Why is it that darkness scares me yet I want to be in it? Why do I feel better in the dark? What makes it so comforting at times?

Well the good news first. Today I recieved word that there are no more fines from superfresh and i might not be getting that stupid fine from them.

The bad news? Well I heard from people today that tastykake is 84 million in the hole right now. Bimbo is no longer after them. And the banks want their money by june. A lot of people are saying they might just go under. I really find it sad that such a big philly icon could just go under like that after so long.

i like big amounts of sperm in my nose and smelly stuff up my ass

These fines are getting rediculous. Today I went to Superfresh to deliver product. I brought in 8 EXTRA pieces. Everything was scanned in. The reciver says I'm over the count that I said on my paper and we go down the list. I had 8 chocolate chip cream pies extra in my tote. She blirts out "Honest Mistake". She was dead serious. And she fined me 75 dollars. This is just rediculous. How can you fine someone for bringing in EXTRA PRODUCT!? My dad and I contacted Mckee immediately after this happened to see what they can do. We're also looking into some info about wage garnishment laws in DE. Hopefully something changes.

I love you lupo i'll do whatever I can to get you and gregg together <3

Also *giggle crinkle squish*

But i freakin like The Regular Show on Cartoon Network!
Episode 2 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=03Lv0Vv1D0Y

This game is getting old fast.

Lawl nice try Lupo :P

So i did this meme

Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? Nope
Been arrested? No
Kissed someone you didn't like? --- No
Slept in until 5 PM? --- No
Fallen asleep at work/school? --- Yes
Ran a red light? --- Yes several times especially when they don't trip right
Been suspended from school? --- Yes
Experienced love at first sight? --- Yes but its very one sided
Totaled your car in an accident? --- No
Been fired from a job? --- They stopped giving me hours for some reason
Fired somebody? --- No
Sang karaoke? --- No thank god
Pointed a gun at someone? --- No
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? --- Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? --- Yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --- Yes
Kissed in the rain? --- No
Had a close brush with death (your own)? --- Yes
Seen someone die? --- Ive seen my dog die not sure if that counts
Played spin-the-bottle? --- Nope
Sang in the shower? --- once
Smoked a cigar? --- a little
Sat on a rooftop? --- yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? --- No
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? --- Nope
Skipped school? --- Yes
Eaten a bug? --- Yes
Sleepwalked? --- I think so
Walked a moonlit beach? --- Yes, with lots of friends!
Ridden a motorcycle? --- No
Dumped someone? --- Nope never been in a relationship
Forgotten your anniversary? --- Nope
Lied to avoid a ticket? --- No
Ridden on a helicopter? --- yes
Shaved your head? --- no
Blacked out from drinking? --- Yeah
Played a prank on someone? --- yup
Hit a home run? --- No
Felt like killing someone? --- once or twice
Cross-dressed? --- No
Been falling-down drunk? --- Yeah
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? --- No
Eaten snake? --- nope
Marched/Protested? --- No
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? --- no
Puked on amusement ride? --- no
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? --- No
Been in a band? --- no
Knitted? --- nope
Been on TV? --- once or twice
Shot a gun? --- yes
Skinny-dipped? --- no
Caused someone to need stitches? --- No
Ridden a surfboard? --- nope
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? --- yes
Had surgery? --- yes on my teeth
Streaked? --- no
Taken by ambulance to hospital? --- no
Passed out when not drinking? --- Nope
Peed on a bush? --- No
Donated Blood? --- Never
Grabbed electric fence? --- nope
Eaten alligator meat? --- No
Eaten cheesecake? --- Yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? --- yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? --- No
Peed your pants in public? --- No
Written graffiti? --- no
Still love someone you shouldn't? --- no
Think about the future? --- yes
Been in handcuffs? --- yes
Believe in love? --- Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? --- Yes

Had a power surge and it like killed my desktop. I just splooged on a new one and im prolly gonna sell my old one for parts. It was a core2duo 1.9ghz

I just got text messaging back and i feel like ive gone back to the 90s!

Was looking around on reddit today and stumbled onto this thread http://www.reddit.com/r/programming.....g_to_get_into/ . Just bought 2 of the micro controllers from here http://focus.ti.com/docs/toolsw/fol.....R+launchpad-pr . Also the code which is on the reddit thread HALFMSPTOOL takes 50% off so its like $2.15 for the kit and free shipping! So all you fursuit builders and tinkerers might want to check it out for such a low low price :3

This is just something random as usual.

What I'd like to see in a mate.

Sex: preferably female because I'm still weird about the whole male on male relationship thing.

Description: Preferably my height maybe taller. Colors don't really matter to me.

Personality: Intelligent but down to earth and easy to talk to. Someone who is cuddly yet demanding ,persistent ,and persuasive. Someone who likes snuggling and needs a warm body. A person who i can hang with almost daily and share my feelings and emotions. Someone who isn't just interested in sex.

Thats all i can think of for now.

What do you guys and gals look for in a mate?

Well everyone is going on vacation. My sales are terrible this month. Food stamps were just a blip this first of the month. And my stales are up. These are the slowest months ahead. To top it all off today I received an "Honest Mistake" at Superfresh. Thats basicly a 75 dollar fine that I owe to the store now. Sigh....

Le sigh* someone likes posting on my FA XP

I'm a mutt always lickin mah butt!
Yes a mutt that licks his butt!
A mutt I dont even know what!
Yes mutts also lick their nuts!
I'm a mutt whos really bored!
So please dont come after me with that sword!
So please remeber, I'm a mutt!
A mutt, with no guts!

For some reason this came to me in the shower.
also please forgive me for bad grammar XP

im drunk lawl

So i've been thinking lately of a new character. I space out a lot so ideas just come to me a lot. Something using a combination of the words Tesla, Analog, Digital, Dog, Dawg, and Mutt. First thing that came to my mind was Tesla-Dawg then Analog-mutt came to me. I was thinking of a dog with a black base as always with like neon colors like purple, and blue, possibly even green and red. I can't think of a way to put it together yet its like in the back of my mind but anyways ill keep plotting and scribbling. Wait a sec who even reads my journals anyways :P

my suit its almost done! WEWT

So I finally got some good sleep a 2nd day in a row and I can tell cause i can't sleep anymore after that. When i woke up though i had like a rhyme in my head or something. It was something like

One day
Ill say
Someday
Someday...

Does anyone else ever get like music in their heads when they wake up? Or rhymes?

So yeah I finally made a real FA page for sharing and looking at arts.