Hey, guys.

Just wanted to send a shout out to all of you lovely people that watch/support me in any way possible. You guys make it happen!

I may be able to do one more ref sheet like my most recent one if anyone is interested.

REF SHEET PRICE IS $90-$120 DEPENDING ON HOW COMPLEX YOU WANT IT TO BE!
Example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24401985/

ONE SLOT ONLY!
COMMENT TO CLAIM, SEND ME A NOTE WITH REFERENCES!

Thanks again!
Have a lovely day~!

Depending on what you want, I may be open.

I'm thinking about doing some $15 flat color busts, or $25 flat thigh up shots.

Let me know! :3

Hey guys!

Just to update, I've been working a lot lately so haven't been drawing. I'm really hoping to get back to it soon though. Got really demotivated.

I'll be back soon.

Yup! <3

I'll be 26 next friday. ><
I'm such excite, much old, wow.

From here on out, all services are to be paid for up front.

No exceptions.

If you would like to know why I'm giving up with giving people the benefit of the doubt, I'm so tired of dedicating eight or more hours of my time just to show WIPs of finished results and have no further communication.

I'm not free. I already work two jobs and I'm barely able to pay my bills as is.

Shit, for the amount of time I put into this, I'd rather go to work and guarantee I'll get paid.

Details why!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8133171/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8133171/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8133171/

Shoot me a message!

I don't like asking for help. ><;

However, I'might in between paychecks right now and I have a potential $290 doctor bill coming up on tuesday.

I hate being an adult xD

Anyways, anything helps. I'm going to offer commission work to help oUT and if you can't afford it, no worries. I appreciate anything, so even sharing this journal would help. :3

I will be starting commissions when I wake up. <3

Thank you for reading and I hope you have a wonderful day. *hugs*

First, I'm sorry ;w;

I work two jobs, and the Nintendo Switch released, and I have a retail job that involves me working the midnight release of the thing xD

I'm not dead I promise, I just haven't had much time or inspiration Dx

I know this is something that a lot of people deal with so it might not be new or anything. I don't usually have problems with depression because I can usually handle any situation that floats my way pretty easily.

I'm the strong one. The one everyone can rely on.
I'm pretty good with advice and dealing with "adult" related things, like finances and the like.

But with both of my jobs losing hours, I feel like I'm constantly busting my ass for no reason. For example, over the last two days, I worked 26 hours, jobs back to back, and I'll be lucky if I can afford my bills this month. I don't want to ask for help from my fiancee because he already works a ton and has bills of his own. I feel punished on my days off since I'm not working or making money. I hate having days off when I can't spend them with my SO because I'm lonely and it doesn't help me not think about my anxiety over going blind and being stuck at dead end jobs. I can't drive, and this is a reason that I can't move up in retail/fast food because they need someone that can do bank runs, but they don't make an exception for my disability. I was turned down a position at my long time job once because I couldn't drive, so I've been paranoid ever since about applying anywhere where I might be qualified for a management position since they'll be disappointed when I have to tell them that I'm visually impaired and they immediately dismiss me for it. They don't even give me a chance. Don't get me wrong, I love my jobs, but I can't take being rejected for a position that I know I can do, but they discriminate due to my disability. I know this is technically illegal, but no one cares about peons in a company.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that I appreciate that you're here, and I don't mind doing free commissions, but free doesn't pay my bills. I'm not trying to be rude or inconsiderate, but every time someone asks me or tries to persuade me into doing free art, I get discouraged. Like, I'm not worth paying to do my work. I don't know if you realize it, but for me, doing this is a miracle in itself. I know I'm not going to be able to do it someday, I'm going to lose everything that I love to do, and there's nothing I can do about it.

I don't want to waste money on a degree.

My main question is "Should I even offer commissions anymore?" or should I just draw for my own happiness?
Unfortunately, happiness doesn't pay for anything, but it's not like I have people knocking down my door to pay for my services either. This isn't my full time job, as much as I wish it was, but I don't have the time or the resources to dedicate my life to this.

I'm stuck. I need help.

Just my current thoughts. You can dismiss this if you feel it's unimportant.
I appreciate all feedback and advice.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22417341/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22417341/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22417341/

I have five days off next week.
Please give me something to do ;^;

I'm going to have a lot of time since I work two retail Jobs and no hours lol

Let me draw for you! Please hire me!

I will put a proper ToS up asap! Please look forward to it!

Honestly, I miss streaming. ;o;

Working these two jobs everyday is killing my drive and it'seems making me hate my life.

I need to pay off some debt before I can quit one of my jobs. If I could make a living doing commission work with a part time job, I would prefer to do that instead. :3

I'll stream again soon! Maybe this Friday, some Pokémon maybe?

YCH: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21188399/

So!

With my super busy schedule and the fact that today is my first day off in two weeks, I may only offer commissions in spurts. Any fully colored commission might take multiple sessions because I have been dealing with nerve damage in my pelvic region for more than ten years now and it makes it difficult for me to sit for long periods.

Chibi commissions are open since they don't take too long but any fully colored piece is going to be open on a situational basis . If I don't want to accept your commission because my hips hurt, then don't be upset if I say no. You're more than welcome to ask though! :3

Gonna be streami g today in a few!

YCH: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21188399
STREAM: https://picarto.tv/live/channel.php.....bbityCreations

Two streams in a week is pretty lucky~!

This is my current offer!

Here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21187251/
Stream: https://picarto.tv/CabbityCreations

Hi guys!

Just wanted to give you all a heads up that I will be unavailable from Aug. 25th-Sept. 5 as I will be going on a cruise~ ♡

I might doodle while down there but I won't be able to do any streams. ;o;

I'M SORRY MY SWEET BABIES
I'LL BE SURE TO BE SAFE AND COME BACK SOON ♡

Setting up now, playing '90s hits all day long xD

Long time, no journals! :D

So I went through and updated my profile and commission information. Due to the fact that I suck at pricing my artwork in a flexible manner, I now have prices set! Hopefully this will clear up some of the confusion. <3

Thanks for all the continued support and I appreciate each and every one of you. <3

;o;

I just wanted to say thank you and welcome to all the new watchers!

I appreciate all the new views and favorites and I hope you continue to feel satisfied with what I do!

You got until 9PM Pacific standard time to bid on this!
GO HERE--> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20118157/

Please share and spread this around, it's an adorable YCH~!
Thank you!

I'very been so active lately, it's kinda nice xD

YCH: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20118157/

ENDS JUNE 5TH SO DON'T DELAY~

Yup, gotta pay them bills!

Gonna stream today, so come and commission me for sketches or what have you. xD

https://picarto.tv/CabbityCreations