So. sometime I have internet, sometimes I dont, it all depends if I can afford it that month. Been trying UBERHARD to catch up on our bills and rent. OHGOD RENT. dropped both of our paychecks towards it this past week becuse the landlady was threating to evict us. not cool breh. it really isnt as easy as it may seem. =/
my internet is supposed to be shut off tommarow if I dont pay it today...but its saturday, Comcast is closed, and I have to work tonight. I'm going to resort to INTENSE badge making and ramen eating for this week to ensure I have enough for FF.
that reminds me.
omgfurfright.
gon' be rad.
AMIRITE?

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Kimi
2. DOG
3. Dr. Lector

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My body
2. My shyness
3. My stress level

THREE THINGS ABOUT YOUR HERITAGE
1. IM A GODDAMN FUCKING GERMAN. =D
2. im mostly just a mutt irl.
3. and a wee bit o' scottish in meh

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. ZOMBIES AT PIZZA HUT.
2. Being alone. FOREBER
3. extended matinence days ;.; (WoW)

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. hoodie!
2. ipod
3. Cell

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. tank top
2. Pajammy pants =3
3. hairtie?

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. move
2. make a new logo for my bf's company
3. getting involved in more cons and junk

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (LOVE IS A GIVEN):
1. a best friend
2. Honesty
3. happiness ^.^

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I still miss you
2. Things are starting to look better
3. I love my friends

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE OR SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. clothes
2. Good hair
3. Eyes

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. WoW >.>
2. Art
3. adventures. =3

THREE THINGS YOU WANT :
1. to prove everyone wrong and become sucessful
2. Finish school
3. to get out of this shithole

THREE CAREERS YOU ARE CONSIDERING:
1. Blizzard, concept artist
2. I want to own a kennel
3. anything with nature =3

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Yellowstone Nation Park
2. Hawaii
3. Germany

THREE KIDS NAMES:
1. Maya
2. Hannibal
3. Josh

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get married
2. Travel the world
3. Finally find happiness with life

that these things take forever, i especially am slow
but i realized that i need you
and i wondered if i could come home
remember the time that you drove all night?
just to meet me in the morning
and i thought it was strange
you said everything changed
you felt as if you had just woke up,
and you said,
this is the first day of my life
im glad i didnt die before i met you
but now i dont care
i could go anywhere with you
and id probaly be happy
so if you wanna be with me
with these things theres no telling
we'll just have to wait and see
but id rather be working for a paycheck
then waiting to win the lottery
besides this time i think its different
i mean i really think you'll like me...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zwFS69nA-1w
i miss you...

dey are su guud.

A - AVAILABLE: FOR RAIDS EVERY WEDNSDAY AND THURSDAY NIGHTS 9pm SERVER TIME =)

B -BIRTHDAY: febuary 5th

C - CRUSHING ON: <3

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Sobe

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Kacy, KJ, Pete and Mike. ilu guis <3

F - FAVORITE SONG: right now? "She Takes me High" by We Thaa Keengs

G - GUMMY: wormssss

H - HOMETOWN: Newburgh, NY

I - IN LOVE WITH: mah boy <3

J - JUGGLE: boobies

K - KILLED SOMEONE: shhhhh

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: to DC D=

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: chocolate please

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: none. the dingos got them when they was BEBES

O - ONE WISH: to make it out of here alive

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: pizza slut. so...sean

Q- QUOTE: "YOU MAD BRAH"

R- REASON TO SMILE: im alive

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: "Why Can't We Be Franz?" Sean Kingston <3

T - TIME YOU WOKE # haven't even rolled out of bed yet... ;.;

U- UMBRELLA: you can stand unda mah umbrella ella ella ella ella ella ella eh.

V - VEGETABLE(S): broclee

W - WORST HABIT: biting mah nails

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: Teef, Arm, HEAD, ankle

Y – YOYOS ARE: for alliance kids

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Aquarius

He said "What truly belongs here", "Not I", she said.
I’ll lie here with you.
He knows no one shines forever,
they change with the weather.
He said "I've now stayed too long here".
"Goodbye", she said. I’ll wait here for you.

I can say this here cause I know you wont really take the time to read it. Al I wanted was one day. ONE FUCKING DAY. but now, its 11:30, my Mom will be arriving in a half hour, I cleaned last night until I feel asleep at 3. i woke up at 9:30 to clean more. God forbid you get up and help. I asked you to just drop your balls and just spend the day with me and my Mom (who I rarely see) and her dumbfuck BF. I've sucked it up and did it for your family. and you tell me your going to leave AFTER AN HOUR to take your friend to his P.O. well that looks good. thanks. another day ruined.
and I try to ask you sweetly to get up so we can cash my check and drop this kid up. you tell me to stop bitching, im making you look pussy whiped in front of your friend.
No, I'm not buying you anymore cigerettes either,
LOOK AT THAT. I ended up buying you cigerettes. and now they took my dog. I miss her so much, I cant stop crying...
I miss you.
you know who you are. ='(

=) I decided to delete everything in my gallery so i could start over completly here. cause I really wanna. <3
gonna start updating things now! stay tuned for a more imformative journal
-pilot out

Hey Guys.
I just started using FA. no thanks to Zero.
I'm not very active here yet but I am over on DA. I hope to get mor active here.
So far I like it much better then over there.
Guess thats it.
I'm just setting up here so I'll post a more imformative journal soon.
Peace-
Pilot