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General | Posted 11 years ago´*•.¸(*•.¸♥¸.•*´)¸.•*´
furgather!?
i can't resist~ add me!
http://www.furgather.com/imetanz
also i fixed my tablet yaaaay.
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fa / tablet BOOM
General | Posted 11 years ago´*•.¸(*•.¸♥¸.•*´)¸.•*´
holy guacamole FA went boom.
in other news, my tablet pen is screwing up with sai
>dang
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hair change + halloween icon <3
General | Posted 11 years ago´*•.¸(*•.¸♥¸.•*´)¸.•*´
changed my haaaair.
i'm all turquoise now~
i got a great Uzumaki themed horror icon!
thank you 
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WHOA I'M 20 birthday birthday birthday WOW
General | Posted 11 years ago´*•.¸(*•.¸♥¸.•*´)¸.•*´
WOW so i'm actually 20
and i don't feel as shitty as i have lately
my period magically stopped (THANK GOD) lmfao
and i'm getting ready to go to IKEA because i luv that place
then my whole family apparently is taking me to dinner wow
ALSO WHOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i woke up to an amazing surprise art
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14658918/
LOOK AT THAT AMAZING PIXEL PORTRAIT OF ME WOW
ヽ(；▽；)ノ <3 GO WATCH/FAV/EVERYTHING, SO AMAZING
GOSHIES WOW THIS DAY HAS STARTED GOOD
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birthday weirdness.
General | Posted 11 years ago´*•.¸(*•.¸♥¸.•*´)¸.•*´
had a really weird night last night, panic attack and stuff. i'm numb rn.
my birthday is on tuesday and i'll be 20 and i'm not happy with that.
i got the worst period of my life, ofc days before my bday stuff
i just feel gross all over :c
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birfday
General | Posted 11 years ago´*•.¸(*•.¸♥¸.•*´)¸.•*´
blah blah my bday is in 10 days
i'll be 20
;w;
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rebound, baby!
General | Posted 11 years ago´*•.¸(*•.¸♥¸.•*´)¸.•*´
just got home! i met zach on okcupid, the next day i went to his apartment with his roommate colton. god i had a good time. it was so fun! i got a super cuddly sweet adorable sexy guy and his cute and shy ginger roommate guy as new friends~ i napped and watched them play warmachine and gamecube games. me and zach made a bed on the floor and cuddled and slept together both nights haha. the first morning, he made breakfast (turkey bacon and egg whites cuz i told him i cant eat red meats/eggs! aw!) and i ended up going out with my grandmother for lunch and got my hair done, then went back to zach's for the second night. he had to get up early but we were up talking and cuddling until 2 am, then he got up at 6am and went for work. morning kisses before he leaves for work are so nice.
~nsfw hahah~
the second night he literally told me “tomorrow i’m gonna buy a bulk pack of trojans and fuck the hell out of you. fair warning.” and that grin he gave unf i’m just, my body is ready. he’s so fucking interesting hahah. it’s surreal that we could just be alive next to each other, with a life story like his. also, him and his lip rings + tongue ring. holy fucking hell i feel gooood. hahah! looking down and seeing his whole pierced + tattooed self going to town on me with his tongue ring was fucking heaven. the eye contact he made just fucking killed me. i've never met a guy with sexier eyes before holy shit.
so i guess i'm trying to just distract myself from the bullshit with my "ex" who is still sitting in jail unaware that i know he was cheating. his other bitch decided to keep his ass so, she's an idiot and i'm gone. i respect myself more than to stay with a liar. and now i've made two really sweet new friends and someone who cares about me. someone interesting and real and i feel good just existing near him. i'm recovering and i will be ok.
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jail ... ?
General | Posted 11 years ago´*•.¸(*•.¸♥¸.•*´)¸.•*´
just found out a lover of mine is in jail. booked today.
and that he might have been WAS playing me the whole time we dated.
his gf added me on facebook and doesnt believe he was seeing me despite proof
her stupid ass can keep his stupid ass i dont care lol
i'm so hurt, i can't stop crying
this always happens to me
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check out these artists // comms open <3
General | Posted 11 years ago
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Signal boosting for a couple great artists <3
Help 
adopt their rescue pup! Great discounts for great talent!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14361666/
has ADORABLE and CHEAP art! (I have multiple pieces from her!)
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5693262/
Also I am still doing sketch commissions to help pay my bills, buy groceries, and get my kitty to the vet and help pay for tests for a lump on her lil head!
More examples below. I really could use the help <3 Please repost and let anyone know if they are looking for sketches/lineart.
$8 per thigh up sketch
$15 for thigh up experimental colored
They may looks something like these!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14341395/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14321809/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14245133/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14270004/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14262668/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14251173/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14249640/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14244275/
(see my recent gallery uploads)
NEW DEAL:
If you repost this journal and refer someone to my commissions and they buy something I'll give you a free headshot sketch as a thank you!
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Commissions Open Still // Free with referral! <3333
General | Posted 11 years ago
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Still doing these commissions to help pay my electric/cable bill, buy groceries, and get my kitty to the vet! More examples below. I really could use the help <3 Please repost and let anyone know if they are looking for sketches/lineart.
NEW DEAL:
If you repost this journal and refer someone to my commissions and they buy something I'll give you a free headshot sketch as a thank you!
Sketches are $8 thigh up per character and they will look something like these
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14245133/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14270004/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14262668/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14251173/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14249640/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14244275/
(see my recent gallery uploads)
I REALLY need help to cover everything this month!
Please please please repost or commission, anything helps <3
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still doing commissions // free sketches with referrals!! <3
General | Posted 11 years ago
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Still doing these commissions to help pay my electric/cable bill, buy groceries, and get my kitty to the vet! More examples below. I really could use the help <3 Please repost and let anyone know if they are looking for sketches/lineart.
NEW DEAL:
If you repost this journal and refer someone to my commissions and they buy something I'll give you a free headshot sketch as a thank you!
Sketches are $8 thigh up per character and they will look something like these
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14245133/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14270004/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14262668/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14251173/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14249640/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14244275/
(see my recent gallery uploads)
I REALLY need help to cover everything this month!
Please please please repost or commission, anything helps <3
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emergency commissions // free sketches with referral !!!!!
General | Posted 11 years ago
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Still doing these commissions to help pay my electric/cable bill, buy groceries, and get my kitty to the vet! More examples below. I really could use the help <3 Please repost and let anyone know if they are looking for sketches/lineart.
NEW DEAL:
If you repost this journal and refer someone to my commissions and they buy something I'll give you a free headshot sketch as a thank you!
Sketches are $8 thigh up per character and they will look something like these
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14245133/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14262668/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14251173/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14249640/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14244275/
(see my recent gallery uploads)
I REALLY need help to cover everything this month guys, please >//<
Please please please repost or commission, anything helps <3
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EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS, PLEASE D:
General | Posted 11 years ago
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So I just found out that I def can't take my kitty to the vet yet ... or even pay my bills. My bf and I thought the electric bill was already paid but it hasn't been paid - neither has the cable internet, and we can't afford both. We definitely can't afford groceries this time either, and we haven't bought any in 2+ weeks. Please help me out by buying sketches from me ;_; I'm still improving but I'll do my best!!
Sketches are $8 per character and they will look something like these
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14245133/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14249640/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14244275/
I REALLY need help to cover everything this month guys, please >//<
Please please please repost or commission, anything helps
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Sketch Comissions for Kitty Vet Visit
General | Posted 11 years ago
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Please repost even if you're not wanting to buy anything,
I need to save up for a vet appt for my kitty and anything helps <3
I'm pretty happy with my new tablet and I wanna do practice commissions!
I'd like to do some sketchy pixely things while I keep getting used to tablet.
Would anyone be interested? *bad at advertising*
They'd be in this kinda bust style:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14221071/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14212258/
I'm thinking like $5-8 for one depending on character + $2 for color
Females only, please <3
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funny Wacom tablet story!
General | Posted 11 years ago
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So today I went and returned my $99 PS3 Gold headset and decided to buy a Wacom tablet instead. I checked the site, and the Pen+Touch I wanted was $99, so I decided to shop around a bit for a deal. I ended up finding the same tablet on Bestbuy.com for $75.99 - and free shipping.
The best part? It comes with a free $20 Best Buy gift card. BOOYAH.
So yea, I'll have a Wacom Pen+Touch Small here in a few days! Hopefully it can help me improve my art in Sai a bit, and maybe I can do some cuter MSPaint art too~
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emi derp
General | Posted 11 years ago
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I made a stupid split second impulse buy and bought a $99 ps3 headest -
a day later I realized UHHHHH the tablet I want is $99! Whoooops.
So I'm gonna return that and get the tablet most likely lmao.
*derp*
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Angst again.
General | Posted 11 years ago
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So depressed lately. Can't seem to draw.
Or do anything else right, either.
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~! FREE ART ~ ONLINE YARD SALE !~
General | Posted 11 years ago
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So I *really* need some extra cash to help pay bills and save for a trip!
Please check out my online yard sale and buy anything you like <3
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13790929/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13790929/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13790929/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13790929/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13790929/
Free traditional doodle/note with every purchase!!
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PWYW commissions? anyone? please help?
General | Posted 11 years ago
just found out that my stupid phone bill didnt automatically draw itself out of the bank on time (even thought we had autopay set up) and now i have a week of late fees, on top of cable internet/modem rental/netflix coming tomorrow. i'm freaking out, we only have some $1 bills sitting in a drawer.
would anyone be interested in any sort of PWYW commissions?? i know my art isn't the best but i really need help here D':
Surprise cross country trip~
General | Posted 11 years ago
Sooo turns out I'm going to Seattle in about 3 days!
MY grandmother and sister and I are gonna drive 36+ hours from Texas to Washington. We are gonna sightsee, camp, visit family in Portland, and I get to see two of my best friends near Seattle. <3 Can't wait to visit the Grand Canyon, San Francisco, Portland and the Oregon coast, Seattle, Monroe, and Colorado!!
!!! A-Kon is coming up !!!
General | Posted 11 years ago
A-Kon is in a week and a half! I will probably only be going on Saturday since I couldn't get a hotel. >: I also won't have a badge (I'm broke this year haha) and I'll just be roaming around. I wanted to wear my fursuit but it's probably way too hot to wear without having a hotel room to crash in. ;__; Couldn't get my fursuit modified in time to be cooler. But I will most likely be wearing my Matryoshka Gumi cosplay~
Got my own apartment!!
General | Posted 11 years ago
We did it!! My bf and I got our own place! It's an 1100sq ft loft on the main street of my city. Right now he's not staying here because we don't have wifi yet hahaha. But I'm at my fav cafe in town just a block and a half away from our loft, free wifi and cute baristas! Yes! Today I need to unpack (SO MUCH STUFF) and pick up a couple things from the store that I need .. like shower rings. I can't have a shower yet. xD Also need trash cans and stuff.
I'm officially a housewife~!
icon requests/commissions~
General | Posted 11 years ago
♥ ♥ ♥
i need to practice working more on icons and stuff so ..
i'll take a couple requests, commissions and tips also welcome <3
tips/payments on paypal please. tip~
bean_pal@ymail.com
rules
♥ post below with a reference to the char you want an icon of
♥ i have the right to refuse your character based on design/complexity
♥ females preferred but i can give males a shot too .... !
♥ they will be 100x100 pixel icons in mspaint with my mouse, so they take time
♥ please be patient, my home life is hectic and it might take a little while
♥ feel free to request a mood bubble icon
♥ choose background color or transparent
♥ art trades are awesome!!!
any questions, just ask~
finished:
http://i.imgur.com/R3h1Ad0.gif
http://i.imgur.com/pA625mo.gif
http://i.imgur.com/1XXVlZb.png
http://i.imgur.com/d5H6mLD.png
http://i.imgur.com/0SzFU0N.gif
http://i.imgur.com/LBh8E0z.gif
good news!
General | Posted 11 years ago
went yesterday to inquire about renting an apartment with my boyfriend! they asked me to come back today with pay stubs and app fee so we can get in the last apartment~ wow i'm super nervous. so i just called to make sure we can come in at 10-11am today and they said it's perfect! it's even more perfect that the apartment is DIRECTLY around the corner from my bfs work so we can get away with having no car for awhile! omg might have an apartment soon. the only maybe is that there's an income cap to live there, and we are almost positive he will be under it, we hope, since they don't count overtime. anyway whoa!!
he makes too much money for those apartments n____n;;;;;
also good news, i'm super pleased with myself!! i got my septum pierced <3 and i just adore it so much omg. i'm so happy with how it looks on me. the piercer was really cool and it's the tattoo shop i'll be visiting soon for my first tattoo! anyway he said to take a deep breath and it was done. c: my eyes didn't even water haha. he yelled out "like butter!" and was pleased with himself too hahaha. it was awesome! i've got a retainer in there so i can flip it up to hide from family i won't tell yet. i'm also loving the sea salt nose baths~
Sister in abusive relationship/help???
General | Posted 12 years agoMy younger sister just confessed to me about her abusive long-term relationship. can’t say I didn't know, but … now what??? Apparently he’s threatened to kill her and people in our family, then himself. and it’s been going on for a long time but she kept it secret. I don’t know what to say .. I worry if the police were called (she recorded the threats) then it would just make him angry and vengeful .. he controls her tumblr and her email now.
I made her wake up and tell our grandparents. So they plan on changing phone numbers, now locking doors (we live far out of town so never locked doors) and they are going to police today. Thing is, he lives a few hours away in a bordering state so we're not sure what can be done. >: She told me he has choked her, dragged her out of the car, held her basically hostage in a motel room, ad threatened to kill her pet budgie and "stuff his head down her throat" like what the fuck ... He used to come stay here where I'm living, our father's, so everyone is baffled that he's like this. I'm trying so hard to remain pacifistic about it, but if I see him again he's gonna get chopped. My sister's the most important person in my life and it kills me that I feel like I "knew" this about him but didn't point it out since she was so adamant about staying with him despite the constant phone calling, texting, and controlling her online accounts .. so psycho. He changed her tumblr pass to "whatnowslut" .. because she befriended a MARRIED man who worked at a petstore we frequented. >_< I can't believe this. But the boyfriend HAS blackmailed me for drugs and money before, and was recently arrested/tazed for a suicide attempt.
Ugh ugh ugh. We've told much of the family that if anyone sees him to call the police.
