So I one of the people I am watching posted this and it's a power rolling link that gives you an ability at random. I figured as a diety I should also allow those watching me to partake so here it is below. If you were curious about my ability mine is Aether Infusion!

Summary: The user can infuse objects (usually a weapon), beings or powers with aether, empowering and energizing them and allowing the user to manipulate their qualities and efficiency, allowing a variety of effects to be used through the object.

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comment what you get and if it suits you or something fun about how you'd use it XD

So I've been on the receiving end of a lot of disappointment as of late. I'm just wondering if it's time for me to get some good karma coming my way =_=. I mean yeah I did surprisingly well on all of my midterms thus far (without studying) but does that really count for being disappointed in my Social and Emotional life? I don't know if this question is more rhetorical or if I really would like to hear from you guys. Anyway feel free to answer could use the mental stimulation anyway. ^_^


On another note I guess my instincts are telling me that I should probably hone my talent as a writer so I may decide to start posting a story I've been writing in my spare time. What I mean by instincts is I seem to have developed a fetish for: Calligraphy, Fountain Pens, Bamboo Ink Brushes, and cursive! Not sure about the rating for the story as of right now, so I am just gonna go with the 18+ just to be safe you never know how I am going to use these characters :p.

Thanks for taking the time to read/comment/like or whatever else you can do on here its always appreciated!

Woot it's late but I'm conceited and it's my birthday. I'm spending it in a van on my way back from a family reunion so yay =_____=

No lol not really I'm just letting you guys know I'm up on Furrynetwork as well. Just in case some of you (like a lot of other due to recent circumstances in this site) I have moved over there so feel free to give me a shout out and follow on there as well!

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I don't know what it is but I'm in a pretty good mood today! Despite people talking to me about their problems I kinda feel glad that they come to me to listen or for advice. I've also been getting a lot of requests for rps you dirty subs out there ;3. It's always fun to balance both but at times it can be a challenge I am only one person even if I'm a diety XD. I usually do both every day but I do it on a seniority and first come first serve basis if you contact me and I turn you down for either it's not that I'm trying to be rude but someone else may have already been talking g to me or may have already started an rp with me already. So putting you on the back burner does not mean I forgot about you it just means I'm keeping you on simmer so that later I can spice things up and give you my full attention. As for talking and such i pretty much talk to everyone that I can although if I had to say which were my priorities I'd say it would be watchers especially people that comment on journals, art I commission etc. I feel they have the right to be first in line since they, you know, are actually talking with me not just sending me a random note when they get bored or have nothing better to do. I'm a prideful sergal don't make me your backup plan because if I talk with you I want to give you my full attention so the least you can do is actually want to talk with me and give me the same. I'm going to be trying to post at least one or two journals a week now since classes are out although now I'm working more so I may only stick with one. But if you guys have any suggestions as to what I should do weekly let me know in the comment section below :D

Ok so I'm starting to find that people are really learning how to talk to me without even really discussing it with them. It's a great thing to know that people want to know me and get on my good side so easily but who is giving away my secrets. It's not really fair if only a select few are the people that can get past my barriers and truly make me happy without me having to fake it like I do 90% of the time.

We'll if anyone admits to it or doesn't don't go giving away my secrets it's no fun if everyone knows how to actually keep me from staying pissed after I get mad at someone XD

Ok so I'm getting mixed notes about the previous journal I posted. I am not upset at the fact that you communicate this way nor am I saying it's wrong and should be changed completely. I posted that as a request to those that talk to me daily to help me out every now and then by coming up with something to talk about. If you find that unfair and wish to not talk with me any longer I respect that decision. But please note that I am not the one wishing to end communication between us you are. My point is I don't want anyone saying that I gave them the silent treatment (because I didnt), I told them they are annoying (because I didn't), I said that they are boring (because I didn't), or say that I ask too much just to talk to them (because I really didn't). All I ask is that ONCE IN A WHILE you have something to talk about. I want to make that very clear, yes you can still talk to me how you have been and no I won't suddenly just stop talking without reason. If you think that is too much to ask for then I'm sorry and it is probably best that you keep your negative comments to yourself or just don't watch me any longer. I would hate for the latter but if me asking for help from you is a lot and you expect me to serve as your personal talking dummy then I'm sorry I'm just not built that way and I'm not so passive that I'm ok with just exchanging a couple or a few words back and forth. Thank you for understanding and hopefully this clears up some of the misunderstandings between me and some watchers!

~FOR EVERYONE~
I've been missing out on a lot of people talking with me as of late. The problem I keep hitting is...I've run out of topics for us to talk about and you don't want to contribute any and the things I'm talking about don't interest you, but yet and still you don't want to put forth any topics of your own. Sadly that's called an interview not talking. Talking is an exchange meaning all parties involved contribute to the conversation. Riding out the topics that only one person continues to put forth is an interview or a seminar and they don't last long usually.

~FOR THOSE WHO ARE HAVING TROUBLE TALKING WITH ME~
I've enjoyed talking with everyone up until this point so hopefully this clears up why I may have broken off contact with some people as of late. THIS DOES NOT MEAN THAT I THINK YOU'RE BORING. I don't think anyone is boring, everyone has their own interests in life and that's why I'm asking people to suggest some topics of talk with me in the comments below or just note me. Please don't just note me saying "Hi, how are you?" That is a conversation STARTER like the sparks for a fire they start a conversation but need to have more depth added afterwards. Also YES NSFW topics are allowed and even encouraged. I'm currently taking a Human Sexualities class at my college so it's interesting to put some of the theories to work! That said please don't JUST revolve around NSFW at least make it a 90/1 ratio I don't mind it but again we are getting into a stalemate if that's all we talk about.

~FOR THOSE NERVOUS ABOUT TALKING TO ME~
I'm hoping that for the people that take the time to read this or at least the first paragraph build up the courage to at least suggest something in the comments I'm a totally approachable guy trust me. I don't call myself a diety for nothing hearing about problems is my forte even if you so don't want advice I can still at least hear you out. So now comes the real test let's see how many bites I get from this bait. I expect Introverts to contribute too I'm a comm major so I know your perspective and don't feel you need to force yourself to talk like I do but you do have to pull some of your weight in the conversations.

That's all for now I'll also make today a TMI Day so maybe that will spark a few conversations as well im an open book all you have to do is put in your key terms or search your question using the comments below and I'll bing up an answer as soon as I can! Thanks for taking the time to even read a sentence or Teo even if it's this one!

You may all worship me extra today since it is green sergal appreciation day I look forward to all your extra acts of submission today :p

Ok so I keep getting asked in real life and since I don't really have a "TMI Day" I figured I'd answer this kind of thing.

Alright what really gets me going, my pets and anyone I've RPed seriously with know I love a good blowjob. RP wise I love it when tongue meets barbs. Yes the barbs going along the underside of the head down to my knot. The main reason being I actually have something similar to them in real life, Frenum piercings. First off, yes it did hurt but it was more like a 4 on a scale of 10. It does not hurt anyone blowing me or anyone I penetrate so don't go there =_=. I got them because my Frenum is super sensitive to touch hence why I have barbs on my fursona. I only have 2 so it is NOT a jacobs ladder. Anyway since it's out there now feel free to ask questions about it and all just don't ask about it hurting myself or my partner cuz it doesn't make sense to keep them if they did >.>. Anyway even if it doesn't have anything to do with the piercings go ahead and ask or note if you're too shy.

For those that have been keeping up with my journals I'm starting to feel a bit better now that I've just let people go and don't plan on keeping tabs or helping them out anymore. I gotta say at first I felt like a dick but now...I just dont care :3 I got a second opinion from a few close friends and now I feel more in the right and less in the wrong so now I think I'm good with being single for a while. This doesn't mean I'm not looking for a mate or anything but more like I'm not going to be much of a benevolent diety when it comes to finding a partner. If you're a dick you're a dick and that's all there is to it no more of me trying to be a good communicator and trying to patch things up just gonna burn that bridge asap so I'm not in my fucking slump anymore. I can't already hear people grumbling about being harsh or vindictive but when you've had to deal with someone for a few years that keeps fucking up and then before that having someone that just randomly disappears on you I'm not getting used for that shit anymore you're on your own :p I won't cry for you if you end up alone and even threaten me with your "I'll be alone again" or "I don't know what I'm going to do with my life" because now I'm just gonna reply with a "well...that's too bad isn't it good luck with that." Feels good to be myself again I got my crab she'll fixed so no more mopey diety of authority now!! I'm back bitches!! Got any comments or wanna see if you're right for this diety feel free to comment or note me in private I'm gonna be a bit more of an open book of what I'm looking for if it wasn't obvious before!

I may not have a Valentine but damnit I'm not gonna be ine of those grumpy singles cuz I got some awesome pets to bring me through it so to all my watchers have a happy Valentine's day!

So I'm just going to apologize ahead of time. These past few weeks have had multiple breeches to my trust and I just feel myself being more on guard than usual. Its not that I don't trust you personally but more that I don't want any more people getting past my wall, I usually am more trust in as of right now it's had aproximately 86% failure rate so I'm going back to the way things were and whoever is lucky enough to have my trust you're in my trust bubble please please please don't abuse it... For those that dont sorry but you're going to be outside my bubble until I can sort things out and feel comfortable opening back up. And sorry if I get a bit more defensive about things more than usual it's just I'm in defense mode for now, thanks all for understanding and not taking it personally.

I never really liked being a cancer. There are so many flaws with how we work. Emotionally we are tough on the outside and don't let much bother us, unless we let people we trust into that shell. That's why I hate it...it's so hypocritical we are so tough to every single thing on the outside so why not on the inside to? I mean sure you shouldn't have to worry about people you trust hurting you but now I'm stuck in a slump. I'm stuck with this slight headache all day because in the back of my head I'm so stubbornly mad at what someone I really liked said... Yeah it hurt but why the hell does it hurt so damn much it makes me want to be angry until they apologize!? (Which I know isn't gonna happen unless I take the first step. I ALWAYS make the first step...) Being mad gives me headaches and causes me pain but I'm so mad that I'm just seething despite the pain I don't think I've ever been so mad that pain doesn't even matter anymore. Hopefully I'll be able to forget about it soon, although this is the longest it's gone. Got any suggestions for anow angry sergal help me figure this shit out lol I got classes I can't afford to be doped up on pain meds during my classes =_=

It's funny how you never really know how much of a pet peeve something is until it happens to you. For me it just seems that equivalent exchange is just a natural thing to come by, although we all perceive values differently you still have a general idea of what you have done for someone and the way you've treated them. I'm not saying everything has a cost or you reap what you sow nothing more and nothing less, but if someone has taken a chance the least you can do is somewhat treat them with respect or at the very least pretend to do so. If I've treated you with respect I would expect SOME degree of respect in return. If I've given you something no I don't EXPECT anything back like a bill but I'd rather you pay it going forward. I understand some people have a one perspective mind, I get it some people can't help it but you owe it to yourself not to be close minded and at least contemplate over a decision before making it especially if it affects someone else and other just yourself. I don't know maybe it's just me but it really gets under my skin when people think that they can just get away with treating people all the same but cry when it's done to them I mean come on don't be a hypocrite or at the very least attempt to conceal it better...that's all I really have to say. If I keep going I'm just gonna rant and be pissed more than i already am...

So for those who don't know, I am a college student and my major is communication. Specifically I'm focusing on communication in the workplace, HOWEVER we are required to take classes that apply to many different aspects of every day communication. Anyway there is this thing we call "leaking" and essentially it's like little hints to what we are really feeling in a conversation almost like what people use to "read people" or a "situation." Well you know the whole "say what our mean and mean what you say" yeah apparently people usually means what they say the first time they mention it. So for example, if someone says that something isn't really important to them, if it is the first time in the conversation they have mentioned their opinion on the subject most of the time (around 91% or 97% I can't remember the exact statistic) that is their "unfiltered" truth which you could call a verbal "leak". Unfortunately being in America (not sure if it is the same for other countries) we tend to immediately leak right back to the person especially if we disagree with their opinion and that causes the people to immediately try to bandage the situation or the comment to "tailor" it to not be as harsh or negative sounding...i.e. "oh all I meant was..."or "I meant that like..." or (and this one is my favorite) the "let me explain". Sadly, Whatever comes after the initial comment is usually garbage anyway and a flat out attempt not to upset you which I find very irritating. I just thought that I should warn people since the subjects to really watch out for are: relationships, money, self worth, partner/spouse worth and especially friendships...

To put a long story short communication is a fun major to take but it also has its bad sides of revealing people you probably shouldn't trust as much as you really want to I've been finding a lot of people I've spent a lot of time and effort are just not worth it now and it sucks and all but at the same time if I'm not that important to you then why the hell should you be important to me? Lol just a thought anyway any thoughts comments on this subject matter would be fun and awesome to hear! Go ahead and comment below or send me a bot if you're a private furson :p

If you don't talk to me for a month after you told me you wouldn't do that do you really think I'm going to stay in contact with you? I mean, maybe that's just me but if I talk to you we have a good conversation of course I'll be more than happy to talk to you in the future. Now future does not mean months later when I don't even remember who you are or what we talked about (and usually when you have nobody else to talk to). I'm sorry but I will not be your scapegoat for boredom. If you don't talk to me for a month you're off my list if that makes people upset with me then so be it but I'm here to make friends not "hm I'm bored wonder if this guy will talk or rp with me now even though I haven't said anything to him in a long time" kinda guy. Sorry just not the way this sergal works. If you have a problem with being deleted talk to me about don't give me attitude and act like it's my fault cuz then I'll just look at your message, not knowing who you are, and laugh it off. So save your energy.

To the people that DO actually talk to me leave a comment on your opinion because maybe I need a different perspective on this pet peeve of mine. Lol pet pun

I just wanna say this one thing first I AM A SERGAL NOT A DRAGON DAMNIT

I know I have a dragon stache and horns but please don't be lazy and just assume. I can customize my fursona any way I see fit. Because this happens so damn much I'm thinking about just an alt version with more "sergal" qualities. Again I'm a sergal if you want to talk to me and you say I'm a dragon and I don't have a positive impression of you I might just delete your message and not respond because that shows that you don't pay attention to anything. I had to add little hints all over my page because I keep getting notes, messages on kik, and Skype and referring to me as a dragon and I'm just tired of it. If you have any questions or suggestions as to what I should do to avoid this problem or solve it without compromising my fursona too much feel free to comment below. Other than that like I explained earlier I am going to be getting a new ref sheet with a more "sergal version" of my fursona for the lazy people out there...

Ok I didn't think it had to be said but I guess it does since I keep getting the same type of people. First thing is first I AM NOT A DRAGON OR A DRAGON HYBRID!!! I can't seem to stress this enough and frankly I'm getting fed up with it. It's my sona any unique attributes I put on my sona does not change the species. Just because I have a stache does not mean you can freely call me a "noodle dragon." If you can't respect that I'm going to ask that you stop watching me now. My sona is what I make it if I say it's a sergal it's a sergal, does not matter what it looks like to you or if it's hard to tell. This does not apply to people who ASK me if I'm a dragon I don't mind you asking that is fine but when you just go and assume I am that's disrespectful to me and my sona it's clear on my profiles that I have put "Sergal" not Dragon" not "Noodle Dragon" and not "Dragon Hybrid."


Thanks for your time guys if you are not going to be an RP partner feel free to skip the rest and I hope you enjoy my page for the future to come

*TO ANY OF YOU ALL WISHING TO BECOME A PET OR JUST A CASUAL RP PARTNER*

If it is sexual in any way shape or form I ask that you look over my bdsmtest.org results posted on my page AND look at my flist very closely. I am a dom 100% there are things I DO NOT FIND ENJOYABLE. If you ask me or lead me to try and do any of these things I will either block you OR just not respond. There is a third option as well I will finish the rp out of courtesy but I will not put my entire effort into it and then I will not RP with you again no matter how much you apologize. I take any of the above as I see fit and that really depends on your personality and whether or not I feel you understand what I like and what my limits are. As such if you are confused I do not kind questions feel free to post them here or note me if you are more private but I will not tolerate laziness because you just wanted to "get off". That about wraps this up and unfortunately because the majority of the ones I've been getting have failed miserably at respecting my boundaries I will not be accepting any "versatile," "switches," or anything synonymous with those unless you can somehow plead your case which I will ask you to do privately. Unfortunately for you guys people ruined it for you. You guys have some dom in you and that clashes with mine I like a challenge but it's gotten too annoying with RPs lasting for days and it's just struggle for power adapter struggle for power.

If u didn't cover something in here feel free to comment and ask me I'll be sure to respond. Sorry I seem a little ticked butyou day has not been going well and I've just reached my limit ^_^;

So I've added a special feature to my fursona due to too many god related a anime I have been watching as of late. The God of Authority aka myself XD. I know i want the divine power of absolute compulsory obedience over living things amd certain forces but I'm not quite sure I want it to be overpowered. I want a shrine which I'm hoping to get an artist to draw for me very soon! Other than that just your average god here not all powerful in any way I just have my authoritative presence and commands simple things like that. I don't really like overpowered oc's so I'm not going to be one of them. My power is gonna be directly proportionate to the followers/pets/worshipers I have XD.

P.S. this journal is mainly for those that rp with me in both sexual and story based rps! Any questions? Just list them in the comments and I'll be happy to answer to the best of my ability

Well at least something good will happen next week heavens ward early a cess will be out and I'll be able to level the new healer astrologian can't wait ^_^ I'm just happy that most of the bad things that I've been dealing with are almost solved. If anybody is wondering Solomon Sammael is my charachter and I'm on Exodus I'm all healer here so don't expect much else out of me. Nothin makes me more happy than having tanks and dps squirm in pain til I decide to actually heal them... *licks lips* ah sadistic healer never fails to get me pumped.

Is it so hard to keep up with bidding so people don't check 5 minutes before the bid is gonna end only to find that someone bid much higher than them -_-

I get it some people want art for cheaper with the least amount of articles but to me that's just rude...it's like saving your money and you stand in line all day for a new video game and someone comes in randomly to take the last copy...

Maybe it's just me and I'm being bitchy because I lost a YCH in this way but it's not like people on here don't know what courtesy is.

Now I'm gonna have to set a damn alarm every time I bid on a YCH to see if someone out bids me like 5 minutes before the ych closes. still new to this site so maybe this is a common occurrence and I just need to get over it but personally I thinks that's some grade A BS that should be used to fertilize the world's food supply since all its doin here is stinking up the place.

Hopefully I close with my artist friend that said she would love to help me sketch out what the chromyx. That is if work is not too busy... maybe I'll be able to upload a few of her sketches to see what people think is the best form for them to take. Again any ideas would be appreciated just know I don't want the to be too complex and all over the place I still want them to be relatively simple but have a little unique body structure.

So I'm thinking of creating a new species. I'm thinking about naming it something along the lines of Chromyx, after chromosomes. I got the idea from the fact that a Sergal is actually a created species. I'll be posting some journals with some of their charachteristics, I will originally be setting guidelines for male and female but as I get a more solid idea I will also include a herm option. I already know that it will be more for people with an impregnation fetish such as myself although the details on why are a bit fuzzy. What I CAN say is that they will have two tails which upon orgasm will form the shape of a double helix, the same shape as DNA. They will also have two sets of ears. Unfortunately that's all I got as for fur skin, or scales I'm not sure yet I am leaning more towards fur though. If any of you want to help brainstorm just throw a comment down here under each journal and maybe some stuff will click.

So for those asking I do have a soft spot for dragons. And yes I tend to be more responsive and..."accomidating" towards dragons. This is because I have had pets that are dragons so I consider myself a "dragon tamer" of course that's just a fancy name for someone who favors rping in the dom position with dragons. I do rp but I'm a Para and expect no less from my partners. I'm also a very picky master type so if you have limits on what you can do I'm probably not the best partner for you.

To all the other species of watchers I don't mind rping with you guys either I'm just very perverted.

I'm mainly posting this journal just to throw myself out there so I don't have to worry about getting individual notes about it. Anyway if you have any other questions regarding rping or just about me feel free to shout or send a note. Sorry if I take a bit to answer it's just school and work pile it on heavy lately