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General | Posted 12 years agoI'm back. Again again. Okay. I owe an explanation about my inactivity as well as an apology and a promise.
Since february:
I haven't got a PO box anymore. That was since january, but I thought i'd repeat that news just in case.
-I quit my job, and I am completely broke and looking for work.
-I had at least three mental breakdowns, dealing with relationships, depression and generally feeling very inadequate and small.
-I have been very busy with my community garden, which has slowly been deteriorating due to all the other members abandoning the project and leaving me the only one to care for the plants.
-I shaved my head.
-I donated 18 inches of hair to locks of love.
-I was shit-talked by some of my so called "friends" who've i've since cleansed myself of and avoided any sort of contact with, even though I have been called almost constantly by them.
-I'm showing signs of chronic joint and bone pain from some gnarly past injuries i've had.. My wrist being one spot and my upper back and neck being the other.
-My great gpa is in hospice and isn't doing well at all. i've been visiting him with family.
-My dog, Toby, is also not doing so well. He has cancer. I'm not sure he'll live through the year.
-I've been in many protests locally, doin my hippie thing and keeping my mind occupied.
-I have been online but unlike I used to be, it's only been facebook to keep in contact with my family and most recently(as in a few days ago) tumblr.
I feel like a real douche, for not being on here or even just coming on to explain what's going on. But like I said, fb has pretty much been the only online-ing i've been doing at all. I've just been way too busy and wrapped up in my life and it's been a very overwhelming few months for me. I've come back because i'm trying to re-rail my self and stay in touch with the people who matter most, because i've come to find that without my friends i've pretty much got nobody to talk to. I'm a lousy excuse for a friend, and i'm sorry for my inactivity, guys.
-I haven't forgotten about the valentines day trades. I've also vowed not to even go looking through my 7217 submissions, 30 comments or anything else related to my half. I dont know what was done or what wasn't but I shouldn't have dived in to a large project like that without having a grasp on my own life and my problems first. I have dozens of sketches and some near complete works, but it's not enough. I promise you all, you're gonna get your art and if I have to, i'll make you all something extra as an apology. It was a poor choice on my part and I don't mean to make you guys wait because of my incompetence.
If anyone has any questions or wants to yell at me or ask me to elaborate on something, please go ahead. I'm out of hiding and i'd like to hear from those who remember me, and I pray you guys accept my apology for my inactivity here. I'm gonna make it up to you all somehow.
Since february:
I haven't got a PO box anymore. That was since january, but I thought i'd repeat that news just in case.
-I quit my job, and I am completely broke and looking for work.
-I had at least three mental breakdowns, dealing with relationships, depression and generally feeling very inadequate and small.
-I have been very busy with my community garden, which has slowly been deteriorating due to all the other members abandoning the project and leaving me the only one to care for the plants.
-I shaved my head.
-I donated 18 inches of hair to locks of love.
-I was shit-talked by some of my so called "friends" who've i've since cleansed myself of and avoided any sort of contact with, even though I have been called almost constantly by them.
-I'm showing signs of chronic joint and bone pain from some gnarly past injuries i've had.. My wrist being one spot and my upper back and neck being the other.
-My great gpa is in hospice and isn't doing well at all. i've been visiting him with family.
-My dog, Toby, is also not doing so well. He has cancer. I'm not sure he'll live through the year.
-I've been in many protests locally, doin my hippie thing and keeping my mind occupied.
-I have been online but unlike I used to be, it's only been facebook to keep in contact with my family and most recently(as in a few days ago) tumblr.
I feel like a real douche, for not being on here or even just coming on to explain what's going on. But like I said, fb has pretty much been the only online-ing i've been doing at all. I've just been way too busy and wrapped up in my life and it's been a very overwhelming few months for me. I've come back because i'm trying to re-rail my self and stay in touch with the people who matter most, because i've come to find that without my friends i've pretty much got nobody to talk to. I'm a lousy excuse for a friend, and i'm sorry for my inactivity, guys.
-I haven't forgotten about the valentines day trades. I've also vowed not to even go looking through my 7217 submissions, 30 comments or anything else related to my half. I dont know what was done or what wasn't but I shouldn't have dived in to a large project like that without having a grasp on my own life and my problems first. I have dozens of sketches and some near complete works, but it's not enough. I promise you all, you're gonna get your art and if I have to, i'll make you all something extra as an apology. It was a poor choice on my part and I don't mean to make you guys wait because of my incompetence.
If anyone has any questions or wants to yell at me or ask me to elaborate on something, please go ahead. I'm out of hiding and i'd like to hear from those who remember me, and I pray you guys accept my apology for my inactivity here. I'm gonna make it up to you all somehow.
Valentine trades closed, i want to curl up and die?
General | Posted 13 years agoDon't worry, i'll make a list of the people who are trading me in the next journal. right now i just need to rant, i need someone to talk to, i need just soem sign that someone out there is listening to me.
I've had issues with a person for a few months now. she's been slowly diggin me a grave and feeding me mental poison for a long time. I helped her out of a situation with a guy who i became friends with who has now also screwed me over. it's like they are both against me. it's like they both want to see me kill myself or something.
Am i the crazy one, when someone wants to hang out and then when i dont answer my phone (because it's off) conveniently ask t he person i'm hanging out with to go drink, and when i ask what he's doing after lunch tells me nothing, and so i ask him again, "Whats the secret, scruffy boy?" and he tells me nothing. another friend i'm with says "Hes probably visiting his girlfriend" which he starts laughing and says "I wish". i instantly know he's talking about her because hes been trying to get with her for a long time. (She ended up calling him a stalker and told him to leave her the fuck alone, but I guess that didn't end up happening.) So I said "oh, now i know who it is. is this a free party?" to which he replies "Oh so NOW you want to drink, just because SHE'S there." i got angry because he likes to use her to get under my skin. Me and her had a thing going on before he came into the picture. He knows how to push my buttons. I told him to drop it and i said i was only angry because i felt like he was enabling her to drink (She had an alcoholism problem.) he told me to stop mothering her and i told him i just didn't think it was cool that he wants to go get plastered with her when he knows how she is.
so i texted her and asked what she was up to, and she asked if i heard about the shenanigans. to which i told her "Yeah, but i wasnt invited". she flew off the handle thinking i accused her of not inviting me. all the while the dude is texting to her all this random shit talk about me goig into a "Fit of rage" and being "Pissed off the entire time" and "trying to stop him from going over to drink with her". So she calls me and says she doesn't want me to be a part of her life because apparently i'm a backstabbing bitch who thinks she's an alcoholic and is trying to push all of her friends away from her. I told her i didnt know what she was talking about and i wasnt accusing her of anything but she hung up on me. then on fb i get all these angry messages from her saying this is bullshit and all the stuff he texted her. I just..
Why do the people you trust end up fucking you over so bad? I can't handle this anymore. I got the guy a job at my work because i knew he needed it. i helped him through extreme depression. I helped him get over that girl because she was gonna come after him for being a stalker.
I helped her through two abusive relationships. I always listened to her problems and offered my help. I must've given her hundreds of dollars worth of food and tea and things because she said she was hungry.
When I want to be happy, when I want to hang out, they both lean down and shit on me.
I blocked both of them. I turned off my phone because he keeps texting me (which costs me, by the way) that i'm acting like a child (probably in response for me blocking him). I dont know what to do. I have to go to work. I just want to die.
I've had issues with a person for a few months now. she's been slowly diggin me a grave and feeding me mental poison for a long time. I helped her out of a situation with a guy who i became friends with who has now also screwed me over. it's like they are both against me. it's like they both want to see me kill myself or something.
Am i the crazy one, when someone wants to hang out and then when i dont answer my phone (because it's off) conveniently ask t he person i'm hanging out with to go drink, and when i ask what he's doing after lunch tells me nothing, and so i ask him again, "Whats the secret, scruffy boy?" and he tells me nothing. another friend i'm with says "Hes probably visiting his girlfriend" which he starts laughing and says "I wish". i instantly know he's talking about her because hes been trying to get with her for a long time. (She ended up calling him a stalker and told him to leave her the fuck alone, but I guess that didn't end up happening.) So I said "oh, now i know who it is. is this a free party?" to which he replies "Oh so NOW you want to drink, just because SHE'S there." i got angry because he likes to use her to get under my skin. Me and her had a thing going on before he came into the picture. He knows how to push my buttons. I told him to drop it and i said i was only angry because i felt like he was enabling her to drink (She had an alcoholism problem.) he told me to stop mothering her and i told him i just didn't think it was cool that he wants to go get plastered with her when he knows how she is.
so i texted her and asked what she was up to, and she asked if i heard about the shenanigans. to which i told her "Yeah, but i wasnt invited". she flew off the handle thinking i accused her of not inviting me. all the while the dude is texting to her all this random shit talk about me goig into a "Fit of rage" and being "Pissed off the entire time" and "trying to stop him from going over to drink with her". So she calls me and says she doesn't want me to be a part of her life because apparently i'm a backstabbing bitch who thinks she's an alcoholic and is trying to push all of her friends away from her. I told her i didnt know what she was talking about and i wasnt accusing her of anything but she hung up on me. then on fb i get all these angry messages from her saying this is bullshit and all the stuff he texted her. I just..
Why do the people you trust end up fucking you over so bad? I can't handle this anymore. I got the guy a job at my work because i knew he needed it. i helped him through extreme depression. I helped him get over that girl because she was gonna come after him for being a stalker.
I helped her through two abusive relationships. I always listened to her problems and offered my help. I must've given her hundreds of dollars worth of food and tea and things because she said she was hungry.
When I want to be happy, when I want to hang out, they both lean down and shit on me.
I blocked both of them. I turned off my phone because he keeps texting me (which costs me, by the way) that i'm acting like a child (probably in response for me blocking him). I dont know what to do. I have to go to work. I just want to die.
Will you be my valentine? c:
General | Posted 13 years agoFirst off, I just gotta say this:
That Gangnam style song. When I first heard it on the radio. I thought he said "Open condom style". SERIOUSLY. Listen to it. ;;
ANYWAYS, onto the journal.
I was thinking about a cute idea. Maybe these could be trades or collabs or whatever. I need drawing practice. At the same time, I thought, why not let IK have a romp out where she's never been before.
So if anyone is interested, I either want to do valentines, or valentine-themed art, between sonas. Doesn't matter if it's male or female, because IK isn't into labels.
Just no porn, nothing too explicit. Suggestive is perfectly okay. Reason being is that I am and always will be a clean artist and I don't want IK subjected to too much.
I was thinking it could be IK and anyone's sona, just being cute, sharing a lick, touch, chilling out, whatever. Just happy. Can be anthro or feral, and either free-range or a suggested idea are fine.
If you are interested we could do a trade of pictures.
Any questions about anything if this sounds like it's up your alley (don't be shy) can be sent here in a comment or through notes. I thought i'd post this early so that I'd have enough time to work on them. Feel free to let me know what you guys think about this. :)
I sawed over a few fingers yesterday with a dremel tool.. I'm only mentioning it because the scars look badass. :D It hurts pretty good, but they are horizontal lines across two of my knuckles and one of my fingernails, with about 50 little vertical slits. It's crazy. xD
That Gangnam style song. When I first heard it on the radio. I thought he said "Open condom style". SERIOUSLY. Listen to it. ;;
ANYWAYS, onto the journal.
I was thinking about a cute idea. Maybe these could be trades or collabs or whatever. I need drawing practice. At the same time, I thought, why not let IK have a romp out where she's never been before.
So if anyone is interested, I either want to do valentines, or valentine-themed art, between sonas. Doesn't matter if it's male or female, because IK isn't into labels.
Just no porn, nothing too explicit. Suggestive is perfectly okay. Reason being is that I am and always will be a clean artist and I don't want IK subjected to too much.
I was thinking it could be IK and anyone's sona, just being cute, sharing a lick, touch, chilling out, whatever. Just happy. Can be anthro or feral, and either free-range or a suggested idea are fine.
If you are interested we could do a trade of pictures.
Any questions about anything if this sounds like it's up your alley (don't be shy) can be sent here in a comment or through notes. I thought i'd post this early so that I'd have enough time to work on them. Feel free to let me know what you guys think about this. :)
I sawed over a few fingers yesterday with a dremel tool.. I'm only mentioning it because the scars look badass. :D It hurts pretty good, but they are horizontal lines across two of my knuckles and one of my fingernails, with about 50 little vertical slits. It's crazy. xD
Damn. Just one of those days, dude.
General | Posted 13 years agoHaha, i post a status update on my facebook page and I got mentally gang raped by everyone. Now they are slinging around accusations and making me feel like shit. I hate when opinions and friendly debates turn into mock parties. :/
-curls in a corner and shudders-
Make it stopppp.
-curls in a corner and shudders-
Make it stopppp.
-Grimace- Happy New World!
General | Posted 13 years ago..Or whatever.
Please be safe out there, everyone. I hope you all have a good night.
I'm working on several projects at the start of the new world. I also have several ideas for the next few months ahead. I want to start on commissions again soon.
I made myself a new FA icon in honour of the new year. Be on the lookout for it if it isn't already updated by the time I post this journal. (:
I am also working on a traditional ref sheet. Keep your eyes open for some new art coming your way.
I'm thinking about going Vegan for a month. I've done it so many times in the past to the point where it really isn't a challenge anymore, but I don't know what else I could try giving up. For those of you who haven't ever heard of my challenges before, it's essentially where I give up something for a month, just because. I've done quite a bit of these before, and it's just a sort of willpower test.
In terms of art, what would you guys like to see more of, from me? What mediums do you prefer that I do, or what should I try?
I have been on the hunt for good music lately. If you have any recommendations for me to listen to while I draw, let me know! FYI, i don't believe in music expiration dates.. So if you have a really awesome old school song from the 70s or whatever, toss it over! I listen to just about anything, but I do love variety.<3
If I open up commissions again, I want to do my CAATS badges again.. They seemed to be really popular :)
I also have another badge idea which actually has to do with music, and they will be called "Shuffle" badges. These badges will be based on lyrics or bands, and the badge itself will fit the "theme" or emotion of the song or band. It will also feature lyrics to the song or from a song of the specific band. A set price will be available if you want to choose your own song/band, or you can "Shuffle" for a discounted price, meaning I get to pick the song/band and it's a wildcard, but in turn you might get to learn about a new song or band you haven't been exposed to, and you might like it.
Does that sound like a fun idea? Be honest. xD
How have you all been? Do you have any resolutions? if so, would oyu mind sharing? If not, then tell me what you've been up to. I'd like to hear from you all. C:
Please be safe out there, everyone. I hope you all have a good night.
I'm working on several projects at the start of the new world. I also have several ideas for the next few months ahead. I want to start on commissions again soon.
I made myself a new FA icon in honour of the new year. Be on the lookout for it if it isn't already updated by the time I post this journal. (:
I am also working on a traditional ref sheet. Keep your eyes open for some new art coming your way.
I'm thinking about going Vegan for a month. I've done it so many times in the past to the point where it really isn't a challenge anymore, but I don't know what else I could try giving up. For those of you who haven't ever heard of my challenges before, it's essentially where I give up something for a month, just because. I've done quite a bit of these before, and it's just a sort of willpower test.
In terms of art, what would you guys like to see more of, from me? What mediums do you prefer that I do, or what should I try?
I have been on the hunt for good music lately. If you have any recommendations for me to listen to while I draw, let me know! FYI, i don't believe in music expiration dates.. So if you have a really awesome old school song from the 70s or whatever, toss it over! I listen to just about anything, but I do love variety.<3
If I open up commissions again, I want to do my CAATS badges again.. They seemed to be really popular :)
I also have another badge idea which actually has to do with music, and they will be called "Shuffle" badges. These badges will be based on lyrics or bands, and the badge itself will fit the "theme" or emotion of the song or band. It will also feature lyrics to the song or from a song of the specific band. A set price will be available if you want to choose your own song/band, or you can "Shuffle" for a discounted price, meaning I get to pick the song/band and it's a wildcard, but in turn you might get to learn about a new song or band you haven't been exposed to, and you might like it.
Does that sound like a fun idea? Be honest. xD
How have you all been? Do you have any resolutions? if so, would oyu mind sharing? If not, then tell me what you've been up to. I'd like to hear from you all. C:
I had the strangest dream..
General | Posted 13 years agoOkay. I normally dont remember my dreams so it's exciting when i do remember. but.. okay. i was in a normal world with normal animals and normal people, except for this one thing. this one animal was crazy and i dont know what to make of it. it was just as realistic as the other animals but, okay. it stood like a mountain lion but it's face was more like rhinocerous/dog. and it had a beak, and it had these brush-like quills that stood up only in certain spots around it's body. it's temperament made me think of a dragon. it was curled on a rock trying to get warmth from the sun and making all kinds of crazy noises. It stood up and stretched, and looked at me (i was hiding up on a hill next to two giant eagles that were just chilling) and then it walked off. there was a lot more to my dream, but i think that was the only thing worth mentioning.
Anyways, i've sketched out a picture if anyone is curious: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9561499/
I'm bored.
Does anyone have any fun questions they'd like to ask the Icykat? Now's your chance..
I'm also working on a few things for some peoples.
But yeah! Ask IK some questions or interperet my dream or step into my journalsaidthespidertothefly and we'll have a nice chat maybe? :3
<3<3
Anyways, i've sketched out a picture if anyone is curious: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9561499/
I'm bored.
Does anyone have any fun questions they'd like to ask the Icykat? Now's your chance..
I'm also working on a few things for some peoples.
But yeah! Ask IK some questions or interperet my dream or step into my journalsaidthespidertothefly and we'll have a nice chat maybe? :3
<3<3
Happy holidays and happy new world! Updatess
General | Posted 13 years agoI hope everyone's holiday, whatever they celebrate (or even if you don't celebrate) was a good day(s).
I have a couple of announcements, for anyone who is curious:
I will probably have to close my PO box.
At the end of this month my PO box will be closed. There are three reasons for this. The first is that i've gotten much too much lost mail from my box this year; apparently three or four letters were never delivered to my box and the only mail i've recieved since i renewed the box are advertisements to different people who owned the boxes in the past. I'm thinking the letters have been lost, weren't delivered to the right box, or someone had the PO box key illegally copied and is taking my mail. Second reason is I simply can't afford it anymore. Costs around 60 bucks for 6 months, but without any income I'd rather use the money i do earn for food for myself and my pets. Third reason is I simply didn't have enough mail flow.
I am feeling a little better from my bike ride. 40 miles wasn't a smart thing for this kitty to do and she's learned her lesson; but I still do feel accomplished even if it didn't go according to plan. I am a little bit sore, my spine hurts and I think my knees are shot, but I can walk again without limping! scoree :D
For those wondering about my dog, Toby, hig cancer is growing slowly, but he is still around. he is slower than he used to be, but he is still in good spirits. I will keep you all updated as time passes.
I got my father's watch fixed! I'm sure none of you have any idea what i'm talking about, but I own an old military watch that used to be my dad's. It's a manual watch, meaning you have to wind it everyday.. no batteries! And it hasn't been running.. probably for 20 years or so. took it to 11 or 12 places.. half said they couldn't fix it and half said they'd want to charge me ridiculous prices to service it.. I was gonna give up because i couldn't afford it. I tried one more place, they said they'd fix it for SUPER cheap, and polish it up for me. I got it back and not only did they polish but the cleaned the strap AND installed a glass faceplate (the old one was plastic!) for FREE. So now I'm wearing my pops' watch, and i'm so proud. I will take the utmost care of this thing. C:
I dunno what to do about that "friend" of mine. everyone i've talked to personally tells me to get rid of her. don't be her friend anymore. But my Dog it's hard to just erase someone out of your life. I don't think I can do it. I'm doomed. ;;
Christmas eve I brought a bunch of swag to my friends downtown. most of them are homeless but they are close friends and beautiful people. I brought homemade cookies, clothes, jackets, reusable stainless steel canteens, dry foodstuffs that will keep for months, soaps, gloves.. Things they could use. Helpful stuff. I'd been saving slowly for months taking a little out of my paychecks and so I called the 24/7 group up (they are the elites in my book.. the ones who have been through anything rain or shine every day for over a year) and gave these things to them. Hung out for a few hours, and then invited a new friend I made to christmas dinner with my folks. It was a good night :)
I have some new art coming. and FOR ONCE
--FOR ONCE--
I will actually DO a freaking IK reference sheet. I realize i keep saying i'll make one. But then i never actually put it together. I have loads of ref sketches but no ref sheet! wtf IK? x3
It needs to be done. It will probably be traditional.
Also got some fan arts coming. for helpful peoples. For people who tell me to not be sad and for people who care. C:
Would any of you like to see what I was for halloween this year? if so i can post a picture to my scraps. it's nothing special but I thought it was clever. I just didn't wanna post old holiday pictures if nobody cares. xD
Ummm ummmmm, I think that's it. If you have any questions for me i'd love to answer them.
OH LOOK AT THIS http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9539425/
I have a couple of announcements, for anyone who is curious:
I will probably have to close my PO box.
At the end of this month my PO box will be closed. There are three reasons for this. The first is that i've gotten much too much lost mail from my box this year; apparently three or four letters were never delivered to my box and the only mail i've recieved since i renewed the box are advertisements to different people who owned the boxes in the past. I'm thinking the letters have been lost, weren't delivered to the right box, or someone had the PO box key illegally copied and is taking my mail. Second reason is I simply can't afford it anymore. Costs around 60 bucks for 6 months, but without any income I'd rather use the money i do earn for food for myself and my pets. Third reason is I simply didn't have enough mail flow.
I am feeling a little better from my bike ride. 40 miles wasn't a smart thing for this kitty to do and she's learned her lesson; but I still do feel accomplished even if it didn't go according to plan. I am a little bit sore, my spine hurts and I think my knees are shot, but I can walk again without limping! scoree :D
For those wondering about my dog, Toby, hig cancer is growing slowly, but he is still around. he is slower than he used to be, but he is still in good spirits. I will keep you all updated as time passes.
I got my father's watch fixed! I'm sure none of you have any idea what i'm talking about, but I own an old military watch that used to be my dad's. It's a manual watch, meaning you have to wind it everyday.. no batteries! And it hasn't been running.. probably for 20 years or so. took it to 11 or 12 places.. half said they couldn't fix it and half said they'd want to charge me ridiculous prices to service it.. I was gonna give up because i couldn't afford it. I tried one more place, they said they'd fix it for SUPER cheap, and polish it up for me. I got it back and not only did they polish but the cleaned the strap AND installed a glass faceplate (the old one was plastic!) for FREE. So now I'm wearing my pops' watch, and i'm so proud. I will take the utmost care of this thing. C:
I dunno what to do about that "friend" of mine. everyone i've talked to personally tells me to get rid of her. don't be her friend anymore. But my Dog it's hard to just erase someone out of your life. I don't think I can do it. I'm doomed. ;;
Christmas eve I brought a bunch of swag to my friends downtown. most of them are homeless but they are close friends and beautiful people. I brought homemade cookies, clothes, jackets, reusable stainless steel canteens, dry foodstuffs that will keep for months, soaps, gloves.. Things they could use. Helpful stuff. I'd been saving slowly for months taking a little out of my paychecks and so I called the 24/7 group up (they are the elites in my book.. the ones who have been through anything rain or shine every day for over a year) and gave these things to them. Hung out for a few hours, and then invited a new friend I made to christmas dinner with my folks. It was a good night :)
I have some new art coming. and FOR ONCE
--FOR ONCE--
I will actually DO a freaking IK reference sheet. I realize i keep saying i'll make one. But then i never actually put it together. I have loads of ref sketches but no ref sheet! wtf IK? x3
It needs to be done. It will probably be traditional.
Also got some fan arts coming. for helpful peoples. For people who tell me to not be sad and for people who care. C:
Would any of you like to see what I was for halloween this year? if so i can post a picture to my scraps. it's nothing special but I thought it was clever. I just didn't wanna post old holiday pictures if nobody cares. xD
Ummm ummmmm, I think that's it. If you have any questions for me i'd love to answer them.
OH LOOK AT THIS http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9539425/
I DID ITT
General | Posted 13 years agoSo... I didn't walk 40 miles.. But I biked it. against the wind. uphill. on an old highway. in gravel. past several roadkills. Took me 6 hours. went on an empty stomach with nothing but a few mandarins and one jug of water. Got to my destination, person i wanted to see wasn't there. Dropped something off on the doorstep, biked back. it got dark and my legs seized up. got cold. Got home and was late for work.
Woke up this morning and I feel like i've gotten run over by a semi. I can't move my legs without serious pain. I think i've sprained both legs. I have to work all weekend. Ummm, and i hurt. and I dont take pain meds.
So.. any advice on how to not hurt? Anyone have any fun herbs to take or teas to try or something that isn't a chemical pill? No joke guys. I think i seriously hurt myself. hurts to sit. hurts to walk. hurts to lay down. Owww.
But i did it. 40 miles straight.. and for what?
Woke up this morning and I feel like i've gotten run over by a semi. I can't move my legs without serious pain. I think i've sprained both legs. I have to work all weekend. Ummm, and i hurt. and I dont take pain meds.
So.. any advice on how to not hurt? Anyone have any fun herbs to take or teas to try or something that isn't a chemical pill? No joke guys. I think i seriously hurt myself. hurts to sit. hurts to walk. hurts to lay down. Owww.
But i did it. 40 miles straight.. and for what?
I'm going to walk 40 miles tomorrow.
General | Posted 13 years ago...That is all.
I need to talk to someone.
General | Posted 13 years agoI'm having a miniature panic attack. How do you get over someone who uses the hell out of you at every given opportunity simply because they know they can?
How do you reject a different "friend's" behaviour for screwing around with the person they know you like?
How do you get revenge for another person who broke their girlfriend's heart by screwing around with the person they knew you liked?
I. Hate. People. I hate people so much.
Can anyone give me a reason why people like to blatantly backstab one another without thought of the consequence, or without thought of anyone else's feelings. I have done so much for all of these people. I am out 50 bucks because the person I liked asked me to take the day off to spend with. Then I never heard back. I called and they cancelled to go someplace else. Pretty sure it was to go fuck someone.
GOD. I hate drama. I dunno what to do right now.
How do you reject a different "friend's" behaviour for screwing around with the person they know you like?
How do you get revenge for another person who broke their girlfriend's heart by screwing around with the person they knew you liked?
I. Hate. People. I hate people so much.
Can anyone give me a reason why people like to blatantly backstab one another without thought of the consequence, or without thought of anyone else's feelings. I have done so much for all of these people. I am out 50 bucks because the person I liked asked me to take the day off to spend with. Then I never heard back. I called and they cancelled to go someplace else. Pretty sure it was to go fuck someone.
GOD. I hate drama. I dunno what to do right now.
Oh bollocks, do I feel dumb :/
General | Posted 13 years agoSo...
The Xmas cards that I was going to make,
Are using four seperate blocks, one for each colour.
When I transferred the pattern of the key block to the other three blocks, I forgot to make them negatives. Like.. I forgot to flip the image, so that the other blocks would match the key block.
And so now the Key block is opposite of the other three blocks. So it doesn't print properly. ;__________;
If I can remake the key block or remake the other three blocks, I will be able to send the cards out soon. If not, then I hope whoever asked for a card doesn't mind a single colour, like last year. -sob-
I need to go have a good cry. La gata es muy loco y mucho estupido. ;;
The Xmas cards that I was going to make,
Are using four seperate blocks, one for each colour.
When I transferred the pattern of the key block to the other three blocks, I forgot to make them negatives. Like.. I forgot to flip the image, so that the other blocks would match the key block.
And so now the Key block is opposite of the other three blocks. So it doesn't print properly. ;__________;
If I can remake the key block or remake the other three blocks, I will be able to send the cards out soon. If not, then I hope whoever asked for a card doesn't mind a single colour, like last year. -sob-
I need to go have a good cry. La gata es muy loco y mucho estupido. ;;
Christmas cardssssss
General | Posted 13 years agoIt's that time of year again.
If you want a christmas card, I will send you one, free of charge. Maybe when i'm dead, they'll be worth something. xD
Rules:
I'm only sending these out to people in the US, and only friends. Meaning if I don't know you, If we've never talked, if I've just met you, I won't sent them. Why? Because postage isn't cheap for me, because it takes a lot of work to put these hand-pressed cards together, and because The supplies all costed actual money. These are given out selectively to good friends and family only.
I'm not trying to be mean, I hope you all understand. :C I'm thinking about selling them on Etsy or something so that I can get a little money back from it. They still arent technically done, but I thought i'd get a tally from my friends here. You're qualified if I sent you one last year.. I just need to know if you'd like another.
If you want a christmas card, I will send you one, free of charge. Maybe when i'm dead, they'll be worth something. xD
Rules:
I'm only sending these out to people in the US, and only friends. Meaning if I don't know you, If we've never talked, if I've just met you, I won't sent them. Why? Because postage isn't cheap for me, because it takes a lot of work to put these hand-pressed cards together, and because The supplies all costed actual money. These are given out selectively to good friends and family only.
I'm not trying to be mean, I hope you all understand. :C I'm thinking about selling them on Etsy or something so that I can get a little money back from it. They still arent technically done, but I thought i'd get a tally from my friends here. You're qualified if I sent you one last year.. I just need to know if you'd like another.
Good news, bad news.
General | Posted 13 years agoFirst of all, for anyone who remembers me, I want to say that i'm very very sorry for not being on here. A lot has happened in the past few months that have made me question myself, my sanity, and my will to be alive and/or around people.
Good news: In order to cope with stress and do something good i've helped create an organic community garden in town.
Bad news: My dog, Toby, has a spreading cancer that cannot be operated on without serious risk to health. He is old and the tumors have spread so rapidly there isn't much chance of a successful operation to remove them.
Good news: I am back.
Bad news: I am still trying to work out issues in my life and i've got some major bouts of depression and frustration because of it.
Good news: I never stopped drawing.
Bad news: It's not that impressive.
Good news: I will post my artwork soon.
Bad news: I lost one of my lives over the period of time I was away.
I'd like to thank any of you who took the time to give me shouts while I was away.
There is a lot going on... I dont know much else to say about it.
If anyone has any questions for me or just wants to talk, I think i'd like that.
Good news: In order to cope with stress and do something good i've helped create an organic community garden in town.
Bad news: My dog, Toby, has a spreading cancer that cannot be operated on without serious risk to health. He is old and the tumors have spread so rapidly there isn't much chance of a successful operation to remove them.
Good news: I am back.
Bad news: I am still trying to work out issues in my life and i've got some major bouts of depression and frustration because of it.
Good news: I never stopped drawing.
Bad news: It's not that impressive.
Good news: I will post my artwork soon.
Bad news: I lost one of my lives over the period of time I was away.
I'd like to thank any of you who took the time to give me shouts while I was away.
There is a lot going on... I dont know much else to say about it.
If anyone has any questions for me or just wants to talk, I think i'd like that.
'Ello all, the Kat is healing.
General | Posted 13 years agoI'm sorry I haven't been on here very much. I have a few reasons for this, most are health related.
-I went on a week long foraging diet. Almost all of my time went into looking for edible food in the wild.
-The two burns on my left arm, from the "Free Tibet" photo, got infected and aren't healing as quickly as they should. Very slow process,
-Got a bad cut on ly left finger, from the side and all the way up to the nail, from a giant can lid at work.
-I'm starting to believe the worst from a feral cat attack a few years back , that I might be developing carpal tunnel or some other similar condition . This is terrible news because this is my dominant hand and it's becoming more and more painful to do very basic things. I'm hoping that in the future it doesn't restrict me from being able to draw. :/
If anyone has sent me any letters so far, let me know. The only letter i've received is from
blackrathmar and i've heard that other people have tried sending me things, which I haven't received. I'd like to know if anyone else has tried sending me anything lately.
I'm really starting to feel isolated from people. I go out and immerse myself and everything ubt it just is starting to feel like people are false friends. i'm not accusing anyone here because I've only met/talked to a handful of oyu in person. But people. Actual people. People think that adding you to facebook and never talking to you again is friendship. That isn't what it's about people! Friendshi isn't a popularity contest. We have to get back to the root of things. Being someone's friend is thinking about them. communicating. going places. sending letters. Doesn't have to be all the time.. But don't pretend to be a friend. Friends need to go back to being family without blood relations. Has anyone else ever had this problem? Does anyone else feel the way I do?
-I went on a week long foraging diet. Almost all of my time went into looking for edible food in the wild.
-The two burns on my left arm, from the "Free Tibet" photo, got infected and aren't healing as quickly as they should. Very slow process,
-Got a bad cut on ly left finger, from the side and all the way up to the nail, from a giant can lid at work.
-I'm starting to believe the worst from a feral cat attack a few years back , that I might be developing carpal tunnel or some other similar condition . This is terrible news because this is my dominant hand and it's becoming more and more painful to do very basic things. I'm hoping that in the future it doesn't restrict me from being able to draw. :/
If anyone has sent me any letters so far, let me know. The only letter i've received is from
blackrathmar and i've heard that other people have tried sending me things, which I haven't received. I'd like to know if anyone else has tried sending me anything lately.I'm really starting to feel isolated from people. I go out and immerse myself and everything ubt it just is starting to feel like people are false friends. i'm not accusing anyone here because I've only met/talked to a handful of oyu in person. But people. Actual people. People think that adding you to facebook and never talking to you again is friendship. That isn't what it's about people! Friendshi isn't a popularity contest. We have to get back to the root of things. Being someone's friend is thinking about them. communicating. going places. sending letters. Doesn't have to be all the time.. But don't pretend to be a friend. Friends need to go back to being family without blood relations. Has anyone else ever had this problem? Does anyone else feel the way I do?
-shakeshakeshake- I'm baaaack. Got sand in me ears. D:
General | Posted 13 years agoI'm sorry for the lack of anything the past weeek. My mum and I went on a huge camping trip for my birthday, which was on the 22nd. :)
Needless to say, it was beyond amazing. Camping right next to the ocean, A good five minute walk away from coastline a nd being surrounded by giant trees. We had a lot of adventures, but some of the highlights for any interested:
-I got to make vegetarian S'mores.. Haven't had smores in YEARS, since i was very little. YUM <3
-Not only were there several types of wild berries I ate, but I also cooked and prepared seaweed and wild horsetail plant. mmmm.
-My mom's firepit cooking skills.
(enough with the food highlights. xD )
-The beach. One of my favourite beaches in one of my favourite areas along the coast.
-Organic stuff is by DEFAULT in the smaller towns. You don't pay extra for it, in fact, you usually pay less.
-I rescued an big ocean bird from drowning, because it's leg was hurt and it wouldn't walk on it.
- I got to see an osprey hunt at the beach. And then get chased away by a seagull ;)
-I carved a little tiki spirit cat out of a piece of driftwood using my carving knife and a few small twigs for drilling.
-I found a complete intact bird skull. It's pretty big, like a little longer than my palm. Perfectly clean, lying in the sand. I like clean bones. That's about as much as i'll ever collect from the dead, and it 'aint being sold for profit. This baby is gonna be displayed with honour. Maybe you guys can help me identify it?
-Saw commorants, a skunk, banana slugs, deer, osprey, ravens, pelicans, gulls, rabbits, sea lions, and..
-On the drive home.. I saw.. A BALD EAGLE. it flew right overhead dude. You guys dont understand. I've never ever never EVERRRR seen one flying before. Like.. flying free. I only get to see 'em at zoos and stuff. It was breathtaking.
Anyway, i'm back, so expect pictures and art shortly. :)
Have you guys had a nice week? What have you all been up to?
Needless to say, it was beyond amazing. Camping right next to the ocean, A good five minute walk away from coastline a nd being surrounded by giant trees. We had a lot of adventures, but some of the highlights for any interested:
-I got to make vegetarian S'mores.. Haven't had smores in YEARS, since i was very little. YUM <3
-Not only were there several types of wild berries I ate, but I also cooked and prepared seaweed and wild horsetail plant. mmmm.
-My mom's firepit cooking skills.
(enough with the food highlights. xD )
-The beach. One of my favourite beaches in one of my favourite areas along the coast.
-Organic stuff is by DEFAULT in the smaller towns. You don't pay extra for it, in fact, you usually pay less.
-I rescued an big ocean bird from drowning, because it's leg was hurt and it wouldn't walk on it.
- I got to see an osprey hunt at the beach. And then get chased away by a seagull ;)
-I carved a little tiki spirit cat out of a piece of driftwood using my carving knife and a few small twigs for drilling.
-I found a complete intact bird skull. It's pretty big, like a little longer than my palm. Perfectly clean, lying in the sand. I like clean bones. That's about as much as i'll ever collect from the dead, and it 'aint being sold for profit. This baby is gonna be displayed with honour. Maybe you guys can help me identify it?
-Saw commorants, a skunk, banana slugs, deer, osprey, ravens, pelicans, gulls, rabbits, sea lions, and..
-On the drive home.. I saw.. A BALD EAGLE. it flew right overhead dude. You guys dont understand. I've never ever never EVERRRR seen one flying before. Like.. flying free. I only get to see 'em at zoos and stuff. It was breathtaking.
Anyway, i'm back, so expect pictures and art shortly. :)
Have you guys had a nice week? What have you all been up to?
Everything is in order, mail away, updates, prizes?
General | Posted 13 years agoI renewed my PO box but after December I probably wont be able to afford it anymore. Unless I get loads of penpal love to give me inspiration to keep it. It's to the point now though where my paychecks aren't enough to keep me floatin so this is my last gift to myself. Take advantage of it, people! :)
I've decided that the third person to send me an actual letter (not just "HA I SENT U SUMTHIN" in an envelope) will get something extra special in return. You can't choose what it is and you wont know you've won until you get a reply letter, but it will be very nice and you'll know you've won.
This is partial incentive to get people writing again, and partial excuse to do something nice, and something free, for my penpal/watchers.
You still have the opportunity to be my penpal, if you're interested. All you need to do it note me, and I will send you my mailing address.
I think I really did a number on my arm from that photograph I took. I'm pretty sure one of the burns is badly infected. Aloe vera helps. I just wish it would stop hurting and heal already. But I ripped up some old pants today and now I have fabric bandages that I've wrapped it with. It feels a lot nicer than band-aids. :)
Anybody have any natural remedies other than aloe that might help with burn wounds? I'd really, Really appreciate it.
After my gift art is done, i'm going to attempt to make a bunch of random original pieces that aren't necessarily personal, but will be more like practice runs. I might also hold raffles for a new and interesting concept that i've come up with in my head; Song arts. These pieces will be drawn around songs or lyrics from songs. Not sure if it's a good idea but whatever, I think it makes for some fun practice, yes?
I'm just trying to come out of this uninspired coma. I am putting my big cardboard art project on hold because the person it's for has cut all ties and essentially abandoned me for whatever reason they have, and so i've lost the inspiration to finish it at this time. I need to clear my head and start on other things. I need to be more active and draw what I love.
I hope you all are doing well! Let me know you've read this journal by giving me some input on anything i've said above. If you have no opinions or input, then tell me what your plans are for the summer. :)
Peace n' love.
I've decided that the third person to send me an actual letter (not just "HA I SENT U SUMTHIN" in an envelope) will get something extra special in return. You can't choose what it is and you wont know you've won until you get a reply letter, but it will be very nice and you'll know you've won.
This is partial incentive to get people writing again, and partial excuse to do something nice, and something free, for my penpal/watchers.
You still have the opportunity to be my penpal, if you're interested. All you need to do it note me, and I will send you my mailing address.
I think I really did a number on my arm from that photograph I took. I'm pretty sure one of the burns is badly infected. Aloe vera helps. I just wish it would stop hurting and heal already. But I ripped up some old pants today and now I have fabric bandages that I've wrapped it with. It feels a lot nicer than band-aids. :)
Anybody have any natural remedies other than aloe that might help with burn wounds? I'd really, Really appreciate it.
After my gift art is done, i'm going to attempt to make a bunch of random original pieces that aren't necessarily personal, but will be more like practice runs. I might also hold raffles for a new and interesting concept that i've come up with in my head; Song arts. These pieces will be drawn around songs or lyrics from songs. Not sure if it's a good idea but whatever, I think it makes for some fun practice, yes?
I'm just trying to come out of this uninspired coma. I am putting my big cardboard art project on hold because the person it's for has cut all ties and essentially abandoned me for whatever reason they have, and so i've lost the inspiration to finish it at this time. I need to clear my head and start on other things. I need to be more active and draw what I love.
I hope you all are doing well! Let me know you've read this journal by giving me some input on anything i've said above. If you have no opinions or input, then tell me what your plans are for the summer. :)
Peace n' love.
Send me some letters and i'll send you some love.
General | Posted 13 years agoI've decided to renew my PO box even though I haven't gotten anything but credit card approvals in the last 3 or 4 months. It will probably be the last time, but I decided that I love letters and I can keep it going in hope that I can have a few good penpals. It'll be a birthday present to myself.
If any of you are interested in writing to me, all it takes is an envelope and a stamp. And some paper. And a hand. or foot. :|
ANYWAYS. What i'm getting at is, I'm going to have a lot of time before school starts up. My most recent project has been blown apart and my life has followed suit, and i've decided to start fresh and salvage any friendships here that I can.
SO HERES YOUR CHANCE. Act now while supplies last.
If you want to be the Ice Kat's penpal, send me a note and i'll send you the box address.
I'm gonna be finishing up everyone's gifts this week. Thank you all for your patience. :)
Why is it that only one person favourited one of the most important pieces of art I have ever submitted?
I'm just disappointed that people aren't looking past the image itself and looking deeper into the meaning behind it. No comments? No questions? No input?
If any of you are interested in writing to me, all it takes is an envelope and a stamp. And some paper. And a hand. or foot. :|
ANYWAYS. What i'm getting at is, I'm going to have a lot of time before school starts up. My most recent project has been blown apart and my life has followed suit, and i've decided to start fresh and salvage any friendships here that I can.
SO HERES YOUR CHANCE. Act now while supplies last.
If you want to be the Ice Kat's penpal, send me a note and i'll send you the box address.
I'm gonna be finishing up everyone's gifts this week. Thank you all for your patience. :)
Why is it that only one person favourited one of the most important pieces of art I have ever submitted?
I'm just disappointed that people aren't looking past the image itself and looking deeper into the meaning behind it. No comments? No questions? No input?
..A cat may love a turtle...
General | Posted 13 years ago...But where would they live?
-sigh-
I really wish people could just pop in through the computer screen to give people hugs. I'd ask every one of you for a hug favour and i'd owe you one. <3
-sigh-
I really wish people could just pop in through the computer screen to give people hugs. I'd ask every one of you for a hug favour and i'd owe you one. <3
Mee-yow! ;;
General | Posted 13 years agoI promise I haven't forgotten about the gift art. Drama has popped up again in the life of IK and I'm trying one more stab at the dark to be happy, or at least to find resolution to the problems in my life.
In relation to this revelation will be the biggest art project I have ever attempted. This means even my suit project has been on hold. Only hint I can give you guys is that it's gonna be big, and it involves pastels. Would you all be interested in seeing the finished product once i'm done?
I am gonna drink some coffee now and force myself to stay awake through the night tonight so I cna get a big chunk of this done. Tomorrow I will do the same. I've been looting lots of cardboard and I don't have much time to finish this.
I honestly don't know what I hope to accomplish with this project.. I mean, I know what i'd like to happen, but i'm almost certainly positive it wont happen. I'm even asking myself "Why bother?" But i've gotta try..
I guess this journal is just letting you all know i'm okay and that i'll be more active once this is done. and this should be done ssometime this week or this weekend because i'm running out of time.
Question: I've made up a term of what i've been feeling to people as of late.. it's called being a "spare tire" friend. Meaning, I am rarely mentioned, hardly used.. but when i am needed i do everything in my power to please and I get the job done no matter how many potholes I am faced with. But then only to be replaced and thrown in the trunk, not to be seen again until the next time i'm needed for something. I feel like.. for my friends close by me (not any of you ^^ ), it's like.. i'm ignored. if I want to do something with them they are always busy.. They constantly flake on me, and when they do want to do something it's usually because i'm driving, or i'm buying them stuff. Am I selfish to be feeling this way? Should I be more rigid and not be used this way? :(
In relation to this revelation will be the biggest art project I have ever attempted. This means even my suit project has been on hold. Only hint I can give you guys is that it's gonna be big, and it involves pastels. Would you all be interested in seeing the finished product once i'm done?
I am gonna drink some coffee now and force myself to stay awake through the night tonight so I cna get a big chunk of this done. Tomorrow I will do the same. I've been looting lots of cardboard and I don't have much time to finish this.
I honestly don't know what I hope to accomplish with this project.. I mean, I know what i'd like to happen, but i'm almost certainly positive it wont happen. I'm even asking myself "Why bother?" But i've gotta try..
I guess this journal is just letting you all know i'm okay and that i'll be more active once this is done. and this should be done ssometime this week or this weekend because i'm running out of time.
Question: I've made up a term of what i've been feeling to people as of late.. it's called being a "spare tire" friend. Meaning, I am rarely mentioned, hardly used.. but when i am needed i do everything in my power to please and I get the job done no matter how many potholes I am faced with. But then only to be replaced and thrown in the trunk, not to be seen again until the next time i'm needed for something. I feel like.. for my friends close by me (not any of you ^^ ), it's like.. i'm ignored. if I want to do something with them they are always busy.. They constantly flake on me, and when they do want to do something it's usually because i'm driving, or i'm buying them stuff. Am I selfish to be feeling this way? Should I be more rigid and not be used this way? :(
Question time! One more journal before presents. xD
General | Posted 13 years agoWork has been a pain but i'm almost finished with people's stuff, so in the mean time, I picked up this fun interactive snazzy thing that anyone can participate in. Basically, you can pick a number and i'll answer it. Got this from the talented 
inyaris
Since there is a massive amount of questions and i'm guessing that not many people will participate; You can ask up to 5 questions each. You don't have to, but that's your cut off. xD Also, please don't re-ask something if it's already been asked, just cause.. it's already been answered. (You CAN ask number 155 multiple times, though, since it's a custom question.)
Ready.........GO
1: Full name
2: Zodiac sign
3: 3 Fears
4: 3 things I love
5: 4 turns on
6: 4 turns off
7: My best friend
8: Sexual orientation
9: My best first date
10: How tall am I
11: What do I miss
12: What time were I born
13: Favorite color
14: Do I have a crush
15: Favorite quote
16: Favorite place
17: Favorite food
18: Do I use sarcasm
19: What am I listening to right now
20: First thing I notice in new person
21: Shoe size
22: Eye color
23: Hair color
24: Favorite style of clothing
25: Ever done a prank call?
26: What color of underwear I'm wearing now?
27: Meaning behind my URL
28: Favorite movie
29: Favorite song
30: Favorite band
31: How I feel right now
32: Someone I love
33: My current relationship status
34: My relationship with my parents
35: Favorite holiday
36: Tattoos and piercing i have
37: Tattoos and piercing i want
38: The reason I joined FurAffinity
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
42: When did I last hold hands?
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
44: Have I shaved your legs in the past three days?
45: Where am I right now?
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
49: Am I excited for anything?
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
55: What is something I disliked about today?
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
57: What do I think about most?
58: What’s my strangest talent?
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
61: What was the last lie I told?
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
64: Do I believe in magic?
65: Do I believe in luck?
66: What's the weather like right now?
67: What was the last book I've read?
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
69: Do I have any nicknames?
70: What was the worst injury I've ever had?
71: Do I spend money or save it?
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?
73: Is there anything pink within 10 feet fof me?
74: Favorite animal?
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
78: How can you win my heart?
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
80: What is my favorite word?
81: My top 5 blogs on Tumblr
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
86: What is my current desktop picture?
87: Had sex?
88: Bought condoms?
89: Gotten pregnant?
90: Failed a class?
91: Kissed a boy?
92: Kissed a girl?
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
94: Had job?
95: Left the house without my wallet?
96: Bullied someone on the internet?
97: Had sex in public?
98: Played on a sports team?
99: Smoked weed?
100: Did drugs?
101: Smoked cigarettes?
102: Drank alcohol?
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
104: Been overweight?
105: Been underweight?
106: Been to a wedding?
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
109: Been outside my home country?
110: Gotten my heart broken?
111: Been to a professional sports game?
112: Broken a bone?
113: Cut myself?
114: Been to prom?
115: Been in airplane?
116: Fly by helicopter?
117: What concerts have I been to?
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
119: Learned another language?
120: Wore make up?
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
122: Had oral sex?
123: Dyed my hair?
124: Voted in a presidential election?
125: Rode in an ambulance?
126: Had a surgery?
127: Met someone famous?
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
129: Peed outside?
130: Been fishing?
131: Helped with charity?
132: Been rejected by a crush?
133: Broken a mirror?
134: What do I want for birthday?
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
136: Was I named after anyone?
137: Do I like my handwriting?
138: What was my favorite toy as a child?
139: Favorite TV Show?
140: Where do I want to live when older?
141: Play any musical instrument?
142: One of my scars, how did I get it?
143: Favorite pizza topping?
144: Am I afraid of the dark?
145: Am I afraid of heights?
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
148: What I'm really bad at
149: What my greatest achievements are
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me
151: What I'd do if I won in a lottery
152: What do I like about myself
153: My closest Tumblr friend
154: Something I fantasize about
155: Any question you'd like
inyarisSince there is a massive amount of questions and i'm guessing that not many people will participate; You can ask up to 5 questions each. You don't have to, but that's your cut off. xD Also, please don't re-ask something if it's already been asked, just cause.. it's already been answered. (You CAN ask number 155 multiple times, though, since it's a custom question.)
Ready.........GO
1: Full name
2: Zodiac sign
3: 3 Fears
4: 3 things I love
5: 4 turns on
6: 4 turns off
7: My best friend
8: Sexual orientation
9: My best first date
10: How tall am I
11: What do I miss
12: What time were I born
13: Favorite color
14: Do I have a crush
15: Favorite quote
16: Favorite place
17: Favorite food
18: Do I use sarcasm
19: What am I listening to right now
20: First thing I notice in new person
21: Shoe size
22: Eye color
23: Hair color
24: Favorite style of clothing
25: Ever done a prank call?
26: What color of underwear I'm wearing now?
27: Meaning behind my URL
28: Favorite movie
29: Favorite song
30: Favorite band
31: How I feel right now
32: Someone I love
33: My current relationship status
34: My relationship with my parents
35: Favorite holiday
36: Tattoos and piercing i have
37: Tattoos and piercing i want
38: The reason I joined FurAffinity
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
42: When did I last hold hands?
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
44: Have I shaved your legs in the past three days?
45: Where am I right now?
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
49: Am I excited for anything?
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
55: What is something I disliked about today?
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
57: What do I think about most?
58: What’s my strangest talent?
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
61: What was the last lie I told?
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
64: Do I believe in magic?
65: Do I believe in luck?
66: What's the weather like right now?
67: What was the last book I've read?
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
69: Do I have any nicknames?
70: What was the worst injury I've ever had?
71: Do I spend money or save it?
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?
73: Is there anything pink within 10 feet fof me?
74: Favorite animal?
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
78: How can you win my heart?
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
80: What is my favorite word?
81: My top 5 blogs on Tumblr
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
86: What is my current desktop picture?
87: Had sex?
88: Bought condoms?
89: Gotten pregnant?
90: Failed a class?
91: Kissed a boy?
92: Kissed a girl?
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
94: Had job?
95: Left the house without my wallet?
96: Bullied someone on the internet?
97: Had sex in public?
98: Played on a sports team?
99: Smoked weed?
100: Did drugs?
101: Smoked cigarettes?
102: Drank alcohol?
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
104: Been overweight?
105: Been underweight?
106: Been to a wedding?
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
109: Been outside my home country?
110: Gotten my heart broken?
111: Been to a professional sports game?
112: Broken a bone?
113: Cut myself?
114: Been to prom?
115: Been in airplane?
116: Fly by helicopter?
117: What concerts have I been to?
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
119: Learned another language?
120: Wore make up?
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
122: Had oral sex?
123: Dyed my hair?
124: Voted in a presidential election?
125: Rode in an ambulance?
126: Had a surgery?
127: Met someone famous?
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
129: Peed outside?
130: Been fishing?
131: Helped with charity?
132: Been rejected by a crush?
133: Broken a mirror?
134: What do I want for birthday?
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
136: Was I named after anyone?
137: Do I like my handwriting?
139: Favorite TV Show?
140: Where do I want to live when older?
141: Play any musical instrument?
142: One of my scars, how did I get it?
143: Favorite pizza topping?
145: Am I afraid of heights?
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
148: What I'm really bad at
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me
151: What I'd do if I won in a lottery
152: What do I like about myself
153: My closest Tumblr friend
154: Something I fantasize about
155: Any question you'd like
Lots of different issues to address!
General | Posted 13 years agofirstly, I'm working on those 6 pictures for you all who participated, don't worry, I haven't forgotten :)
Secondly, I HAD THE CRAZIEST DREAM LASTNIGHT. if you all want me to go into specifics I will but it was so detailed and I remember everything, so its sorta long. if anyone is interested I can point out a few key things but otherwise I wont go too much into it, I will only say it was pretty awesome and I usually can never remember my dreams.
thirdly, I picked this cool meme thing up from Inyaris about fursonas and I thought i'd try my luck with Icykat. So if ou love her, and feel like participating, you may. no pressure to re-post nor to post on it at all, but if you'd like to, go for it! C:
Essentially, you choose a warm, or positive thing that you like about my fursona, and explain it to me. Then you also pick a cool, or negative thing about her, and tell me what that is. Then ask a question about her, anything at all! I will respond with my answers, as well as adding what I think of your fursona as well. :) The more in-depth you are, the more in-depth i will be.
I forgot to tell you guys, but all month in April I was not only vegan, but I gave up all coffee and caffeine, at the same time, for the entire month. I usually only give up one thing a month, but I thought i'd double challenge myself since I haven't been doing much of that lately. It was incredibly hard, but I am pleased to say that I did it! Now if you'll excuse me, i'ma go drink some coffee ;3
Peace.
Secondly, I HAD THE CRAZIEST DREAM LASTNIGHT. if you all want me to go into specifics I will but it was so detailed and I remember everything, so its sorta long. if anyone is interested I can point out a few key things but otherwise I wont go too much into it, I will only say it was pretty awesome and I usually can never remember my dreams.
thirdly, I picked this cool meme thing up from
Inyaris about fursonas and I thought i'd try my luck with Icykat. So if ou love her, and feel like participating, you may. no pressure to re-post nor to post on it at all, but if you'd like to, go for it! C:Essentially, you choose a warm, or positive thing that you like about my fursona, and explain it to me. Then you also pick a cool, or negative thing about her, and tell me what that is. Then ask a question about her, anything at all! I will respond with my answers, as well as adding what I think of your fursona as well. :) The more in-depth you are, the more in-depth i will be.
I forgot to tell you guys, but all month in April I was not only vegan, but I gave up all coffee and caffeine, at the same time, for the entire month. I usually only give up one thing a month, but I thought i'd double challenge myself since I haven't been doing much of that lately. It was incredibly hard, but I am pleased to say that I did it! Now if you'll excuse me, i'ma go drink some coffee ;3
Peace.
I rarely do this, but.. Journal pimpin
General | Posted 13 years agoFor your chance to win a free, incredibly bad-ass eye blinky icon for FA. or for anywhere you so choose to have a blinky eye icon. xD
Be sure to join it if you'd like the opportunity. It's a free, raffle type contest. Really wicked. :)
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3409072/
Be sure to join it if you'd like the opportunity. It's a free, raffle type contest. Really wicked. :)
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3409072/
Feeling Really Energized, Elaborate, And Really Truthful!
General | Posted 13 years agoHidden messages, anyone?
First five people.
Post a ref. Only guarantee is that it'll relate to the ref somehow. No guarantees what you get. ;)
Only catch is, you must also tell me something about the character. I like to learn. :) Put down as much or as little as you like.
Peace.
EDIT'd
No mas. But keep on the lookout for more... eventually. Thanks for playing, kiddies n_n
1.
Batterypowered
2.
shadesofgreen
3.
fluffyneberu
4.
defiance
5.
gray_fox_calista
6. (BECAUSE I BREAK MY OWN RULES)
catherik
First five people.
Post a ref. Only guarantee is that it'll relate to the ref somehow. No guarantees what you get. ;)
Only catch is, you must also tell me something about the character. I like to learn. :) Put down as much or as little as you like.
Peace.
EDIT'd
No mas. But keep on the lookout for more... eventually. Thanks for playing, kiddies n_n
1.
Batterypowered2.
shadesofgreen3.
fluffyneberu4.
defiance5.
gray_fox_calista6. (BECAUSE I BREAK MY OWN RULES)
catherikI think I owe you all a big apology..
General | Posted 13 years agoHiatus, hiatus, hiatus.
The past couple months have been a mental hell for me. I've stopped at several crossroads along the way, and the only online stuff i've been doing is email and the fb to keep in touch with family. I've done a few art pieces, but mainly i've been trying to focus on getting better, to be at peace with myself, and to reflect on the past and try not to let it happen again.
I've been finding that just walking outside, it really helps. Yesterday I went to one of my usual spots in the city, sometimes I go down and bring hot water nd tea for my friends who sleep out there all night and i'll stay and chat. It was pouring rain all night but I stayed anyway, although a couderouy jacket and a t shirt didn't do me any favours. Anyway, it was nice. I go there on bad days, on rainy and cold days, with my tea and company because I think they appreciate it. They call me Kat, their foul weathered friend. :)
Anyway. I know i've been absent alot and I know most of you probably either a) don't watch me anymore or b) don't really care either way, but I do know i have friends here, a few real shiny gems, and I want you guys to know that i'm alive and i'm trying to get better and for the most part, for now anyway, i'll visit more and post more, if you'd like.
To my new watchers: Thank you so much for watching me. I'll try to set a better example of myself by actually submitting something rather than not being around. For whatever reason, i truly appreciate that you took the time to stop by and im glad that you like my work. :)
..Enough about me. To those of you, any of oyu, who watch me: How have you all been?
The past couple months have been a mental hell for me. I've stopped at several crossroads along the way, and the only online stuff i've been doing is email and the fb to keep in touch with family. I've done a few art pieces, but mainly i've been trying to focus on getting better, to be at peace with myself, and to reflect on the past and try not to let it happen again.
I've been finding that just walking outside, it really helps. Yesterday I went to one of my usual spots in the city, sometimes I go down and bring hot water nd tea for my friends who sleep out there all night and i'll stay and chat. It was pouring rain all night but I stayed anyway, although a couderouy jacket and a t shirt didn't do me any favours. Anyway, it was nice. I go there on bad days, on rainy and cold days, with my tea and company because I think they appreciate it. They call me Kat, their foul weathered friend. :)
Anyway. I know i've been absent alot and I know most of you probably either a) don't watch me anymore or b) don't really care either way, but I do know i have friends here, a few real shiny gems, and I want you guys to know that i'm alive and i'm trying to get better and for the most part, for now anyway, i'll visit more and post more, if you'd like.
To my new watchers: Thank you so much for watching me. I'll try to set a better example of myself by actually submitting something rather than not being around. For whatever reason, i truly appreciate that you took the time to stop by and im glad that you like my work. :)
..Enough about me. To those of you, any of oyu, who watch me: How have you all been?
Commissions now OPEN; spring specials.
General | Posted 14 years agoOPEN|CLOSED
The moment you've all been waiting for! ...orr... not. x3
Commissions are open for the new year. And with the new year come
NEW YEAR SPECIALS
Here's the deal.
Buy one, get second half off. :)
This'll be great for those of you who want a badge for yourself and a friend, or just feel like getting two characters.
This will be going on for the month of January only. You don't have to do this special if you have no need for two badges, but I think it's a pretty fair deal considering my prices are upped for the new year. <3
I also have some new options starting this year, such as the Tummy Ache Badge, as well as Chimera commissions!
So!
PRICES-
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2447739/
FORMS-
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2455246/
QUEUE/STATUS-
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1388810/
If you are interested, comment here, note, or email me ( icykat[at]yahoo[dot]com ).
POSSIBLE HOLDS:
murderwolf - Let me know if you'd still like a slot and i'll put you down.
Slots
1. - CAATS
2.
3.
4.
5.
The moment you've all been waiting for! ...orr... not. x3
Commissions are open for the new year. And with the new year come
NEW YEAR SPECIALS
Here's the deal.
Buy one, get second half off. :)
This'll be great for those of you who want a badge for yourself and a friend, or just feel like getting two characters.
This will be going on for the month of January only. You don't have to do this special if you have no need for two badges, but I think it's a pretty fair deal considering my prices are upped for the new year. <3
I also have some new options starting this year, such as the Tummy Ache Badge, as well as Chimera commissions!
So!
PRICES-
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2447739/
FORMS-
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2455246/
QUEUE/STATUS-
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1388810/
If you are interested, comment here, note, or email me ( icykat[at]yahoo[dot]com ).
POSSIBLE HOLDS:
murderwolf - Let me know if you'd still like a slot and i'll put you down. Slots
1.
- CAATS2.
3.
4.
5.
