God it's been along ass time since I got on here would anyone be intrested in me posting my sketches on here? Also I cant draw digital anymore my computer popped on me so I was wounder if anyone would be willing to draw me a new profile icon?

I don't think so, So let's continue for posterity

Due to various reasons, this account, this need, or want to attempt at drawing these....visually displeasing creatures and characters....


….Is over, If anyone still warrants want or need or liking to my specific style, I'm sorry to say that I most likely will not be doing anything digitally, for various reasons


I [MAY] post my sketchwork here however, but I'm waiting to see if that even has a point here, If anyone is interested I can link you to a very empty Twitter account where I'm thinking of posting everything however.


Looking forward to seeing either nobody, posting on this since I've been dead for about......ehhhh….a good few months


If anyone does, thank you for your time, And I appreciate you sticking around <3

GOOD NEWS EVERYONE
....
I got a fucking job

It's pretty good, the people are nice and the pay is pretty good though

I have things drawn up for some people, I literally just haven't had time

Along with a job I've also had to fight off (at least We think it is) A medium sized kidney infection

not so bad, cranberry juice is hell-a tasty, never realized that lol

so yeah, I'll try and get all this stuff sorted out and posted

People I owe things to:

literally just Cake puppy to  codi_farran

and I dunno what to draw....

any ideas?

second one because I hit enter and it automatically published a titled journal with nothing in it

idk

So I guess I'm starting over from scratch then yeh?

yeh, seems like it, my nerves are shot, my skill has went on perma-vacation, digital art is apparently dead to me and I'm sitting here typing journals to myself just to pass the time at this point

I don't know what people would like to see from me, so I don't know how to plan what to draw, I'm not good enough to ask money for my pics, especially if it's digital, and I'm not even smart enough to figure out how to use/fix my tablet on my laptop so I can even attempt to draw without paper and pencil

idk, prolly just a weird lil venty thing....but........I miss you guys....y'know...? and I know I don't start conversations much or at all....and it's my fault for being that awkward....but.....yeah....Idk....
see you around then? I might have stuff posted in.....idk....a few years apparently....?

Fuck I'm dead....

new tablet!

Can't get it to work....

Got it to work!

can't think of things to draw...

Thought of things to draw!

New update fucked up my laptop....

Laptop is working again! (mostly!)

Can't remember what I wanted to draw....

I feel.....like shit, because for any of you that actually do like my work.......I've just.......let you down in a way......a big way to me......I haven't posted in months.....hell I haven't even spoken to most of you in ages......so....I guess....I don't know....I'm still drawing somethings here and there on paper, some I've scanned, getting my stuff in order irl and on here.....so...I can't ask you to hang in there when I doubt you're even there anons and peeps I know.....so...

What can I do to make it up to you? what can I do? what do I do?

~Sincerely
An Infected Host that's running low on juice....and kinda cold

FUCK......

like.....

I've been waiting so long to draw things, and now I got a tablet....

AND I CAN'T THINK OF SHITE......

It's like 4 in the morning too.....

ANYONE HAVE IDEAS FOR....TOMORROW? .....today?......yesterdays tomorrow?......

I realize mostly....I'm utter shite at drawing fur and things of that sort....

ANOTHER thing I realise, of which I'm STILL going to try and post if I can.....is that I'm good at....meat

...like.....something that doesn't have basic anatomy, something utterly disgusting and unethical

and y'know what.....I'm ok with this....

I've tried for sooooo long to be able to draw something, anything that might be accepted or be able to sell because....well...I'm desperate for the monies honestly, Buchanan county isn't very job heavy o.o'

just....relaxing and drawing random shit....well....I forgot about trying to please other people and just wanted to please myself, I think....that's where I screwed up most.....

So.....I'm going to attempt to just......draw <3 and if you guys like it, then that's cool, tell me what ya think I absolutely LOVE people's explanations, or or...like...their emotions when they see these just....random things I make, so....

...in other words....

Infected Host has a reason behind his name now x....x

...is Patreon?

I've seen bits around here and there

but I haven't actually went to it

also, anyone know of good ways to advertise? =/

Anyone interested in some traditional comms? I'll be trying to post some more of my traditional work today sometime ^v^'

....am I even good at....?

I'm taking it nobody likes/wants/can afford/needs traditional commissions?

Anyone
maybe
possibly
interested
.....in some traditional pencil paper drawings as commissions or whatever?

my tablet is kaput
and I think the goretober thing fell through big time </

so....anyone?

Anyone know if the "Ugee" brand is good?

....I think?

WELL MY TABLET SEEMS BUSTED......

either that or the chord is fucked up.....

SO NOTHING DIGITAL TILL IT GETS FIXED

EVEN WHEN I WANTED TO ACTUALLY TRY SOME SKETCHING IN DIGITAL

T-T I'm just going to be....over here........maybe I can get a new tablet for Christmas?......

but I need a new comp....

....or a job.....that might be good too.....

or death, death sounds good too....it's cold here anyways lol

just a lil post to remind anyone interested in my work that I'm always open for any of these! ;v;'

Just note me and we'll discuss the details there ^v^'

So...why exactly do you watch me?

I've honestly just been curious here recently

I want to improve and make my style more......well....better, but there's not much I can do without a little feedback

I'd really deeply appreciate it, I mean, I know I'm not Picasso, or anything, but, maybe send me some artists who you actively watch and see, that may be close enough to my kind of style to help me out?

Love you guys <3
thanks for putting up with me TvT'

I honestly don't know what to do next out of goretober list TuT'

that's mostly been my hold up along with the prospect of a job 0v0'

maybe you can help me pick? ^v^'

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8430253/

I don't know how many I'll be able to actually do but if you pick a slot, I'll definitely get to yours, I've been pretty busy here recently ;v;' so here's the list!

One slot will be price dependable, going for about 5-10 Dollars!

1. Stitches
2. Stabbed
3. Bandages
4. Rearranged
5. Doll/Puppet
6. Possessed
7. Demon Form ~ TAKEN BY  afrisch
8. Eyes
9. Amputated
10. Gunshot
11. Plant Growth
12. Brains
13. Parasite/Virus
14. Impalement
15. Extra Limbs/eyes/etc.
16. Visible Bones
17. Patched up
18. Drowning
19. Candy Gore
20. Pinned
21. Gut Spill
22. Decapitation
23. Eldritch Horror
24. Acid/Melting
25. Bloody Face
26. Fungus/Mushrooms
27. Computer Virus
28. Surgery
29. Lacerations
30. Eaten/food tf
31. Decay/Left to Rot

30 left!
Note me if interested, and I can only accept paypal ovo'

Planning on doing a goretober thing as best I can this year =3

what do y'all think? owo'

might open up some positions for commissions for a few chars to be brought into hell? ;v;

I'VE HAD TO DRAW THIS ONE STUPID PICTURE 4 TIMES NOW BECAUSE ONE SETTING IN SOME WAY ALWAYS CHANGES
*cough*
Example-

*finally gets done with lineart in digi*
*goes to save*
*NORMALLY AUTO SAVES FILE AS ART PROGRAM FILE*
....
*spoilers, it don't do that this time*

*NOW HAS TO RE-LINE AGAIN*

TvT hows your art projects goin out there?

Due to inclement weather my internet is going in and out all funky =.='

Will be held tomorrow at around 12 noon if possible, Eastern standard time

I'll mostly be doodling and working on some new adopt things

I'll post something before-hand if I can't do it lol

....how many people actually are active watchers, waiting for me to post the next pic? </