Stolen from  Swift_fox
Cause I don't expect more than 1 or 2 answers, even if that, I figure why not :P

Using the emotes below and their descriptions, What are your feelings toward me as my little border doggie self? (You may use more than one emote to share your feelings.)
♥ = I think you're adorable

C: = I want to look after you

:3 = I want you to look after me

;] = I think you're really funny

:* = Get away! I think you have cooties

:< = You're such a cry baby

:X = We should be family members

O: = You're pretty annoying

:/ = We should play together

:] = I want to share your toys

</3 = I want to hug you sooo much

:b = You're not cute at all

;^) = You're a stinky butt

<3 = I love you

<:^ = You make me giggle

@FT@ = Stalking you

eue = Let's meet up some time

<:3 = You can have my pacifier

^_^ = I'll change your diapers

^.^ = Lets take a nap together

-.- = Grow up.

This is a proper journal, I guess. Not some RP thing with Impy. The man behind the dog in real life. This is gonna be a late night stream of thoughts, so if it jumps around a lot, sorry.

I don't talk about it much, but I time from time have panic attacks. 99.9% of the time, they relate to one thing:
Existance and what happens to the conciousness after death.

Now, I should make something clear up front, I am a christian, baptised, and frequent church attender (Though I'd be lying if I said I went ALL the time.) But I am a very open minded person, and accepting of the fact that there are others who have their own beliefs. Pretty much if you're philosophy on life breaks down to "be excellent to each other" I'm down with it. The Bible may have at one point been the 100% defacto word of God, but it was physically written, and translated by man. You gotta look at it, and figure things out for yourself. The wisest woman in my life once told me that the Lord gave us free will for a reason, and we're supposed to use it. So I do.

So basically what it boils down to is that I believe in a heaven, maybe not the one everyone else does, but I believe there has to be something once all this is done. I don't know what it'll be, or how it'll be, but there's gotta be something.

The problem is that every now and then, a little sliver of "What if you're wrong..." slips in. I was blessed with a very active mind, but sometimes it can be my worst enemy. These panic attacks are one such example. It is my biggest fear in life, to no longer exist on any level of conciousness. Like when you sleep without having a dream. There's just nothing. And that scares the ever living shit out of me. And that active mind tends to pop up that scenario more often than I'd like. Every year that goes by is a year I no longer have on this world, and those keep adding up.

I think that might be why the whole Babyfur/Age Regression stuff began catching my attention. There are the fun aspects of it all: the attention, the affection, the roleplay,and I will admit, the padding can be quite nice at times. (though never used'em when worn. No plans to either. Not my cup o'tea.)

But I think for me there's a little bit of a deeper connection going on.
The scenes RPied out, of being turned back to a pup and what not, its a way of cheating time, and to an extent, death. You've added a few more years to your clock, and I think deep down that is something I truly desire more than anything.
To be able to look forward again with that wonderment I had when I was 5, or 16, and even 21, and be able to say "I got all this time ahead of me. Let's go exploring the world."

I try to use my time wisely, do all the things I want to do, but there's only so much one CAN do with limited financial resources. So many places I want to see, all my friends I live so far away from...

So yeah..... had a panic attack when trying to go to sleep tonight. Kinda prompted this journal, in hopes of quelling it. Kinda work, still a bit antsy.... but we'll see..... I doubt they'll ever fully go away. At most, they've stayed away for a year or two at a time, but they have a way of weaseling their way back into my mind when I least expect it, and my guard's down.

Guess the big joke here is that if I am wrong? I'll never know.

From  ChocolateKitsune! Go, now!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2497461/

Found via the Twitterverse. Probably the only good MLP video you will ever see made.

Outside of this one
aaaaand this one

"Furaffinity needs a Bovine species tab for the cow/bull furs! :3
Comment on ship-wreck 's journal here - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1721391/ saying that you support the idea, and make a journal like this one spreading the word! (Make sure to also link your journal to her! And don't forget your character reference!) You do that, and Shippy will make you a free little icon!"

-I support this cause!

So, is Arfarfrocon over?
Maybe now April will stop messaging me about it every 30 seconds!

*Gets 30 messages in 20 seconds from  Aprilbcollie*
Or not

I will never understand why city sheep require double iced alfalfa mocha lattes before they get herded.

IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE!

So my sister April managed to get all the sheepies together to wish me a happy birthday this week.

She even got the girl to make those special doggy cupcakes that won't make me sick! Love those.

Thanks, April!

Urrrgh...
I'll never understand April's Girl's obsession with dressing me up in stuff that's better suited for April.

I don't need a dress, I don't need a bow, and I don't need any of that human baby stuff, Girl! BARKBARK!


At least she didn't take photos this time. -_-

So, April went off with her girl to some place up north. Ant throw com or something like that.

Anyways... it's really peaceful now with her gone. I can play my DS in peace now! YAY!

There was a fox trying to sneak in with the sheep yesterday afternoon. Might've worked had he not been dressed up like some sort of pony toy froms the 80s.
So.. I chased him off! Sent him running back to a weirdo horse with a horn on its head and multicolored mane (I bet she dyes it that way! No horse has THAT many colors in their hair.)

April was too busy playing with her Girl to even notice. :P

There!
Just buried something of April's where she'll never find it.

This is why you don't taunt your big brother. We can be very vengeful when we want to be.

Nnnngh, somebody help!
April's owner keeps wanting to use me for her dress up "experiments."
Bad human, go after my sister, April! She's the girl dog!
No, stay away! STAY AWAY!
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
Must.... hit... send... before.....dragged away....

The lone border collie stands watch over the flock, keeping order, stability, and making sure none stray.

Or... at least I SHOULD be, but you know, hard to put a good DS game down!
But that's why the farm has Black Ops Ninja Sheep.

What IS a Black Ops Ninja Sheep you ask? Well, simply put, a black sheep with covert training to allow it to stay hidden from predators. It lets them sneak up on any would be sheep killers, and wham-bam-thank-you-m'am, no more predator! :D

The farmer just sees them when they're pretending to be normal black sheep. Poor guy, never fully aware what dangers lurk in the herd.

....STOP BREAKING OUT OF THE POKEBALL, GIRATINA! GRRRRRR!

YAY! It is starting to get warmer!
No more ice! :D
Happy border. ^_^

So... how come us collies don't get to ride on the firetrucks like all the dalmations?

A new year.
Time for a new start, a new outlook, a new chance at making the year awesome.

Have a safe holiday season folks, and may all your yuletide fun be enjoyable. :)

Because Halloween can ALWAYS be cuter!

(3rd picture down, Border in a sheepie suit. It hurts my teeth, the cuteness!)

Stupid winds... stupid power lines breaking...

Grrrrr.
BARKBARKBARK! :|

I can haz sheepies to herd on farm?

Updating this... because I can! :D

No new arts, but that's ok. How is folks?

So, the two images in my gallery make up the only images I have of Impy. Hopefully Moodyferret and Levy don't mind me having them here. :)