well it happened again. only this time my comp got a blue screen....

Hello all, i am back, my comp fixed for the most part. having some troubles reinstalling everything, namely YIM, but if you were on my YIM contacts and you want to continue to talk to me, note me and I can add you on Skype. though my comp lacks a webcam or mic, we can use the texting services.

due to unforseen problems, my computer is no longer working. until i get it fixed all i have is my PSVita. sorry for any inconvienience witht this causes.

check this out for a chance to get your character(s) into a story for free!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4068706/

Yup. so come november 12th i will finally be 21... kinda a strange feeling... feel really young. *blush* but i will get to drink legally now. and i know my friends are gonna bug me now on that... hopefully nothign strange comes out. *giggles* well, see yall later!

So i got this idea from a friend. Basicallyw hat this is, is i am going to be pimping out my character Rei, but with a small twist. until October 15, people can purchase Rei to use in their pics. for a price, you can use her however you want. ((with some restrictions, will be explained later.)) finally, by the time october 15th comes around, i will use the money gathered from this to commission a piece with a randomly generated person who bought her. so say... 5 people pay 10 USD each, i can get somethign for 50, and one of those five people will appear in it as well. if there is any questions let me know. anyway, here is rules and prices.

$5 USD:
You can use Rei in normal situations, fighting, or sex. however, oral or vaginal sex scenes only.

$10 USD:
You get a bit more freedom here. still use in normal, fighting, or sex scenes. however, this time you can use bondage, hyper, pregnancy, and do anal. ((shock i know)) as well as other fetishes i have to approve of.

That is pretty much it. some things you can not use Rei for are extreme fetishes. this means no vore, snuff, diapers, scat, things like that. in no scene may you show Rei maimed, loosing her mind permanently, or dead. no negotiation. well, have fun, i hope you all enjoy!

oh and before i forget, the best 4 rei references i have.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7877620/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6095687/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5799537/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6636609/

hey everybody, it is me again. it is getitng late here, so this may not be as coherent as i think, or as well written as i want. but it needs to be Posted up.  Chrome_scar-tail is a really great person who is going through a rough time right now. I wish i could help him out as much as i can, but i fear that it is out of my hands now. If you can just stop by his page and leave a comment, send him a note, just talk with him, that would be fantastic. let him know people do care and he is loved, remind him that there are more than just the jerks out there. please, lend a helping hand or shoulder to help a fellow person out of this hole he is in. i really want to see him happy again. thank you everyone for this. i mean it. now i am going to bed. i hope you all have a good day. especially you chrome. you will always be in my heart.

Well, i am sorry to say, that for reasons unknown, me and my entire workplace got put on 12 hour shifts. meaning i will work from 7 to 7 mon-fri for a while...so i likely wont be on too much anymore... sorry...

hey guys, check out this journal for a chance to get a free 10k word story.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3664097/

okay, so my latest frustration.... there is a really beautiful song at the end of a game called dark souls. it is named after the boss and is simply beautiful! it is called Gwyn, lord of Cinder. now here is my problem... i really want this song on my ipod so i cn listen to it everywhere.. but i cn't get it. Itunes doesn't have it. (big suprise) and from what i can see, the soundtrack cd itself is not availble in america. (at least through amazon) so if anyone can help me find a reliable way to get this song, without infecting my computer with a virus, i would be very much grateful... oh, here is a link to it on Youtube...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AB6sOhQan9Y

oky, so i recently started replaying skyrim, and after beating the civil war and the main quest, i decided to do dawnguard. now of course i said FU to the vampire hunters and want to become a vampire lord myself.... but here is where i run into my glitch. after being bitten and turned into a vampire, my character has suddenly decided to grow a pair of balls and muscle... what i mean, while she maintains the general image for females (I.E. breasts, underwear, and looks all remain the same, except, vampire.) but all of her posing and muscle mass switched to the male variants.... now most of you probably think this is no big deal, but i hate the male models in the game. i never liked the looks, even the way they walk just comes off as.... i dont even know how to describe it.... i just dont like it at all.... anyways, my whole point to this, does anyone know how to fix this?

just a little fun nonsense i found and in my half tired bored state, i figured i would post it up. rules are simple, in your comment, just post the symbols that apply. have fun!
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SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = i really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but im in a relationship

:/ = I like you but your in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = I love you.. \o/

<:^ = i want to know you

@FT@=*stalk*

eue= You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

>;3 = I want you on top

>:3 = I want on top

Have you ever come across that one person that you just cant help? that they seem so hellbent on being depressed and unhappy, that no matter what you do they dont take any advice or listen to what you say? They are really great people and a blast to be around when happy, but they just cant stay that way for long? i am talking to two right now.. both great, both people i want to see happy. but i cant help them... i have said everything i know, done everythign i can... but they cant seem to be happy, just insist they are broken and worse.... i want to help them, i truely do.. but i have run out of my line... i dont know if i can do anything anymore... what i am saying... i just need help... anyway you can... please...

Hello everyone it is me again. I don't have too long of a post today, but i just wanted to help gather some support for my master  chromescar-tail he has not been feeling too well lately and has been a little depressed. It doesn't have to be much, just a shout or try to get to know him, try to be his friend. i know he could really use some right now. Lets cheer him up, i mean it! now go! *giggles*

So i am curious onto why everyone has such a big fascination with mates and love, girlfriends, boyfriends. They get so caught up in this that they don't focus on anything but, and getting rejected once puts them in so much of a depression that they can't function. Even by percieved rejection. Am i a crazy one for not wanting a mate right now? is it so wrong to just talk and have fun with my friends? i know of at least five guys right now that want to be my mate and vice-versa. so i know if i was to take a mate i would hurt at least four people. most likely five though because i feel if i was to look for a mate right now it would be a female, not a male. it is just the sort of mood i am in. but enough of that, i want to know what people think, why people get so obsessed over this. maybe i just don't understand or haven't met the ONE yet, if that person exists... *sigh* i just want to know why so many of my friends are depressed over this. can anyone help?

Hey there, thank you to all for your help in this difficult time. i feel better now, a lot. and i felt i would like to share with you my story projects i have a mind for.

Alliance Wars V:
A story between the wolf Chloe and tiger Rakshan, two mercenaries as they find their paths through pirate raids, being captured and sold as slaves, and their eventual revenge. Written in collab with  Rhazzazor

Legacy:
A story between two dragons that serve as soldiers in a horrific war. Starting off trapped behind enemy lines, helpless as they try and fight their way out of horror after horror, each encounter threatening their fragile sanity as they try to survive and make it back home.

Frozen Myths:
In the modern world, things such as magic, werewolves, and dragons are myths and fragments of the past. But what happens when a team of researchers find a feral dragon frozen in the icebergs of the northern circle?

Advent of Sorrow: chapter three:
My original project, the story of the dragoness Rei who is caught in a conspiracy with her employers and is transformed into a xenomorph. With her only friend dead, her sister and ex-boyfriend eloping as they think she is dead, and a psychopath intent on forcefully breeding her to make a new hive, how will she ever return to a normal life?


Well there you go. how does that all sound?

NOTE!!!
all of these are adult rated and will contain scenes of sexual encounters. some contain; Rape, Transformation, feral on anthro, and more. if any of this offends you, simply do not read. what is in each story will also be listed in the description. you have all been warned, so no complaining.

sorry guys, but i may not be around as much lately or as active... and even then my posts probably wont be as good as normal. a lot of things keep hammering me hard right now and it seems that everything i try just ends up failing. it is too the point where i might end up loosing my job right now, and then the avalanche that would follow from that. so sorry in advance if something happens... ill try to be on more, but i just don't know....

wow, i actually gave into a meme.....

follow this.


A = French Kisser
B = Good Kisser
C = Will kick your ass
D = Very very easy for people to like you
E = Crazy as hell
F = Loves it hard
G = Can kick your ass
H = Freaking hot
I = Everyone's best friend
J = Hot
K = Crazy
L = Beautiful eyes
M = Very good kisser
N = Cool person
O = Different
P = The best at all sports
Q = An animal lover
R = Beautiful/handsome
S = Damn sexy
T = Easy to fall in love with
U = Will make you laugh till your sides burst
V = Most amazing kisser EVAR!
W = Makes people laugh
X = Never lets people tell you what to do
Y = Can be funny and dumb at the same time
Z = Loved by everyone


I am:
I: everyone's best friend
C: will kick your ass
E: Crazy as hell
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D:very easy for people to like you
R:Beautiful
A: French kisser
G: can kick your ass
O: Different
N: Cool Person
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Or:
R: Beautiful
E: Crazy as Hell
I: Everyone's best friend

Hello all, i know my last two journals were kind of negative, so here i have a positive one. I have had a few commission idea's in my mind that i have wanted to do, but just really haven't had the time to go look for someone. There are a total of four ideas, but in an effort to save so money, i will only pay for them two at a time, unless they are really cheap. then i may do a third. I willdo the remaining two next month. the commissions are actually pretty simple.

1)I think it is time for a new avatar pic, just something simple, maybe another headshot, i am not to sure on this one.

2)My gallery needs a clean picture of Rei in it. SO i want just a simple shot of her with some clothes on.

3)Every one knows about rule 34 of the internet, but i want Rei to Be rule 63ed. every character has an opposite gender version, and i think it would be funny to see me as a male.

4)I got sick of people continually asking me to be their mates. so i thought of a funny picture that could help solve the problem.

if any of these sound appealing to you, send me a note and i will give you details as well. if you don't do commissions, but know someone who does and would be willing to do one of these, send me a note directing me to them and that will be great. again, thanks one, thanks all, hopefully we can see some of these up in my gallery soon.

So against my better judgement, i picked up soul caliber again and tried to play through. i was a bit calmer, knowing what to expect this time. figured out a few things i could use. I went back to legendary souls, the mode where you fight the hardest enemies and the original source of my hate for this game. got through the first guy with some difficulty, but allright beat him. second game, same story. I was feeling good, maybe this game isn't as bad as i though. WRONG! the third guys fucky kicked my ass up and down the field for almost an hour. he is a slow charcter in the game and i am the fastest, the guide book, the game, everything agrees with me. So why the hell does every one of his attacks beat mine! not to mention the fact that i watched attacks pass through him, or any chance i have a chance to do a grab and throw him off the edge, he gets out of it, but as soon as he is not in danger of loosing it hits?! in one round he hit me first and i never got off the ground before i died. in another, i had two wins out of the necessary three, out of nowhere he starts ducking every single one of my attacks! then if i used an attack that would hit him even if he ducked, he magically side stepped, countered every grab and then with one knee, knocked me off the edge of the stage, getting his third win! don't get me wrong, i like hard games, but not when they magically up the difficulty to the point where you feel like you are being cheated! Fuck this game, fuck legendary souls! game companies, if you want to make a hard game, look at Dark souls! hard game, but undeniably fun because every death was fair, every death stemmed from your own mistake! the game doesn't need to cheat to win, all it needs is for you to stop paying attention, to try and rush! not attacks that pass through enemies or AI that reads the buttons you press! FUCK YOU!

Okay i don't really do this, but i am mad and need to vent. I recently picked up soul Caliber V and decided to play it when i needed a break from Skyrim. I must say, even though it is a good game, i am severely dissapointed with it. I have only played 2 and 3 before, but those both had miles more to do. they had more modes, more weapons, characters, and less rage. In soul caliber five you get your 20 stage story that only lets you play as 4-5 characters, all the new cast. okay, beat that. now after story mode you get; online fight, Versus mode, arcade, quick battle, and legendary souls.... that is it. where as before the games had multiple stories explaining each character's background. a sort of labyrinth or rpg mode that scaled the enemies the further you got into it, unlockable weapons for each person to include soul caliber and soul edge versions, and a far bigger character cast. here you get none of that. here you get fighter creation where all stats are set on armor you can choose, and all the ridiculous stupid looking armor has the best stats. so now you can either choose between a character you like the looks of, but horrible stats, or a stupid as hell looking character with amazing stats... and then there is Legendary souls....*beats head against the wall.* it says fight the hardest enemies. of the game... okay, that doesn't sound too bad... no, the game will frustrate you with combos that take down half your health before you can even stand, counting and blocking every move you make, or just plain avoiding it, ridiculous damage scaling, and the cheapest wins possible. and god forbid you win two in a row, because then they will go crazy mode on you and it is all warped up. serious, on one fight i got two wins in a row, and then got beat three times in a row without being able to land a single hit! oh and lets not forget about just guard, a new mechanic where if you guard just at the right time you will be able to counter. lets not forget that this is ******* impossible to do but the computer can just guard every single hit in a combo. serious, i haven't been able to do this once, not even in training mode! but on no, the weakest computer will just guard you right as you are about to win and then screw you over.... okay, rant done... i am tired.

So i have been thinking, it has been a long time since i commissioned ssomething since i am still waiting for my last commission piece to come in. So i figured i would do something cool for all my watchers. In this journal, make a suggestion on something you want to see in my gallery, any pic at all, and write it down as a reply in this journal. On Friday of this week, so january 20th, i will go through all the suggestions and pick one i like. I will then take that one, go to an artist, commission for them to draw that piece, and then i will also write a story for that pic. If there are no suggestions i like, then i will just commission something i want and you wont get a story. ^.=.^ hope to hear all your suggestions!

A few rules
-must include on of my characters
-no more than two characters in the pic, most artist charge extra for more, and i am not made of money. so my sona and your sona is okay, but anymore than that will be refused.
-I don't mind any situation you put me in, adult or clean or whatever, but no scat, vore, snuff, cub or anything like that. most fetishes i don't mind, but i will tell you if you went to far.
-if i think of anything else i will let you know.


I will be checking out the suggestions throughout the week, so keep the ideas coming!

Loosing internet today. not sure when it will be back. hopefully tomorrow, but you never know so i thought i would leave a message for all my friends.

Read the title. Ask any one of my characters anything and i will answer honestly. just an experiment to see what people want to know. *shrugs*

Rei: "This can't end well..."
Saihess: "It is gonna be fun. cheer up sis and relax."
Felix: "well now.... this is unexpected."
Triana: "hehe, interesting."
Aleen: "Yay! this is gonna be fun!" *giggles*

Wow, 14 people away from 100 watchers! this makes me really happy. Hmm, how to do this.... allright, whoever gets to be my 100th will get a special story written for them with anyone of my characters in any position with theirs. can even break their likes and dislikes. ((Such as Rei hating anal)) Also, once i do hit 100 watches, i will commission a special pic for that event.