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I managed to make the password reset work and now I'm back been too long

Pokemon rby comes out on vc this febuary on the 27th hopefully intact glitches and all and I am gonna get it~ Lately I play pokemon blue on my gba but me soo happy

I kniw people may say something like "oh but its so painful" I dont care... I wanna get pregnant so bad but I can never give birth, ever even if I transition, and that makes me soooo sad, I know its painful and very stressful... but... It doesnt matter I really want it it makes me so sad being unable to do it as I said... I want to raise a good child and hell... I want them to have a way better life than mine

It sounds weird to me too buuut, I want an absol fursuit or a rubbersuit male, female and intersex versioms (for whatever my gender is at the time) and probably would rarely take em off ^^; umm I know it sounds odd but I'd feel more comfortable like that

Ok so, mom unplugged the internet because I didnt want to help paint the wall (The paint sell makes me sick)
I felt so isolated :( It killed me to not be able to talk to friends...
the reason... well... I have always been isolated even in my own home, I couldnt relate to anyone and didnt know how to talk to people, I was scared, lonely and alone, I always tried to push it out of my mind with whatever meaningless activity I had... when I was 13 I decided to try Deviant Art, I met people but still had trouble connecting deeply but after a while I met great people but still was too scared to connect, but somehow I eventually started opening up and showing my true colours, I'm a timid person even now, I also have social, generalised and seperatin anxiety as well as chronic depression from my anxieties caused by events in my past, anyway, the moment I was disconnected I felt afraid and alone again... I felt like my life was falling because, well... this is my life, this is the place where I communicate with my friends who feel like family to me, the only way... I cant connect to my family the way I connect to these people... so to those who think that the internet is stupid or useless, remember, there are those who need it to have meaningful relationships, because they are too shy and or timid, maybe even have social anxiety or whatever. Also, remember that people irl can be just as fake as people online before chu start using that old excuse, heres an example, narcissists, they hide behind a mask in public but when someone like thier child is around and they are alone, bad things happen

there needs to be more hypnotised absol drawn and maybe doing stuff wif feets