Well.. I'm going to have a good 140 or so bandannas for our table at AC.

And I was thinking about selling them all at $5 each. The fabrics all cost from $3 to $9 so I figured $5 would be a good even.
And I'm offering personalized ones for $5 more(to get your name on them) since a pack of letters is about $4-$5 bucks and usually only make a few names with each pack, they dont have many vowels and most people have vowels lol

So.. My question is, is asking that price too much? $5 for a bandana, $5 extra for your name? Should I make it lower? :c I gotta make SOME sort of profit back. ;A;


Also.. Idk if Im going to do my new head. It'll be easy and take me 3 days.. but.. Idk ;A; I'm going to have Red's feet done today or tomorrow morning..
I have a week left until AC.. If it takes me two-three days to finish a head, one to do feet.. I can do it.. hnggg I just dont know if I should or not. :C I probably should huh... I also have a pair of hands w/sleeves to do but that'll take like.. an hour XD

What do you guys think ;A;

Where will you be?
I will be usually in the dealers den. Red and I will be at my table in row K near the concession stand.
Stop here before going to the concession stand! We'll have cheaper snacks/drinks

Where are you staying?
Main hotel c:

Who will you be with?
, , , her brother, and

Do you do free art?
Sure! probably! Come see me in the dealers den and if Im not sewing then I'll be drawing.
Probably will do free doodles for you if you mention that you watch me on FA :D

Do you do trades?
Sure! Depends on what though. Im picky on artwork. But I can offer doodles or possibly even do fursuit part trades!

Do you do commissions?
DUH.

Do you have prints/CDs?
Not much of an artist so no.

What is your gender?
Gay black man

How old are you?
21. And yes I would like that alcohol.

Are you taken? Are you looking for a 'mate'?
Yup by both my lovelies ;D

Can I touch you?
In suit, you can hug an stuff.. no groping or touching of my ass please. I will break an arm.
Out of suit, same thing XD

Can I invite you out for food/fun/etc?
ALWAYS. I love food -fattymcfatfat- Just I'd usually ask for at least my cockwolf or my gshep to come with me ;D

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
If you’re invited. By me or one of my friends. No, you can not just invite yourself.

Can I talk to you?
PLEEEEEASE. I look like some scary gay black man asian chick, but I'm harmless! I promise! ;A;

Can I give you stuff?
I'll stay away from any ecstasy, kthnx. If you mean like free art, free drinks, free food, SURE.




THERES MY MEME |D


Anyways! HEY All you bandanna lovers!
I'm taking preorders for colored bandannas WITH YOUR NAME on them!

It's like a badge minus the art.

Price is 9-10 bucks. Pick any color and I'll do my best to find it.
+1 dollar for snaps sewn in so you can wear them with your fursuit.

Just let me know if you're interested

So.. a few of you follow me on twitter so you might know whats been happening and a few of you have read my other journals saying how we've been having some problems living here. How Crush's dad is really.. odd.

Well we have AC coming up and afterwards, we'll be leaving AZ.

If we dont have jobs in 2 weeks, we're being kicked out.

My mom seems to think that he cant legally do that but she's kinda dumb.

Thankfully, my dad has listened and offered me a home in FL so I'm going to take it.
Even my step mom is wanting to help. She offered to give me her bonus to put as a down payment on a place to live once we've settled and gotten working again. Thankfully also, I've worked for Sea World in the past and I'll be hired back right away.

So we have more support there. And I really just want to be able to get some money, pay of my debts and start living again.


I hate to leave the friends I've met on this coast but things just aren't panning out in our favor. It could be months before we find a job and his dad doesnt understand that. Theres no way that in 2 weeks we can get jobs.

Someday we'll be back. Once we pay off debts and save up the money, we'll move back. And hopefully things will be easier then.

I'm sorry that that might put a slight delay on commissions but most things will be done by AC ;n;

Ugh.


Also, a little pimping

is trying to get some commissions selling fursona pillows!
They're about 20 bucks each, large and cuddly!~ Made from a really nice fleece~
Also theres a discount for if you buy more than one :3c
Check em out: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5890071

It's 100 degrees out here and I'm stuck working on fursuit stuff outside.

I hate this. So much.


All because Crush's dad is horribly self-centered and thought my sewing machine being in a room he doesn't use was "taking over his house"

Hng I think I've sweated off like.. 10 lbs

https://youtu.be/bY0xgRA_Sk0

WATCH IT.

GET SOME OF HIS LADY LUMPS....

It's 2 am and I can't sleep. Using Crush's iPod lol so sorry for any words autocorrected weird.

Idk it's tough here.

I'm having a hard time in Arizona. I like this place and the people, don't get me wrong.. It's just I'm under a lot of stress here. I can't find a job here. And when someone that went to college can't find work.. It blows. I'm behind on my loan payments. I'm overly stressed in our living conditions because Crushs dad is, I'm sorry, self-centered and kinda a douchebag.

Not to mention, since I stopped working I've gained weight.

I haven't been eating right or exercising and I quite frankly have felt extremely fat and ugly lately. And it makes me feel horrible cause I worry that I don't look nice for my bby ;; I love him so much and would hate to loose him just cause I put on weight and won't straighten my hair as much.

I want to exercise but this fucking heat knocks me down everytime I go outside. I didn't even think fl was this bad..

Idk why I'm venting.. I'm just thinking about our options and what to do if we both don't have jobs soon.

I don't know how much more I can take of Crushs dad.

And as my dad told me earlier, life's too short for bullshit.

Brb

Going camping with  crushdood &  kumo-wolf

Sold the ps3!

Was super fast too.

Craigslist aint so bad sometimes.

Brought Dug so he could do the dog thing and put his head out the car window as we drove <3 I love meh Dugdog.


Anyways! That gives us a bit of extra cash so we can go and ship off a suit, get material to make balaclavas to get started on the foam head commission, and on wednesday I get the money for another suit commission.


Does anyone know of places to get like.. Latex noses or any nose in general for suits? x___X I hate making them..
That and claws.. Need to start trying to find some not so expensive claws.

Anyways, thats the suit stuff. I might have a secret something to make for AC.

AND.. The plushies we'll be selling commission slots for are in the works. There will be plushies, backpacks, and little fatsos as I like to call them!
(Need to also find me some shortshort pile fur D8 )


Thats alllllllll

im tired.


GETTIN READY FOR THAT RAPTOR TO COME TOMORROW.

I played it all but twice, pristine condition.

Comes with wireless controller with USB recharge cable, metal gear 4, little big planet 1.

I'm asking 250$ for it all. Any takers? :D

Idk.. Just an idea! I dont know if we'll have as much as we had planned to have since I lack a job still an all.

So are there any artists or suit makers that would like half of our table? Its a full table and will be pretty large. So if you want to make some money at ac selling artwork or suit stuff, let me know and I might consider it.

No, not asking for money. Not selling the half of the table, giving it to a friend/acquaintance maybe.
Unless you want to be cool and give us sometime :D Lool but no, really not required at all XD

Stil gotta talk to Crush about it maybe. I just hate that we'll have a large table and that it'll be bare.

I guess this is just a bit of a rant.. Or me expressing my concerns of the moment.

See.. I had a bit of money my mom and dad sent me. Total of 300$ at the beginning of the month. No, we didnt buy crazy stuff.

All of that money has gone to gas used to mostly go around job hunting in the mornings and occasionally to go out and see friends because we cant just sit in our homes all day.

Rest of it went to groceries because his dad sucks at buying groceries.

he rarely ever eats at home.

He makes 2360 a month. PLUS gets 900 bucks from his mom, Crush's grandma, to cover house payments.

The guy makes enough to buy the simple stuff we need.. Bread, milk, cereal, hotdogs cause theyre cheap, you know.. Simple, cheap food. But does he buy any food? no. His money goes for things like taking his multiple girlfriends/booty calls out on dates and shit around the house he doesnt need.

Its SO hard for me to just sit here and not say anything. Im trying so hard to just bite my lip and move on.

But now, we're pretty much out of money. I have 20 bucks left but I need to ship off a tail commission tomorrow since the places are closed today. So I'll be down to probably 4-5 bucks. MAYBE. I dont have anything else to buy groceries or even gas with.

And the guy wants us to apply for food stamps. If we told the food stamp place the truth, they wouldnt approve us because Crush's dad makes more than enough to feed us. If we lied about anything, we could be sued for fraud.

I just dont want to deal with any of this.

I've been looking for a job constantly with no results. I've tried craigslist, monster, applied for all the stores around here, walked around asking, everything.. Im finding it really hard sometimes to stay positive because I'm so used to having a job and being helpful moneywise. but Im feeling rather worthless now especially when his dad makes some comments like "well we hace a chef in the house that doesnt even cook" yeah that stuff hurts my feelings. Because you know, Ive cooked for him before and gotten comments that also kinda hurt so for one I stopped liking to cook for him, and two, we dont have any fucking thing to even cook.

You know what our pantry has? soup, ramen, cereal, eggs, bread... yeah all stuff that I've bought.


Sorry.. im just kinda annoyed and lost on what to do at this point.

i want to leave. So bad. I hate living here.

Crush is up in the FFFF and needs vooooootes D8 DONT LET THAT OTHER WIN. GSHEPS ARE BETTER >:C

http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/103619.html

Sign up if you arent part of LJ and vote for Crush, cause he's awesome :D


other than that...


Back to job hunting.

I missed talking to a few people so I made one.

If you use YIM you can add me :3

Yenadawg

I hate job hunting.

That is all.


:C

Seriously needs me a job..

Now Im goin to Denny's to get my free goddamn grand slam >:C

Okay so we moved here last week. Arrived.. Wednesday? Thursday? idk We rested a day. Spent the next day with my dad. Later had dinner with family and friends. (Skippy and Kumo).

Next few days we spent cleaning, unpacking, trying to recover from the long move.

Monday came around and we've been job hunting like CRAZY. I've applied for so many places x___X omg..
STILL looking.

Skippy got an interview, no set job though, at Best Buy,

We've also gone over to hang with Lucky, Skuff, and Kumo in our free time D: Probably going to move to that area of phoenix.. we arent sure.


So.. Still looking for jobs.
I need to get started on the commission list x__X I hate moving..

Tomorrow though we're going to the lake with Russell, one of our dogs. Went and bought a new swimsuit today :3c

Then monday it's work day after applying at a few more places D:

Birthday... is monday. Kinda bummed cause I dont think we can really do much ;; I hate not having money.. ughh..

So everyone knows, we made it to Arizona!

We pretty much drove ALL wednesday night and got here around 9:30 AM.

Everything is well. Moving stuff and organizing our new room.

Hope everyone is good. After hanging out with my dad, I'll be job hunting.
Wish me luck! :D Shouldn't be too hard.


Then work on fursuit stuff must happen as well.

ILU GUYS.

How amazing you all made me feel.

I was feeling really shitty that all I had to offer to help was a bit I'd saved from commission money. Which wasn't much.

But seriously guys. Thanks goes to anyone that has donated or posted a journal to get the word out there for help.

;A; Thanks guys.. Seriously..

WELL Nothing ever goes as planned. Crush's dad was going to help us with gas money but his tax return got taken from him. I dont know the whole story.

But we need money for gas.

Im willing to do anything now. Paws, feet, tails, anything. Extremely cheap :/

We just need the gas money. I dont really know what else to do at this point than pawn all my shit...

So everyone knows, we're all moving to AZ on Tuesday hopefully. We'll get there the next day, unload the truck, return that truck, then I have to go to Sedona to be with my dad for a day.

Once I get back I'll be looking for a normal job BUT I will be finishing my foam head commission then starting on a bunch of feetpaws for Kawl. Crush is going to make sure I work. Dont you all worry. I WILL WORK LIKE IM IN A SHOE FACTORY.

I'll be pretty busy. But I'm going to take at least some of my birthday off from working.

After that though, its work time. I've got a lot of things to finish before AC. It's going to be tough to get a whole tables worth of things ready but I will do it D:< IM DETERMINED.

I am excited though that I'll be 21 on the 25th :3c

Lots of stuff going on and I might not be alive much but I'll post updates here and there.

With all the stuff I have to get done by AC, I dont know if I'll have time to build another head other than the one on my plate. (Foam base)

Crush would really like me to be in the dance competition with him though.

And I'd really like a new Itsu head. But this is for AC.. which is about 2-3 months away.

So is anyone open for head commissions? Or foam base commissions? Or do you know anyone that is? ;n; Any help is appreciated!

NEW ICON TOO <3


Trying to work up the motivation to work today :C I had a day off yesterday and went to the zoo with the bf and the otterbutt. Today is just so bleh.. I'll try to get to work though ;; -flails- IN THE MEAN TIME. MEME.

• × • ALL | ABOUT | ME • × •
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- Name: Itsu C: Don't call me by my real name. >:C
- Single or taken: Taken by a crazy man.
- Sex: Hermdickdog- no really I'm actually a girl irl
- Birthday: April 25th
- Sign: Taurus :U Stubborn bitch
- Hair color: Dark brown / black
- Eye color: Brown
- Height: 5'6"?
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bi >:U
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• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Uhhh.. I cant remember. Some shampoo to help with my curly monsterlike hair.
- What are you listening to right now?: The boy playing Fallout games.
- Who is the last person that called you?: My mom~
- How many buddies are online right now?: Idk 13ish?
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• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
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- Animals: Pandas<3
- Color: Blue.
- Drink: Diet coke. IDK WHY. I just have always liked diet coke.
- Element: Air or ice<3
- Food: Asian and mexican MMMMNMNMNM
- Game: Fallout 3 is my fav c:
- Movie: uuuh idk. I like a lot of movies.
- Song: I like a lot of music too.
- Subjects in school: Acting~
- T.V. Series: Lost, Dexter, House, CSI, World's Dumbest, and Cops. Hell yes.
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• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Given anyone a bath?: A bath, no? Showered with people though? that count?
- Smoked?: Yeah for a little bit when I was in college and when I was finishing high school. Quit though c:
- Bungee jumped?: No, never will either.
- Made yourself throw up?: No lol
- Skinny dipped?: Nooope
- Ever been in love?: Yup C:
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? When I was young, sure.
- Pictured your crush naked?: MURRRRRR
- Actually seen your crush naked?: NOPE. NEVER. <w< WE DONT JUST, YA KNOW, LIVE TOGETHER OR NOTHIN.
- Cried when someone died?: yep
- Lied: Seriously? LOL
- Fallen for your best friend?: OH MURR. I LOVE NOW. THNX.
- Used someone?: Nope >:C
- Done something you regret?: A lot of things.
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• × • C U R R E N T • × •
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- Clothes: Pervs
- Desktop picture: Pic of Itsu and Crush
- CD in player: None?
- DVD in player: Lost dvd from when we had no internet xD;
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• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
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- You touched: I attacked Crush's side :3c
- Hugged: Same?
- You kissed: I think I kissed the dog last.
- You IMed: Uuuuh.... I cant remember. Havent IMed anyone in a bit.
- Talk to online: >:CCCCC
- You sexed it up with: I WONDER.
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• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
___________________________________________________________________________

- Understanding?: I try to be.
- Open-minded?: Yes for the most part.
- Arrogant?: No?
- Insecure?: Can be sometimes but not really anymore.
- Random?: Maybe C:
- Hungry?: Kinda D:
- Smart?: Technically yes. I just to be kinda durpy now and then.
- Moody?: I'm generally a happy person, but i tend to avoid people... i gotta work on that...
- Organized?: I try to be :C
- Shy?: Not really anymore.
- Difficult?: No?
- Bored easily?: Yes |:
- Entertained easily?: Yes D:
- Obsessed?: No? D: MAYBE ON A FEW THINGS.
- Lazy?: I can be.
- Angry?: Rarely.
- Happy?: I try to be~
- Hyper?: Sometmes
- Trusting?: Uuuuh I try to be. It depends.
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• × • R A N D O M • × •
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- In the morning I: Lay in bed and try to go back to sleep D|
- Love is: Interesting.
- I dream about: Random shit?
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: I dont really know what attracts me to people :C
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• × • W H O • × •
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- Makes you laugh the most: Red, Crush, Rhia, and Ifus c:
- Makes you smile: My furendsDURP.
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Crush cuz he's dumb
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• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Not anymore.
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Sometimes D:<
- Wish you were younger?: Kinda. Then again not really at the same time.
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Depends
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• × • N U M B E R • × •
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: A few
- Of guys I've kissed: Uhm.....a few? :D;
- Of girls I've kissed: Two durphurp
- Of Cd's I own: None really. INTERNET BBY.
- Of scars on my body: Quite a few. Almost all are from cooking burns xD; I've got a lot of those..

I know im jumping on this a tad early but its a simple concern.

I sold my Red fursuit to a guy on LJ. Guy gave me 100 down and was prompt on his second payment oh 200 on the 15th. Said he'd have the next 200 on the 1st and final payment on the 15th.

Sent him a message reminding him about it on the 1st like I had on the 15th beforehand. He'd been prompt to return my message last time.

This time, nothing. And no payment.

:C Idk it worries me. I havent really had to sell big stuff and for the person to disappear half way through is strange don'tcha think? I know life can happen an stuff too though. I just worry a lot.

I'm making small projects to be for sale. But wanted to make a few examples first.

SO

If you character has a tail that have any of the following colors, let me know!
-Black
-Grey
-Aqua
-Lime green
-Green
-White
-Purple

:3 Post refs kay?

And I might make somethin for ya. ITS A SECRET THO.

C:

My birthday is in 25 days... or is it 24.... WHATEVER. BIRTHDAY IS THE 25th.

I'll be 21 :3c