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Patreon Gran-Opening (New Launch Date)
General | Posted 3 years ago——————
Greetings mortals~
I have an announcement in regards to my Patreon. Last Thursday I made an announcement discussing new information about my commissions. That same announcement contained additional information about my Patreon. One of the things I mentioned was that my Patreon would open on the 19th. Well, I forgot to open it... Below you will find information about my Patreon, as well as the new launch date.
You will be able to subscribe on Friday, Dec 23rd, at 11am PST
My Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/iniquity_arts
🛑 Please do not pledge until Dec 23rd! 🛑
- The tiers are currently hidden. You will not be able to access the rewards until the tiers are published on the 23rd.
Tier One - Disciple ($5)
- WIPs
- Timelapses
- .CLIP/PSD Files
- Art Archive
Tier Two - Apostle ($20) 🛑 This tier is limited to three Patrons. There is currently only one spot left! 🛑
- All goods from the previous tier
- Request a drawing from me once a month. Two colored sketches featuring one OC, or one colored sketch featuring two OCs
Patron rewards will be able to be accessed either on Patreon, or in my Discord server!
——————
That concludes my announcement. Thank you so much for your support! I also apologize to anyone who expected to be able to pledge on the 19th.
Greetings mortals~
I have an announcement in regards to my Patreon. Last Thursday I made an announcement discussing new information about my commissions. That same announcement contained additional information about my Patreon. One of the things I mentioned was that my Patreon would open on the 19th. Well, I forgot to open it... Below you will find information about my Patreon, as well as the new launch date.
You will be able to subscribe on Friday, Dec 23rd, at 11am PST
My Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/iniquity_arts
🛑 Please do not pledge until Dec 23rd! 🛑
- The tiers are currently hidden. You will not be able to access the rewards until the tiers are published on the 23rd.
Tier One - Disciple ($5)
- WIPs
- Timelapses
- .CLIP/PSD Files
- Art Archive
Tier Two - Apostle ($20) 🛑 This tier is limited to three Patrons. There is currently only one spot left! 🛑
- All goods from the previous tier
- Request a drawing from me once a month. Two colored sketches featuring one OC, or one colored sketch featuring two OCs
Patron rewards will be able to be accessed either on Patreon, or in my Discord server!
——————
That concludes my announcement. Thank you so much for your support! I also apologize to anyone who expected to be able to pledge on the 19th.
Commissions & Patreon
General | Posted 3 years ago——————
Greetings mortals~
I've got a big announcement today! I'm happy to announce that I will now be accepting orders again next Monday, Dec 19th, at 8am PST. I will only be accepting five orders at a time and they are first come, first serve. If you're interested, please make sure to read through my Terms of Service. Within, you will find very detailed information about my services. Again, the order form will open next Monday, Dec 19th, at 8am PST.
Price Sheet: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49584410
Terms of Service: https://tinyurl.com/46aj3aax
Commission Form: https://tinyurl.com/34e9dnwj
NEW PRICES
Doing business in California is expensive, now more than ever. Due to uncontrollable circumstances within our economy, I had no choice but to increase my prices. Bellow you will find a comparison between my old prices and my new ones. Old prices are on the left, new prices on the right.
Sketch: $13 -> $12
Flat Color: $24 -> $35
Full Render: $34 -> $58
ICONS
I now offer icons for $25! Get an awesome icon done by yours truly~
NEW PAYMENT OPTIONS
Not everyone likes PayPal and that is very understandable! This is why I've taken the liberty to provide with multiple different ways to pay! Besides PayPal, I now accept payments through the following payment processors: Stripe, Cash App, and Zelle.
PATREON GRAN RE-OPENING
I am excited to say that my Patreon will officially launch once again! You will be able to subscribe on Monday, Dec 19th, at 11am PST. Bellow you will find the two tiers that I offer, along with their perks.
Tier One - Disciple ($5)
- WIPs
- Timelapses
- .CLIP/PSD Files
- Art Archive
Tier Two - Apostle ($20) ⚠️ This tier is limited to three Patrons. There is currently only one spot left! ⚠️
- All goods from the previous tier
- Request a drawing from me once a month. 2 colored sketches featuring 1 OC, or 1 colored sketch featuring 2 OCs.
Patron rewards will be able to be accessed either on Patreon, or in my Discord server.
That concludes my announcement. I am very excited and look forward to doing business with you!
Greetings mortals~
I've got a big announcement today! I'm happy to announce that I will now be accepting orders again next Monday, Dec 19th, at 8am PST. I will only be accepting five orders at a time and they are first come, first serve. If you're interested, please make sure to read through my Terms of Service. Within, you will find very detailed information about my services. Again, the order form will open next Monday, Dec 19th, at 8am PST.
Price Sheet: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49584410
Terms of Service: https://tinyurl.com/46aj3aax
Commission Form: https://tinyurl.com/34e9dnwj
NEW PRICES
Doing business in California is expensive, now more than ever. Due to uncontrollable circumstances within our economy, I had no choice but to increase my prices. Bellow you will find a comparison between my old prices and my new ones. Old prices are on the left, new prices on the right.
Sketch: $13 -> $12
Flat Color: $24 -> $35
Full Render: $34 -> $58
ICONS
I now offer icons for $25! Get an awesome icon done by yours truly~
NEW PAYMENT OPTIONS
Not everyone likes PayPal and that is very understandable! This is why I've taken the liberty to provide with multiple different ways to pay! Besides PayPal, I now accept payments through the following payment processors: Stripe, Cash App, and Zelle.
PATREON GRAN RE-OPENING
I am excited to say that my Patreon will officially launch once again! You will be able to subscribe on Monday, Dec 19th, at 11am PST. Bellow you will find the two tiers that I offer, along with their perks.
Tier One - Disciple ($5)
- WIPs
- Timelapses
- .CLIP/PSD Files
- Art Archive
Tier Two - Apostle ($20) ⚠️ This tier is limited to three Patrons. There is currently only one spot left! ⚠️
- All goods from the previous tier
- Request a drawing from me once a month. 2 colored sketches featuring 1 OC, or 1 colored sketch featuring 2 OCs.
Patron rewards will be able to be accessed either on Patreon, or in my Discord server.
That concludes my announcement. I am very excited and look forward to doing business with you!
Commissions & Other Announcements
General | Posted 3 years ago——————
Greetings mortals~
I have a few announcements to make regarding my commissions, as well as future prospects. I would like to start by saying that I unfortunately have to close shop for now. There are some matters that require my attention before I can continue. I am not entirely sure how long it will take me, but my guess is at least one or two weeks. I would like to reiterate that this does not mean I will no longer be accepting orders, rather they are temporarily closed until I am ready. Thank you to those who have commissioned me prior. It was a pleasure doing business with you and I hope you come back for more!
Moving on, I have plans to re-open my old Discord server, along with my Patreon. Yes, at one point I had both a server and a Patreon. They were active during the beginning of the year, but due to circumstances, I had to shut them down. I am happy to say that they will once again start anew. The tiers that I had prior to my Patreons closing will remain the same, however their might be a slight price increase for each tier. I cannot provide any incite on prices at this time, but I can discuss what you can expect.
I originally offered only two tiers, and as I mentioned earlier, they will remain the same. The first tier, which was the cheapest, granted you access to works in progress (WIPs), timelapses, Photoshop/Clip Studio Paint files, and my art archive. WIPs should be self-explanatory. Timelapses consist of videos that playback the entire drawing process for most of my projects, in other words, you will be able to see a drawing come to life in video format! The Photoshop/Clip Studio Paint files are the raw drawing files themselves. These are only of use to you if you yourself are an artist and wish to dissect every detail of my drawings.
Lastly, my art archive consists of all my drawings from the year 2016 to 2021. These are drawings that I have not posted anywhere else and are completely exclusive to Patrons. Some have managed to find their way onto other sites, but it is only a very small insignificant percent. The second tier, which was the most expensive, granted everything that I previously mentioned, but also included the opportunity to receive a colored sketch once a month. Patrons had the option of getting either two colored sketches featuring one character, or one colored sketch featuring two characters. These options may or may not change. Regardless of what occurs, this tier will still provide some type of illustration. It should be noted that this tier was limited to only three people.
Patreon rewards were accessed solely through my Discord server, where they resided within channels that only my Patrons could access. Besides housing Patreon rewards, the server also acted as a social space. The server consisted of channels that are standard to most. Voice channels, art sharing channels, meme channels, discussion channels, etc... I do not plan to have any of these channels. The new server will primarily be used as a sort of "notification hub," for those who wish to be informed on anything relating to my artwork.
I have come to find, through my experiences, that running a server can be stressful. My previous experiences proved that I was not capable of maintaining a server that allowed social interactions. It is with this knowledge that I am making the decision to strictly forbid any social interactions taking place within the server. Again, the server will only act as a place to receive notifications. Joining the server is not mandatory and is completely optional, unless you are a Patron.
This concludes all that needed to be said. Please be sure to keep an eye out for any future announcements, should any of the previous information discussed, peek your interest. Thank you and have a great day!
Greetings mortals~
I have a few announcements to make regarding my commissions, as well as future prospects. I would like to start by saying that I unfortunately have to close shop for now. There are some matters that require my attention before I can continue. I am not entirely sure how long it will take me, but my guess is at least one or two weeks. I would like to reiterate that this does not mean I will no longer be accepting orders, rather they are temporarily closed until I am ready. Thank you to those who have commissioned me prior. It was a pleasure doing business with you and I hope you come back for more!
Moving on, I have plans to re-open my old Discord server, along with my Patreon. Yes, at one point I had both a server and a Patreon. They were active during the beginning of the year, but due to circumstances, I had to shut them down. I am happy to say that they will once again start anew. The tiers that I had prior to my Patreons closing will remain the same, however their might be a slight price increase for each tier. I cannot provide any incite on prices at this time, but I can discuss what you can expect.
I originally offered only two tiers, and as I mentioned earlier, they will remain the same. The first tier, which was the cheapest, granted you access to works in progress (WIPs), timelapses, Photoshop/Clip Studio Paint files, and my art archive. WIPs should be self-explanatory. Timelapses consist of videos that playback the entire drawing process for most of my projects, in other words, you will be able to see a drawing come to life in video format! The Photoshop/Clip Studio Paint files are the raw drawing files themselves. These are only of use to you if you yourself are an artist and wish to dissect every detail of my drawings.
Lastly, my art archive consists of all my drawings from the year 2016 to 2021. These are drawings that I have not posted anywhere else and are completely exclusive to Patrons. Some have managed to find their way onto other sites, but it is only a very small insignificant percent. The second tier, which was the most expensive, granted everything that I previously mentioned, but also included the opportunity to receive a colored sketch once a month. Patrons had the option of getting either two colored sketches featuring one character, or one colored sketch featuring two characters. These options may or may not change. Regardless of what occurs, this tier will still provide some type of illustration. It should be noted that this tier was limited to only three people.
Patreon rewards were accessed solely through my Discord server, where they resided within channels that only my Patrons could access. Besides housing Patreon rewards, the server also acted as a social space. The server consisted of channels that are standard to most. Voice channels, art sharing channels, meme channels, discussion channels, etc... I do not plan to have any of these channels. The new server will primarily be used as a sort of "notification hub," for those who wish to be informed on anything relating to my artwork.
I have come to find, through my experiences, that running a server can be stressful. My previous experiences proved that I was not capable of maintaining a server that allowed social interactions. It is with this knowledge that I am making the decision to strictly forbid any social interactions taking place within the server. Again, the server will only act as a place to receive notifications. Joining the server is not mandatory and is completely optional, unless you are a Patron.
This concludes all that needed to be said. Please be sure to keep an eye out for any future announcements, should any of the previous information discussed, peek your interest. Thank you and have a great day!
I Am Ready
General | Posted 3 years ago——————
Dear friends, fans, and acquaintances,
It has been almost one month since I last wrote to you and a lot has happened since then. Time sure does fly! I hope life has treated you well thus far as we carry on into November and the closing of this year. There is much to talk about, and so I will not delay it further.
I aim to discuss everything that has happened in my life during the entirety of October and what little has carried over into the past few days. I understand most people do not care for long reads, but I will make the effort to write this anyway. I have come to find that discussing my feelings through writing has proven to bring me peace. I also see it as an opportunity to make connections. Perhaps you and I go through the same things.
Nothing could have prepared me for how drastic my life would change come October this year. It all began one night in October whilst I was working. I was a custodian and, at the time, I was working full-time. It was honest work! I have been a custodian for at least three years and can say that it is not as bad as others make it out to be. I got to work alone for the majority of my shifts and was free of managers breathing down my neck.
In addition to working full-time, I also happened to be a part-time college student for five years. I was kept very busy whenever school was in session, as all I ever did was work and attend to my studies. The weekends would serve as my time for peace, but even then I would sometimes dedicate that time to school work. I was studying to become a digital forensics analyst with the hopes of working with law enforcement. It was the only subject that seemed to interest me.
One night whilst I was on the job, I had found myself lost in thought, as I always do, and had the realization of where I was and what I was doing. I asked myself, “What am I doing? Why am I here?” At that moment, all I could think about was how unhappy I was. Here I was with a good paying job, getting an education, living good, and yet I did not feel happy. At no point did I ever feel gratification with what I had achieved in my life thus far. It was then when I began to feel lost.
I was living a life with no direction. You may think to yourself, “but you were going to school for a reason. Your life clearly has some sense of direction. Why do you feel as though you do not?” I never wanted to go to college. I knew that well before I graduated from highschool.
My parents had been telling me to go to college for as long as I can remember. It was always about college. College this, college that. They would get upset at the mere thought of me not wanting to go. I am old enough to know that my parents only ever wanted what was best for me. To them, that meant living an average life. Going to school, getting a job, and having a family.
For many years that is what I worked towards. Not because I wanted to, but because I wanted to make my parents proud. I wanted to live up to the standards and expectations they had of me. No kid ever wants to hear that their parents are disappointed with them, and so I worked, and worked, and worked.
Nothing, no matter what I did, seemed to please them. It was never enough. The expectations only grew stronger as I continued. I felt trapped with no way out, or so I thought. The truth is that I was never trapped. At any moment I could have stopped and moved onto something else. The only “trap” was my mind.
So on that night in October whilst I was deep in thought, I told myself enough was enough. I am tired of living a life in the expectations of others. I am tired of living a life based on what others think of me. I am tired of living a life that is not mine. The following week I came to work with my letter of resignation and that was the end of it.
I applied for a part-time job and proceeded to drop out of college. Most people would see this as a poor decision, but not me. You see, I always cherished the time I had to draw. It was one of the few things in life that made me happy. With that in mind, why would I live my life doing what makes me unhappy when I could be doing the opposite?
This realization was reinforced by the countless motivational speeches I listened to throughout October. The speeches all said things in common, to pursue in life what makes you happy. To do what gives you a sense of satisfaction and fulfillment. To have a purpose. I learned through the words of my elders that life is short. That we all check-in and check-out. What we do between now and then is up to us, and so I choose to live my life happily.
I do not care if I live poor, living paycheck to paycheck. I want to live a humble life, drawing for the rest of my days in my cozy little apartment with my significant other. Perhaps one day I could move to a cozy little home instead.
Currently, I have a dream of being able to live solely off of my own artwork. I know it can be done and that it is not impossible. There are artists in our community who are already there, that is how I know. I am no fool, for I know the path ahead is uncertain. Life is full of uncertainties. Nothing in life is guaranteed. One day you are here and the next you are not. Instead of desperately fighting against the whirling winds of life, I choose to face them head on.
Should I ever fail, I want to know that my failure was not caused by my own wrongdoing, but caused by forces beyond my control. Only then would I know with absolute certainty that I did all I could do. What more can we do besides doing all we can do? I will not lie to you, this past month has proven to be one of the most difficult times of my life. For the first time ever, I was finally making my own decisions.
I am afraid, worried, but also excited. One of the things I felt I needed was to speak with my parents. I felt as though I could not begin my journey without first conveying my feelings to them. No matter what they had to say, I was going to do what I wanted. To my surprise, my family was very supportive.
I was preparing for the worst and they proved me wrong. Words cannot describe how liberating it was to hear that my parents, the very same who judged my every move, supported my decision. Of course they had their opinions, but they were ultimately supportive. This was all I needed to hear. I feel now that I can take on the world. I am ready.
We reached the end my friend. A new chapter of my life unfolds. Where doors have closed, others have opened. As I step beyond the threshold and into my dreams, I look towards you. I say to you, do what makes you happy. Ask yourself, “Am I getting what I want?” If you are unhappy, you owe it to yourself to do something differently. Begin to strategically change directions.
Do not be afraid of change, to step into the unknown. Doing so will only help you grow. You cannot grow if you never take risks. If you fall, learn from your mistakes and get back up again. I am done talking. I have said all I had to say. From now on my actions will speak for me.
Thank you for reading and reaching my conclusion. I will be spending my time honing my skills and growing my audience. I have things planned, so be sure to keep an eye out for any new announcements. Thank you and have a beautiful day!
Sincerely,
Noctis
——————
Dear friends, fans, and acquaintances,
It has been almost one month since I last wrote to you and a lot has happened since then. Time sure does fly! I hope life has treated you well thus far as we carry on into November and the closing of this year. There is much to talk about, and so I will not delay it further.
I aim to discuss everything that has happened in my life during the entirety of October and what little has carried over into the past few days. I understand most people do not care for long reads, but I will make the effort to write this anyway. I have come to find that discussing my feelings through writing has proven to bring me peace. I also see it as an opportunity to make connections. Perhaps you and I go through the same things.
Nothing could have prepared me for how drastic my life would change come October this year. It all began one night in October whilst I was working. I was a custodian and, at the time, I was working full-time. It was honest work! I have been a custodian for at least three years and can say that it is not as bad as others make it out to be. I got to work alone for the majority of my shifts and was free of managers breathing down my neck.
In addition to working full-time, I also happened to be a part-time college student for five years. I was kept very busy whenever school was in session, as all I ever did was work and attend to my studies. The weekends would serve as my time for peace, but even then I would sometimes dedicate that time to school work. I was studying to become a digital forensics analyst with the hopes of working with law enforcement. It was the only subject that seemed to interest me.
One night whilst I was on the job, I had found myself lost in thought, as I always do, and had the realization of where I was and what I was doing. I asked myself, “What am I doing? Why am I here?” At that moment, all I could think about was how unhappy I was. Here I was with a good paying job, getting an education, living good, and yet I did not feel happy. At no point did I ever feel gratification with what I had achieved in my life thus far. It was then when I began to feel lost.
I was living a life with no direction. You may think to yourself, “but you were going to school for a reason. Your life clearly has some sense of direction. Why do you feel as though you do not?” I never wanted to go to college. I knew that well before I graduated from highschool.
My parents had been telling me to go to college for as long as I can remember. It was always about college. College this, college that. They would get upset at the mere thought of me not wanting to go. I am old enough to know that my parents only ever wanted what was best for me. To them, that meant living an average life. Going to school, getting a job, and having a family.
For many years that is what I worked towards. Not because I wanted to, but because I wanted to make my parents proud. I wanted to live up to the standards and expectations they had of me. No kid ever wants to hear that their parents are disappointed with them, and so I worked, and worked, and worked.
Nothing, no matter what I did, seemed to please them. It was never enough. The expectations only grew stronger as I continued. I felt trapped with no way out, or so I thought. The truth is that I was never trapped. At any moment I could have stopped and moved onto something else. The only “trap” was my mind.
So on that night in October whilst I was deep in thought, I told myself enough was enough. I am tired of living a life in the expectations of others. I am tired of living a life based on what others think of me. I am tired of living a life that is not mine. The following week I came to work with my letter of resignation and that was the end of it.
I applied for a part-time job and proceeded to drop out of college. Most people would see this as a poor decision, but not me. You see, I always cherished the time I had to draw. It was one of the few things in life that made me happy. With that in mind, why would I live my life doing what makes me unhappy when I could be doing the opposite?
This realization was reinforced by the countless motivational speeches I listened to throughout October. The speeches all said things in common, to pursue in life what makes you happy. To do what gives you a sense of satisfaction and fulfillment. To have a purpose. I learned through the words of my elders that life is short. That we all check-in and check-out. What we do between now and then is up to us, and so I choose to live my life happily.
I do not care if I live poor, living paycheck to paycheck. I want to live a humble life, drawing for the rest of my days in my cozy little apartment with my significant other. Perhaps one day I could move to a cozy little home instead.
Currently, I have a dream of being able to live solely off of my own artwork. I know it can be done and that it is not impossible. There are artists in our community who are already there, that is how I know. I am no fool, for I know the path ahead is uncertain. Life is full of uncertainties. Nothing in life is guaranteed. One day you are here and the next you are not. Instead of desperately fighting against the whirling winds of life, I choose to face them head on.
Should I ever fail, I want to know that my failure was not caused by my own wrongdoing, but caused by forces beyond my control. Only then would I know with absolute certainty that I did all I could do. What more can we do besides doing all we can do? I will not lie to you, this past month has proven to be one of the most difficult times of my life. For the first time ever, I was finally making my own decisions.
I am afraid, worried, but also excited. One of the things I felt I needed was to speak with my parents. I felt as though I could not begin my journey without first conveying my feelings to them. No matter what they had to say, I was going to do what I wanted. To my surprise, my family was very supportive.
I was preparing for the worst and they proved me wrong. Words cannot describe how liberating it was to hear that my parents, the very same who judged my every move, supported my decision. Of course they had their opinions, but they were ultimately supportive. This was all I needed to hear. I feel now that I can take on the world. I am ready.
We reached the end my friend. A new chapter of my life unfolds. Where doors have closed, others have opened. As I step beyond the threshold and into my dreams, I look towards you. I say to you, do what makes you happy. Ask yourself, “Am I getting what I want?” If you are unhappy, you owe it to yourself to do something differently. Begin to strategically change directions.
Do not be afraid of change, to step into the unknown. Doing so will only help you grow. You cannot grow if you never take risks. If you fall, learn from your mistakes and get back up again. I am done talking. I have said all I had to say. From now on my actions will speak for me.
Thank you for reading and reaching my conclusion. I will be spending my time honing my skills and growing my audience. I have things planned, so be sure to keep an eye out for any new announcements. Thank you and have a beautiful day!
Sincerely,
Noctis
——————
Life Update
General | Posted 3 years agoHowdy there! Thank you to everyone who read my last journal and gave me their best wishes. I have read everyone's comments and I apologize if I never replied back. I really appreciate everyone's support. Thank you so much! I am currently going through the process of making more time for my art. Things are still not quite ready, which is why I have not been drawing much lately.
I’m hoping that by the end of October I will finally be able to dedicate the majority of my time towards my art. I don’t want to spoil much of what I have planned, but I can say that I will be having a set streaming schedule in the future. I also recently made a new Twitter account. I would like to make an official announcement for it in the future but if you’re interested in giving me a follow you may do so now. I will leave a link below.
Again, thank you so much to everyone who's got my back. I love you!
Twitter: https://twitter.com/iniquity_arts
Picarto: https://picarto.tv/Iniquity
I’m hoping that by the end of October I will finally be able to dedicate the majority of my time towards my art. I don’t want to spoil much of what I have planned, but I can say that I will be having a set streaming schedule in the future. I also recently made a new Twitter account. I would like to make an official announcement for it in the future but if you’re interested in giving me a follow you may do so now. I will leave a link below.
Again, thank you so much to everyone who's got my back. I love you!
Twitter: https://twitter.com/iniquity_arts
Picarto: https://picarto.tv/Iniquity
My Finest Hour
General | Posted 3 years ago——————
Dear friends, fans, and acquaintances,
I write this letter to inform you of my life, my goals, and my dreams. Most importantly, I write this to you as a cry for help.
Within the depths of my mind lies an obstruction that hinders my spirit. It is a flame that strengthens and empowers my darkest fears. The fire is great and blinding. I cannot get past it, for I lack the strength necessary.
All my life thus far has been a lie. I live in a false reality that is not mine nor does it belong to me. I have embarked on a spiritual journey in an effort to find my calling, my own life. I am grateful to say that I have found it at last.
I wish to dedicate my life to the arts. Long have I been passionate about drawing as it fills me with happiness. I feel fulfillment with each brush stroke. When I look at the canvas I see my own reflection. It is the embodiment of my purest self.
My dreams do not end here. As I look around I see many who cannot wake up. They too live a life that is not their own. It saddens me. Every single one of them is capable of great things. They believe in the lies that keep them from the truth.
I wish to help them, to guide them, to support them, and to love them. It is my destiny to aid the lives of the deceived. Only by my own success will I be able to do so. To do this I must pass through the fire that lies before me, but the flames hurt. The pain is agonizing and I cannot get through. My faith alone is not enough.
I ask you now not for your money or physical prowess, but for your faith. Lend me the strength I need to pass through the flames and fulfill my dreams. I fear the passing. I fear the results of my failure. I fear for the lives of the deceived. I must get through, but I need your support now more than ever.
I beg of you. Please help me.
Sincerely,
Noctis
——————
Dear friends, fans, and acquaintances,
I write this letter to inform you of my life, my goals, and my dreams. Most importantly, I write this to you as a cry for help.
Within the depths of my mind lies an obstruction that hinders my spirit. It is a flame that strengthens and empowers my darkest fears. The fire is great and blinding. I cannot get past it, for I lack the strength necessary.
All my life thus far has been a lie. I live in a false reality that is not mine nor does it belong to me. I have embarked on a spiritual journey in an effort to find my calling, my own life. I am grateful to say that I have found it at last.
I wish to dedicate my life to the arts. Long have I been passionate about drawing as it fills me with happiness. I feel fulfillment with each brush stroke. When I look at the canvas I see my own reflection. It is the embodiment of my purest self.
My dreams do not end here. As I look around I see many who cannot wake up. They too live a life that is not their own. It saddens me. Every single one of them is capable of great things. They believe in the lies that keep them from the truth.
I wish to help them, to guide them, to support them, and to love them. It is my destiny to aid the lives of the deceived. Only by my own success will I be able to do so. To do this I must pass through the fire that lies before me, but the flames hurt. The pain is agonizing and I cannot get through. My faith alone is not enough.
I ask you now not for your money or physical prowess, but for your faith. Lend me the strength I need to pass through the flames and fulfill my dreams. I fear the passing. I fear the results of my failure. I fear for the lives of the deceived. I must get through, but I need your support now more than ever.
I beg of you. Please help me.
Sincerely,
Noctis
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