
Wishes? Well I don't have any to be honest. ^^,
But I do want this. Friends, family, watchers...I wish that each and everyone of them is happy, healthy, and safe! I don't deserve each and everyone one of you and your wishes to be honest. *smiles and nods humbly* I know I've been rather quirky and such, but i'm not perfect nor the idea person for everyone, but I try my best. But that's my wish...for you guys to be happy, healthy and safe! Another wish is that some friends of mine that I haven't heard from in a while, and family members too...I want them back in my life and heart. To spend time with them and develop more memories like old times. To be there to pick them when they're down, and be there for me to make me happy. Those are my only wishes if they're considered wishes. Screw gift arts, gaming systems and more! They only give so much happiness and pleasure after a while. My friends, family, and watchers are my real treasure even though I don't deserve them. Thank you guys so much for being there and putting up with my BS and hearing me ramble! <3
*Bows humbly to all that read* Be well and be safe everyone!
So who's willing to be in my cake for nommings? XD
Also see you guys when I'm free again. <3
(On a side note...I am getting a B in my class and kicking ass in it! Oh happy days! Whoo! I got a B on my last exam! YES!!! Things are finally looking up!)
Multiple things...and creepy things.
Posted 12 years agowow...I've been away for so long it's ridiculous. I don't know where to start. LMAO.
Well first of all last month on the tenth it was my second furaversary where I joined the fandom yadda yadda yadda. Been here for two years blah blah blah.
Well now to more pressing matters. So far health's been improving despite seeing...MANY doc docs and so many examinations. So yeah, I'm coming back slowly. *thumbs up* Sowwy if I was a bit testy, I had my bad days as usual...blah blah blah XD
Well so far in training and instructing things have been going wonderful despite occasionally coming back sore with bruises and cuts. Good stuff. LMAO Speaking of which, this month I'm testing for my purple sash. I'm rather nervous about it. Wish me luck lads. ^^
So far this semester in college has been nice. Got a cool professor teaching us in my anatomy class. Good sense of humor, good natured and everything. Also learning plenty. XD It's a hard class, but it's fascinating. Need it to go into nursing. So far I'm kicking ass in the exams too. XD But the creepy part is that in the labs were gonna be looking at get this...cadavers...yes were gonna be looking at actual dead bodies that has been dissected and such! We're gonna be doing our first cadaver lab this tuesday! O.o This is..gonna be a new learning experience for me. Frankly I've never seen dead bodies, not after they're long dead at least.
Overall things have been going well, but still can be stressful. Things are also getting better with my family and friends despite some ever present troubles that are still being cleared up. Which you can tell from my crankiness for those that have me on the IMs. As well as having a huge chunk of my online time being taken away here. Thanks for sticking around guys. Love you all. *hugs all*
Now one more thing...RUN FOR YOUR LIVES! *Opens his maw widely with his black fleshed tongue hanging and drooling with his throat glowing electric blue brightly*
Well first of all last month on the tenth it was my second furaversary where I joined the fandom yadda yadda yadda. Been here for two years blah blah blah.
Well now to more pressing matters. So far health's been improving despite seeing...MANY doc docs and so many examinations. So yeah, I'm coming back slowly. *thumbs up* Sowwy if I was a bit testy, I had my bad days as usual...blah blah blah XD
Well so far in training and instructing things have been going wonderful despite occasionally coming back sore with bruises and cuts. Good stuff. LMAO Speaking of which, this month I'm testing for my purple sash. I'm rather nervous about it. Wish me luck lads. ^^
So far this semester in college has been nice. Got a cool professor teaching us in my anatomy class. Good sense of humor, good natured and everything. Also learning plenty. XD It's a hard class, but it's fascinating. Need it to go into nursing. So far I'm kicking ass in the exams too. XD But the creepy part is that in the labs were gonna be looking at get this...cadavers...yes were gonna be looking at actual dead bodies that has been dissected and such! We're gonna be doing our first cadaver lab this tuesday! O.o This is..gonna be a new learning experience for me. Frankly I've never seen dead bodies, not after they're long dead at least.
Overall things have been going well, but still can be stressful. Things are also getting better with my family and friends despite some ever present troubles that are still being cleared up. Which you can tell from my crankiness for those that have me on the IMs. As well as having a huge chunk of my online time being taken away here. Thanks for sticking around guys. Love you all. *hugs all*
Now one more thing...RUN FOR YOUR LIVES! *Opens his maw widely with his black fleshed tongue hanging and drooling with his throat glowing electric blue brightly*
Taking a break and likely leaving (major rant)
Posted 13 years agoToo many things have been eating at me from inside to the point it's making me mad and insane. It's changed me for the worst as those that talked to me found out. This is also unfair to those innocent once that are always there and love me, especially if they took a bit of a chew out too. I apologize to them about it Then a couple of someones decides to be cute and funny to betray me and disrespecting me despite more than returning the favor in kindness and such. My health hasn't been helping much either. It's making me nuts...So as of now. So I'm gonna go inactive for a bit until further notice. Possibly with folks online on the IMs too. That's a may be, it's not set in stone. Beware that if I am I may be temperamental. "Please come to me if you need something." HA! Rubbish...I heard that so many times. VERY few keep their word. My trust has been broken when people just don't keep their word, especially when I do and has proven to do so.
I know this is unfair to those that were holding their end. I apologize for it. I want to thank you guys for it *hugs them*. I mean what I said you won't be unrewarded. So that no one gets butt hurt, I'm not gonna mention names. But they know who they are. As for everyone else...Hmph!
(This does not apply to those that have been busy with important things. So don't take it into offense. Not unless you're one of the ones that betrayed me or a source of my grief in another way.)
Sorry for bitching. I know that no one is interested in listening, but I had to let it out. Thanks for listening if you read it, if not then no skin off my nose.
I know this is unfair to those that were holding their end. I apologize for it. I want to thank you guys for it *hugs them*. I mean what I said you won't be unrewarded. So that no one gets butt hurt, I'm not gonna mention names. But they know who they are. As for everyone else...Hmph!
(This does not apply to those that have been busy with important things. So don't take it into offense. Not unless you're one of the ones that betrayed me or a source of my grief in another way.)
Sorry for bitching. I know that no one is interested in listening, but I had to let it out. Thanks for listening if you read it, if not then no skin off my nose.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone! *NOMS!*
Posted 13 years agoHai everyone! Happy Thanksgiving. I hope you guys have a lovely Thanksgiving, don't forget to stuff yourselves as much as possible! I know I will with the food we got. *snatches readers* INCLUDING WITH YOU GUYS! *NOMS!
99.9~% evil
Posted 13 years agoMy Evil Side:
(x) You have made a little kid cry. (hell yeah as one myself. XD)
(x) You have threatened someone and meant it seriously. (Yeah even though I hardly do it. I'd rather let action speak for me, and let idiots set their own misfortunes on themselves.)
(x) You have beat someone up. (Hell Yeah! I hate loud mouth egotistical punks. I love helping the loud ones shut up. >=3 Besides, EVERYONE gets into a scrap AT LEAST ONCE in their life. XD)
(x) You have stolen money from someone. (Long time ago. We all got to grow up though)
(x) People have called you a brat. (been called a lot of things, but doesn't give a damn about it.)
( ) You spend all of your time bossing people around
(x) You have wanted someone/something to die (You don't want to know)
(?) You have killed someone (That's classified information)
(x) You yell a lot
(x) You have punched someone (WFT?! Then what's the point in beating up someone if I didn't punched them?! >=C)
(x) You have stolen something from the store (Who doesn't at some point? XD)
(x) You push people around a lot (When I have bad days)
(x) You wear a lot of black (You better believe it!)
(x) You hate the light I'm known for hanging out in the shadows. *hisses*)
(x) You swear a lot. (Try hanging with me while I'm pissed off. XD)
( ) You are always breaking the rules (used to, but I get bored and tired of it after a while)
(x) You have skipped school (Maybe once or twice before college)
( ) At school you are a bully (Does rough play count?)
(x) You get mad easily (Yeah, I can be a walking warhead)
( ) You have tons of enemies
(x) You barely have any friends (I'm reclusive that's why. I've been betrayed and abandoned that's why, but hey it's one of the ingredients in creating evil >=D)
(x) You lie a lot (Used to, now I only do it if I need to)
(x) You hate school work more than anything
(x) You pull tons of pranks on people (hell yeah, including one so mean that their car was beyond repair. XD)
( ) You think it's funny when people die
(X) You like making people suffer (Only those that hurt me or those that I despise.)
(?) You love blood (Depends on the situation)
(x) You know how to shoot a gun (Fuck yeah, shooting guns is a good way to vent anger. So much fun, and NO I'M NOT )
(x) You have called someone stupid (I've called a lot of people a lot of things. Is that really a question?)
(x) You like horror movies
(x) You like violent things (Games as well as brawling it out with someone and in sparring too.)
(?) You have attempted to kill someone (That's classified information guys.)
(X) You love the sound of screaming (if I'm the source of your torment and if I hate you.)
(?) You are happy when people are injured (Only by my hand, and if they deserve it. Also if I hate you.)
Total:25
Multiply it by 4
99.9~% Mua ha ha ha ha.
few found the gold in my heart.
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(x) You have made a little kid cry. (hell yeah as one myself. XD)
(x) You have threatened someone and meant it seriously. (Yeah even though I hardly do it. I'd rather let action speak for me, and let idiots set their own misfortunes on themselves.)
(x) You have beat someone up. (Hell Yeah! I hate loud mouth egotistical punks. I love helping the loud ones shut up. >=3 Besides, EVERYONE gets into a scrap AT LEAST ONCE in their life. XD)
(x) You have stolen money from someone. (Long time ago. We all got to grow up though)
(x) People have called you a brat. (been called a lot of things, but doesn't give a damn about it.)
( ) You spend all of your time bossing people around
(x) You have wanted someone/something to die (You don't want to know)
(?) You have killed someone (That's classified information)
(x) You yell a lot
(x) You have punched someone (WFT?! Then what's the point in beating up someone if I didn't punched them?! >=C)
(x) You have stolen something from the store (Who doesn't at some point? XD)
(x) You push people around a lot (When I have bad days)
(x) You wear a lot of black (You better believe it!)
(x) You hate the light I'm known for hanging out in the shadows. *hisses*)
(x) You swear a lot. (Try hanging with me while I'm pissed off. XD)
( ) You are always breaking the rules (used to, but I get bored and tired of it after a while)
(x) You have skipped school (Maybe once or twice before college)
( ) At school you are a bully (Does rough play count?)
(x) You get mad easily (Yeah, I can be a walking warhead)
( ) You have tons of enemies
(x) You barely have any friends (I'm reclusive that's why. I've been betrayed and abandoned that's why, but hey it's one of the ingredients in creating evil >=D)
(x) You lie a lot (Used to, now I only do it if I need to)
(x) You hate school work more than anything
(x) You pull tons of pranks on people (hell yeah, including one so mean that their car was beyond repair. XD)
( ) You think it's funny when people die
(X) You like making people suffer (Only those that hurt me or those that I despise.)
(?) You love blood (Depends on the situation)
(x) You know how to shoot a gun (Fuck yeah, shooting guns is a good way to vent anger. So much fun, and NO I'M NOT )
(x) You have called someone stupid (I've called a lot of people a lot of things. Is that really a question?)
(x) You like horror movies
(x) You like violent things (Games as well as brawling it out with someone and in sparring too.)
(?) You have attempted to kill someone (That's classified information guys.)
(X) You love the sound of screaming (if I'm the source of your torment and if I hate you.)
(?) You are happy when people are injured (Only by my hand, and if they deserve it. Also if I hate you.)
Total:25
Multiply it by 4
99.9~% Mua ha ha ha ha.
few found the gold in my heart.
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Mah Hatchie/ B-Day day!
Posted 13 years agoToday is my hatchie day/b-day. What's on my wish list? To have my fwiends around and be with my fwiends. All of them. This includes you guys. <3
Week....Whatever. It's been rather busy and I know I'm nagging and blah blah blah. For those I owe pics. Thanks for bearing with me since I'm still experimenting here and the fact I'm busy as hell. Also got a good sized list of pics to make. Those in it are classified for now. >.< Thanks for bearing with the crazy plasma draggie. Whoop, crazy draggie is busy...must go now. Later and night night. I miss you all. I'll be on MSN and Skype of friday. Thursday if I'm not too torn up.
Also if anyone wishes to talk to me during the week. I'll respond to notes. Otherwise I'll see you then. Anyone is welcome to do so. Bye ya'll. Love you all! <3
Week....Whatever. It's been rather busy and I know I'm nagging and blah blah blah. For those I owe pics. Thanks for bearing with me since I'm still experimenting here and the fact I'm busy as hell. Also got a good sized list of pics to make. Those in it are classified for now. >.< Thanks for bearing with the crazy plasma draggie. Whoop, crazy draggie is busy...must go now. Later and night night. I miss you all. I'll be on MSN and Skype of friday. Thursday if I'm not too torn up.
Also if anyone wishes to talk to me during the week. I'll respond to notes. Otherwise I'll see you then. Anyone is welcome to do so. Bye ya'll. Love you all! <3
F*** you skype virus. Beware of a virus
Posted 13 years agoFor those of you who have me on skype as a contact. If you get a Link from me, DO NOT CLICK IT! Ask me about it first or you may get a virus. There is a virus that is sending out links, don't open them!
Week 1/ tablet working again
Posted 13 years agoLooks like my tablet is working again, so I can get to drawing and such again. Disregard that last Journal, but other things are now keeping me from drawing now.
Ok the year started, week one: So far the first week has been off to a VERY rough start, materials are not only expensive, but spacing in the classes are scarce. Not only that my mum is away. So I have to drop off everyone here in the house, not only that. But I'm getting badgered here for everything, just name it I got badgered for it...metaphorically speaking of course. So being online on Skype, MSN, and Yahoo is just not an option during the week. >.<
I want to thank ALL so bared with me and supported me, as well as giving me a great Welcome back after this week one. I thank you guys greatly, and I most appreciate it. As for those that couldn't cause you were busy or just away. I understand...as for those that just don't care...well I hope you enjoy your life and wallow in your own unhappiness as you burn... That support just raised morale here. I love you guys.
Ok the year started, week one: So far the first week has been off to a VERY rough start, materials are not only expensive, but spacing in the classes are scarce. Not only that my mum is away. So I have to drop off everyone here in the house, not only that. But I'm getting badgered here for everything, just name it I got badgered for it...metaphorically speaking of course. So being online on Skype, MSN, and Yahoo is just not an option during the week. >.<
I want to thank ALL so bared with me and supported me, as well as giving me a great Welcome back after this week one. I thank you guys greatly, and I most appreciate it. As for those that couldn't cause you were busy or just away. I understand...as for those that just don't care...well I hope you enjoy your life and wallow in your own unhappiness as you burn... That support just raised morale here. I love you guys.
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