Finally setup a ko-fi page

 Diablo_En_Musica_92 recommended it! :D

So... should post something there or something!?

Is it a better platform at the moment? XD

Holiday in Taiwan for a whole month.

Yupo xD

This place just feels... funny? Don't you think?
Any suggestions?

Or can just continue to hide drawings in sketchbook and the Note and Note 10.1 XD

Is awesome XD

Currently ditching the Intous... and having fun just drawing on the Note
It's portable... easy... and has Sketchbook pro XD

What else can I ask for? lol

P!nk - F**kin' Perfect



Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I'm still around

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
[Clean version: Like you're less than less than perfect]
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me!
[Clean version: You are perfect to me!]

You're so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred... such a tired game
It's enough! I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try,
But we try too hard and it's a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than f*ckin' perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're f*ckin' perfect to me
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're f*ckin' perfect to me...

And... do think that it's time to just... leave this place

Great... = =

Yeah... seeing that some of the Asians on the site is calling +Watch as >>> +Watch as in the watch to tell time XD

Lol just think that it's funny

You have a problem with me looking Asian!? :<

Feel like closing down FA's account... not really doing much arting recently... annoyed at something... most of the sketch... stuff... thingy
Just don't really like my drawings still... dunno why...

Think some people just... make things complicated at times... is this just how the way it is with the community?

It's confirmed!!! XD Yeah... that's how the internet makes me feel at the moment... well... the online game part that is XD

And we probably have to add Furry to the equation!!! Furry to any equation always make sense, right? :D

Just kinda sucks now... with all the spawn camping... name calling and stuff...
It used to be a pretty fun game though... that is until some just ruin the game and have to spawn camp with Demo!!!

Blah blah blah...

So any other fun game that you can throw at this guinea pig? XD

And definitely looking forward to Portal 2 at the moment! It's gonna be awesome!!!! *nom nom Portal 2*

Recently... is thinking of getting a pair of Xsjado aggressive inline skate (probably either a Xsjado Jeff Stockwell 3 (BLUE) or Xsjado Wilson II)

Had been skating for quiet some time now but mostly just speed, so thinking that aggressive skating can be quiet fun (if you don't fall that is)

So anybody out there having any suggestion for me? Like shall I get anti-rocker frame... or free-style?
Think that anti-rocker is looking more promising in terms of grinding some rail?

SO yeah... can't really wait to get back into skating once again XD

But just can't seem to draw anything at the moment...

Kinda feel like I can't do anything right at the moment...
It's like... I can't even get a job at McDonald at the moment... (Partly due to me being on working holiday visa)
And getting a letter from Market Creation today (some sort of design company that also fix Mac's) That my application for Graphic Designer is not successful

It just kinda made me realized that I'm not really sure of what I was doing with my life since I leaved Belize... It's kinda like everything just went downhill from there... I'm studying something that I'm not even sure if I liked in the first place (occupational therapy) and now when I really wanted to get into design and art... it just feels like I'm not even trained for going into that sort of stuff... well... creativity is from the idea... but don't think that I had made any improvement in terms of... well... getting closer to what I want to be... so the past 3 years in Taiwan... it's like a piece of memory that had been ripped out from my head... a missing chunk of my brain...

Might as well start by doing some commissions... but don't think that this is gonna go anywhere either... since this is not the first time that I had started on this topic...

So... yeah...

教授站上了講台 他卻不發一語，只是從講桌底下拿出了一個空的美乃滋瓶罐。 接著他拿出了一袋高爾夫球 他把整袋的高爾夫球塞進了美乃滋空罐裡 然後教授就問學生同不同意這個罐子已經是滿的了 學生們當然是同意。

接著，教授又從桌子下拿出了一杯小小的鵝卵石 他慢慢地把鵝卵石往罐子倒 邊倒邊搖， 不一會兒 所有的高爾夫球間的縫隙 竟也都填滿了鵝卵石。 這時，教授又問學生同不同意 這個美乃滋罐子已經是滿了？？？ 學生當然是同意。

可是，話才剛說完 教授又從講桌底下拿出了一杯細沙子 教授又用同樣的方法 邊倒邊搖的把沙子填滿了鵝卵石之間的小縫隙。 教授又問了大家同不同意 這回罐子是真正的滿了？？？ 同學說應該是全滿了，沒有空間了。

想不到同學才剛答完話 教授又從講桌下拿出了兩杯咖啡來 開始徐徐地往美乃滋罐子裡倒 直到兩杯咖啡全部到進罐子裡，一滴也不剩。
倒完咖啡後 教授笑著對同學們說： 『現在的美乃滋罐子才是真正的滿了啦。』 同學們也跟著笑了起來 就在整個教室的歡笑聲裡

教授說話了 『你們知道我今天做這個表演，是要告訴你們什麼嗎？ 我是要用這個美乃滋罐來告訴你們一個道理 一個關於我們一生的哲理。 這個美乃滋空罐就是我們的人生 高爾夫球就是我們生命中的一些大事 例如：家庭，小孩，朋友，健康，還有你的摯愛。

生命裡沒有那些小鵝卵石或是沙子沒關係 可是要是缺了這些大事情 我們的生命根本沒有意義。

小小的鵝卵石就是我們生命中的其他的事情 例如：工作，房子，車子等等東西。 至於那細沙子就是我們生命中的小事 那些細微不重要的瑣事。

今天我的表演 如果是一開始就先把沙子灌滿美乃滋罐子 那就根本沒有空間好放入高爾夫球跟鵝卵石 同樣地，如果我是先倒鵝卵石 那也是會沒有空間好給高爾夫球。

我們的生命就是這樣的 如果你盡是把寶貴的時間花在細微的瑣事上 你就不可能有時間去處裡重要的事情。 所以，我們該多花時間去注意 那些會關係到我們快樂與幸福的事情 多跟我們的小孩一起 多去陪陪我們的父母、祖父母，多些時間給家人 ；多注意自己的身體健康 不要擔心家事做不完 不用擔心房子還沒粉刷 不要擔心花園還沒整理 我們會找到時間來做這些事情的 先多花些心思在那些重要的大事情上吧

生命只有一回 我們把事情的輕重緩急跟優先順序弄清楚 生命才會有意義 教授說到這裡 有個同學舉手了 教授，那兩杯咖啡又代表著什麼呢？ 『我很高興你問這個，』教授回答道 這兩杯咖啡就是要告訴我們 不管我們的美乃滋罐看起來是裝得多滿 我們總是可以有空間跟朋友一起享受咖啡的！

我們的一生似乎總是這麼的忙 有這麼多的事情要處裡 似乎是一天的 24 小時總是不夠用？ 如果你還是這麼想的話 想想『一個美乃滋罐子跟兩杯咖啡』的故事吧。

Discovered on  Sarketch's journal :3

• × • ALL | ABOUT | ME • × •

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- Name: Ion Krinsmir
- Single or taken: Taken
- Sex: Male
- Birthday: April
- Sign: Aries
- Hair color: Black
- Eye color: Light brown with shade of yellow
- Height: 5'07"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Does it really matter? X3

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• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •

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- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: City Beach
- Favorite designer: Hmm...
- What is your sexiest outfit?: Nekkid of course! XD
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: Beach short, T-shirt
- What do you usually wear?: Jeans/ Beach Short with randomly picked T-shirt

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• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •

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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: TRESemme
- What are you listening to right now?: Akasai - GTRT-07_prev
- Who is the last person that called you?: Rayle
- How many buddies are online right now?: 2 on Steam X3

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• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •

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- Food: Not really that picky when it comes to food :3
- Girls' names: Sandy
- Boys' names: Patrick
- Subjects in school: Use to be Occupational Therapy
- Animals: Wolf, Tiger, Lion, Guinea Pig

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• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •

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- Given anyone a bath?:Maybe? ._.
- Smoked?: Nuuu~
- Bungee jumped?: Not yet!
- Made yourself throw up?: Yesss... by swallowing chewing gum when little
- Skinny dipped?: Haven't done that yet... but it would be fun, right? *winks*
- Ever been in love?: Of course! <3
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Don't think so...
- Pictured your crush naked?: Not yet~ >:3
- Actually seen your crush naked?: The same... not as yet >:3
- Cried when someone died?: Depend on who that person is...
- Lied: When it's better to not telling the truth
- Fallen for your best friend?: Hmm... *thinks*
- Used someone?: Nope
- Done something you regret?: We're only human...

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• × • C U R R E N T • × •

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- Clothes: Breach short and long sleeve shirt
- Desktop picture: A photo of a cute chameleon found on DA :3
- CD in player: None...
- DVD in player: None...

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• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •

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- You touched: You know who you are :3
- Hugged: Again~ same as above :3
- You kissed: Does on the cheek count too? :3
- You IMed: sYm
- Talk to online: sYm
- You sexed it up with: ex...

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• × • A R E | Y O U • × •

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- Understanding?: All the time
- Open-minded?: Definitely
- Arrogant?: Nope
- Insecure?: Used to be
- Random?: All the time!!!
- Hungry?: Yesss~ I need brekky X3
- Smart?: In what da wuff is good at
- Moody?: Very much so.
- Organized?: Will say yes
- Shy?: depending on the crowd
- Difficult?: Don't think so...
- Bored easily?: Hand me my sketchpad! X3
- Obsessed?: Nope
- Angry?: Usually no
- Happy?: <3
- Hyper?: After the cup of coffee! I definitely will be!
- Trusting?: Yupo :3

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• × • R A N D O M • × •

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- In the morning I: don't wanna get out of bed... it's too cold now! X3
- Love is: The most beautiful thing there is <3
- I dream about: those things that I cannot recall in the morning lol
- Sexual preference: ???
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: The person's personality

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• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ×

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- Coke or Pepsi: None of them XD
- Flowers or candy: Candy!
- Tall or short: I really don't know ._.

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• × • W H O • × •

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- Makes you laugh the most: Rayle
- Makes you smile: Rayle
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Rayle (but in a good way :3)

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• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •

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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Sometime
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Hell no XD I'm happy the way I am
- Wish you were younger?: Who doesn't? X3
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Don't remember so...

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• × • N U M B E R • × •

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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: Don't even wanna go there...
- Of guys I've kissed: 2
- Of girls I've kissed: 2
- Of Cd's I own: 20ish
- Of scars on my body: To the side of my right eye from falling down stairs and across chest and abdomen of burn from boiling water (both gotten when I was little)

John a jik do i gos eun ja sin eur wi hae ssa u gon ha jyo
John 아 직 도 이 곳 은 자 신 을 위 해 싸 우 곤 하 죠
John dang sin i mal ha deon kkum ui nag won i i rwo jir kka yo
John 당 신 이 말 하 던 꿈 의 낙 원 이 이 뤄 질 까 요
dang sin i kkum kku deon geu gos
당 신 이 꿈 꾸 던 그 곳
wi do a rae do eopt go da gat eun ha neur a rae
위 도 아 래 도 없 고 다 같 은 하 늘 아 래
kkum sog e paradise neo wa na ui paradise
꿈 속 에 paradise 너 와 나 의 paradise
yok sim do ilh eur geot do eopt neun gat eun se sang
욕 심 도 잃 을 것 도 없 는 같 은 세 상
kkum ui paradise ba ro yeo gi e para-paradise
꿈 의 paradise 바 로 여 기 에 para-paradise
John geo gin eo tteon ga yo dang sin ui kkum i i rwo jyeot na yo
John 거 긴 어 떤 가 요 당 신 의 꿈 이 이 뤄 졌 나 요
eol ma na gin si gan i ji na myeon kkum ui nag won eur bo ge doel kka yo
얼 마 나 긴 시 간 이 지 나 면 꿈 의 낙 원 을 보 게 될 까 요
dang sin i kkum kku deon geu gos
당 신 이 꿈 꾸 던 그 곳
wi do a rae do eopt go da gat eun ha neur a rae
위 도 아 래 도 없 고 다 같 은 하 늘 아 래
kkum sog e paradise neo wa na ui paradise
꿈 속 에 paradise 너 와 나 의 paradise
yok sim do ilh eur geot do eopt neun gat eun se sang
욕 심 도 잃 을 것 도 없 는 같 은 세 상
kkum ui paradise para-paradise
꿈 의 paradise para-paradise

Imagine all the people in peace!
geu gos e gar su it da myeon dang sin gwa ham kke
그 곳 에 갈 수 있 다 면 당 신 과 함 께

The one & only love will take me there
nam eun nae salm ui ber i ul li gi jeon e geu gos e gar su it da myeon
남 은 내 삶 의 벨 이 울 리 기 전 에 그 곳 에 갈 수 있 다 면
wi do a rae do eopt go da gat eun ha neur a rae
위 도 아 래 도 없 고 다 같 은 하 늘 아 래
kkum sog e paradise neo wa na ui paradise
꿈 속 에 paradise 너 와 나 의 paradise
yok sim do ilh eur geot do eopt neun gat eun se sang
욕 심 도 잃 을 것 도 없 는 같 은 세 상
kkum ui paradise para-paradise
꿈 의 paradise para-paradise
wi do a rae do eopt go wi do a rae do eopt go
위 도 아 래 도 없 고 위 도 아 래 도 없 고
da gat eun ha neur a rae da gat eun ha neur a rae
다 같 은 하 늘 아 래 다 같 은 하 늘 아 래
yok sim do ilh eur geot do yok sim do ilh eur geot do
욕 심 도 잃 을 것 도 욕 심 도 잃 을 것 도
eops i ttok gat eun se sang kkum ui paradise para-paradise
없 이 똑 같 은 세 상 꿈 의 paradise para-paradise

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V.1
John,
Still in this place people fight only for themselves
John,
Will the paradise you once dreamt ever become real?
The paradise you always dreamt!

Chorus
There isn't up or down
Everyone under the same sky
The paradise from our dreams! (That's our paradise!)
Greedless, nothing to lose
An impartial world
A dream paradise
Here right now!

V.2
John,
how's over there?
Has your dream been fulfilled?
How long we need ot wait to meet the paradise
we always dreamt?
The place you always dreamt of!

Chorus (2)
There isn't up or down
Everyone under the same sky
The paradise from our dreams! (That's our paradise!)
Greedless, nothing to lose
An impartial world
A dream paradise
Imagine all the people in peace!

V.3 (bridge)
If I ever could go there
Only with you
The one & only love
will take me there
Before my remaining life's bell rings
If I ever could go there

Chorus
There isn't up or down
Everyone under the same sky
The paradise from our dreams!(That's our paradise!)
Greedless, nothing to lose
An impartial world
A dream paradise

There isn't up or down
Everyone under the same sky
Greedless, nothing to lose
An impartial world
A dream paradise

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UPDATE!Guess most is familiar with There She Is!!! and that song from final step~ Imagine by Brunch...

There's just a lot of things going on these days...
Not able to find a job =w=;; guess I just don't get along with many of the Chinese... (no offense... but I just don't get along with many of the Taiwanese too... maybe I'm just badly wounded by something for the past 3 years of being in that hell called Taiwan) and don't really want to go into detail with that... cuz... I'm not even sure why I'm avoiding those people either... guess I'm just more used to being around those that's not well... Chinese

And this wuff here... is well... too intimidated by the thought of being rejected...
I should have been more brave... more determined in going for what I want...
But instead I hesitated... so yeah... just leave it at that for the time being...
Until I can find this thing... called bravery once again...

Come to think of it... think I have lost a lot of things when I was in Taiwan... maybe my self confidence in what I do...
Guess there's always doubt about yourself and you try to get better with what you're doing... but once someone is scarred and battered... maybe it is really really hard for that person to get up once again...

So the thing is... I really don't want to be even heading to Taiwan again (but that seems like the only option for the time being if I cannot gather enough $ for the tuition fees here in Australia or New Zealand)

Will continue... after da wuff find something to eat X3

Looks awesome! 0W0 and you can even use Autodesk Sketchbook Pro on it! X3

Well... it's awesome to me... probably that you can use the Sketchbook Pro on it (the program that dis wuff use mostly to draw) X3

So~ any suggestions? 0w0

Owl City - Vanilla Twilight
Vanilla Twilight lyrics
Songwriters: Young, Adam;

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here


© OCEAN CITY PARK;

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Well... guess the search still drags on in terms of finding that special someone
But sometimes I do wonder if a relationship (or long distance) is just too much for me to handle

Maybe the distance that is keeping me and the other half apart is just something that I cannot deal with at this time
I mean... many times... I'm probably in the wrong place at the wrong time
Missing out certain opportunities... yeah... something like that
I mean... there's probably a lot of cute guy/girl (I'm still a bit uncertain... but think guys do appeal to me more) around of me

Speaking from experience... I think long distance is just impossible for someone like me...
I mean... guess I'm a person who likes physical contact a lot
Like hugging and feeling the warmth from the special someone as he/she clings around of you... giving ya that sense of security (Hugs and snuggles will be great now! Since Australia is kinda really cold at the moment X3 can't stand the cold)

And I think there's little that you can learn from a person as you were just talking to the person...]
I mean... the best way to learn form a person's habits is probably living under the same roof as that person
Kinda reminds me of the days when I was living in the dorm at Taiwan with the roomies
I mean... that's when a person's true nature came out...
Like... he/she cannot hide the habits that he/she is sooo accustomed to in doing

And in terms of the song from above... I think the lyrics are wonderful and kinda portrarying my feeling at the moment... but for the time being... I'm really unsure if there's really that someone that can make me feel.... not alone in the sense of actually getting that feeling that I'm going out with someone at the moment

Guess that this wuff had become a lone wolf since he decides to leave Belize and the Americas and going to this foreign land called Taiwan...
So the thing is... mom is like asking me to head there to finish my studies again... and I don't really like that place or even wanting to head there once again...

I'd rather study here in Australia or New Zealand... and maybe finding that person that will complete this broken wuff
So yeah~ just still sorting my life into order but at least things are looking up now... I hope...

From  chewymusicwolf

Meaning Of A Lick
- Lick on the Nose; I like you/for comfort/ were friends
- Lick on the Ear; we're friends/I love u/ for comfort.
- Lick on the stomach; I'm ready.
- Lick on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever.
- Lick on the Head; Your my everything.
- Lick Below the Chin; I like you.
- Lick on the Paw; I adore you.
- Lick on the Neck; We belong together.
- Lick on the Shoulder; I want you.
- Lick on the Muzzle; I love you.
- Lick on the Back; for comfort.
- Lick on the Cheek; for comort/ I like you very dearly

Just bored and snooping around on FA for stuff and noticed of this X3

And still here in Geraldton... Western Australia :3
Currently living under the same roof as ? X3
Kinda looking for job at the moment
And trying to draw something once in a while
Hmm... still a bit unsure of the style to use for coloring

More or less enjoying Australia so far
And guess New Zealand is kinda out of the question for the time being 0w0;;
Since the 600 openings per year for Taiwan is already filled like the first few days when the application starts for Working Holidays in NZ lol

Just keeping some notes here on FA X3
So enough random stuff here... umm... thingy! >:3

Cuz  sYnister said so!? X3

Aight~ just opening up some space for commissions~
Since I'm sitting here~ in Geraldton without a job!

Trying to recover from an occupational injury in my hand from doing too much pruning at the orchard that I was working at!

So yeah~ anyone interested?
And price~ don't really have a set price yet

But here's something for reference

sketch - AUD $5-$15 depending on the complexity
Outlines - Can we just skip this? XD
Colored - AUD $25 and up

something like that~ yeah lol

IS FRIGGING EXPENSIVE HERE!!! x.x
And I lost some of my set... all the Cool Grey... and Black 101 -w-

So yeah... can't really do much drawing on the sketch book at the moment... Umm...
I mean colored drawings

And guess it had been a few months since I'm here in Australia... so far so good...
Earning some money here in Bowe's River Orchard... and doing some travelling too...
Like Nature's Window in Kalbarri... and Monkey Min... which have no Monkey at all!!! lol

So yeah... just some random thoughts... Yup >w>

And was kinda in a small car accident today... the Manager's Wagon is kinda old... and without any braking pad -w- so the car kinda skidded on the sand when I was turning in too fast by the highway... (guess it's partly my fault too for not being too happy about the manager not trusting me with his car to Geraldton...) So yeah... guess this trip to Northampton was kinda crappy... but nobody was hurt besides the slight dent on the car (wich probably gonna deduce $200 Aussie from my next salary... oh well...) and the tree was not damaged! Take that car!!! Umm... I mean... yeah XD

Anyway~ I'm still alive~ *sings*

Yup! Gonna take care of this... 3.5G modem tomorrow...
So no more internet for me XD meaning... no more FA for the time being~

No steady source of internet in Perth... so yeah... might not be on much~

But can always leave a message on MSN... or on FA here lol

So later all~ and hello! to those in Australia! lol