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I can't state enough it's ADULT work. so.. no minors.

YOU WERE WARNED

http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/redstudios/

Get yourselves to here. https://www.furaffinity.net/user/redstudios/ Check it out!

Would you guys care if I started posting adult artwork to my FA page? Or would you rather a separate page?

For those who wish to access, you need to sign up for a FurryNetwork account, BUT if you have one, you can access the ADULT and NSFW comic here. https://beta.furrynetwork.com/redstudios/

Content Warning: Involves My Little Pony doing bad things, so.... yes. you were warned.

As it sits my work schedule limits me to once a month updates at best on the comic, so apologies if it's slow.

I got sick and have been unable to get the energy to update. But yes.. big news.

I'm now doing adult artwork!

Yeah, crazy, huh? To commemorate this, I started the first page of what I hope will be an ongoing comic, depending how much interest and support there is for it. If you wish to check it out, it's over on my FurryNetwork Adult Account, which is available here. https://beta.furrynetwork.com/redstudios/

And yes, this comic will have future slots available for YCHs too!

For those of you who still keep up with my FA postings. Fair warning. Jan 1st of 2017 is going to see a BIG shift in my art direction. At least for me.

Probably for many of you, the thing that's going to get blurted out is "IT'S ABOUT DAMN TIME!!!!"

So yes.. T minus 12 days til I update my gallery with... .SOMETHING.

Eeyup, I've decided to jump back into the fray and start taking on con badge commissions, if you wish to see what you'd get, my Super Smash Bros Splash Page as an example, minus the text from that image. See here for examples.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15978422/

$35USD simple head bust. I'm looking basically to practice getting head busts done and completed in an hour.

If you want a badge from the waist up, I can do that for $45, and $60 gets you a full body shot.

Your choice for the colour of the background. I can even do themed badges as well, if you want your con badge to match up to a specific theme of the con. Like.. Pirates, or as in Furnal Equinox, Superheroes and Villains.

Throw me a comment in my journal or Note me if you're interested!

For months I have been trying to figure out what exactly is going on with Photoshop, and why it's the ONLY piece of software that clashes with my Cintiq, heck, even using a mouse, it STILL requires a double-click to draw lines. It recognizes pressure sensitivity, but requires double clicking. That is frustrating and has killed my mood, and everytime I revisit to try and fix the problem, every failure makes me ragequit.

Well fuck you Photoshop CS6, I'm done with you.

If I can find a stable pirate copy of Photoshop CC, I'll try it, but until then, I'm going to have to port all my PSD documents to Clip Studio Paint, which may yield some mixed results.

On top of that, I found out that my dad won 65,000$ on the lottery last year, and then fucking blew it all in 3 months without telling the family, and I'm only just now finding out about it because, I'm a PoA now. And now I'm finding out he's trying to withdraw his mutual funds, the only bit of money he has at all saved, all $2500, and.. guarantee it's going to go back into the lottery.

Damned if I do, damned if I don'tl. What.. the fuck life.

In order to help pay bills, and to actually get myself out of this fucking house, I took 2 jobs, one of which I REALLY, REALLY regret.

Case in point, didn't find out I was working until today,

Second. Hearing the words "Go back where you came from" when trying to ring up a transaction because I wasn't fast enough and had to navigate their godawful POS system.

I... have just... immense rage right now I can't sleep

Anyone know why whenever I want to draw a line in Photoshop, I have to double tap just to start drawing? It's annoying and putting me off big time, help would be appreciated

Looking for fellow hunters to help an intermediate noob, throw your friend code below or note me?

I asked my dad if he recognized me, he didn't even know he had a son.....

No, I'm not emotionally well right now.. Trying to keep things together while at his bedside but... Yeah.

Right after he was admitted he was conscious, and alert, alert enough to tell the nurse the hospital food sucked, and that he was in "Torture Hospital" because he was so uncomfortable.

Yesterday, he was semi conscious, very out of it, and just shaking. Today mom called the hospital and he's got septic shock, so they're putting him on anti biotics, he's still in a semi-conscious state, still awaiting results from the MRI yesterday.

I won't go into details, but the events yesterday have left me feeling emotionally destroyed. I'm confused, bitter, angry, upset... I dunno.

For those who are here for art, it'll have to wait until this is sorted.

Well folks, when it rains, it pours.

After meeting CyberWuff at FanExpo, I was at a friend's place when I received a call that my dad had passed out and hit his head at the back of a bus, and when he came to he was vomiting profusely. So... to the hospital ER I went.

Turns out my dad has not one, but THREE brain aneurysms. One of which ruptured. We find out later, that both his carotid arteries are occluded, meaning they're blocked, 100%, and that the vertibral arteries (the two arteries that run along the spinal cord to supply blod to the brain), and one of them had to be blocked because that's the one that burst.

Oh, did I mention when he was admitted his blood pressure was 220 / 208? Yeah... interestingly enough were it not for the occluded carotid arteries, he'd be dead. He's still alive, he's awake, and can speak, but he's not out of the woods, far from it, he's got one artery supplying blood to the brain where there should be FOUR. So... there's going to be discussions in the near future about having a bypass surgery done to provide his brain with adequate blood supply.

So.. for the time being.. I am going to be away because of this... so... yeah.

That is all.

Currently experiencing pen lag issues withtheir newest driver and Clip Studio Paint, I have NO idea what the fuck is going on but it never used to do that. May have to roll back to a previous version

So.. yeah. I am right now working 8 - 6 hr shifts from this week Monday til Sunday. I... will be fucking pooped.

Art will commence again when I have free time on my birthday weekend which I have taken time off for.

I think... I think I may have to go see a doctor with regards to dealing with my depression... things have built up to the point where it's alarmingly clear that if I don't do something now, it's... going to not end well.

Happening at 10:15PM TODAY

This is mostly a backlog stream, so right now priority is one that's been owing for a while, for Silvax, the other is going to be one for Irate, and the next Lurdanjo, and Tamakun.

I'm just trying to download some motivational music. (The Transformers Fall of Cybertron Soundtrack) mostly because I've had a shitty week. Dealing with angry customers, in pain from a lot of physical labour. At least tomorrow I get to work with horses, so the physical labour will be so worth it. :)

So yeah, streaming in 20 minutes.

Unfortunately, due to my hectic work schedule, working on my backlog has been really slow, and usually means I only do quick small burts an hour or two a day. on the 30th of July though I plan to have a very long stream where I crank out stuff I'm owing. Will there be music? Yeah, mech themed music. Will there be pie? No pie. :( Will there be fucking art getting done? Yes... but not fucking art, because that's not the kind of art I do. ;)

Gonna try and stream my backlog to give me motivation to complete this. But after dealing with 2 angry customers today, I need a brief nap.

So... I went to TFCon, and I was at the Charity Auction being done by John Moschitta Jr. (AKA. G1 Blurr), and then I get this text message from my coworker asking me if I know "Peter Cullen"

Yeah, I know him. Apparently he left a signature behind and said he left passes for me at the con. I thought this was absolute bullshit, either coworkers playing with my emotions or SOMETHING. I did get to meet him personally since I did get the VIP pass (I have no idea when I'll see him again, so I jumped on this opportunity). Then I get back to work Tuesday, and... on the table, is a note saying exactly what my co worker said, with a tool rental card with his signature on it....

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF....

This man... is a treasure, may he live long and prosper!

My cousin called me up, talked to me through tears, and on his facebook uploaded photos of the open casket viewing, on top of the photos that were pulled from her cell phone when she visited my mom and I, and we went doing the touristy thing in Niagara Falls back in 2013.

it didn't hit me, because I was still in denial, in disbelief that she was gone... I spoke to her last on Friday the 17th, just... tried to give her some solace because she could still hear, she just couldn't verbalize her responses.

I'm writing this now fighting back a lot of tears, I remember her vividly when we all went out to Ripley's Believe it or Not, we wandered to the Falls even though it was pissing rain, we went to do the buffet thing because she loved food, and loved just celebrating the mealtime with friends and family. She was full of life, and she just enjoyed experiencing the many different places when she stayed with us in Canada.

Seeing her in that coffin, juxtaposed with her time when she visited us... it hit me really hard, an emotional slap in the face, a slap that maybe I needed, because I wasn't sure how I felt... I never really grasped the reality of her really truly being gone until those photos.. at least now I can mourn her properly.

Goodbye Ah Ling, you will be missed.

Pardon me if I write this here, I'd write this on my facebook post but... too many family are there, and I just need to vent here.

last night my cousin's wife, after fighting an aggressive appendix cancer, lost her battle with it. She was 39 years old, and left behind 2 kids, 12 and 17, and her husband. I met with her whenever her husband made visits up to Canada. She came up here to visit twice, and was always cheery, eager to help around the house whenever she stayed.

The cancer took it's toll not just on her, but her family. Because she lived in the US, and, the US don't give a shit about it's citizens, her work health insurance ran out, they had to sell their home and live in a small apartment. She underwent aggressive chemotherapy for 9 months before she finally stopped, she couldn't take constantly vomiting, having anything in her stomach would cause her to throw up violently. She couldn't take that, so she stopped, and just enjoyed what limited life was allotted to her.

Now.. my mom's in the US, doing her nursely duties to try and help, somehow.

And I feel guilt for not being there, I feel guilt for not doing enough, I feel guilt... for feeling bad because I am not the one who lost his wife, I am not the one who lost their mother. Part of me wants to curse out whatever "God" exists, a deity who would create such suffering like this, and yet somehow have millions of people worship him and thank him for it?!

*sigh*

I HATE feeling so bloody helpless and afar.

Cousin's wife succombed to cancer this morning. Feeling down and rather... numb... no tears, just.... contemplative.