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Posted 14 years agoWas up all night Thursday and lasted til about 4 Friday because of it. That and all the crying I did really killed my eyes.. And the fuzz on the inside of my fur suit head.. Bleh.. Stayed up all night tonight and got absolutely nothing done. After all that's happened, I feel so let down. I feel let down by not just the suit maker but I'm realizing who my real friends are and it hurts. I'm so un-motivated lately. I love to draw and I draw on lined paper all the time. But the fact I have to take a picture with my phone and then re-do the entire pic (for line-art) is getting to me. I wish it could all be digital. I've applied for a job all over but I won't have the money for this ticket in time. My mom says that since I was relying on my suit for so much and for a good time in Colorado, maybe it's a sign. So many bad things have happened lately, maybe there's a reason I shouldn't get on that plane. Granted, I love Tal to bits, he's the greatest friend I could ask for, and I want to see him so badly, but.. I am deathly afraid of heights. I don't know how well I'll do on an airplane. And I don't trust other people with my property unless they're as close to me as Tal is. And what if the plane crashes? I dunno.. Maybe I'll wait. It's only.. -counts- 10 months til about when I can move out there with them. Possibly longer, I dunno. Anyways, there's fuzz in my eyes still and it hurts and I'm getting tired again ;-; I'm really sorry to everyone I owe art trades with. Even those of you who haven't done your side yet (basically everyone), but I will get to it. I promise I will. u.u I'm just.. I'm realizing so much in my life right now and at the same time, planning too much. That's the problem with me, I guess.. Heh.. Planning too far into the future. I set myself up for disappointment time and time again.. And I'm sorry for bringing disappointment onto you guys..
Sorry for this.. I just.. I needed to write it out.. I needed to write something..
Sorry for this.. I just.. I needed to write it out.. I needed to write something..
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Ignore this~
Things I Owe:
AT with Impish-Inzanity - Anthro of http://impish-inzanity.deviantart.c.....iger-220405919 - Working on lines
AT with Animaluver21 - Small pixel of http://animaluver21.deviantart.com/.....-pic-214670522 - Not started
AT with Brookkit of a "cat anthro"
Things People Owe Me:
PC of Reht journal doll and Rodney badge from deidarapanther
PC of Chubby Reht from SkaterGator
AT with Impish-Inzanity
Transparent Full Body Commission and Chibi Character Prize from Donnecha
AT with Brookkit
Please Help Fund my Trip, $2 off Commissions!
Posted 14 years agoPLANE TICKET GOAL - $140/$280
Alright, it's getting down to the point where I have to say this more often..
I have exactly one month until I am supposed to be going to my dear friend,
house, which is ten minutes from Denver, Colorado. I live in Pennsylvania. See the problem? I have been planning this for a good month now and doing what I can but it's time that I ask for everyone else's help officially.
This trip is going to be a week long. I may be going to Nan Desu Kan but only if I have enough money left over from the plane ticket. Thing is.. I need about $240 or so for the ticket and only have $97. I have a dilemma. I have seen many people asking for money and donations for trips to see friends or for keeping their internet. I don't see why I can't ask for help.
Me and Tal met at AnthroCon on June 23rd. He and his housemates were the only people I really hung out with the entire time. I have grown closer still to Tal over the time we've been friends since we met. He and I are great friends and I want ever so badly to visit him.
I have things up for sale and they are listed here - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2564206/
I have commissions open BUT for a limited time, because of my desperation, I am marking everything down by $2, excluding anything that is under $3 already. You can get some good art for a reasonable price and help out for a good cause! My gallery is full of examples so look no further than there. <3 Commission prices - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2533329/
If you would like to make a donation or would want anything that is not on my commission list, please tell me! My paypal is kikitsuya@hotmail for all who wish to make a donation. I will be grateful for any donations and I will repay any who do donate in some way.
I have 5 yards of white long pile DF fur that I can make headband ears out of. I have made two pair already and may just sell them. I cannot make anything else in a timely manor because my sewing machine hates fur. I can make a tail, maybe.. The ears will be about $10 or so and tails $15. Here is an example of the ears I have made - http://i1101.photobucket.com/albums.....1/SSPX0351.jpg
Thank you so much for reading this and I would really appreciate if you could spread the word!
Alright, it's getting down to the point where I have to say this more often..
I have exactly one month until I am supposed to be going to my dear friend,
house, which is ten minutes from Denver, Colorado. I live in Pennsylvania. See the problem? I have been planning this for a good month now and doing what I can but it's time that I ask for everyone else's help officially. This trip is going to be a week long. I may be going to Nan Desu Kan but only if I have enough money left over from the plane ticket. Thing is.. I need about $240 or so for the ticket and only have $97. I have a dilemma. I have seen many people asking for money and donations for trips to see friends or for keeping their internet. I don't see why I can't ask for help.
Me and Tal met at AnthroCon on June 23rd. He and his housemates were the only people I really hung out with the entire time. I have grown closer still to Tal over the time we've been friends since we met. He and I are great friends and I want ever so badly to visit him.
I have things up for sale and they are listed here - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2564206/
I have commissions open BUT for a limited time, because of my desperation, I am marking everything down by $2, excluding anything that is under $3 already. You can get some good art for a reasonable price and help out for a good cause! My gallery is full of examples so look no further than there. <3 Commission prices - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2533329/
If you would like to make a donation or would want anything that is not on my commission list, please tell me! My paypal is kikitsuya@hotmail for all who wish to make a donation. I will be grateful for any donations and I will repay any who do donate in some way.
I have 5 yards of white long pile DF fur that I can make headband ears out of. I have made two pair already and may just sell them. I cannot make anything else in a timely manor because my sewing machine hates fur. I can make a tail, maybe.. The ears will be about $10 or so and tails $15. Here is an example of the ears I have made - http://i1101.photobucket.com/albums.....1/SSPX0351.jpg
Thank you so much for reading this and I would really appreciate if you could spread the word!
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Ignore this~
Things I Owe:
AT with Impish-Inzanity - Anthro of http://impish-inzanity.deviantart.c.....iger-220405919 - Working on lines
AT with Animaluver21 - Small pixel of http://animaluver21.deviantart.com/.....-pic-214670522 - Not started
Things People Owe Me:
AT with Impish-Inzanity
2 Transparent Full Body Commissions, Chibi Character Prize, and Icon Prize from DonnechaFor Sale, Please Look
Posted 14 years agoHere's some stuff I have for sale. I really need $200 and I honestly don't know what to do. So I guess I'll sell some stuff I no longer need and junk from my childhood.. I have a lot of stuff that isn't listed and there are things that, though I may not want to part with, I will. Ask me about what I have or if I have what you're looking for.
Pictures here - http://s1101.photobucket.com/albums.....l1/For%20Sale/
Commission prices here - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2533329/
Auction - http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1024637.html
Lucario Action figure, batteries are dead, for $8
Little Bratz Part Bus, one side view mirror is broken off, for $10
Small Bratz Car, all pieces are there I believe, $7
Lot of Bratz dolls, shoes, and clothes. Comes with 5 Bratz dolls. $20
Ziploc baggy of barbie doll clothes, accessories and shoes, $6
Barbie Moped thingy, helmet and top of luggage missing, $6
Science Microscope with some pieces missing. Microscope works. Comes with 10 or so cases of slides, two to a case, $20
All VHS are $6
All ZODIAC Ty Beanies are $8. Zodiac Beanies have all capital letter names on the tags
Birthday bear Ty Beanies (only 2) are $6
Teddy Bear Ty Beanies are $6
All other Ty Beanies are $5
Pooh Hoodies, both large sizes. Made of fleece-plush like material. $10
I have tons more stuff but idk if anyone would want any of it. I have books, PS2 games, Game boy and game cube games and such.. VHS and a few DVD's, CD's, old computer games. Pokemon action figures, TONS of plushies.. Tons of TY beanie babies. If you want something and it's not listed, there's a possibility I have. So please don't hesitate to ask me about things.
Pictures here - http://s1101.photobucket.com/albums.....l1/For%20Sale/
Commission prices here - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2533329/
Auction - http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1024637.html
Lucario Action figure, batteries are dead, for $8
Little Bratz Part Bus, one side view mirror is broken off, for $10
Small Bratz Car, all pieces are there I believe, $7
Lot of Bratz dolls, shoes, and clothes. Comes with 5 Bratz dolls. $20
Ziploc baggy of barbie doll clothes, accessories and shoes, $6
Barbie Moped thingy, helmet and top of luggage missing, $6
Science Microscope with some pieces missing. Microscope works. Comes with 10 or so cases of slides, two to a case, $20
All VHS are $6
All ZODIAC Ty Beanies are $8. Zodiac Beanies have all capital letter names on the tags
Birthday bear Ty Beanies (only 2) are $6
Teddy Bear Ty Beanies are $6
All other Ty Beanies are $5
Pooh Hoodies, both large sizes. Made of fleece-plush like material. $10
I have tons more stuff but idk if anyone would want any of it. I have books, PS2 games, Game boy and game cube games and such.. VHS and a few DVD's, CD's, old computer games. Pokemon action figures, TONS of plushies.. Tons of TY beanie babies. If you want something and it's not listed, there's a possibility I have. So please don't hesitate to ask me about things.
-.- Hmph
Posted 14 years agoI give up, okay? I give up on setting goals, trying to achieve goals, everything. I've been trying to get a job for like 8 weeks now and not a single call. My last job, the only reason I got in, was because my mom new the manager. But now, nothing. And my art isn't getting me any where. No, it's not getting me anything either. I could poor my heart out and it wouldn't matter. My art must not be worth even so much as one person's time. My art must be shit. It doesn't matter if I like it, if the world doesn't, it's not worth anything. I mean, I try to make plans for myself and I try to act like it's all going to work out exactly how it should but nothing ever does. If I can't get a job, I can't leave this town, and if I can't leave this town, I have no future. Without money I'm futureless. That's how it seems to be. I could lie and say that me and my buddy in Colorado are mad lovers and I might get a little attention. If he were female and we were lesbian lovers, I'm SURE I'd get some support or help. But no. Things are normal. He's a friend and I'm a girl who wants to be male. Ya know, totally no reason to give any attention to me. And then there's the whole friendship thing. Like, who is really my friend? I never see anyone through the entire summer and the only guy who wants to hang with me only wants to hang so we can have sex. No wait. That's all my guy friends. And if they don't want sex, then they want something else from me. My girl friends, sure, they're there for me some times, but I can only think of maybe two that really truely care. But even still, I never see them. Online's all I have and even then, it's no better. Men want sex, females aren't ever around. The friends I do have, always seem to find some reason to leave. Or a fight breaks out and I admit to being in the wrong but they are never in the wrong and they blame me for all their problems then disapear and I'm left crying because they were so important to me. Then there's the whole ordeal of me losing my IMVU account which totally hasn't even hit me yet. All the outfits I designed, the freakin memories, the money wasted, everything. It's all just freakin gone and IMVU won't even reply to my help ticket cuz the bastards are out for all they can get. I hold up as much as I can inside of me but everything's really just starting to piss me off to the point where I can't talk to someone without being pissed off by their every single word. I mean, artists of super freakin caliber charge $80 for a two-view reference sheet. Am I supposed to make NO money what so ever and charge a dollar for my art? Is my art really not worth at least $5 or are people that broke? Or maybe it's the fact that since dA's point system came out, everyone thinks that it's unfair to charge any more than 10 points for something WHICH ISN'T EVEN WORTH 50 CENTS! Severely undercharged art hurts other artists who need the money but does it matter? Hell no. No, it's okay, I'll get a job by magically pulling an employer out my ass and make the $200 for the plane ticket. Oh, a plane ticket isn't important? Well what if I were dying. I could lie and say "oh I need surgery, $200 pl0x" and I probably still wouldn't get much attention. I don't know. Maybe I expect too much from people or maybe I should just give up all hope. Because I've lost hope. Hope doesn't exist. It isn't real.
/end rant which I meant every word of
/end rant which I meant every word of
Updates D:
Posted 14 years agoMy IMVU account, iSinMuffin, has been disabled.. I've submitted a help ticket to try and get it back but I doubt I will. I have had this account for about 2 years or so, spent shit-tons of money on it, and created almost 200 products on it. All my items, created works, and friends are gone. There's no way to get it back. So if you were friends with me on that account, or wanted to be, my other account is ChipTheFox. I will not be developing until I have the money to buy my name (it no longer comes with buying VIP >.>; ) so I won't be very active on there for a long time but I'll get on every so often in hopes of finding old friends :/
It turns out I need like.. $240 :/ It's $120 to get to Colorado and the same price to get back. Way to go for telling me the wrong info, mom.. Anyways.. Unless I get more commissions or some donations or something, I won't be going to Colorado.. Tal is going to try and help but I'll feel bad. I have about $70 still and I have a long way to go. :l
There is an auction going on for those of you who wish to help out. It's got 4 days left on it http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1024637.html?
Also I'm thinking of selling some things. I don't know what I could sell, but if anyone thinks of something they want, just ask about it, I have a lot of stuff. I have books, pokemon action figures and plushes, video games of all sorts, old systems I don't use, tons of white faux fur fabric, tons of plushes in general.. I got a bunch of shit. :I
Commissions are still FULLY open so PLEASE go check out the prices or spread the word! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2533329/
I'm not sure what else I could offer for money to be honest. Pictures with my characters? Idk.. :I I'll do damn near anything at this point. Nothing more sad than a desperate artist, huh? :/ I have people advertising for me and I can't thank them enough so I'm going to give them features in this journal <3
Regdeh whom has been my friend for the longest time. We met on dA and I helped to design his fursona. He's an amazing person and so giving and caring! He's the best friend I could ask for and though we don't talk as often as we use to, he's still got a close place in my heart. <3
Taladrian whom I met at AnthroCon. I'm doing all of this for him. He's another great friend of mine and I couldn't ask for a better friend. I'm so glad I met him and his house-mates at AC. I really want to go out and see him and I'm doing all I can to get there. <3
Scavenger. is a new friend of mine. I love the way he does his art and he's let me color one of his pieces (will be submitted soon..) He's really kind and he's been great enough to even help in advertising for me. Thank you buddy. :)
Thanks to all of you! I can only hope that their efforts will not be wasted. <3
It turns out I need like.. $240 :/ It's $120 to get to Colorado and the same price to get back. Way to go for telling me the wrong info, mom.. Anyways.. Unless I get more commissions or some donations or something, I won't be going to Colorado.. Tal is going to try and help but I'll feel bad. I have about $70 still and I have a long way to go. :l
There is an auction going on for those of you who wish to help out. It's got 4 days left on it http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1024637.html?
Also I'm thinking of selling some things. I don't know what I could sell, but if anyone thinks of something they want, just ask about it, I have a lot of stuff. I have books, pokemon action figures and plushes, video games of all sorts, old systems I don't use, tons of white faux fur fabric, tons of plushes in general.. I got a bunch of shit. :I
Commissions are still FULLY open so PLEASE go check out the prices or spread the word! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2533329/
I'm not sure what else I could offer for money to be honest. Pictures with my characters? Idk.. :I I'll do damn near anything at this point. Nothing more sad than a desperate artist, huh? :/ I have people advertising for me and I can't thank them enough so I'm going to give them features in this journal <3
Regdeh whom has been my friend for the longest time. We met on dA and I helped to design his fursona. He's an amazing person and so giving and caring! He's the best friend I could ask for and though we don't talk as often as we use to, he's still got a close place in my heart. <3 Taladrian whom I met at AnthroCon. I'm doing all of this for him. He's another great friend of mine and I couldn't ask for a better friend. I'm so glad I met him and his house-mates at AC. I really want to go out and see him and I'm doing all I can to get there. <3
Scavenger. is a new friend of mine. I love the way he does his art and he's let me color one of his pieces (will be submitted soon..) He's really kind and he's been great enough to even help in advertising for me. Thank you buddy. :)Thanks to all of you! I can only hope that their efforts will not be wasted. <3
Commissions are OPEN!
Posted 14 years ago$97 out of $240
I have now made an official commissions price guide. For now, it will all be just art based but in the future I will be offering ears and tails as commissions. Anyways, I really need commissions right now to fund a trip to Colorado and admission for the convention going on there as well. I have almost enough, I just need about $70 more. Any commissions is a big help :meow: I have not drawn every species, hybrid, or fantasy creature in the world so bare with me if I take longer to finish or it isn't as good as it could be. I'm not top quailty but I'm not expensive either. Currently because of my situation, I can only take payment via paypal
Below are what my prices and such are. If you want something done and don't see it as a specific on here, please comment and request it. I *think* I covered everything.. Some links lead to my dA
$5 = 2 Adoptable designs using the line art of your choice (flat color)
Ex: http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....bles-202822613
http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....bles-201613465
$4 = Adoptable design with lineart of choice, shaded
Ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6148464
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6148846
$4 = Traditional sketches/drawings in pencil
Ex: http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....Dump-199723205
$3 more to have it made into a digital line art
$2, more depending on request/complexity = IMVU avatar picture edits
Ex: http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....ompz-194522410 http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....n-Avi-19452369
$5 = Digital badge, head shot with name
Ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6016863/
$7 = Re-colors done WITH ORIGINAL ARTIST'S CONSENT
Ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6065044/
$4= Line-art coloring AND shading with line-art of your choice (black line art)
Ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5939814/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5939835/
$15 = Digital Mature Art with colored line art and shading, no bg. $3 more for a simple bg
Ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6104544/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6123764/
$8 = Traditional Ref Sheet (front and back view, one head shot, written details
Ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5939568/
-$7 more to have it made into a digital line art and flat-colored
$20 = Ref sheet: Front view, head shot, rear view, outfit
Ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6149337/
-$5-8 = Extras on Ref Sheet. Talked about upon commissioning
$12 = Personal IMVU fur set - (On IMVU, they're about 10k credits and 10k=$10)
Ex: http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/gallery/28016251
$4 = Medium sized flat pixel art
Ex: http://chelseachels14.deviantart.co.....ingy-169574565
$3 = Rear View Icon 100x100
$4 = Animated Icon 100x100
$8- = One Character w/simple bg, colored line art and shading. $12 for two characters
Ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6212162
$10 = One Character w/bg, colored line art and shading. $15 for two characters
Ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6129496/
$4 = Line art
Things I will not draw: Scat, water sports, gore, vore, and extreme bondage/BDSM. These are things I can think of off the top of my head. If you ask for something and I decline, I am sorry that it was not on this list.
I have now made an official commissions price guide. For now, it will all be just art based but in the future I will be offering ears and tails as commissions. Anyways, I really need commissions right now to fund a trip to Colorado and admission for the convention going on there as well. I have almost enough, I just need about $70 more. Any commissions is a big help :meow: I have not drawn every species, hybrid, or fantasy creature in the world so bare with me if I take longer to finish or it isn't as good as it could be. I'm not top quailty but I'm not expensive either. Currently because of my situation, I can only take payment via paypal
Below are what my prices and such are. If you want something done and don't see it as a specific on here, please comment and request it. I *think* I covered everything.. Some links lead to my dA
$5 = 2 Adoptable designs using the line art of your choice (flat color)
Ex: http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....bles-202822613
http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....bles-201613465
$4 = Adoptable design with lineart of choice, shaded
Ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6148464
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6148846
$4 = Traditional sketches/drawings in pencil
Ex: http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....Dump-199723205
$3 more to have it made into a digital line art
$2, more depending on request/complexity = IMVU avatar picture edits
Ex: http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....ompz-194522410 http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....n-Avi-19452369
$5 = Digital badge, head shot with name
Ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6016863/
$7 = Re-colors done WITH ORIGINAL ARTIST'S CONSENT
Ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6065044/
$4= Line-art coloring AND shading with line-art of your choice (black line art)
Ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5939814/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5939835/
$15 = Digital Mature Art with colored line art and shading, no bg. $3 more for a simple bg
Ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6104544/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6123764/
$8 = Traditional Ref Sheet (front and back view, one head shot, written details
Ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5939568/
-$7 more to have it made into a digital line art and flat-colored
$20 = Ref sheet: Front view, head shot, rear view, outfit
Ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6149337/
-$5-8 = Extras on Ref Sheet. Talked about upon commissioning
$12 = Personal IMVU fur set - (On IMVU, they're about 10k credits and 10k=$10)
Ex: http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/gallery/28016251
$4 = Medium sized flat pixel art
Ex: http://chelseachels14.deviantart.co.....ingy-169574565
$3 = Rear View Icon 100x100
$4 = Animated Icon 100x100
$8- = One Character w/simple bg, colored line art and shading. $12 for two characters
Ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6212162
$10 = One Character w/bg, colored line art and shading. $15 for two characters
Ex: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6129496/
$4 = Line art
Things I will not draw: Scat, water sports, gore, vore, and extreme bondage/BDSM. These are things I can think of off the top of my head. If you ask for something and I decline, I am sorry that it was not on this list.
NDK and Junk
Posted 14 years agoSo I may be going on another big thing :3 taladrian whom I met at AC is going to NDK in September. I have to get a job STAT and get atleast $600 for the trip. This is about $300 for the plane ticket and the rest for other expenses. There's a possibility that I could get a discount on the ticket though. :3 AC was boring without money to spend. I'm hoping I'll be able to go. It'll be my first flight, my first leaving the state (excluding the obvious surrounding state visits), my first big trip, and all of this alone. I really do have to admit that I am extremely nervous but I greatly look forward to spending a whole week with the guys. :3 It's going to be great! And what's better is that I get to stay at their house and they're being very kind about sharing things with me as well. :3 That will be some expense minus but I'll probably give them a bit of cash before I leave just because. I plan (hope) to have my partial of Rodney by then. But it's hard to tell.. Oh well. I can only hope. Anyways, this will be my second ever con and it'll be an anime con. It lasts 3 of the 7 days I'll be in Colorado. The other days I plan to spend hanging with Tal, Joe, and everyone and getting a tour of their area. ^-^ Here's to hoping I get the permission to go! Commissions are still open and I'm slowly working on my art style. Also, I'm doing a Pokemon comic for Tal which is also very slow considering I have no practice with free-hand drawing Pokemon. It'll work out eventually.
I also have my future more developed. I plan to go to college to be an Ultrasound Tech or Medical Administrative Assistant. I plan to be an avid and active fur suiter as I plan to get a full suit of Kipper before next years AnthroCon. I would hope to live closer to Tal and the gang, not too close if they don't want me to, don't wanna seem like a creeper :P But they've really helped me be more comfortable with who I am as a person and the choices I've made this far. I plan to NOT stay any where near PA as it's like a family curse with us or something.
Anyways, just a small update, I guess, for anyone who cares to know the happenings and emotions of my current/future life. x3 Bai bai ;D
taladrian whom I met at AC is going to NDK in September. I have to get a job STAT and get atleast $600 for the trip. This is about $300 for the plane ticket and the rest for other expenses. There's a possibility that I could get a discount on the ticket though. :3 AC was boring without money to spend. I'm hoping I'll be able to go. It'll be my first flight, my first leaving the state (excluding the obvious surrounding state visits), my first big trip, and all of this alone. I really do have to admit that I am extremely nervous but I greatly look forward to spending a whole week with the guys. :3 It's going to be great! And what's better is that I get to stay at their house and they're being very kind about sharing things with me as well. :3 That will be some expense minus but I'll probably give them a bit of cash before I leave just because. I plan (hope) to have my partial of Rodney by then. But it's hard to tell.. Oh well. I can only hope. Anyways, this will be my second ever con and it'll be an anime con. It lasts 3 of the 7 days I'll be in Colorado. The other days I plan to spend hanging with Tal, Joe, and everyone and getting a tour of their area. ^-^ Here's to hoping I get the permission to go! Commissions are still open and I'm slowly working on my art style. Also, I'm doing a Pokemon comic for Tal which is also very slow considering I have no practice with free-hand drawing Pokemon. It'll work out eventually.I also have my future more developed. I plan to go to college to be an Ultrasound Tech or Medical Administrative Assistant. I plan to be an avid and active fur suiter as I plan to get a full suit of Kipper before next years AnthroCon. I would hope to live closer to Tal and the gang, not too close if they don't want me to, don't wanna seem like a creeper :P But they've really helped me be more comfortable with who I am as a person and the choices I've made this far. I plan to NOT stay any where near PA as it's like a family curse with us or something.
Anyways, just a small update, I guess, for anyone who cares to know the happenings and emotions of my current/future life. x3 Bai bai ;D
Update + Commission Requests (Go to the bottom)
Posted 14 years agoSo.. Wussup y'all? I had a terrible birthday party because only 4/20 people showed up. So all the cooking and such was a waste. Oh well.
I quit my job because I was treated like a slave (not the kind of slave I'm interested in being) and they always changed my hours without notification. That put marks against me. So I decided I'd quit and be able to use them as a reference before I got fired. I was an annoyance to everyone there. I could tell. It was obvious. Those I didn't annoy, they used me and made me do their work. I quit this past Wednesday and plan to work some where else. Hopefully not in the food business.
My dad bought me a car. He uses it but it's technically my car. I am working on getting my license. It's a '93 Ford Tempo and is gray with red interior. It's slightly ancient but it's better than nothing.
My birthday and last pay check brought in around $300 to me and I used around.. $130 to buy materials for a partial. The sleeves, hand paws, and tail are made already. The rest comes with it, rest meaning the left over fabric and foam. That was $110 of the $130. The whole deal also came with a clay sculpture of a character which I chose to have Cocoa made (http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....Bean-213226995). The partial I bought is how Chip was born.
Also, with my first pay check, I paid someone to make a partial of Rodney. It won't be done til after AnthroCon because.. -cough, cuss words, cough- So Chip is a back up. Hopefully Chip will get here and I'll have it done in time. I have to get a ride from a random furry stranger I met on a furry site because my ride was a fall through. My dad said he'll take me one of the days and the other guy will take me the other days. Whatever works I guess. And even if I can't make a good appearance at AC, I'll suit around town.
My sister is into the fandom now. I tried to hand sew some stuff from my white faux fur and managed to make a crappy hand paw. There's holes and flaws all over but I can slip it on and you can tell what it is. My sister tried it on and she enjoys the look and feel. So I'll probably let her wear one of my partials from time to time.
A lot has been going on and drama and break downs are galore. I'm really panicing with how things have been going. I can't move a muscle without thinking about how it's going to affect things... I wish it wasn't like this but there isn't a thing I can do. I really need someone to talk to more and more on a daily basis. Maybe a boy friend? I just know that I need someone.
Well out of that sad little part, I want everyone to know that I have 500 points and tons of characters I want to commission! Below I will list my characters and what I'd like of them or whatever. >.<
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Badges of:
http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/#/d3ixikx and http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ga.....35700#/d3b8ekc
Basic lineart, flat color, shaded, or backgrounded of:
http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....16039&qo=8
http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....16039&qo=2
http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....35700&qo=8
Line Art (Gray scale shading optional) References for:
http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....35700&qo=5 http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....35700&qo=4
I quit my job because I was treated like a slave (not the kind of slave I'm interested in being) and they always changed my hours without notification. That put marks against me. So I decided I'd quit and be able to use them as a reference before I got fired. I was an annoyance to everyone there. I could tell. It was obvious. Those I didn't annoy, they used me and made me do their work. I quit this past Wednesday and plan to work some where else. Hopefully not in the food business.
My dad bought me a car. He uses it but it's technically my car. I am working on getting my license. It's a '93 Ford Tempo and is gray with red interior. It's slightly ancient but it's better than nothing.
My birthday and last pay check brought in around $300 to me and I used around.. $130 to buy materials for a partial. The sleeves, hand paws, and tail are made already. The rest comes with it, rest meaning the left over fabric and foam. That was $110 of the $130. The whole deal also came with a clay sculpture of a character which I chose to have Cocoa made (http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....Bean-213226995). The partial I bought is how Chip was born.
Also, with my first pay check, I paid someone to make a partial of Rodney. It won't be done til after AnthroCon because.. -cough, cuss words, cough- So Chip is a back up. Hopefully Chip will get here and I'll have it done in time. I have to get a ride from a random furry stranger I met on a furry site because my ride was a fall through. My dad said he'll take me one of the days and the other guy will take me the other days. Whatever works I guess. And even if I can't make a good appearance at AC, I'll suit around town.
My sister is into the fandom now. I tried to hand sew some stuff from my white faux fur and managed to make a crappy hand paw. There's holes and flaws all over but I can slip it on and you can tell what it is. My sister tried it on and she enjoys the look and feel. So I'll probably let her wear one of my partials from time to time.
A lot has been going on and drama and break downs are galore. I'm really panicing with how things have been going. I can't move a muscle without thinking about how it's going to affect things... I wish it wasn't like this but there isn't a thing I can do. I really need someone to talk to more and more on a daily basis. Maybe a boy friend? I just know that I need someone.
Well out of that sad little part, I want everyone to know that I have 500 points and tons of characters I want to commission! Below I will list my characters and what I'd like of them or whatever. >.<
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Badges of:
http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/#/d3ixikx and http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ga.....35700#/d3b8ekc
Basic lineart, flat color, shaded, or backgrounded of:
http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....16039&qo=8
http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....16039&qo=2
http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....35700&qo=8
Line Art (Gray scale shading optional) References for:
http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....35700&qo=5 http://isinmuffin.deviantart.com/ar.....35700&qo=4
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