why is it everything my brother does not do my fault to fix this problem for my mom i have decided that the first thing i do when i obtain a full time job is move out theres no waiting i need to get out of the negativity towards me so i can try and become happier and so i dont have to keep faking the happy to everyone around me that is mixed with my somewhat clingyness from not having much positive attitude on me as of favoritism of my brother is all they seem to care about anymore which makes everything that seems to go wrong my fault like the past five things that happened which confuses me cuz i was not home and trying to make money while they happened so ya sum it up i need to get away from where i am and everything will become better i know it will cuz i went to live somewhere else for a few weeks and i was happy (was the first time in five years i was truly happy).

P.S this angry rant is now over ... rawr


P.S.S rawr rawr

Yesterday was a bad day but everything after being kicked out of a group to something has been adding up to epic win and everything is getting better cant wait to see what happens in the future