Always sick. Blehhh. So tired of getting these colds. Grrrr.

my ex doesn't love me anymore.
I thought we were going to make a new start... but he didn't come here for me. He came back to go back to college, and find someone else, and quite possibly just forget about us. I'm sure that's not at all how he sees it, but he may as well have slapped me in the face....

I hate him, but then I wonder what i did wrong.

I want cuddles.

our son doesn't deserve this shit....

So I bought it. And it's amazing. And fun as hell. cute cute cute!

Fanart of my character probably up and coming~

I really, really want this game. :( It's making me sad that i don't have a paypal account or a bank account or else I'd draw for moneys and buy it that way....

WAHHHGGGNNH...

So, my son's father is coming home next month after we've been separated for awhile. This is good news for us because I've been through some things and had time to cool down, and take a breath, and realize my own flaws as well as forgiving some of his. It's been a wild ride. I can't even begin to recount half of what's happened. But this is good because our son has autism. No cause for alarm, though. He will have challenges, but he's fairly high-functioning and a joy to my heart. I'm proud of his little victories and he surprises me every day with knowledge I never knew he even possessed. But yes. This is good news.
Also!
Art. YAY!

Spending an awful lot of time on my RP blogs on tumblr, folks. Not too many ideas for good drawings coming out these days. 'M sorry.

I seriously keep getting all these drawmokie asks on my tumblr and it's driving me nuts, leave me alone, i'm no good at drawing boobs.

It's a very good feeling to reach out and make new connections where you thought they were gone forever. Suffice to say, it's a person from my past whom I believed was unforgivable. we may never be what we were before, but our family needs him.

I CAN'T STOP DRAWING PONIES.

I AM GETTING TOO GOOD AT IT
AAAGHH
ANd I have a stupidlyCOMPLICATED request to do and I haven't even started

Also, alas, I am not furaffinity famous. *le sigh*

Moar arts. Must draw more artz.

I just want to find a picture of the final form of Twilight Sparkle without boobs, without crotch boobs, and without being aggressively fisted by some fedora neckbeard survivor of sexual abuse.

So I've submitted a few things, gotten some pleasant feedback. I couldn't see my own Mature submissions. So I changed it. Now i need to change it back because, holy noodles, I forget this site is ninety-million works of grotesque furry fetish art.

I'm generally still glad I am here.