love u


no
srsly


i love u all

every comment, every favorite, every view, every thing.

makes me giggly inside

sometimes i feel too tired and I don't draw for a long time. I pick up pen and I sketch a few lines, erase, a few more lines, erase. I would try to warm up but then I wonder to something else and stay up late trying to get myself back to drawing. Then I realize it's 10pm... midnight... 2am. Time flew by trying to relax and focus. But I would end up too tired and go to sleep. I wake up, do chores, go to work. Then I come back home and do it all over again.

Worse if I have a closing shift then open the next day. 4 hours of sleep. I come home, I take a nap. Wake up at 9pm and repeat the cycle.

I stopped taking anti-depressants because symptoms make me tired all the time. I do try to sleep consistently, but for some reason, I wake up in the middle of the night and I can't sleep.

Too fatigue and tired to even eat right. So I ate a lot of junk food and gained weight so adding health issues on top of that too. Having chest pains, back pains, leg pains. blablabla

I kept saying "I'll open up commissions" but the fact that I have to force myself to draw when I couldn't and adding obligation on top of that feels daunting and dreadful. Don't get me wrong, I would love to open them up soon (trying to buy my dog a skateboard).

I was able to draw some more when I took a month long medical leave. I felt better but I'm back to work now. I applied to another job in hopes of a consistent schedule and better pay (wish me luck!).

I usually don't share issues out in the open like this. For some reason I feel like sharing it today.

Despite it all, I'm still optimistic. I love life. Love my fam, hubby, dog, friends, fans, people. I love my art and myself. I live in the moment or at least I try to.
If ya'll read all of this, thank you for your time and have a beautiful night/evening/day~

:) <3

It's about building a terms of service before starting commissions!

https://youtu.be/_e7w6qcf8rw

I kinda wish I added more stuff into it but really, I got lazy.


Shhhh.

look wat im whippin out
im so pretty
im so gucci


watch me move

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26671580/
Man, it's been like a year since I open up my commissions.

I made a half attempt commission price sheet. I just want to get back to doing commissions and buy nice things like sun block and gym equipment. Or pay off my credit card like a ResponsibleAdult™ but that's what my other job is for anyway so I'm fine.

omgosh, I got this job that gets spring break and summer off. You can kinda guess where I work at now but I don't want to give away too much details. Pay isn't great but it's more than my last job and it's stressful but gives great benefits. The taxes are what's killing me though. I get paid more than my last job but I my pay check is smaller. I kinda miss working in the food industry.

But I hate the inconsistent scheduling. I could not plan around that before, but now with this new job I can work out and plan my meals. :D

So I abandon Paint Tool Sai completely because I need to try out other programs that cater to comic book creating features. Paint Tool Sai is outdated... seriously outdated. It still works well but who knows if it would still function is the next 5 years. I don't want to end up using the same old program for 5 years.

So far so good. I made a first (sorta) completed furry art piece. Only problem is that the monitor I am using is a TV monitor so even if I change the settings, the colors are more saturated than my laptop.

Yessssssssssssssssssssssss
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22671220/


Okay, so I made a new sheet. Something a bit more simple. I give sketches for freebies so there's no point in charging them. >.>;;
ANNNNDDD I updated my Trello. I included some instructions and junk. Hopefully this helps those who are new to Trello. Cause, it was a bit confusing at first for me.

https://trello.com/b/GDaZ60n1/incue.....-s-commissions

I'm excited. I can't wait to start whoring out my art.
My motivation was that I'm going broke and I want to by Clip Studio Paint. I tried it out and I am immediately in love with it. It was so confusing at first but I got the hang of it. This makes comic makin' easier! Cause making those comic strips of Catty the Space Prostitute was very tedious.

Streaming, free arts! :D
Just doin' doodles for ya'll

https://picarto.tv/Incueye
https://picarto.tv/Incueye
https://picarto.tv/Incueye

How come when fans find out that the artist they look up to draws porn and all of a sudden they feel like they lost all respect with that artist?

Are
you
fucking
kidding
me?

Look man, whatever the reason they draw porn for, whether it's to achieve quick fame or because they enjoy it or both, is not your business. Really. It's just two (or more) consenting adults doing the horizontal monster. That is that.

But, I know some people come from backgrounds where sex is considered shameful or sin or some pathetic shit like that, but not everyone is going to follow that point of view. So why should they expect their favorite artist to think that way? They would be surprised some of their favorite childhood artists like Dr. Seuss or Osamu Tezuka (creator of Astroboy) created some pretty erotic art (seriously, look it up, no joke, strange boner alert).

I understand though from their perspective. I was shocked myself when I found out about Dr. Seuss
but I moved on and my outlook of him never changes.

So again, why should we shame artists for drawing porn?

I made this rant cause I just remembered the time I personally talked with an artist who shared some pretty hateful messages from his fans when he started to share his adult work. I told him...

fuck. them. bitches.

EmergencEEE commisshuns pls halp me i needz da $$$


I KIDD. But ya commissions are open (not as emergency). I just want to buy myself some cool things like Chinese food or Brazilian booty.

I'm back now. I got married and I haven't been online for a long time. I had to adjust now that I have a husband and junk. I have to go back to work which at first, I was only going to work for a month or so till I find another job but now I'm not sure. It's pretty reliable and easy money.

/copypasta from DA.

idk when I'm going to open up for commissions. I have to find a space to draw. So much junk around even when I organized most of it. x----x

Seriously. IRL people who I thought I made friends with don't really invite me to hang out. I'm super shy so I rarely do the inviting. And when they do, OH BOY. I get super excited and I dress up and I go out. I get ecstatic basically. I would think, "Oh count my lucky stars! They notice me and enjoy my presence. I will do my best to be the awesome friend ever!".

So it hurts me greatly when 1.) I invite them to hang out (which is rare) and they change plans at the last minute to go do something else. And I love to plan things ahead of time and if they agreed, I assume they are free at that time. 2. They invite me and leave me planted at the last minute. That ruins friendships for me completely.

People who don't keep their word are not honorable people. I take friendships seriously. And people who do not honor their own words are no friends of mine.

I had been planted many times I got to the point where I get paranoid and start to think, maybe it's me. I'm probably too overbearing, annoying or arrogant. Some shit like that. I have been bullied because people think I'm annoying or weird. So imagine when someone invites me then they completely stop communicating with me on the time of the hang out. I always double check if the hang out will actually happen (shit happens so much, I always have to do this) but when they tell me, "oh I'm sorry I was busy" or "sorry I'm talking to some people" hours after the time of the hang out, it hurts.

The friends that I have online are what kept me going (since I moved to another state). They invite me to games. Kinda sucks that my laptop is no bueno for Overwatch or WoW.

tellin me, "its too hot outside" but it ain't too hot for pokemon hunting
im over here with my phone of average intelligence, missing out and shit.


brb crying in the corner

Just doin' some lining :P

Just keep me company. *w*

https://picarto.tv/Incueye
https://picarto.tv/Incueye
https://picarto.tv/Incueye

I gained some weight. x-x
I ate mis ramen soup at a Japanese marketplace.
Ate Portillo's
Ate Los Comales
omg so much good food UGHHH

welp it's been 4 days dieting now so I gotta avoid all that stuff till after the wedding. ;0


edit; art will have to wait for now. I'm going to go back to drawing a bit here and there but I'm taking a break from it. Work isn't consistent with time so it's hard to plan my time around it.

Going on a roadtrip and away from the internet for two weeks for wedding planning. :)
Wish me luck!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5dbG4wqN0rQ


That would be all.

http://fav.me/d9yqv6s
http://fav.me/d9yqv6s

On DeviantArt.
So a group I am in is hosting up a contest. I offer art to winners.
Spread the word! It would be very helpful and gives opportunities for artists to get their art out there. :D

I get this at least once a week. It puts me behind on my chores, artwork and my job. It just sucks. It took 4 pills (as directed, they were very weak cheap over the counter ones), a nap, my mom's prescribed caff tabs, then I drank aspirin my coworker gave me.

AND IT FINALLY WENT ALL. ALL THAT. ALL OF THAT. UGHGHHHGHUGHHHHHH.

Whenever I FEEL like I am getting a headache/migraine, I immediately drink up pills, no worries I talked to my doctor and he recommend I do it before it starts.

I feel like I want to do some medieval technique where they freakin screw a nail to my head. >:c

But I'm a little iffy. It might be easier on me since the pose is already drawn out. I feel like I should get more followers before trying that out though.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19456804/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19456804/
"INSERT ANOTHER REPEATED LINK HERE"

AHHHHH. I AM PARTIALLY EXCITED AND NERVOUS. THANK YOU ALL MY WATCHERS AND SUPPORTERS AND FRIENDS AND AHHHH.

So I signed up for furiffic.com, weasyl.com, inkbunny.net AND sofurry.com. I already have a furaffinity.net for the longest and I don't like Deviantart that much even though it's my first art account.

So what websites do you use the most? Are you using multiple websites to upload your art? I don't want to overwhelm myself.


So far here's what I gathered from those art sites I just signed up (first initial reaction):
Inkbunny looks a bit organized but they need to work on typography because their letters and fonts are all over the place.
SoFurry's logo looks like a ballsack with a tail and it bothers me so much for some reason.
Weasyl looks neat so far but I feel like it might not have a lot of the furry audience compared to other sites.
Furiffic is a claustrophobic's nightmare.
For websites dedicated to art and design, they sure know how to pick their website designers. But who knows, the owners of those sites could probably be one of those clients from hell type. /rantover

Took me a while, I don't even have a lot of art on here. Now that I look at it, my art haven't been very consistent but I have been improving. :)

Not that bad. I am almost done watching the second season and it's only been for a few days since I started watching the first season. I recommend it. Can't wait for the third season! :D

The only thing I dew was the New Years pic for my Facebook page. Before that, it's sketch after sketch. Rarely completing any art. Even my freebies/requests have only been just half way done or not done at all. And it sucks really. Working more than 40 hours per week is quite exhausting and I ended up having no motivation to draw whatsoever. It makes me really sad because I hope to improve and I feel that my job is going to hold me back more. I could have been better than I am doing now.

But ah well, after my fiancé (oh yeah, I announced my engagement after Thanksgiving. Yay!) is done visiting for the week, I'm going to ask for more hours and perhaps a raise cause I'm doing more than what a shift manager usually does. Heck, I'll even get a second job if I have to. I don't care if I fall to the fucking ground from stress. I really need the money for the wedding, the car that's with the mechanic right now, the house that needs repair, and help my parents out with bills. It sucks balls with all of these expenses.

Thank the lawd oh mighty that I do not plan to have kids after marriage. And I won't change my mind about it because I can essure you that I know myself pretty well that kids aren't for me.

Who wants to wonder around and survive? Going hardmode. lol
Just give me your usernames or note me them and I'll add ya. :D