So...I double posted because I'm struggling on my tablet -_- sorry bout that guys

Ugh so du r to some difficulties I'm in need of a new icon since I basically wasted my money on something else instead....guess that's life...anyone know any cheap people to do decent creeper themed icons?

Well...I got about a half hour of sleep last night because of this stupid spiraling depression. It really sucks when you have few to no people that can help you out during times like these. Waking up from nightmares is not fun...especially when you're on your own and nobody else is awake to help you out. Suicidal thoughts don't help the matter either...I just feel like shit and don't really want to be alone anymore...need someone to lean on every once in a while even if I'm a dom...

It's really hard trying to fit in sometimes. No matter how hard you try or right when you think you're comfortable with how you fit in, you do something that reminds you that"no you still don't fit in yet you haven't worked hard enough yet..."

Is it ok that you sometimes just want to be by yourself, that way no matter what you will always fit in and nobody can say or do anything that makes you feel bad about yourself anymore? When you try so many times and you fail it gets tiring, so why not just give up and just let the world pass you by, not everyone was made to fit in.

Apparently when Zeus made humans they were made with 4 arms, 4 legs, and 2 faces, but he split them up... what if, some people became broken and warped from trying too hard to force themselves to fit with other people. Well... they couldn't find their other halves because they didn't "fit together anymore" isn't that right? I guess if something is broken or mishaped and it doesn't do what it was supposed to do...the only thing left for that piece is to be thrown away to the side it doesn't matter if they feel bad because...they are broken they never knew what it was like to be with the others because they always had some part sticking out...

You think it would be kind of sad when in reality it doesn't matter as long as you aren't the single lonely piece, as long as you have your other parts, or you fit in perfectly with others. There is no point to trying to help them because all they will do is stick out and ruin everything they try to connect with.

I wonder if Zeus will have a remedy for those lonely pieces that...just don't fit in...

Starting to save enough money to be able to buy stuff from artists on here. Hopefully I get an actual icon soon and then I will have a commission where I have clothes on plus I'm still waiting for the ych Auction from rottenrobbie. Hopefully I'll still be doing well after this ^_^

Whelp...cost me into the triple digits...but I won a ych Auction heh...it's Cops 'n Robbie if anyone was curious...

Can't a Sergal dom get a non triple digit price for some porn of himself =___=

I actually have some money for me despite college piling up and I'm stuck here looking at all the artists I like at super high prices. why is porn expensive T-T

Sometimes I wish I had the time and patience to learn how to draw so I could blow up the market XD.