If God created our world to be perfect and without harm, why does he let stuff happen, he sent Emmanuel to us for him to be killed in order for us to have a free life, but if what god wants is for us to be happy, why does he let all this torment happen, the hatred others have for people, rivalry, everything... I mean he also tries to keep gays at bay but if someone reads the book of Samuel in the bible, you see that David and johnathon have a gay relationship... And in the gospels he let the hatred of others kill Jesus, of god didn't want us to be gay or to murder, people are breaking because he shows us it's fine by giving us his word called the bible. If god had mercy we would have had easier lives... If god existed, we wouldn't have issues on FA about break ups and people gettin mad at another and saying things they shouldn't... If my superior read this I'd probably never preach again but fuck it, I'm statin my opinion, if god is really watching us... Than prove it

I won't suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted
Surrender to nothing, or give up what I
Started and stopped it, from end to beginning
A new day is coming, and I am finally free

Run away, run away, I'll attack
Run away, run away, go chase yourself
Run away, run away, now I'll attack
I'll attack, I'll aa-WHOOOAAAAAAAAA

I would have kept you, forever, but we had to sever
It ended for both of us, faster than a
Kill off this thinking, it's starting to sink in
I'm losing control now, and without you I can finally see

Run away, run away, I'll attack
Run away, run away, go chase yourself
Run away, run away, now I'll attack
I'll attack, I'll aa-WHOOOAAAAAAAAA

Your promises, they look like lies
Your honesty, like a back that hides a knife (knife)
I promise you (promise you)
I promise you (promise you)
And I am finally free

Run away, run away, I'll attack
Run away, run away, go chase yourself
Run away, run away, now I'll attack
I'll attack, I'll attack, I will attack

Run away, I'll attack, I will attack
Run away, I'll attack, I will attack

Run away (Run away), I'll attack (I'll attack)
I'll aa-WHOOOAAAAAAAAA

Your promises
(promises, promises)
I promise you
(promise you)
I promise you
(promise you, promise you)

I wanna make a story based in the past when inferno met his friends, it also doesn't have to be the way an RP meeting though, just make somethin up on how inferno meets your characyer

my sanctuary where dreams and lies just melt away utada hikaru

Someone said to make a list of characters of mine that'll make a come back in the future:

Talios
Skab
Nanaki
Diana
Dyna
Delta
Alpha
Beta
Lord wolfbane

New characters:
Tifa
Vincent
Dante
Callie
Reeve
Reece
Reno

So today I was dating a guy who I THOUGHT was my friend, but I saw him making out with some BITCH who he broke up with a month ago, I'm so infuriated, I hate when these peoe trick me, just to make someone jealous... Fuck him and fuck that bitch

Well, everybody's got a story to tell And everybody's got a wound to be healed I want to believe there's beauty here Cause oh, I get so tired of holding on I can't let go, I can't move on I want to believe there's meaning here

I just want to apologize to silver, and all those who defended him against me, unturned from my old faith, I turned into a tyrant just to protect cuaroc, but I lost my temper... No pastor should ever do that, I swore, called people names as I regret it. I hope you all can forgive me.

Okay so y mate  gaomon2 made me realize I'm more submissive than dominate, and it ain't bad

my chains are gone, I've been set free, my god my savior, is reckoning, and like a flood, his mercy reigns, unending love, amazing grace -amazing grace

I finnaly realize why silver said those things, and I'm not happy and free I'm going to stay out of it, it's not my fight and it never was

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be fated to telling only lies

But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free

No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like i do, and i blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through

Discover l.i.m.p. say it [x4]
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one knows how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies

No one knows what its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes

Just a second a go I realizes I said something to someone, not saying anything, that made me realize I've just done something completely against my ways, I believe in God and the Christ, but I said thin that would go against them, I'm realizing I told someone to pray for another's safety when it's me that should apologize and pray... I let my protective nature run over me like the fuckass I am, am now to realize what I said, just makes me feel like I shouldn't even have been lucky to be here, God created me to spread his message, and I go against it, I've failed myself, everything I've tagut my church, and I've failed what I've taught Drax... How the he can i even call myself a human fucking being after this, God have Mercy on me, that you will forgive my sin...


I can't even talk to anyone involved now without crying, I even find it impossible to press that damn button that says 'send' I'm afraid that I'm done either way, I'm done and I'm sorry, I've excluded my self from all this fighting, I'm done

Okay so I'm Doing a story on final fantasy 7 and I wanted people to see if their interested:

Cloud strife: Cerin  spunkycat2
Barrett: inferno  inferno_the_dragon_wolf
Tifa Lockhart:
Red XIII:
Aerith (will die in story):
Cait sith:
Sid:
Yuffie:
Vincent:  silver_shadowheart
Reno:
Rude:
Ellena:
Rufus:
Sephiroth:
Jenova:
Hojo:

(The rest will just be with their names

Okay so I cleared all my stories except a desecrated world, reason being that they were un needed, I'll be remaking skabs quest, because SKAB needs memories... So yeah, I'll be starting new stories soon and I'll open them for slots for people, so be expecting

The big bad dragon is back to make more request, if you've had a request than tell me

Request:
 chelseacatgirl [QUOTE] I have a story request, it's where Gill Grunt was invited to Terrafin's place, and Terrafin has sex with Gill such as spanking him.

 king_kangaroo teenage Rey Roo get spanked by Shep GSD for not telling him about his dirty diaper and leaking it all over the house.

If I could go back in time I would tell my younger self that he will make mistakes, and one will involve killing two parents on accident then adopting a 20 year old nut case (max)... Yeah I can't make that sound normal

What would you do if you could repeat the past?

So I don't remember any stories or projects I'm doing so yeah

Plus I'm back... Drax will be back may 15th once he isn't grounded

Okay so due to Draxs wisdom teeth being pulled, I decided to keep him out of school for a week, so I decided to spend time with my little boy and took a vacation with him, I'll see you all when we get back :p

"Hello Reese, it's been two years since the war on crayles, I know you can't know where I am now to save you and delta, but it's hard to believe how long it's been, I'm writing to say how it's all going. Lets start with Pruia, Pruia had gone under the wing of a blacksmith In Order perfect the perfect weapon for her self, to pass to her son Alexander, zelos and Bryant still fighting on crayles calling thee selves the dimension hunters, skab was regressed into a child, and max too him in as a son, it's hard to believe how quick max grew up, just for us, Talios and johnathon were buried next to eachother, heh, my big brother and weapon dying at the same times durin the war, Alpha is now my apprentice, he says no one can beat him yet I throw him around the field all day... I'd really like to hear what's happened to you and Drax... Tell Drax I love and miss him, and no matter where I am I wi be in his heart."

-signed, Jared the hero (inferno)

So me and Drax are cured :) but sadly now Drax need 6 teeth removed (two muller and wisdom teeth) I feel bad for my son

Okay so my docter just told me that Drax and I have a recurring disease that possibly could kill is... I'm pray that atleast Drax and be saved, and if I can't, I want Drax to be strong... So incase I'm gone from this world... I wanna say I love everyone I met and you guys meant a lot to me ^^

Is it a good thing when I'm happy for beating y elder brother at guitar hero after many years?

Happy 22nd birthday to me

Happy 28th birthday to inferno

(I want to do this before I finish any stories, except Jared's quest)

<<warning has death of some characters and blood>>

Okay so I was planning to do a story on infernos beginning when he was created in a lab after his human self off... For the first 3 chapters will be on infernos human self leading into slayer killing off inferno... After that ill want to know who wants to join, it's basically how inferno met his friends once he became a dragon, this story also explains the rise of his enemies slender, inferdno and the desecrates, and why his life keeps changing (like his age changes rapidly from young to old than to young again)

Now for those who want to join... Ill need a reason on why the character meets inferno and were... This story takes place 10 years into the passed so I'd also need to know how old each character would be

Cast:  max_the_charmander age 9, meets by calling inferno a bastard for killing his parents
 inferno_the_dragon_wolf inferno age 15
 baby_drax Drax age 3, found when slayer kidnaps him from an orphanage, saved by inferno
 jake_the_demon jake age 10, is saved by inferno
 jewelslion age 7 on pandora
 spunkycat2 age 15-16, saves inferno from a jam

Here's how I see my family... Online and off

As myself: I have Drax for a son, max as a brother, jake as a cousin, another infant son, dead parents

As inferno: I have Drax as a son, cuaroc  dragi_king as a son, max as a brother, gaomon2 as my furry mate, I'm looking for a dragon mate,  shinytotodude as a little bro,  silvershadow_heart as a step grandson....

Damn my online self has a crazier life

Shit where do I begin: some nights - fun, the day she got divorced - Reba (how my mother was), never to late - three days grace, I hate everything about you - three days grace, afterlife -avenged sevenfold, love the way you lie - eminem (after mind and roses breakup), like toy soldier - eminem, talking to myself -eminem, dreamed -ozzy osbourne, changes - eminem/ozzy, running out of time -ozzy osbourne, secondhand serenade - fall for you, lips of an angel - hinder, lies - marina and the diamond, the kids arnt alright - the offspring, the end of the line - offspring,

I wan to give a happy birthday to everyone who has one on April 10:

 inferno_the_dragon_wolf turning 22
 rose_star_dragon turning 23(?)
 john_wolf_cub turning 14