Hello anyone who knew Inferno, I am his husband Alex, coming to pass on some very unfortunate news. As of October 23rd, 2020, Inferno has passed away and is no longer with us in our lives.

Inferno has been battling health issues, pains and problems for a few year and only those who were really close to him were aware of these problems because he didn’t ever like bringing his battles to the forefront of anything. I will not be answering questions outright on this account, but will leave it open a couple days to just redirect anything to this journal and let people know, and then I’ll close it down and log off for good.

I plan to leave his gallery up and everything in view for you guys because many people probably hold precious memories of him. A father, a loving friend, and just a great guy. For those who have questions about this man,  John-Maxwell will answer any question he can but please be respectful to him and of the dead as he is grieving in his own way and might take some time

Inferno will dearly be missed and loved by many. And I’m sorry this new had to happen...

My starter for this is simple, without a doubt my support and beliefs stand with the protestors, and those wanting justice for what happened to George Floyd, as well as for people who want to see a reform of the police and their powers and all that. I back the protests and even stood with one in my town the other day with my cousin, a cop who is in support of them and did everything to make sure things were safe while making sure those protesting knew he was in their side.

I mention he’s on the force because recently I’ve seen a lot of ACAB support and hate on cops, and I feel it is best to talk about that. Yes, our system is screwed and it needs a reform, and I hope that those achieves that goal. But as a man who has family that has done more for the community and the people they serve, as a cop, than some of these protestors sitting on Twitter, I find it disgusting that we are developing the mentality that they’re all bad when I can promise you, some of them have done more than those sitting behind a screen yelling support.

My biggest problem with what I’ve seen lately is a lot of people seem to be picking and choosing what counts in these situations. I’ll use this as an example:

David Dorn, a black retired police officer, killed by looters in St. Louis. While his death was shown in the news, it was drowned out and even on Twitter I barely saw it, and it was only brought to my attention in passing by Kevin. I don’t use social media to often so maybe I just missed it, but where is the outcry for him? From what I’ve heard, he was a good cop, yet you want to brandish all cops as bad? And even in my home city, I’ve had many cops do a lot to support black families, and just everyone in those communities, yet you want to call for all being bad.

Then there is the matters of the riots, I’ve seen a lot of people claiming they’ve all, or at least mostly, have been caused by police, yet I’ve only had people give two examples. But to put it simply, as people we aren’t sheep, and the fact people let riots get this bad just because a cop started them? You need to learn to control and fight it, stop the few rioting and protest peacefully, rioting isn’t going to solve anything no matter how many times you shout it will.

I know it isn’t my place as a white man to speak when I don’t physically see it, but I have friends, a lot of which are like family, who are black and I know a little, because with my work in a church I’ve gone to states and seen it. So I may be a white man but I at least can show I understand and want to support everyone in this matter.

I want to reach out and call to anyone reading this, black, white, anything, anyone who reads this:

Donate, support, grow awareness, petition, peacefully protest. If you can’t donate, share a link so others can donate, if you can, join a protest, keep the peace, don’t let the cops that are actually bad get you into danger, fight back.

But never forget there are good cops, cops are also men and women of color, or are white, and some are bad, but there are a ton of good ones to.

We are humans, we have the power to stand up for what’s right, we can fight and help one another.

I implore to my friends, and some stranger who might find this, do what’s right, fight the injustice, show the world Black Lives Matter.

Don’t go spewing ‘All Lives Matter’. While it may be true, we have to show the world Black Lives Matter first, because until people are treated equal, and can be seen as equal, without anything like the George Floyd incident happening, or like the assassination of Martin Luthor King Junior, we cant truly believe all lives matter. Stand up, protect those around you and correct the wrong in this world. Do the right thing, but please, don’t riot, don’t kill. And remember, there are bad people in all groups, but some bad apples don’t ruin a whole orchard. Cops, citizens, black, white, stand together and make a difference. Because Black Lives Matter

https://www.change.org/p/suspend-uk.....shields-to-usa

https://youtu.be/bCgLa25fDHM

I also implore you, share links in the comments, talk about it, teach, but don’t attack. Share links to show where people can support. Please be respectful and open minded, and let’s change for the better

I’m OLD!

Not really, but still, getting there. So it’s my Birthday but I wanna also be an embarrassing dad and call out my son who happens to share a birthday with me!

 john-Maxwell
https://inkbunny.net/YusukeNakamura

Happy 22nd Kevin, I love you a lot bud. And anyone who reads this, if you feel like it, wish him a happy one.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/34874203/ a very cute raffle someone is doing, I say check it out

Hey guys, figured with how slow my life is I wanted to kinda open up some and look for any potential role playing partners!

To give an idea my main interest is spanking, and role reverse stuff but I’m also willing to try new things as well.

I’m open to do rps here and in discord so feel free to message me any interest

https://inkbunny.net/j/363325-Yusuk.....back-plus-work

Hey, if you’re looking for a mini book about a character of yours, he is doing cheap 10-22 chapter books for a good price

If you have the funds and wish for a story about your character(s), Yusuke is an excellent writer and wants to challenge himself.

If you can’t pay or don’t want one, passing the word around helps to, thank you.

A handful of people knew but I’m mostly back, still recovering and still unable to actively move around but I am back

You are important.

You are special.

You are loved.

Never let anyone tell you otherwise.

Gay, straight, Bi, furry, whatever you are, embrace it.

If anyone ever needs to just... feel accepted but is scared to in real life, I’m always open. Even if we barely speak, or have only spoken once, please don’t hide it away from everyone.

You’re loved, and no matter what you are, and what you believe... I believe in you. Don’t let them push you down

There’s always someone willing to listen. I’ll listen. Will others who know me also listen?

(So long dear friend. 6 years and it still hurts... you are missed)

A little around two decades ago around this day was the week my life changed. For people who don’t know, I was born and semi raised in a broken home. Neglected, ignored and all around just abused in some way.

Then one day it happened, my mother was taken from this world, and my father tried blaming me for it. If it wasn’t for an amazing human being, and caring man, he wouldn’t attempted to murder me for the loss of my mother. That man was Sean, better known as BluetheDino on Inkbunny. From that day Sean has been everything my father wasn’t and then some.

Every year I have memories of what happened, and what might’ve happened had he not shown up when he did. With some tough proceedings, my father was jailed and I was taken into Seans family as his brother, a foster child technically.

Every year this day is special to me because it gives me a day I can hold onto and always tell Sean “Thank you, thank you for what you did on this day.”

Even if you don’t have a perfect relationship with your father, but a okay one, remember to thank him, and to show some appreciation.

And if you don’t have that, thank a fatherly figure or surrogate, tell them you’re grateful. I have a few people I’ve thanked today for helping me get through. Sean, Baku, Lyle just to name a few

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And to everyone that has wished me a happy father’s day and those who thanked me, you’re welcome. I am glad I could make an impact in someone’s life, even over a screen. In rp, in text, in person, a fatherly figure can exist, and I’m an example of that. I have people here I call my kids, and I’m glad to say I’ll listen like one if needed.

Thank you.

Another year has gone by, I’m getting old, but it’s my birthday. But that’s not the purpose of this journal, this journal is to wish my “son” John a happy birthday. He makes me feel old lol.

But seriously, you guys should go follow him on here and Inkbunny, Hes funny kid and a great writer. Go give him a look

furaffinity.net/User/john-maxwell
Inkbunny.com/yusukenakamura

Hey you guys, you should go and take a look at this new user, my son John.

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/john-maxwell/

He’s a good writer, friendly and I figured I’d help him get some notice

Well... I’ve decided that I’m gonna really reduce my presents on sites. After some heavy thinking, I just feel I have small reason to be so active. I’ll see look every once in a while and answer messages, and I’ll still have discord open and hangouts, but honestly, it’s better for me to limit my presence.

Thank you for understanding.

Finally out of the hospital. I got picked up today and now I’m just relaxing at home. I’m not back to full strength yet but at least I’m home.

Hey everyone,

I’m alive, thank god.

I’m still in the hospital sadly and will be until Tuesday. The doctors want to be sure that I am okay and going to survive off their machines. I’ve shown a lot of good signs and they plan to let me go Tuesday. But I’m returning to here earlier than Tuesday because I more or less have alll my energy. Thank you all for being patient, I’m back and slowly coming to full strength.

Hey guys... guess I oughta explain what’s been happening. A little around three weeks ago, I was in the process of my hard drive being fixed. It got fixed. But why hasn’t there been any stories, or anything? I’ll tell you why...:

Sunday, October 28, mid day... I was checked into the hospital, and have been there since, because I had a panic attack so bad, it caused my body to shut down, and my heart is currently struggling to function. The doctor told me, because of many medical reasons, that I have to stay here until they get this stabilized.

I have my laptop with me, and I use it sometimes when I’m feeling up to it, but a lot of the time I’m in intense pain, and so I’m never really thinking much about typing. When I do, it’s for stuff like this to let everyone know what’s wrong.

The doctors originally thought I’d be out of here this Saturday... but it turns out... I’m here a little more than a week longer than that... I won’t disclosr much about why unless you’re a really close friend... but I won’t be posting for a while.

I really wanna go home, be with my family and get stuff out for you guys... but I can’t. I’ll hopefully be out in a week or two, and be back to things, but right now I’m unable to leave and... well, I’m extremely depressed about it, I won’t be doing much in the ways of communication, except a few times I’ll try for my friends.

I’m sorry everyone,

I’ll be back soon.

So my harddrive is fixed, my husband finished it up and it works like new, only lost a few files that he was able to recover earlier today. I should be back to writing and start making music like I had planned soon... but that’s where the kicker comes in.

As some of you know, I’m a father of six, five adopted sons, and one biological daughter, and I devote a lot of my time to my kids. Well we just learned a couple days ago that my oldest son, one who writes stories on inkbunny, has a mental issue called emotional detachment, meaning because of some incident we are trying to figure out... he can’t process or understand emotions as well as he used to. So until he starts feeling better about this whole thing, im going to be spending time with him to help him get through this.

I don’t know how long it’ll take and I do plan to get my stuff up like promised, but my son needs my help and I’ll be devoting most of my time to him.

I’m sorry this has taken so long and I really apologize to those I owe stories to, this has been a hectic year for me.

First and foremost I feel I need to talk about something quickly because there’s a lot of people who asked me about this.

I am not biased, in any situation. Just because you’re my friend does not mean I’ll favor you over someone else if the evidence is presented. I only speak from what I see, and not from how close as friends we are. I love my friends a lot, but my friendship won’t blind me from what others think. You have to put in the work to give me reason to favor you, I won’t just defend you because you’re my friend, especially if you’re guilty.

As for the update;

My harddrive should be done next week. He said either it’ll work or he’ll go and buy me a new one. I’m extremely grateful for my husband for trying and hopefully next week I’ll get to finishing requests. Thank you guys.

So my husband managed to get most of the files off the hard drive and put into a file on his computer, and I might just use his whenever he’s not at work until mine is fixed.

Requests will start again soon, but my hard drive is still dead and my husbands work schedule is very busy so my time frame for writing with his laptop is very small.

Sooooo anyone who has a request from me, I ask for a little understanding.

My computers hard drive died on me and it refuses to work, and I’ve been trying to fix it for the last few hours. The issue is... it has all my work for requests as well as my actual job on it. My husband is currently working on it to see if he can fix it, but I might need a new one, so getting requests might take more time just so I can get my work stuff back first.

Thanks for your understanding.

If I dissapeared, how many people would be hurt, or sad?

I’m not going anywhere, but I’m just curious what I’d be leaving behind if I actually disappeared...

So it anyones been paying attention in the past year, you’d know that there’s been a nonstop back and forth fight between me and my ex husband. As of a couple days ago things finally came to an end with a solution no one really wanted but it was the only choice, and I’ve been debating even talking about this because of how much actually went on. But I really need to say it to make sure everyone knows that there isn’t a place for pointing fingers.

Basically, as the title of this says, there is no bad guy in the situation, despite how I felt and how I handled things, chris isn’t a bad person, he just... it’s hard to explain. He wants to be happy and not fight but like myself, he doesn’t really handle things that proper. We both screwed up trying to figure this out. I’m guilty of it as much as him, and we both caused this. I tried to hard to prove a point to him, and he tried to hard to make me look bad, we both screwed up.

My son said it best on chris’s Goodbye journal on Inkbunny, no one wanted it to end with him leaving inkbunny, but it became to much from both sides that finally a third party, mine and Chris’s son, had to step in an ultimately say what needed to be said. I won’t say who’s side our son chose because that’ll cause to much trouble, but both my sons made it sound like they know chris has changed but hope he’d go back to what he used to be like

Now, I’m gonna say this plainly, don’t hate chris just for what I’ve shown, everything I’ve shown is just a part of chris. Back then he used to be really shy, and caring, but recently he’s become something I can’t really relate to. He has an image of a ‘bad boy’ type and honestly that’s not something I can be angry at, sometimes people change because they feel comfortable like that.

So please, don’t think chris is something awful just because of my opinion, there are aspects of chris that are still good, and I want people to hopefully accept that before they decide to blindly follow me in what I say. Chris may not be something I agree with, but you might like him.

John said it best on inkbunny, there may be a time we can actually forgive chris for what had happened, and one day work it out. It might take years, but that’s something only time can tell. But don’t think chris is someone to just avoid because of how he acted to me, he probably won’t act the same to you.

There was no bad guy in the situation, just two bull headed people who tried being right. At this point, whatever happens happens, but don’t go hating chris just because of me. My upset and frustrated actions are solely because our marriage ended on bad terms, and they shouldn’t have, so please, don’t take my word for gospel, base your own opinion of him from what you see from him. Because I don’t want to be the cause of someone’s life getting ruined, he deserves a change even if he hurt me, he didn't hurt everyone else

Chris, if you read this, I hope things go well for you. We may never speak again, but I at least wish you a happy life. We made our choices and now it’s time to rebuild our lives without one another. The years were fun, but it just couldn’t work. Good luck to you.

https://inkbunny.net/j/331097

My son says it perfectly. Enough is enough. You know who you are, leave Yusuke alone. We have enough proof, so just leave the boy alone. You’ve already threatened him before, he doesn’t want you around. Leave him alone

How far does someone have to go before it can be classified as stalking or abusing? This is a serious question.

Since there’s some new people around I kinda felt it right to kinda talk about who I am, and hope to not scare people off. Just a few generic things to let people know what I’m like:

My favorite music:
Metal and rock are my main favorite types but I’m open to most. I just don’t like techno much

Favorite band:
Five finger death punch... or Disturbed. Depends on the album

Names I go by:
Jared, JJ, inferno, ferno, that one wolf.

A few personal things:
I’m 26, I’ve been unofficially married twice and now happily married a third time officially with the sweetest wolf of a man. I work as a teacher and in the summers I kinda just sit around playing games or practicing my guitar. I’m self learning electric to myself and hope to one day contribute my music to something amazing

Can you message me?:
Of course! I would LOVE to read messages and have conversations with people! Go ahead and send me a message, I’ll love to talk.

Do I rp?:
Yes, I love to RP, its sometimes I’ve done for nearly ten years now. I rp mainly spanking stuff but I’ll rp anything, I have my kinks but I’ll gladly do someone’s kink just because I’m curious. I’m also very submissive so If you do rp with me, expected to either be the dominate or be ready to protect my stupid ass because I’m oblivious.

My specialties:
I can write, and I’m mediocre on guitar and I’m a drummer. I hadn’t done drums in almost 8 years now. It was a high-school thing.

Do I take requests:
For stories, yes, I’ll write anything if you ask

If you have any other questions, refer to section: “can you message me?”

Thank you all for being wonderful!

I think my page is being stalked. And I think I know who’s doing it. I won’t elaborate on this but just know I’m gonna be a bit suspicious for a few days, because if I am being stalked I’m gonna find evidence.