(Unfortunate) March 2025 Update
Posted 8 months agoHey so uh... I didn't really wanna do an update before my birthday, but well, I'm uh, sorta grieving?
My cat, or one of them, Tribble has unfortunately passed away, having choked to death not long after failing to throw up. It was sudden, unexpected, and unfortunate.
I've been expecting her mother, Doom (who is well over a decade old by now) to pass away within the next few years, but certainly not Tribble.
She was such a loving puss and I will sincerely miss how affectionate she was and the little jingle of her bell whenever she made any extreme movements.
We must keep living I'm afraid... I want all of you to keep living too.
Stay safe, stay strong, stay alive. I love you all.
My cat, or one of them, Tribble has unfortunately passed away, having choked to death not long after failing to throw up. It was sudden, unexpected, and unfortunate.
I've been expecting her mother, Doom (who is well over a decade old by now) to pass away within the next few years, but certainly not Tribble.
She was such a loving puss and I will sincerely miss how affectionate she was and the little jingle of her bell whenever she made any extreme movements.
We must keep living I'm afraid... I want all of you to keep living too.
Stay safe, stay strong, stay alive. I love you all.
January 2025 Update (and what the fuck is up with me)
Posted 9 months agoGood day to you all, if you even see this (believe me, I don't check journals either, it's fine).
It's Sebastian, and I'm not dead luckily, go me.
So uh, I've been meaning to make another Journal for months now, especially after the new year, but I've kinda been putting it off much like... Well, alot of things.
Long story short, I'm in college now (doing Level 3 Media) and I've been a bit busier than usual even if I've technically been home more. Yeah, that sucks, and I've been a bit frazzled as to where I am around things, buuuut... I mean, I'm alive, aren't I?
To lead onto that, I've been dealing with a whole load of relationship issues.
Had a boyfriend, lost a boyfriend, got him back, had 4 boyfriends, had one again, have four again. Poly is an odd thing isn't it? Anyway, so uh, I've also fallen out with some people, most notably being a certain Noivern you'll still find in my shouts... Well, it's more like he decided to abandon me out of insecurity and I was left with an unbearable sense of hollowness as it was the third time he'd done so, but... Ugh, thinking about it sucks.
For the sake if his privacy, I'll not elaborate, and don't go badgering him about it either, he certainly doesn't need it, okay?
On the lighter note, I've been trying to write some more, though not with much success. There's tons of things I wanna write, most prominently currently I'm working on a plot synopsis for a hypothetical Star Fox Zero sequel. I still need to rewrite The Imp And The Owl's Prologue, I have another hypothetical game I haven't finished planning out, etc (don't take all this as me actually planning to make these games btw, I have neither the time, the knowledge or the people to actually make these things a reality).
There's other more minor things to mention, like me modding my 3DS and playing through alot of games I've been trying to get ahold of for awhile, me getting into Beastars, me revising my Pokémon cast heavily, etc.
Alot less interesting stuff happened than you'd think.
But anyway yeah, that's all from me. Let's hope I update sooner next time, eh?
It's Sebastian, and I'm not dead luckily, go me.
So uh, I've been meaning to make another Journal for months now, especially after the new year, but I've kinda been putting it off much like... Well, alot of things.
Long story short, I'm in college now (doing Level 3 Media) and I've been a bit busier than usual even if I've technically been home more. Yeah, that sucks, and I've been a bit frazzled as to where I am around things, buuuut... I mean, I'm alive, aren't I?
To lead onto that, I've been dealing with a whole load of relationship issues.
Had a boyfriend, lost a boyfriend, got him back, had 4 boyfriends, had one again, have four again. Poly is an odd thing isn't it? Anyway, so uh, I've also fallen out with some people, most notably being a certain Noivern you'll still find in my shouts... Well, it's more like he decided to abandon me out of insecurity and I was left with an unbearable sense of hollowness as it was the third time he'd done so, but... Ugh, thinking about it sucks.
For the sake if his privacy, I'll not elaborate, and don't go badgering him about it either, he certainly doesn't need it, okay?
On the lighter note, I've been trying to write some more, though not with much success. There's tons of things I wanna write, most prominently currently I'm working on a plot synopsis for a hypothetical Star Fox Zero sequel. I still need to rewrite The Imp And The Owl's Prologue, I have another hypothetical game I haven't finished planning out, etc (don't take all this as me actually planning to make these games btw, I have neither the time, the knowledge or the people to actually make these things a reality).
There's other more minor things to mention, like me modding my 3DS and playing through alot of games I've been trying to get ahold of for awhile, me getting into Beastars, me revising my Pokémon cast heavily, etc.
Alot less interesting stuff happened than you'd think.
But anyway yeah, that's all from me. Let's hope I update sooner next time, eh?
Summer 2024 Update
Posted a year agoHey all, it's me, that asshole that keeps posting Pokémon on sprites and then dipping out for another month just to post art that my Ex made. So, it's been 5 months since I last wrote a Journal, mostly because I've had no reason to, but now I feel like I might aswell, mostly because right now I legitimately have nothing else to do.
So. What has been happening?
Well, I fell out with Ray again, my education is shifting again, I've been up to stuff on AO3 (Though that has dried up recently due to a motivational slump) and, most importantly: I have BIG plans for the future... Relatively.
Long story short, Neo Mobius and its sub-series are so back.
I may be branching out to the Sonic Oddities Wiki very soon with my highly expansive roster of characters and the AU(s) in question. Might not be entirely guaranteed success, especially with how much I'm going to be revising the Neo Mobius Timeline. So uh, yeah.
Aswell, I have some Pokémon stuff in the works, just fanfiction obviously and I know that gets basically no views on here (I'm still bitter) but I figured I may aswell mention that. Oh, and The Imp And The Owl is still on the table though it is on a bit of a Hiatus due to burnout. Sorry.
That probably doesn't sound like much but now that I've graduated from a lil' smth smth, I figured I might aswell actually turn coal into diamonds and get shit running properly (With help obviously). I hope y'all enjoy whatever the hell I have for y'all in the future is entertaining enough.
Hope y'all have a good day, enjoy your... I dunno what furries do for fun, which is bad as a furry myself but... Uh... Don't die! :3
So. What has been happening?
Well, I fell out with Ray again, my education is shifting again, I've been up to stuff on AO3 (Though that has dried up recently due to a motivational slump) and, most importantly: I have BIG plans for the future... Relatively.
Long story short, Neo Mobius and its sub-series are so back.
I may be branching out to the Sonic Oddities Wiki very soon with my highly expansive roster of characters and the AU(s) in question. Might not be entirely guaranteed success, especially with how much I'm going to be revising the Neo Mobius Timeline. So uh, yeah.
Aswell, I have some Pokémon stuff in the works, just fanfiction obviously and I know that gets basically no views on here (I'm still bitter) but I figured I may aswell mention that. Oh, and The Imp And The Owl is still on the table though it is on a bit of a Hiatus due to burnout. Sorry.
That probably doesn't sound like much but now that I've graduated from a lil' smth smth, I figured I might aswell actually turn coal into diamonds and get shit running properly (With help obviously). I hope y'all enjoy whatever the hell I have for y'all in the future is entertaining enough.
Hope y'all have a good day, enjoy your... I dunno what furries do for fun, which is bad as a furry myself but... Uh... Don't die! :3
:')
Posted 2 years agoOkay so uh
Bad news, I broke up with Ray.
Worse yet, we did not break up amicably on account of it turning out he's kind of a horrible person.
How fun.
So uh, no more nice TIATO Art sadly :(
Bad news, I broke up with Ray.
Worse yet, we did not break up amicably on account of it turning out he's kind of a horrible person.
How fun.
So uh, no more nice TIATO Art sadly :(
Fanfiction Woes
Posted 2 years agoSup my good fuckers, it's me.
Been a couple months since I've really said anything on... Anything. Kinda my L to be honest, but shit has been busy with stuff. Anyway uh, so, as y'all are probably aware, I write alot of fanfiction, and I've teased alot of Pokémon stuff in the past... So where is it all?
Sorry to say, but most of it is cancelled - in fact - it's all relatively non-canon. Mostly because I got my shit together when it comes to character consistency, but also because alot of the work is unrefined, unfitting and... Well, let's say they bring back bad memories.
So, in short, sorry to say, but no, you don't get Basorexia or Collapse/Embrace.
Been a couple months since I've really said anything on... Anything. Kinda my L to be honest, but shit has been busy with stuff. Anyway uh, so, as y'all are probably aware, I write alot of fanfiction, and I've teased alot of Pokémon stuff in the past... So where is it all?
Sorry to say, but most of it is cancelled - in fact - it's all relatively non-canon. Mostly because I got my shit together when it comes to character consistency, but also because alot of the work is unrefined, unfitting and... Well, let's say they bring back bad memories.
So, in short, sorry to say, but no, you don't get Basorexia or Collapse/Embrace.
It's Another Update!
Posted 2 years agoGreetings everyone, it's me again, ya boi.
So, FA Content has been a bit scatterbrained for a bit, mostly because alot has been going on. Been back in school, been stressing out alot, I have a bunch of art that I'm waiting on from friends and I've had alot of projects again. Sorry to burst everyone's bubble here, but sadly, Collapse/Embrace is probably cancelled. I know, ooo, such a tragedy. Jokes aside, the fic was just painfully slow honestly, I've made much more progress on other things. I've been uploading on AO3 a bit more, which you can see here: https://archiveofourown.org/users/C.....sisProductions
I've been working on a few fics, such as the next chapter of Heart On Fire, a new fic that stars Noah and Jakob (set in the Guild Days canon), the Guild Days fic itself and even remaking, once again, my Farewell Trilogy. It means you get to see Bastian and Aura together again, which is nice.
So, FA Content has been a bit scatterbrained for a bit, mostly because alot has been going on. Been back in school, been stressing out alot, I have a bunch of art that I'm waiting on from friends and I've had alot of projects again. Sorry to burst everyone's bubble here, but sadly, Collapse/Embrace is probably cancelled. I know, ooo, such a tragedy. Jokes aside, the fic was just painfully slow honestly, I've made much more progress on other things. I've been uploading on AO3 a bit more, which you can see here: https://archiveofourown.org/users/C.....sisProductions
I've been working on a few fics, such as the next chapter of Heart On Fire, a new fic that stars Noah and Jakob (set in the Guild Days canon), the Guild Days fic itself and even remaking, once again, my Farewell Trilogy. It means you get to see Bastian and Aura together again, which is nice.
An Update
Posted 2 years agoSo uh... It's been a month since I published any fanfiction, which has been eating me up inside for awhile. To say that it's been easy to get shit out would be a lie, I've been hitting road block after road block after road block with my writing. I've switched up my writing style, which has rendered many of my drafts unsatisfactory and uh... Just generally not been having the greatest time with ideas and all. If anything, expect the next fic to not be Basorexia, as I'm not sure whether or not to continue it. Instead, I've decided to focus the most on Collapse/Embrace, since it works as an introduction to Zorin and his general character, something that hasn't held much presence in any other works.
I apologise for the lack of any of that, especially with all the teasers that I've shown since the last fic release about a month ago, so... Uh, yeah, it's a pain in the ass for me too. I'll try as much as I can.
I apologise for the lack of any of that, especially with all the teasers that I've shown since the last fic release about a month ago, so... Uh, yeah, it's a pain in the ass for me too. I'll try as much as I can.
Finally!
Posted 2 years agoFinally, The Saved And The Saviour is out! Tbis took forever to get out for... absolutely no reason. Two weeks for something that took way less than that...
Though that's probably cuz of like...
Idk, mental state n shit idk. I dunno.
I'm tired dawg.
And you won't like what I did with the ending-
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52993843/
Though that's probably cuz of like...
Idk, mental state n shit idk. I dunno.
I'm tired dawg.
And you won't like what I did with the ending-
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52993843/
Slamming my head on a table here
Posted 2 years agoUgh fuck shit cock and balls piss...
Man, I do not feel motivated to do anything.
I have several stories on the back-burner, I'm sure you've noticed that Apotheosis PT.1 is gone (probably for good since Apotheosis is just... uncomfortable). I have five stories currently in the works:
Guildmaster, O' Guildmaster - Seb x Bastian
Affinity For Zoroarks - Bastian x Zorin
What's Yours Is Mine - Bastian x Olli/Ace
A Friend In Need - Bastian x Luka
I am just fuckin... aaaaugh, I'm tired. Still have shit irl going on aswell, it's all just a mess honestly. Man I'm tired.
Man, I do not feel motivated to do anything.
I have several stories on the back-burner, I'm sure you've noticed that Apotheosis PT.1 is gone (probably for good since Apotheosis is just... uncomfortable). I have five stories currently in the works:
Guildmaster, O' Guildmaster - Seb x Bastian
Affinity For Zoroarks - Bastian x Zorin
What's Yours Is Mine - Bastian x Olli/Ace
A Friend In Need - Bastian x Luka
I am just fuckin... aaaaugh, I'm tired. Still have shit irl going on aswell, it's all just a mess honestly. Man I'm tired.
Discord!
Posted 2 years agoHeyyo Guild Members! Guildmaster Bastian here again, for the first journal in a about a week and a half. I hope you've all been well, cuz I haven't been too hot, but that's besides the point. I'd like to just announce that, yes! I am on Discord! My User is cultleaderlamb, of course named after my most recent poké-crush. I may be working on a Guild Eterna/Team Rising Sun server at some point, where I can post updates and stuff. Neat, right?
Feel free to friend me if you were just wanna talk or wanna just ask about HARMONIUM as a story 'n' stuff. If even not just that, you can always just have me for updates if you'd like!
Anyway, that's all for now, check out my most recent story!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52604136/
Feel free to friend me if you were just wanna talk or wanna just ask about HARMONIUM as a story 'n' stuff. If even not just that, you can always just have me for updates if you'd like!
Anyway, that's all for now, check out my most recent story!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52604136/
Profile Updates (And general updates on me)
Posted 2 years agoOkay, so uh, as you've probably seen, I've changed a few things. Switched up my theming not too long ago, changed my User ID twice, switched out a couple of Featured Posts and now I've finally decided to flesh out my folder list. Hopefully this makes things alot more navigable, especially given my somewhat erratic upload schedule consistency.
Also yes it's been awhile since I've posted a journal so uh, yeah, here's a lil bit about me.
I'm doing just... absolutely swell, no stress at all. But, in all seriousness, I've been a bit down again (not like that isn't frequent as it is, being my hypersexual depressive ass isn't exactly hard, but it isn't exactly fun either). Got into Ken Ashcorp, hence why my recent writing, APOTHEOSIS PT.1 ended up having references to his track I'm Your Slave in it. It has genuinely become a song I relate to on an unexpected level, considering my other favourite track from him is fucking Touch Fluffy Tail. Point is, music is helping me cope and yet is destroying me at the same time.
Thanks brain, very cool.
Here's a link to APOTHEOSIS PT.1, have a good day, noon or night lads.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52473854/
Also yes it's been awhile since I've posted a journal so uh, yeah, here's a lil bit about me.
I'm doing just... absolutely swell, no stress at all. But, in all seriousness, I've been a bit down again (not like that isn't frequent as it is, being my hypersexual depressive ass isn't exactly hard, but it isn't exactly fun either). Got into Ken Ashcorp, hence why my recent writing, APOTHEOSIS PT.1 ended up having references to his track I'm Your Slave in it. It has genuinely become a song I relate to on an unexpected level, considering my other favourite track from him is fucking Touch Fluffy Tail. Point is, music is helping me cope and yet is destroying me at the same time.
Thanks brain, very cool.
Here's a link to APOTHEOSIS PT.1, have a good day, noon or night lads.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52473854/
An Introduction To Me (V2)
Posted 2 years agoHey, so, the old one was outdated as fuck, so... We're doing a sequel! Or remake! Whatever you consider this, I dunno, it's not like people are gonna read this, y'all are here for the Pokémon stuff. Anyway, so:
Hi, I'm Seb. I'm just some dumbfuck who decided one day when he was 6 years old that "Y'know, I enjoy writing, Imma do that" and years later, here we are. I also do some sprite recolour/edits for fun, still very new to that. I mostly do image edits, usually in the form of Album Covers I make for fun (and to vent alot tbh).
Now, I obviously don't just stick to FA, oh no no.
I obviously have a Wattpad and DA, they're in my bio, but I also have Discord! How fun.
HARMONIUM-GUILD#8027
Go toss me a friend request if you're up to it.
I could take requests, though virdict is still out on that. Will point out, I usually only do Pokémon or Sonic stuff, but it is basically all Pokémon nowadays. Sorry to say, I'm drifting away from Sonic, dunno if you could tell by me putting all of my half a year old Sonic stuff in Scraps.
As far as that goes, this is basically all I have to say for this. Hope y'all enjoy my inconsistent ass posting.
Hi, I'm Seb. I'm just some dumbfuck who decided one day when he was 6 years old that "Y'know, I enjoy writing, Imma do that" and years later, here we are. I also do some sprite recolour/edits for fun, still very new to that. I mostly do image edits, usually in the form of Album Covers I make for fun (and to vent alot tbh).
Now, I obviously don't just stick to FA, oh no no.
I obviously have a Wattpad and DA, they're in my bio, but I also have Discord! How fun.
HARMONIUM-GUILD#8027
Go toss me a friend request if you're up to it.
I could take requests, though virdict is still out on that. Will point out, I usually only do Pokémon or Sonic stuff, but it is basically all Pokémon nowadays. Sorry to say, I'm drifting away from Sonic, dunno if you could tell by me putting all of my half a year old Sonic stuff in Scraps.
As far as that goes, this is basically all I have to say for this. Hope y'all enjoy my inconsistent ass posting.
Guess Who's Back~
Posted 2 years agoWUS GOOD BITCHES, IT'S YA BOI
Yeah, I've been gone for a hot minute, haven't I? Well, here I am, back and better than ever! Started writing TXT stuff aswell, so now I can post my writing here! Gamin'
Anyway uh, I don't have much else to say other than expect more Pokémon stuff.
Yeah, I've been gone for a hot minute, haven't I? Well, here I am, back and better than ever! Started writing TXT stuff aswell, so now I can post my writing here! Gamin'
Anyway uh, I don't have much else to say other than expect more Pokémon stuff.
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