Nine months later and nothing to show... Everywhere in the world complete idiots are having kids while I can't even create a poem for myself. Maybe I'll get down to it eventually... I have a lot of free time this semester compared to most.

Ok so I'm thinking Peace Corp again because of the disaster at Haiti. I really want to help people, and as I told hellkat I can do tons of manual labor if I'm fed and watered enough. And it would give me time to do some art since I definitely wont be gaming in that couple of years... And honestly I really don't think I'll miss anything important. At most I'll come back and my friends and cuddle buddies will have moved on and I'll have to make new ones. Meanwhile I'll have two years worth of games to catch up on! It almost sounds fun!.... Honestly I just want to help... I feel like I'm wasting resources with my current life, and I need some sort of chock to my system to get out of this horrible pattern of procrastination. So what do you think empty void of internet that i spew my words at?

Nope.... I'm still afraid.

Right so I'm sick of having a massive journal on my front page! I'm getting out of school soon and since I have no Job I think I'm going to start drawing again... I think about one picture a day might be good... or maybe writing? Dunno which but I think both would be great! I also might try to learn a foreign language... huh... Oh well! I'll figure it out!

Ok so as assumed there would be a few changes to some rules and such. I made minor changes to skills, but MAJOR changes to race. Another minor change is simply the addition of radiation damage. Sums up like this, all radiation damage is poison damage, but not all poison damage is radiation. I also made class restrictions. I thought about it for awhile and decided that it would be better for this particular game. Basically this shows how the different backgrounds affect class choice. After all it doesn't make sense that since wizards are explained through amazing advanced tech and genetic experiments that a common wastelander STARTS as a wizard. The only restriction on multiclassing is RP. You need to make contact with someone who can give you the enhancements, implants, or training you would need to multiclass.

As most would guess I have also changed the race choice drastically. Everyone just being humans would be boring, but saying that mutation brings elves and dragonborn wouldn't fit, and would be stupidly boring. So I have customized six new races. They are Android, Vaultborn, Brotherhood, Ghoul, Wastelander, and Supermutant. I know the Android choice seems a little odd, but it fits assuming what we assume for everyone. In DnD the player characters are suppose to be stronger and better then everyone else, unique in their heroic ability. So it makes sense that exceptional people would have exceptional friends, like supermutants, ghouls, and androids.

This brings me back to the class restrictions. I put them in for the hope that it would cause more people to pick different races. After all it would be a little much if there were six androids. While it would still be possible to have a group heavy in one race, it would be more of a challenge and might require some multiclassing. Doesn't that sound more fun? Well it does to me, but there is no reason why you, if your stealing....er.... borrowing my setting... there is no reason you need to keep this rule in place. I think it makes things more fun though.

---Skills---
There are minor changes to skills, mostly knowledge skills. Arcana is now Genetics. Religeon is now Tech. Technology and Genetics are used to create/research most Arcane like magic effects, and brotherhood paladin abilities. Knowledge Mutation replaces Nature, and between Mutation and Genetics this is used to create/research most Divine like magic effects, and the ghoul warlock abilities.

Dungeoneering has been changed to Ancient History. It is used to gather information about robots, buildings, weapons, and other things from before/during the war, as well as information on locations and what they did before the war. The history of vault tech and their experiments are all from knowledge technology, genetics, and mutation.

Regular history has been changed to Wasteland History. This is used to explain everything that has happened in the wasteland since the war ended with mega destruction. It is used to research the different factions that have formed after the war, and information on locations current status.

---Races---
All races have the ability to play a Fighter or Rogue.

Android: Classes: Fighter, Rogue, Wizard, Warlock. Vision:(See notes) Speed: 6 Size: Med
+2 to one ability -Skills- +2 Athletics, +2 Endurance
-Ultravision­- Androids can see in all forms of light as if it was clear day, however over exposed to blinding light may damage their vision. This does not make them immune to any effect other then blindness caused by flashes of bright light. They are still vulnerable to magical darkness.
-Living Construct- (See Warforge)
-Bonus Feat- (See Humans)
-Bonus Skill- From class list. (See Humans)
-Specialized Defense- +1 to a defensive skill chosen at character creation.
-Overcharge- Encounter power: Minor action: Trigger, You hit a target: Adds a additional 1W damage if it is a weapon attack, otherwise add 1D8, to the target.

Vaultborn: Classes: Fighter, Rogue, Warlord, Wizard. Vision: Lowlight. Speed: 6. Size: Med
+2 Intelligence +2 Constitution -Skills- +2 Technology, +2 Genetics, +2 Insight
-Bonus Skill­- Any skill (See Eladrin)
-Superior Will- +1 Will Defense +3 vs mental attacks (Charm/Fear/Psi etc.)
-Bonus At-Will Power- (See Humans)
-Problem Solving- Spend twice the time needed to use a skill and gain your full level as a bonus instead of just half.

Brotherhood: Classes: Fighter, Rogue, Paladin, Warlord. Vision: Normal. Speed:6. Size: Med.
+2 Strength +2 Wisdom -Skills- +2 Technology, +2 Wasteland History
-Encumbered Speed- (See Dwarf)
-Brotherhood Fury- +1 to attack rolls when bloodied (See Dragonborn)
-Bold- +5 vs Fear
-Wrath of the Righteous- Encounter power: Minor action: Trigger, you hit a target: Target is knocked prone.

Ghoul: Classes: Cleric, Fighter, Rogue, Warlock. Vision: Darkvision. Speed: 7. Size: Med.
+2 Wisdom +2 Constitution -Skills- +2 Ancient History, +2 Stealth
-Mutation Origin- You are a mutant.
-Poison Resistance- 5 at lvl1, 10 at level 11, 15 at level 21
-Rad Immunity- Immune to poison damage done by radiation.
-Group Awareness- (See Elf, but for non Ghouls)
-Mutation- As Dilettante (See Half-Elf)
-Rad Blast- As Dragon Breath but always Rad damage, aka, poison damage. (See Dragonborn)

Wastelander: Classes: Fighter, Paladin, Ranger, Rogue. Vision: Normal. Speed: 7. Size: Med.
+2 Dexterity +2 Charisma -Skill- +2 Athletics +2 Perception
-Wild Step- (See Elf)
-Battle Ready- +2 to Initiative (See Hobgoblin)
-Light Sleep- as Trance (See Eladrin)
-Wastelander Resilience- (See Dwarf)
-Second Chance- (See Halfling)

Supermutant: Classes: Cleric, Fighter, Ranger, Rogue. Vision: Lowlight. Speed: 6. Size: Med.
+2 Strength +2 Constitution -Skill- +2 Endurance +2 Intimidate
-Mutation Origin- You are a mutant.
-Oversized- Can use large weapons. (As Minotaur)
-Ferocity- If reduced to 0 HP, make a basic melee attack as a free action. (As Minotaur)
-Stand Your Ground- (As Dwarf)
-Supermutant Heritage- (As Dragonborn)
-Ferocious Charge- Encounter power: Standard action: Attack: Strength +2 vs AC, +4 vs AC at level 11, +6 vs AC at level 21. Special: You must charge as part of the attack. Hit: 1W (or 1D6, whichever if no weapon) +Strength and target is knocked prone. Add a additional 1D6 at level 11, and add additional 1D6 for total of 1W+2D6 or +3D6 if no weapon.

Ok so, the 4E fallout DnD. The first meeting is monday, 30th, tomorrow. I will be getting on from 3:30PM eastcoast untill way late. This will be to make characters and stuff. Anyone who misses this date can still join at a later date.

About the game! Well I figured it wouldn't be too hard to just do a post apocalyptic DnD based game. If you look at the Fallout world it isn't hard to think that guns could be scarce in some places, as well as ammo being scarce. Also it is not that far fetched to assume that some people might have mental abilities so powerful or amazing that they could look like magic. So based on this I could do a DnD game in a fallout world with little to no limits on character choice.

I already decided I would have Ghouls, Wastelanders, Vaultborn, and even Androids as playable races. I couldn't decide yet if I wanted any other race's available.

For class choice I decided I would limit each race to a couple of choices, with no limit on multi classing. However I hadn't figured out how to explain divine or arcane spellcasting. Now that I have played Bioshock, I have figured it out.

**minior spoil**
In Bioshock your character gets powered up by having his gene's manipulated. In just the first level you get Pyro and Telekinesis as well as the ability to manipulate electricity. Later on you get the ability to freeze things, throw concussive blasts, and create illusionary decoys.
**SPoilz over**

So because of this little bit in Bioshock I have decided that anything can be accomplished due to Vault Tech experiments, cybernetic enhancements, or simply random mutation. In Fallout there is a badguy robot who has a human brain in it, and it can use mind control. Due to this I also have NO reason to limit androids.

Godz bless the imagination, the ultimate bullshitter.

Couple of side notes. I put spoil alerts on anything I would not want to learn before playing a game or watching a movie. Some of these may seem silly, but others are very important. Part of the end of fallout was ruined for me because some idiot just blahblahblahed it away.

Also this huge homebrew thing will feature A LOT of changes as it goes along, and not all of these will be from me. I am more then happy to take input from anyone, even if your not playing the game. However I am still DM, and my vote is all that matters, but I will listen to all arguments and try to give a reason other then "I'm DM and my vote is all that matters."

Speaking of WATCHING. As long as a person is not disrupting the flow of the game, I have no problem with people observing. Since most people have never played 4E this would be a good chance for you to see it in action.

-3/30/09-
Ok so after a bit of a snafu with the meeting, the next one will be Saturday afternoon, and the game will be every other Friday and depending on how everyone feels every Saturday we can get.

Until Saturday, I will post another journal with indepth character creation info by wednesday night.

So i hinted to everyone that i was going to write something that  hellkat and i had started off as a RP, but i think will be quickly turning into a dual writen story idea with all his favorit things at a mild enough setting that i can enjoy them.... This will contain all kinds of yummy things, but i don't want to give away too many spoilers.... Its actualy taking longer to write then i thought since i decided i REALLY wanna go through the whole thing nice and slow and take my time. In fact the whole RP might end up being two or even three posts in its own, and thats assuming me and him don't do anything else with it till i finish. So here is a sneak peak at Rai and Else, Sisters in Harmony.

In a mansion far outside of town, tucked in the middle of the forest, away from peeping eyes, was a nimble teenage girl. She was currently training in the gym. The massive mansion not only had a rather nice gym, but also a very nice obstacle course with all kinds of different challenges. This is where it struck her. She felt a sharp pain in her shoulders and immediately let go of the machine she was using. She leaned forward thinking she strained something at first, but the pain had stoped. Then it came again. It shot through her bones like as if sharp metal was being driven through them and splitting them apart, each, one by one. Minutes flew by, then hours... It seemed like a day of agony and pain. Like her whole body was slowly being pulled apart piece by piece in the most painful way possible. She passed out before it ended.
*****
Back in town was a slightly different story. A tall brown haired woman of slim build was breaking every rule by leaving her sister alone to go out on her little date. This is where the burning itch started. She excused herself and hurried off to the bathroom to a privet stall. She pulled her shirt up over her back and peeked over her shoulder. She expected to find a rash but instead she found a large patch of scales! She got wide eyed and then it hit her, a pain that made child birth seem like a stubbed toe. It was so painful she could only fall off the toilet to her knees on the floor. Her mouth open as if to scream but all that came out were high pitched squeaks of pure horror. her throat had almost closed as her whole body tensed from the incredible agony. She doubled over in mid change and puked her very fine expensive meal all over the floor. She was far from finished.
*****
Though for each of the sisters it would seem like a eternity in pain and agony, only a dozen or so minutes had actually passed. Rai and her older sister Elsa would be changed forever.
*****
She managed to pull herself to her feet. Crossing the gym floor over to the wall which was, by tradition of all gyms in the universe, mirrored. She placed her palms against the glass and steadied herself as she lifted her head, red hair falling from her eyes......... The shrieking scream echoed through the halls and sent birds to flight. She panted as she gazed at her reflection, gazing back at her.... gazing back at it... in total horror.... The once brown eyes were now bright red and had vertical slits. Her face had shifted from once a high cheek boned face of innocent cheerfulness to a short muzzle. Her hair went from a once dull red to a bright fiery orange, still just as short as ever. Her shirt had been destroyed, it had slipped from her when she stood. She twitched.... That is... Her wing twitched... She realized now as her vision cleared that she had wings, two large leathery wings. Her hands and feet ended in claws, razor sharp. Her tail swooshed back and forth behind her.... Her pants were still on, the tail had managed to rip through them so that they still fit. Her whole body was slightly taller, maybe a few inches, and a athletic build. Her tits, what little tits the teen had, were gone. instead she had powerful chest muscles void of nipples... Probably from the wings. She wouldn't miss them. she had only been teased about them. Her body was covered in a leathery sort of skin, almost like that over her wings. It was smooth yet strong at the same time. It reminded her of shark skin. Wings! WINGS! She could fly! She leaves the gym at top speed. She stopped when she made it outside, looking back... That was fast... She hops up and down in place... She felt springy, light, and full of energy. She was already in love with this body!
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Elsa dragged herself from the stall. It was a disaster. Long claw marks all along the steel dividing walls, and the toilet lid had been ripped free and twisted into a mass of scrap metal. She stared into the mirror in horror.... Her beautiful skin... Ruined. Her small wings looked decorative since they weren't big enough to lift her. She still had her silky strait brown hair. She managed to sneak out the back and get to her care without anyone spotting her. She left a voice mail for her date. In it she apologized for leaving so quick but she had received a emergency phone call and needed to rush home, using back roads along the way hoping to not be seen. The drive was so uncomfortable from the fact that she was sitting on her tail, her clothes were to tight between her legs, and her wings didn't let her relax in the chair. She was glad when she made it out of town without anything getting worst.
*****To be continueD*****

So thats it for now. I'm going to write something else quickly and post it up to show off my smutty skills. I kinda like the title.... The rest of you who arn't already drooling at the hints will figure out what i mean when i get around to writing the rest..... Ok so i do need to log off which means nothing will be posted till probly around 10PM eastern time.... I hope.... it might take longer... heh.... I still don't believe in spellchecking much, except when it comes to writing stories! Obviosly i gotta spellcheck that stuff....

Ok so everything is all bleh right now..... i'm feeling all icky and hungry at the same time.... i hate salt..... i want some spicy vegtable ramen.... oh well... bleh bleh...

So i decided i should start writing and drawing more often... so i can post it on here already.... I need to get drunk or stoned or something then get some sex.... they sell all that at walmart right? and then maybe i'll feel better......

Aparently all this shitty situation is worst off then i thought.... but hopefully my mom can find work and then we'll have the car going, i'll get to learn to drive finaly, and then something..... i dunno....

Commercials make me sad.... all these things i wish i could have but i'll probly never get to enjoy... all the new games and stuff... with my luck i might not get to even play any of the next gen systems till there is ANOTHER generation of pimp systems..... *sigh*..... corse right now i don't really care about that so much..... its just the idea that... i can't enjoy anything right now... if i got fifty bucks... i wouldn't be able to get cable net or wow or city of heroes or anything.... i'd have to ration it for food and the bills and stuff.... which sucks but oh well... I think i might go up and see if McCancer or Tacoslut is hiring.... Hopfully i can get a job some place with food... so i can get food... food is good.... yummy yum.... *sighs and slams face on desk* i swore off cancer food four months ago and would like to keep myself clean.... but oh well.... food is food and it'll keep me sustained till i die from liver failure from evil food..... watch Super Size Me if ya don't believe me.... anyway....

So i'm reading shit up about the Peace Corp and i'm trying to decide if i should do it or not.... Yeah after bitching about terrorists and religion i'm going to throw myself in a new country that probly is full of religion... Sounds like fun! woo! And of corse there is the stupid politics i bitched about and now i'm looking into escaping it to do some good.... Who would you rather vote for? Some one who served in the military? or in the peace corp? Personaly i would rather vote for some one who volunteered for basicly nothing to go help people with basicly nothing. Better then signing up to go murder people or tell people to murder people.....

So i have no idea if i'm definelty doing it yet but i hadn't post a journal in awial so i figured i would vomit some words onto my journal.... Maybe when i actualy have people watching me i'll be able to look back at what they thought of my opinion? Heh.... i think the only person who really reads these is myself... but oh well... i still have a place i can put my thoughts down....

Corse i don't know what i should do! I mean.... i feel really depressed right now so maybe alot of this is just feeling low and wanting to escape my life.... i do want to help people.... but... is this really worth it? I could feel totaly difrent once i get there.... But i love helping others... But i get easly irritated with annoying people..... and gods how i would hate to go to Africa and have to deal with the AIDS and stuff... would probly drive me mad and not help at all....

Oh well..... honestly i post my thoughts here hoping some one will notice and look over them... and maybe comment or something.... but most the time the comments i get are just from friends who i already talk to about these things, or they just throw up something goofy or whatever.... i wonder if anyone will even notice i posted a new journal?

(added one hour later) I just did a variaty of work out stuff, figuring if i wanted to do this i better get in shape.... And after a hour i start having doubts already.... It seems more and more like its just a way to escape my current crappy situation of depression.... So I'm gonna sit on it for a week or so and then decide if i'm still intrested....

Yeah i just posted one, why didn't i add this there? Huh? Why ya wasting paper? HA! Jokes on you asshat i'm not using paper! Well piss off,fuckyou,youwant a piece fo me?! No i want the whole cheese! *rolls around beating himself up*
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Well i decided to post another journal because this topic, which i'm trying my ass off to remember what it was, is totaly difrent from the other one.... ah hell i forget what the hell it was... probly something about the war in iraq, something along the lines of the democrats not going "I told ya so!" and the republicans trying to pretend that we didn't.... I mean fuck.... What did every single person against the war say? (other then guns bad diplomacy good) It was that this war was going to be a cluster fuck we'll never get out of and it will fail horrably.... and what happened? Its a cluster fuck that failed horrably.... you know it occurs to me that we are hiring blackwhatsit to fight there.... how much did they cost? Wouldn't it have been more effective to save that money and make our own troops better? Wouldn't it have been smart to spend one of these trillions of dollars on armor for our guys? Or..... Or maybe..... Maybe they ment for our guys to get hurt.... cause if our fighting troops, including the national guard, are depleted and weak, this leaves us open to attack from a privet mercinary group which could take over or something..... good thing we arn't funding anything like that!....eh heh.... heh.. oh fuck me with a sidewinder.... a poor deffence is a shitty offence.... good thing we got both right now... i'm surprised we havn't been hit with another terrorist attack... our CIA must be kicking some major ass....

CLINTON!!! Thats what it was! This bitch.... thiiiisss BITCH.... She voted YES to go into IRAQ... and now that she is running for president she is all 'oh sorry i didn't mean it' and stuff.... but guess what? SHE VOTED YES TO GO INTO IRAN!!!! That freaking gods that the rest of congress realised that this is totaly stupid.... who the fuck is going to iran?! The salvation army?! We don't have enough guys for the war we are running now and we want another? Gods we are stupid.... Hillery is stupid..... some one staple gun a little flag pin to Obama so the republicans don't call him a terrorist.....

And thats another thing! Obama! How is he not a african amarican? Who could bloody question that? One of his parents is Amarcan..... and the other is Egyption!!! HE IS BY DEFINITION A AFRICAN AMARICAN!!! He is more african amarican then most the black leaders question his blackness!!! And don't youb point your 'biggot' labler at me i could give a shit what race or gender some one is! I just want people to stop being idiots!

Speaking of idiots! I am ashamed of our democratic congress... they have the majority and they are totaly nerf.... You remember Nerf? The foam guns that shoot foam covered foam that hurts like never? Well thats our congress..... non binding resolution my dick.... These idiots promissed all kinds of things and now they fail like idiots.... At least bush sticks to his guns and does what he says! sorta..... Well he does what he means to say but usualy he says things and they get said and we hear them and we don't understand him cause he's a fucking idiot..... But at least he does what he wants to do! Where as congress is just a bunch of cunts! And not the fun kind!

Son of a bitch..... I just wanna get out of this country already.... you know we're looking more and more like russia.... Anyone who opposes the ruling party is labled a enemy.... Our economy is shit.... Our technology is falling apart.... And the new technology to replace it will only need replacment in three years if not less.... At least when video games come out with a new system its because its better!..... fuckheads.... the worst part is.... nothing we do will make it better unless we do it together.... but it seems no one wants to bite the bullet.... My country can do amazing things when we set our minds to it.... We dug a trench through central amarica when we didn't even own the land! We saved the world from Evil! (Hitler was evil, Bigotry is evil, told you i'm not a bigot, except when it comes to bigots) Fuck..... How is it we are falling into another great depression? Can we please just re elect bill clinton and get things working right again? I mean hell..... Our planet is gonna kill us within the next fifty years either way so can we at least have a proper government so EVERYONE can live free and happy, Not just the cocksuckers on top....

And another thing?! We shouldn't elect clinton cause he is a draft dodger who smoked pot? You fuckheads! Bush is a coke monkey who daddy kept out of the war too!! Ya know how clinton was a draft dodger? He was in college taking all kinds of classes and becoming a fucking brilliant person! This numb nuts probly had daddy bribe him through college!.... Gods when will it end?

So aparently forty days or something ago some one came up with the idea that they can fight crime in Orlando with the power of prayer! (To catch you up, i live a half hour from orlando, so these idiots run my TV, seeing as i have no cable) So they decided to meet every day and pray to god to stop crime.... The funny part is this wasn't a small little cult... this was a large scale effort of christians AND the police!! Thats right, cops, the same ones who carry a GUN, also gathered with these people to pray!... Ok obviosly by now you can tell i'm not horrably religious myself... However even I understand that this is not how god works! Acording to god, AKA Morgan Freeman, he works totaly diffrent! You ask for courage, he gives you the chance to be couragous, you ask for bravery, he gives you the chance to be brave... You ask for low crime, he gives your dum asses the LAW and some GUNS and some COPS and gives you the chance TO FUCKING FIGHT CRIME YOU FREAKING IDIOTS!!! The thing is of corse this didn't really help crime, and if anything these cops who went to this place slacked a little bit cause 'god would pick up the slack'.... My parents have never forced religieon on me.... They both have religious beliefs that are very difrent from the norm, and i didn't find this out till about 15 or so.... I think the fact that i never had religion forced on me is why I could personally give a shit when it comes to what anyone believes in... as long as they keep it to themselves.... But when people make a public ass of themselves, and then the news puts it on TV and broadcasts it not only to me, but this signal is broadcast out into space, it is polution of the cosmos with stupidity! Somewhere there will be a alien race who gets this signal and attacks us thinking that our only defence will be to 'pray' they go away....

Ok so i might of gone a little crazy..... I kinda snapped when i heard about this story... Wouldn't you? I mean... Really... These people..... *sigh*...

So yeah.... I'm reading the artist's comments from my favorite political cartoonist... and he was talking about how everyone, either realising it or not, is worried about the next attack. At first i thought "Thats poop! Your writing poop!" but then i thought..... I live in florida.... a stone throw from the cape.... Ya know... Nasa?... So every time the shuttle comes in BOOM BOOM! sonic boom and i dive under the table.... Its got to the point where i gotta keep track of this shit just so i don't have a heart attack.... And to make it worst... i live near nasa, near orlando, two decent bullseyes for the terrorists, and then i do some searching and find out i live near two nuclear plants.... YAY!.....

So i've been feeling extra bleh latly.... The Doom RP was keeping my mind off things but i can't keep VK occupied all day... aparently all of Fur Affinity collapses if he doens't get time to his work... hehe... Plus i think i'm getting on his nerves.... oh well... i can deal with it i guess....

Still no one reading these yet.. But i've finaly posted two journals within a day of each other.... so maybe it'll start a trend.... who knows.... it isn't making me feel any better about all the crap in the world.... i've been thinking of turning off my TV and avoiding all possable contact with the news for awial to see if that helps... or possably commiting myself to a nuthouse... its not that i'm suicidal or anything... just a nervous wreck... shit i'm so lucky i don't have a job or i would of totaly lost it this week.... bleh... i think i'm just being a total ass recently.... GRAH!.... I need a vacation from reality....

So thanks to Hellkat i've come back. The reason i left was because my lost internet at home, and only recently got dial up. Even then i still didn't come back because... Well... Kinda hard to be apart of a sight about art when you don't have a fucking scanner to scan your art.... However i might be able to use a scanner at my grandparents house.... (Why do they have cooler computer stuff then me? they are my grandparents! My grandfather has a DS and plays it daily!!!! Wial i'm playing the original DOOM and other old games....) So who knows, i might have a bunch of crappy sketches to throw up soon.

I'm still sorting through all the recent submissions and redoing my favorites.... I hope to get it down to one favorite per watched Artist/writer.... But who knows, i might have a couple more... or maybe two per? I dunno!

So recently i've don a Modern D20/DnD hybrid home brew clusterfuck that is focused on the DOOM story, and its the best i've ever done with DMing a online game..... Of corse its a solo game between me and hellkat but its still awsome. Its so hard to keep up with it though when i'm such a lazy bitch. I'm also mixing in some Future D20 things in to make it niftyer.

I'm using alot of the DOOM monsters in my game, like zombies, Imps, Demons.... And i'll probly use alot more. However i don't know if i want to add any more of my own to it..... Who knows....

I drew a picture of my favorite raccoon getting caught diving into a trashcan... and her girlfriend, my character, catching it on video. She continues to deny her adiction to trash, but I will prove to the world that she is a dumpster diving trashcan rummaging.... thing.... wow i'm tired....

Ok so i lied but then again i got like two people watching me and i'm sure one or both dun even know i'm alive.... so hell i slacked!

First of all.... i'd like to mention that i absolutly love cheese and thats not what this is about.... cheese as food is good.... it was just a comment about the way i aprotch movies.... Skycapton....burn it..... Life Aquatic.... don't burn it.... its a fine line.... but thats still not what today is about....

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/jessicaelwood/ has starteddrawing human parodies of anthro characters.... and its brought up a question to me.... how many awsome and nifty things out there are just parodies, and sometimes cheesy ones at that? Personaly i can think of tons of movies and games which are more rip offs then parodies.... but what makes a true parody? is the word i'm even looking for parody?..... who the hell knows....

Scanner still isn't bloody working so its hard for me to draw it seems.... I finaly finished the dragon kitty picture but with no way to scan him it feels waisted..... still going to try and post every other day even though i doubt anyone will see it! For anyone who does, Thanks, cause that means your enough of a fan to read back into my past journals since no one was reading these when i posted them.

Also i still don't believe in spellcheck, but i do believe in google for words you plan on using several times but don't know the spelling.... like... parody.... and i'm sure thats not really how its spelled but whatever.

Ok first comment..... the yar was a typo.... and i just couldn't bring myself to correct it! cause ya know what.... pirates.... thats what..... i dunno its early in the morning and i have no sleep.....

OK! so i've desided that i will post in every other day! its a job now! cause then my friends and people will be able to keep up with me! yay! and even if i have nothing to write about i'll bullshit something...... just like this!

So my friend is playing the new/old Bully game..... its new to me damnit.... and i think i've fallen in love with it! Its got so much darkness weaved gently into it, but its still a decent story that dosn't bring GTA right into the school scean.... it was well done i think so far, a mixture of dark humor, school yard humor, and oddly enough i even get a tim burton feel from it.... like..... Nightmare Befor Homecoming or something....

OH! Another thing! Why did Prederz Concreat Jungle get so much hate?! I love jumping around in that game! I guess its from the almost total lack of replay but i would figure it would at least be worth talking about! Its sooooooo fun!...... i think i'll play it now..... uh..... hmmm..... maybe later.... tomorrow.... next week.... but you gotta admit its super kewl walking up behind some one, grabing them by their head, and just jerking them aside wial breaking there neck, punching them in the face and their head explodes, and of corse simply lifting them up by their head having them scream and flail around wial you squeeze their head till it pops like a zit!..... the game had the beast stealth kills EVER! n.n

Also if people want me to write about things i'd be more then happy to... just shout it at me... or throw a brick at my head wiht the suggestion writen on it... gotta keep me on my toes after all!

One last the befor i go..... how would you eat some one? Like... plain crash, deserted, canabalism... how would you eat them? oh and spell check is for lozers who try to hide the fact that they can't spell right! i suck at spelling and my gramar is poop... so why hide it? anyway...... HAPPY NEW YAR!..... four days later....well i'm always late!

Once agian.... spell check is for the weak and dishonest.... i know i can't spell, and now so do you!.... I was going to make a comment about Thanks giving dinner and my odd eating habits..... but its kinda far along... i was then gonna write about Xmas presents and such but..... too early....... so i have settled.....

BIG FANCY DINNERS! Thats right.... be it Thanksgiving, Xmas Eve, Easter or whatever made up holiday you use as a excuse to stuff food into yourself giult free.... this is for you.... but really its for me..... This.... was my thanks giving.....

Mother had made mashed potatoes.... lets start on those.... she aparently forgot how she used to make them, having not in awial..... so we had a mashed potato gravy this thanks giving.... it honestly looked like a pile o horse cum slowly spreding across your plate..... but it was good even though disturbing...... We had two kinds of stuffing and it makes me think of this.... there are two kinds of people.. those who love stuffing... and those who think its...... no... i think you know which one i am.... i have yet to taste a stuffing i like.... The turky was slow roasted over twenty four hours, and then baked for a few more..... this was.... the best turky... i ever had... the dark meat was so perfectly turkyish and not too sweet, and the white meat was perfectly spiced, none of it even needed seasoning...... i wish i had more..... there was also biscuits, cranberry, and..... gravy....

Ok there are three of us, me my mother and step father..... I start off by getting turky and laddling some potato gravy over it, i then grab, yes grab, four disks of cranberry, with my hands..... and some rolls..... biscuits... whatever you couldn't tell.... i pick up a disk of fruit gel and eat it, i eat most of the turky by hand... and i only used the fork to scoop some sliced turky and potato onto the roll...... ooooooh and did i forget to mention our corn and green beans were practicly raw? but they were ok... especily on my samich......

Ok so now you know several things..... one.... my mom can cook but sometimes botches..... two.... never invite me to dinner.... heh..... ok i'm not that bad in public.... and three..... nobody in the world really likes stuffing....

this one was half assed because i'm in a half assed mood.... i'll definetly post another one after Xmas about presents, and one around new years about explosives.... so...... this is my present to the three people who read my stuff! woot... ok... so um.... time to go away..... um..... shit..... i guess i forgot a exit stratigy..... um...... Merry Coldasswinterholidaystuff! I hope you get enough snow to enjoy, but not enough to make you desire global warming! Corse since 50% of the people reading this live in florida...... i hope you..... um...... get....... stuff?

Happy holiday stuff....

(Befor you read my journal keep in mind.... this is sapose to be fun, not homework, spellcheck and grammer be damned! At least i try a little...)

Yes it has been awial but i am back it seems.... And i am here about..... ca-CANDY!CAN-candyCAndy!!! Candy.... I went out of corse Trick-or-Treating and found myself very alone with my two friends.... it seemed no one was in the mood... if we hadn't of cought some one about to head in who gave us three fist fulls each it would of been a bust, its a good thing it was mixxed...... now lets go over these.... treats..... these.. suger bombs.....

Suspect 1: Good old Tootsie Roll..... mmm..... is it just me or does every shape seem to have a slightly difrent flavor? I'm not a fan of the long thin ones, but i love the thick ones, and i got a soft spot for cute little ones.... n.n

Suspect 2: Whoppers..... You either like them, or you don't.... thats it... personaly i hate them and i'm giving them to my friend flat out no trade...... EVIL!.... maybe i should burn them....

Suspect 3: Kit Kat..... It makes up for the whoppers, and i don't know who started the trend for gving out full sized kitkats but it is spreading and i think they deserve a nice buttsecksing on the house n.n

Suspect 4: Reeses.... try spelling that without the candy in your lap..... Sometimes i eat mine in two bites, chomp chomp. Sometimes i eat all around the edges, pull the chocolate off the top, and eat the rest.... sometimes i'm a little crazy when i eat...

Suspect 5: Name brandless bubble gum..... This stuff isn't that bad..... i like eating three or four at a time.... however....

Suspect 6: Jawbreaker..... these buggers come unmarked sometimes.... as does identical round gum..... the only way to find out is to have a bite! Seems like a cruel joke to me!....

Suspect 7: Sixlets..... DOES ANYONE LIKE THESE?! I'd rather have a rock...

Suspect 8: Random unmarked hardcandy/lolipops.... Does anyone actualy sell this stuff? I'm not a buyer of candy i prefer to dress up in cute outfits and have strangers give it too me but i've looked over the candy for sale..... i think the people who make these also make the horrable nameless chocolate which is fetured to the world only during easter, and halloween when they rewrap it in a difrent wraper and send it back out....

Suspect 9: Candy Corn..... see whopper... however i think the older you get the more you like it, kinda a familiarity.... the world will be crazy and aliens will rule, but candy corn will still be around and unadvertised! Sadly...... i did not get any..... TT^TT

Suspect 10: skittles/M&Ms.... the yin yang of candy.... same shape, difrent contents, but deep down in skittles is a horrable evil which makes you eat more, and deep in M&Ms.... it may take two hundred.... you find yourself wanting to never see one again....

Suspect 11: Gummy life savers! One of my favorits i can never bring myself to pay money for, i don't mind others buying them for me, in fact i've even had a straight guy buy a big sack of them for me to cheer me up.... but i just.... can't... spend my own money on them!...... *chew chew* n.n

Suspect 12: WARNING WARNING! HIGHLY DANGEROUS! Yes this one is the halloween slasher of candies...... candy corn is ok because you might see it at other times of the year, and it is ok..... but.... those little peanut butter monster candies, orange wraped or black wraped, they are evil.... I think only old people like these things, also only old people know what they are called, also i don't think anyone actualy buys them or hands them out.... they just apear wherever large sums of mixed candy gather..... CONSIDERED ARMED AND REVULTING! THROW AWAY AND NEVER LOOK BACK!

Now your probly saying "But but but.... you left out...." well thats why you can always reply, because i'm done for now... for one reason the rest of my candy is put away and i dun feel like getting it out to write about..... the other reason being i don't feel like writing much mo-

It occured to me as i was under attack by closet stalking zombies (See Drayk's journal on his dream.... the comments that is.... wow i had trouble spelling journal and its right in front of me....) that the least i could do is post little short storys or funny things or all sorts of things in my journal untill my artist block (Aka lack of scanner) gets cleared up........ OK maybe i DOOO need something to scan first....

Zombies + Chainsaw = FUNFUNFUN!!!
~Deadrising

OK alot of you are like..... ZOMG YOU SUCK I WANNA PLAY...... ok so there are only two of you and one of you has 400 people they are watching.... (This posted when only Doral the watch slut(I still love you.... don't hurt me T^T ) and Drayk were my only spectators.... but o well... I am mostly doing this for me, thats right, this is for my entertainment!! Not yours you masses of nobodys!!! mwahahah!.......back to zombies) Anyway! The game isn't too amazing, definetly not worth puting the money down to by the bloody Xbox, and if you already have on BY GODS RENT! After you play it for around 24 hours total you have done everything, there is no need for infinit mode, and there is no need to continue, its all the same. HOWEVER...... For those first few hours of zombie hacking fun its the best! For those who are stupid, weapons have durability, they break quickly, 20-40 zombies or so. However there are books you can hold in your growning but never large enough inventory to increase the durability by 3..... in the case of the small chainsaw there are three such books which yes sweet zombie jesus do stack! I murdererized over 800 or so zombies befor this thing finaly gave out, and thats probly closer to 1000..... The best part is it also takes down the psychos in only a few hits! woot!....... so what if wial trying to pick zombies off your survivers you accidently chop them in half..... MWAHAHAHA!

As i mentioned befor.... this is for my entertainment... not yours..... but i still love you all!