California! I'm currently on vacation with my family in California! Just makin this to say I hope everyone has a great holiday, whatever you celebrate :D

Since it's the holidays too, I figured I'd give some shout outs to some of my closest friends. It's the time of year to appreciate your family after all! So here we go:

 Genio - Starting with this jerk. Ever since this deer came into my life back in March we just kinda clicked and have been close friends ever since. We've had our rough patches, but nothing we couldn't get through. I love ya Gen, even if you are a dork :U

 TheLizardofOz - What can I even say about James? He's fun, he's silly, and even though he's shy he's always fun to be around. I've probably known him the longest out of anyone on this list...and it's been my pleasure every step of the way ^.^

 evilfawx - I haven't known him that long, but Caim has pretty much been prominent in my life since we met. I...don't even know what to really say about him other than he's a super sweet and level-headed guy when he's not fangirling over...well I won't say it here. I'd call him one of my best friends and like a big brother, and I just can't be happy enough that I met this pumpkin fox.

 MattedFurr - Matt...I love ya man. I just can't even express how grateful I am to have met this awesome guy. We don't talk as much as we used to anymore, but I still love every minute of it when we do. I can't wait for the day that we can meet and I can get you that fondue and taco that I owe ya xD

 IrvingtheWolf - Ty...You're a stubborn ass wunxy, and that's what I love about ya. Life's hit you with so much shit and in all the time that I've known you, you've only bounced back with a vengeance and never given up. I hope you know how much I idolize your determination and perserverance. May 2017 bring some peace for you, man.

 bluenettle - Rox is another person that i don't think I could live without. She's just always there for me and I just can't even describe how great it's been knowing her. I'm happy to call her my sister from another mister!

 redmccandless - Red, you're a goof. A memester. A hilarious dude, and I love ya for it! You're a great guy and don't let anyone ever tell you otherwise...EVER. Your goofy personality and laid back attitude make you a pleasure to talk to and I can't wait to see you again sometime next year!

 AcetheMech - Ace, you're an awesome dude. You might be a little shy and we might not talk much, but I really love talkin to ya whenever we get the chance. Your storytelling skills are one of a kind and I can always count on you to come up with something amazing. Nick x Ben forever bro ^w^ <3

 reiji-akumatsu - Reijiiiiiii. You are lion jesus. You are awesome friend. You are a Canadian dork with such a sweet personality that I could say with confidence that maple syrup runs through those veins of yours ouo <3

 SwiftHusk &  NocturnetheHusky - You two...mah hoosk brethren...seriously. I've known ya for not that long compared to others on this list but you're some of the coolest people I know. I really can't thank you enough for bein friends with a dork like me :D

Everyone in the "Definitely School Appropriate" (or...whatever we changed the name to now) chat - you're all dorks. I love you and wouldn't trade you for the world. You guys are mah possee, mah peeps, mah brosephs...plus you're all hot as fuck, so...CALL ME <3

Everyone from the "Bara City" chat - You guys are pervs, but so am I, so what can I say? Whether it's the constant stream of buff guys, the sarcastic humor, or a bear and a husky bickering like an old married couple (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE <3), whenever I open that chat, I can always count on something fun. x3

Everyone in the "Hypno Furs" chat - It's nice to talk to people who share my strange (yet totally hooooot) interest...even better to meet new friends with that interest. the countless spirals and kinky pics are only part of the reason I love talkin' in there...you guys and gals are just all around silly and fun to be around! So thank you for lettin' me join the room...and happy trancing! :D

And everyone else too! You're all great, and even if I don't know each and every one of you well, I can't thank you enough for supporting me, my characters, and my stories for over two years. This has been a long and sappy journal, and I know for a fact that I didn't get everyone I would have liked to in here, but I seriously don't know where I'd be without you guys. The fandom as a whole has just changed my life and given me so many opportunities and amazing memories that I know I'll cherish for a long time to come. So thank you, and I hope each and every one of you have an amazing holiday <3

On a side note, I'm gonna answer my notes and comments soon...probably after the holiday passes! I haven't forgotten or ignored you guys :D

This is kinda a mischievous journal...I need you guys' and girls' help.

So my friend is having a bit of a hard time...and I thought it would be nice if we "helped him out" a little bit.

This is kind of a strange request, but go leave a supportive shout on his page. It doesn't matter what it says, but you should do it ouo

Just don't tell him I sent you. He'll find out about this journal eventually, but until then this is a top secret mission <3

To put it shortly, college just ended and I'm packin up to go home. A lot of stress has been removed from my shoulders and a whole new batch of stress has been added, but I'm keepin' my head up! I'll try to do my best to clean out my notifications and be back around soon!

I even got some pics to upload, so stay tuned! :D

I wont be thankin' people for favorites anymore. The number of em I get is just too much and it's turned from a gesture of thanks into a chore x.x

They're all still appreciated though! Every single one :D <3

Someone tell me to go through my 1500 submissions, 35 comments, 98 journals, 24 favorites, and ten watches...I'm too lazy to do it myself x_x

I might clean out my watch list...but how do I choose who to keep is the question

https://www.furaffinity.net/user/sillypupper/

I dunno what I'll use it for, maybe I'll move over there in the future...anyways, for now it just exists.

Anyone got any ideas what I should use it for?

When someone compliments you and says "Awww your character is so cute!"
What I say: Dawww thank youuuu! <3
What I WANT TO say: ...which one? ;w;

In all seriousness, that doesn't really bother me. I'm just bein' a derp :D

I think the most frustrating thing about having 7+ characters is not having enough spare moolah to give them all the art and attention they deserve ;w;

I...
I...


...I DON'T LIKE HORSE COCKS!
I know, scandalous right? ;w;

I just don't see the appeal. I think they're weird! Not that I have anything against those with them, I just don't like them!

And I call myself a furry. I'm sorry! D

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On a life update note that you're probably not here for:

Exams took control of my life again...YAY! I'm kinda back now though, so hey! Thanks for 500 watchers <333
I'm almost half an evilfawx now. I'm talking to you Caim :3

Aaaanyways, laters!

Well I went to a thing yesterday, and by a thing I mean a 3 hour class on the subject. It was really nice actually, there werent any "evil doms" or anything of the sort. Actually, a lot of the people there turned out to be furries too, so we had a nice conversation! I also learned a fair bit about trancing peeps, and it's a lot easier than one might expect XD

Just need a little practice to get the form down and such I guess...

I also got to experience hypnosis for the first time! Nothin' that fancy, I just couldn't lift my arm for a couple seconds...but I can tell ya that this shit is real, and really cool too! Afterwards we went out for dinner as a group and everyone was trancing each other and making each other do funny things at the dinner table and such...cept me. No one's got anything on me yet :P

Nothing of note to report really...I'm just excited xD
I don't even know how many of you followers of mine share my interest in hypnosis but for all those that do, that's a fun little event I thought I'd share.

Anyways, I gotta get back to classwork. Laters!

I had an idea that I wanted to share with all y'alls.

I'm tryin' to get back into writing some, so I've been doing a bunch of character questionnaires, and interestingly enough, found that 6 of my 7 guys line up with a sin:

Pride – Jay hates his father for leaving him when he was a child and, in his eyes, causing the death of his mother. Despite his father’s attempts to explain himself, Jay refuses to listen and instead continues pursuing his father, trying to fight, defeat, and possibly kill him.

Wrath – Nomudo has an extremely short temper and is always itching for conflict. He will do anything to get into fights. Fights feed not only his ego, but his dark being as well. Conflict is a way of life for Nomudo, and he

Envy – Cyrus sees the state of the rest of the world and other people’s families, and while not obvious on the surface, truly wishes that he had a better home life growing up. He spites and ignores the world around him, cursing it for this unfortunate scenario he was born into.

Lust – Seth is a horndog…well, dog cat…demon…thing. ANYWAYS! That’s…all there really is to it. Seth enjoys the act of sex so much he will do it with anyone he finds attractive. Hobby? Addiction? He doesn’t care.

Greed – Zhang will go out of his way to get what he wants, especially things of value. While he doesn’t let money corrupt his morals to a major extent, he can definitely be paid to perform underhanded tasks for the right price.

Sloth – Nick was framed and sent to prison for unknowingly taking part in a crime online. Scarred from what he experienced, when he was released on bail by his family he holed up in his house and essentially became a shut in. He didn’t leave his house for a year, and lived in suffering the entirety of that time.


Don't really have anyone for Gluttony... BUT! Would you guys be interested in maybe a couple short stories displaying this characteristic in the character? I already did one for Jay pretty much in my story a while back, but I think it could be cool to make it a sort of short story series.

Would have been nice if I thought about this before Halloween, but oh well! No time like the present :3

...TO 500 WATCHERS, GOD GET YOUR MIND OUT OF THE GUTTER D:

So here's my question:
How many of ya would be interested in a raffle of sorts? I'm a poor college kid so I dunno what I could offer up but I like the idea of doin something for a milestone besides making a silly journal; Especially 500! I never thought I'd get there when I started, and I'm really happy that you all like what i commission enough to watch me <3

So what do you think?

...when you thought you only hit 'Nuke Journals' ;w;

Well uh...I'm kinda back. thanks for all the watches and favorites guys...sorry I cant respond. I'll still look through my submissions and shouts and respond to those!

This is a little different from the normal peppy journals I tend to make since this week was kinda shitty x.x

- I had a headache for the entirety of it that no amount of water, sleep, or painkillers seemed to help
- Schoolwork piled up for the first time in forever, causing stress
- Had some drama that was solved quickly, but stressful nonetheless
- I forgot to/didn't have the strength to go to the gym since everything was happening, so now I'm behind on my workout regiment and feeling a little out of it

As a result, I'm slowly making my way through my notifications and stuff, but don't expect anything too big from me for a while. I got a lot to think about and stuff. I don't expect to start talking to all that many new people too, and I might stick with close friends for a while just until my mental stamina recovers a little bit. Thanks, and have a good one!

P.S. - BORK

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?li.....k_kap_DvEDEYlI

You're welcome, FA :D

I don't know her personally, but  lekitty2 is fighting breast cancer and is in need of donations and support. Go show her some love if you will and read about her situation in the journal below! As someone who lost his grandmother to breast and lung cancer, this struck a bit of a cord with me. Please, even if you can't donate, keep spreading the word. Thank you for taking your time to read this journal.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7843265/
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So a cool artist that I've gotten several pieces from,  Silvaliya, is in need of some assistance. He needs a bit more money to pay some bills and is holding a YCH to raise said money. If you could check it out, bid, or spread the word, that'd be great! :D

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21549419/
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http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21549419/

Just a silly little thing. I have 404 watchers and this is the first thing that came to mind :P

Zabivaka is an anthropomorphic wolf that looks like something straight out of Takemoto's tumblr blog. Great! But...why all the porn? Granted it's a lot less than some other mascots (I am happy to see much more SFW than NSFW of him), but I never understood why we have to go and corrupt mascots and childhood characters in porn and stuff.

Don't get me wrong, I'm guilty of it too, cuz I think that anthro Arcanines are boss, but like...I dunno. It just feels wrong in a way...sexualizing something I grew up with. x.x

Eh. Just thinkin' out loud here. Take it as you will.

I didn't think I'd have to write this journal, but here it is! These are the rules that I live by, and they come with talking to and with me and being my friend.

1. I DON'T OWE YOU ANYTHING. This is kind of extreme, but seriously...This should be obvious, and I've dealt with it one too many times. If you ask for pics of me and I say no and you get all offended and act like you're entitled to pics of me or anything else that I don't feel comfortable sending, then you are the reason that block buttons were invented.

2. ME NOT ANSWERING DOESNT MEAN I HATE YOU. I'm a college student, and as such I'm really busy most of the day. If you feel insecure enough to check when I favorite stuff on FA so you know when I'm around to talk, then please work on your self esteem. I'm all for helping people and being supportive but please don't think I'm around 24/7 for you. I also talk to many many people on a daily basis, and that burns me out fast. There will be some days, maybe even a week or so, that I choose to only talk to my close friends just to recharge my mental stamina.

3. FRIENDSHIP DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOU'RE ATTACHED TO MY HIP. I've had this happen several times now where someone mistakes friendship for something more and then gets upset when I say no. They get possessive and start what I can only describe as borderline stalker behavior. If you start doing this, expect me to stop talking to you until you get your shit together. It's nothing personal, but I need my space.

4. DON'T TRY AND GUILT ME. You do this, it doesn't make me sad. It makes me angry. I see this as a very controlling behavior and I will not stand for it. I live by a very simple five-by-five rule: If it isn't going to matter in 5 years, then I don't let it bother me for more than 5 minutes.

5. I LIKE CUDDLES BUT NOT FROM RANDOM PEOPLE. If you send me a note acting all cuddly and stuff right off the bat, it's a little uncomfortable. I like to get to know someone before hugging and snuggling and noticing their bulge, thank you very much.

6. IF I SAY NO, THEN THAT MEANS NO. This kind of goes along with everything else. I don't hate you, I don't not want to be friends anymore if I say no. No just means that I don't want to do something, and if you take it personally, then that's your problem! Please respect my opinion and wishes. Non-con is only sexy when you keep it in character :P

7. IF YOU WANT TO BRING ME DRAMA, PLEASE KNOW ME FOR A WHILE. Don't get me wrong, I love helping people with their problems. I'm in college for therapy/psychology at the moment, so it's kind of my future career...but that doesn't mean I'm doing it just yet. I help my friends and I love doing so, but even I have my limits in emotional and mental stamina.

8. ALL OF THIS DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU GUYS. I love meeting my watchers and making new friends! I just need you guys to respect my boundaries, and I'll respect yours, and we'll get along well!

ADDITIONAL RULES: These will be rules that I added on after this journal was made. I'm scatterbrained...I don't think of everything. Plus new things come up

None yet!

Thanks for understanding, and have a great day! :)

Since the last one was a trainwreck, how bout some real, serious questions this time?

IM LOOKING AT YOU CAIM

1. Does this make me gayer?

2. Why do I look like I belong in the stables? O_O

3. Why am I wearing flannel on a Wednesday!?

> Haz money
> No artists open
>The moment all money is spent
>All artists are accepting commissions

SO THIS IS A THING I'VE WANTED TO DO A WHILE AND NEVER REMEMBERED TO. ASK ME ANYTHING BESIDES PERSONAL INFO LIKE MY ADDRESS OR FULL REAL NAME AND I'LL ANSWER YA TRUTHFULLY :D

ASK AWAY BOYS AND GIRLS!

It's turtles... Turtles all the way down

So after attempting to write my new character's lore out, it has come to my attention that I really need to practice my writing. I can't seem to get my thoughts quite down on paper as well as I'd like to, and I keep hitting constant roadblocks. To try and clarify this, I wanted to propose giving me short little writing prompts or picking one from the list I have below. If I like the idea, I'll try to write a good page and a half or so on it.

IDEAS:
Jay's backstory
How Seth got kicked out of Hell
Zhang meeting Anita (you'll find out more on this soon)

Anything you guys can think of would help too! Thanks!