I just cleared around 50 things from my gallery that I was ashamed of having.

All my stories are still up, as awful as they are, but most of my old drawings are gone (I kept the ones that were really good, like the cerin one and the Leblanc one.)

And I also cleared a few images I had of commissions because of who was in them. I only kept one of them because the art was really well done. But because of a certain Ex person in my life, I had to clear my gallery for my sake.

Now that that’s done I’ll be getting in your stories

Hey guys and gals,

I’m married! I cried so much yesterday as he said ‘I do’ it’s not even funny. But I’m happy and married to one of the best people in the world (there’s to many of you amazing people!)

But we decided to hold off on our anniversary since I have kids, and he’s a company manager so we can’t just drop everything and go.

Starting tomorrow I’ll be getting on requests finally because I have 5 I need to finish, and holy shit I’m sorry it took so long. I’ll make it great for you four people who made requests!

Second, discord:

I use discord a lot and if you like to rp or even have story requests you can feel free to add me on discord at inferno_the_dragon_wolf#6541

Green means I’m down to talk
Yellow means it’s up but I might be AFK
Red means I’m either really depressed, don’t wanna talk or am with my man

But I usually have it on green so if you wanna message just send it and I’ll answer as quick as possible for your lovely people.

It’s weird being married officially, my last two weren’t even real marriages... so being married for real is really emotional. Thanks for your patience people, I love you all.

I’ll be almost totally gone for the next two days.

My wedding is tomorrow, I’m nervous

If you try to pass blame to someone else because you can’t accept you messed up, than you clearly don’t deserve those friends. Friendship and love are built on accepting your screw ups and working past them. That’s how I’ve kept so many great friendships going, because they all work on making sure they don’t hurt one another and if they do they try to learn from it.

No reason in particular why I wrote this, something just told me it felt right to share. It kinda fits with something that happened to me last night honestly.

Two weeks left until my wedding. The time is slowly creeping up on me and I’m nervous. Hopefully once it’s over I’ll finish all the requests

A little update.

I’m writing again, so my last three requests and the gift I owe someone is in the works now.

My wedding is slowly creeping closer so it’s just taking more time, I apologize

https://inkbunny.net/submissionsvie.....o&success=

If you’re a member of Inkbunny and want a good story to read (it’s incomplete but he updates almost weekly), you should go give his story a chance. I think it’s pretty good and he’d love the feedback to be a writer!

Please give him some feedback

(If you don’t have an Inkbunny but have something like wattpad I can also supply a link for that if you need it)

Update: yeah, gotta little on my mind and right now I’m not in the mindset to work 100% on stuff here. I’ll try and get the last two requests out for the people who have them but right now I’m having to deal with planning my wedding, getting my kids ready for school and making sure my emotionally unstable son is ready to go back to college.

With all that I’m going to be taking a break, I cannot physically and mentally handle the stress of working on music, stories and rps all st once, while taking care of my life stuff. It used to be easy back when I had help, but right now I’ve kinda lost that help.

Breakdown: literally just look at the above paragraphs. I got so overworked that I curled up on my bedroom floor and had a panic attack for almost half an hour. My heart was pounding like crazy and I could not control myself. It’s no ones fault but I just can’t handle the stress until things slow down. I’m not accusing anyone but just please understand my activity is gonna plummet for a while.

I yelled at a friend even, someone really close to me all because I wasn’t stable enough to tell him the right way I needed space... I’m shattering so fucking fast

Advice: if you get married and than divorced, MAKE SURE THE OTHER PERSON WILL STILL BE RELIABLE! I don’t mean to sound aggressive but right now I’m also fuming by the fact I can’t rely on my ex to take care of a person he called a son. This kid I know on here and on google hangouts, he considers me his dad, and I try my best to be there for him, but in my current situation it’s almost impossible for me to help him out, and he can’t exactly fall back on my ex because his opinion of him is so low right now... so if you get married, either make t work or make sure they’re still reliable, because if not than you’re gonna struggle and suffer.

I know I said I’d stop bringing him up, but today finally pushed me over the limit when the kid who thinks of me as a dad said he felt sad because things felt so distant, and I can’t fucking help because my hands are tied in so many things. Today I was thrown over my breaking point when I learned my son can’t even rely on my ex to help him when I’m falling apart.

Get a relationship that works, don’t end up like me. Stressed, angry, depressed and bound. I’m totally useless to my own child and that pisses me off. I’ll be on sometimes but I’m taking a break, I’m past my breaking point and honestly I can barely take it. I’ll get requests done as soon as possible but for right now I’m falling apart.

I forgot to share this months ago, but I’m on discord now if anyone wants to chat on there. My name is Inferno_the_dragon_wolf#6541

So after I finalize these requests I have, I have a story concept I wanna run by people and see if they like it.

A world only seen by a chosen few, accessed by a door in the woods. Any mere normal mortal would walk right past or even through the door since they can’t see it, but if you’re chosen, you can enter and see the world of Drelecia, the Crimson dream. The world is ravaged by war and sorrow, and it’s up to those few to choose a side and fight by them to stop the war.

The only issue, the ‘dream’ is reality and dying here will be the end of you, leaving your body in the doors place in the woods for everyone to wonder what killed you. Only one side can win.

(This’ll be linda like fire emblem Fates in terms that I’ll be making four different endings for the story, each being apart of the separate sanctions. How does it sound?)

I really wish I could understand why people enjoy making sweet innocent people feel useless, hated or make them feel as if they’re a pain or an issue. I won’t go into much detail but someone close to me did something worrying, all because he was being bullied like that.

I had rushed him to the hospital because he did it, with a note that basically said the world is better without it’s issue.

Seriously, why do people bully to the point of wanting to harm yourself? If it weren’t for doctors knowing what they were doing, he would’ve given up. Why would people be so cruel as to make someone think the world is better without them.

He’s a good kid, so why torture and bully him like that. He’s been through enough.

So all the requests are almost done. I’m taking a bit more time with these because a couple are a lot more mature than what I’m used to writing so I wanna get these perfect. Sorry the delay was so long, but I’m trying to make this great for those who asked for them

So, I’m gonna share why FA is really the only site you can ever really find me, because someone asked why I have no other sites or social media.

I’m hated in most places, I’m hated on animeotk (I’ve been there since it started), the mods hate me and I’m harassed by many of the site users except for a couple, but I knew I wasn’t wanted and stopped answering there and really going there.

Inkbunny,.. I’m not hated but it’s not my type of site, I joined there a few years ago because one of my Ex’s wanted me to, but since that relationship ended I decided to abandon Inkbunny.

I don’t do social media so that’s immediately out of the question

And any other site I used to frequent like a forum site known as Shoujo has since been deleted and shut down.

It’s hard to be places in the Internet when you’re a very hated man, I only have 7 people I constantly talk to on here, and on google hangouts, and honestly a lot of it was from my name being blasphemed and accused of stuff that never happened. People show favoritism and will listen to their friends when it comes to how people are, and won’t try to see if its true.

In my time on some of those sites, there were 4 people who constantly Intentionally started shit with me, and turn around to make me look bad, and no one bothered learning the truth, and if I showed proof I’d be ignored for being a piece of shit.

In all honesty, I’m not the best person, but the burdens I’ve had placed on my aren’t easy to bear, and I only took the burdens because I’m a good man at heart. I try to fix the problems caused by others, because I’m not gonna let the people I care for get hurt.

So just to let those trying to constantly harass and blaspheme my name, don’t forget, you’re not going to get far. I may be hated by many, but I don’t care what people say about me, if you think I’m a:

“Horrible no good piece of shit who should’ve never even joined, and should’ve died before.”*

Than by all means, keep saying it, because I’m done letting it affect me. I’m hated on a lot of sites, and that’s okay, because hatred of strangers means nothing to me.

But this is why I only use FA, because this site doesn’t have people trying to get me hated, because there’s no reason to hate me. On here, I’m a good friend, a good person and I’ll do anything for those I call my friends, so please, keep trying to get me hated, I won’t bat an eye anymore.

*actually a message someone sent to me on aotk, he was since banned but it didn’t really get to me.*

It’s hard watching someone you love so much suffer from actions of people. My son has been sick for a week now, and is currently going through three different forms of therapy. He doesn’t have a lot of friends because most people just use, abuse and lie to him, and he’s kinda just... kicked when he’s down.

It hurts a lot when he’s just crying himself to sleep, and there’s nothing you can do do fix it, because the thing he wanted to go right never does. A broken down and hurt young man... abused, neglected and lied to by many, it’s horrible.

How can one cope with watching your closest family suffering

People aren’t just things, people have emotions, and people shouldn’t be hurting those same emotions. Treat people how you’d wanna be treated, don’t hurt a person, they’ll end up treating you similarly.

Especially when a person looks up to you and idolizes you, don’t treat those who look up to you horribly, they deserve to be treated better.

Just remember some people won’t show it... but neglect like this can kill a person. Don’t be that type if person, be nice and caring to those idolizing you.

I see it to often, and it’s awful seeing people treat those looking up to them like shit, it’s disgusting!

Lately I’ve noticed a lot of artists I watched (now unwatched because of this) are very full of themselves and all around egotistical like people owe them something.

This one artist I watched had made a YCH art piece, and no one bothered buying the slot for it, and so they started Spamming the image every few hours, and then finally made a journal throwing a bit of a pity party about how it’s a shame it’ll go to waste.

Honestly, don’t do that, don’t be an egotist if you’re an artist, it makes you look bad and you’ll end up losing a lot of credibility,

Another issue is also in some commission artists I once followed. I’ll use my brother for an example. He had spent a couple hundred dollars on a commission, and it was two years ago, it’s two years now and it’s barely out of the line art phase, and it’s only just starting.

He’s been really patient about it but two years with little progress and having the same artist constantly make YCH and opening commissions again makes me angry just because as an artist, you shouldn’t be opening commissions, getting the up front hundred or so dollars pay, and then rarely work on it for 2 years, that’s stupid.

If I was my brother I’d be demanding my money back because two years of waiting is beyond absurd. Seriously

Artists who become egotistical or think they’re all great and then treat people like that don’t deserve to be making money for art, because that’s just cheap, dirty and scummy.

That’s just my thoughts in this, sorry for the rant

Alright so I got a lot of stuff cleared up and so requests will be written within the next week or two, thanks for the patience

Good afternoon everybody,

My son is running a poll to figure stuff out for his live stream schedule and isn’t appreciate any of my friends and follows to answer this, it’s gamer oriented and entertainment style, so be honest.

Live: https://www.strawpoll.me/16026227
Video form: https://www.strawpoll.me/16026238

Just a simple vote,

Thank you all

I was six when this came out, so I feel somewhat old seeing the 20th anniversary, but I’ll get over it for one of my favorite Nintendo 64 games ever

For the people who have requested stories, I will be getting those started soon. I have to take care of things before I can but they will be written soon!

Hey all, just wanted to say I’m open up for story requests, I’ll write anything up to an R rating, anything past that no, but I’ll write any story for you up to R.

As for upcoming projects:

I’m going to be helping YusukeNakamura over on Inkbunny do music for his story and I’ll be posting it either here or YouTube and posting links for you guys to see.

And for my own personal projects, I’m gonna start doing video game covers, my current one is”‘uncontrollable” from Xenoblade Chronicles X.

Hopefully I’ll have the music ones up for you guys to enjoy, but as for now writing is all I’ll do for now

To my friends and others. If you ever wanna rp or just chat, feel free to note me, I answer all notes.

My main rp focus is spanking but I’m happy to try their people’s interests to

https://inkbunny.net/j/321142

My adopted son John/Paranoia_lp is making a novel series, and wants to make it into a huge project (like making it into a game later on).

I’m not asking to donate to him, but if people could get the word about his story Tale to the King out to people, it would be greatly appreciated. The story is pretty good and worth the read if you want a story on anthros and humans at war.

I haven’t made anything for... two years now? Honestly, I don’t know what I wanna do post wise.

Do people wanna hear music? Do people wanna read stories?

I originally thought about making name icons for people, ones better than my current one, but this isn’t the site for this.

If I made music, what kind would people wanna hear?

If I did stories: what do you wanna read about?

I’m open for ideas to get myself back to posting