I durped and didnt have audio yesterday. I do today |D http://www.livestream.com/dumbyenastuff

I really want to make a good design for new Itsu. I feel I suck at thinking of things though ;; Anyone bored and willing to help? I have the lineart for her new ref you can play with. Doesnt need to be colored perfectly an shit. Just need help with ideas.

Yes. Took her to the vet this morning.

He checked her out and said that she looked to be in perfect health.

He said that it is very likely that she had eaten something that she wasn't supposed to and had a bad reaction to it. Even a bit of dust that she could of eaten under the sofa while she was playing with the cat. But he said he couldnt say for sure since whatever it was, it passed.

Whatever it was, he said that she's completely fought it off and there's no sign of anything wrong in her system.

Our ferret was bit or ate a bug. She's extremely sick and weak.

I don't even know what happened. The ferret, the cat, and myself were all playing in the living room then the ferret chased the cat under the sofa like she does quite often. Crush and I moved the table over real fast and I noticed she hadn't come out yet. She was laying under the sofa and wouldn't come out until Crush lifted the sofa and I took her out.

She got really bad once she was out. She was shaking a lot and vomited :/ She also had an area on her nose that was scrapped. And no, it wasnt my cat. My cat is a giant wuss with no claws. I've NEVER had a problem like this with any of my past ferrets..

I honestly do not think she will make it through the night but I will keep people updated..


I will be starting on a fursuit project probably tomorrow though..

I was going to start tonight but this whole thing with Minka came up..

I will be making a suit for  kendoro though.
So look for some WIP photos soon..


;n; ugh I hope Minka survives this..
She really looks like she's trying..

Internet on the computers been down all day.

And I don't like drawing without my internet radio so.

I'll be working on those commissions tomorrow<3

Wanting to try and get some extra money to help with getting gas and food until the bf gets paid on the 15th so.. I'm offering REALLY cheap commissions.

$1 chibis
$3 500x500 pieces or icons

Both will be colored. The $3 ones will be shaded a bit too. Will most likely shade any hair on the chibis.

Can be anthro or feral, w/e. Maybe even humans. Human chibis especially are okay<3

We just need some help ;~;
Even if it's just a journal to tell people.

Any if you send any more than the price it'd be appreciated and you'd get extra art wise most likely<3

LIST:
- $5 worth
- $3 picture

I want to OC. Red wake your lazy ass up plz.

I need to draw some angry rage art

Cleanin the apartment :C fuuuuh..

I dont think I ever posted anything about having skype. I use it a lot now though xD

If you've got it then lemme know.

Im wanting to think about something else so I want a subject to draw.

Idk why but I feel really inactive on the site now even though I look at it everyday lol~ Just not a whole lot going on really.

We just got a ferret. She's amazing<3 super smart, super cute, just plain amazing ferret. I love her. Crush will be getting one also so she won't be lonely <3 I need to take pictures/video of her. Just kinda hard to take video cause as soon as the ferret comes out the dog starts barking and causing a commotion. And the dog can't be out while the ferret is cause the dog snaps at the ferret and I really would not like my ferret to die kthnx.

I named her Minka though after my otter character. Was going to get one and name it Steve since everything I get gets named Steve- but I loved this girl and had to choose her<3


Also looking into starting to work on some things again. Like fursuit stuff. Crush is really interested in learning how to make them and becoming suit makers so I'm looking into more stuff now. I only learned how to do some things and the rest im going to be quite confused on..

Like I need help finding out how to make the bodysuits and eyes D; As well as noses and pawpads. buuuh. All this stuff will probably have to wait a while cause Crush is going to FC and I need to start working a normal job.

Oh and ya so everyone knows, I won't be going to FC. Crush is but I'm staying home since we don't have enough money :C So, sorry cali people, I won't be there. But you can hit my bf for me if you see him.

Now off to do more research on fursuit stuff DX

Heading off to Phoenix, AZ in a little bit.

Had fun in Cali, had a fun new years. Went to some party with , and some other norcal people there. Was pretty fun, got some dranking on, had some laughs, met a lot of really fun people.

4 months and we'll be back. I've got a bunch of apartments to look into an shit when I get home.

FFUUUUUUUUUUUUU

TWO DAYS OF DRIVING ;~; IMMA DIIIIEEEEEE.

Those that have my number should entertain me :3c <3

Seriously, why does everyone charge like... $2,000 now for a fullsuit? I mean holy crap. People who's suits arent even that great.

SERIOUSLY.

I'm looking for people to make new Itsu and Crush is looking for someone to do his lemur character.

And its so difficult.


HALP. Anyone know of people that don't charge fuckin 2000+ for a simple character?! >:C

So why not join in.

Happy holidays guiz<3333


PAULA DEEN LOVES YOU AAAAAALL C:

BACK IN SD

For a few days then off to San Jose

C:

HOW COULD YOU BAN PAULA DEEN.

SHE WAS ONLY TRYING TO SHARE SOME SOUTHERN COOKING WITH US.

FIGHT TO SAVE PAULA.
CHANGE ICONS TO PAULA DEEN.



At least I feel like I accomplished something.

I'm sorry that I will no longer be able to serve more butter as Paula Deen.

I am also sorry that 2-3 people got suspended for making other food network stars


and I didn't- yet.

-waits for the wrath of FA admins with no sense of humor-

I TOLD YOU I'D BE THE NEXT PAULA DEEN


ADD  pauladeen

LET THE PAULA DEEN ARMY GROOOOOOWWW

FUCK THAT.


Imma be the next Paula Deen.



ANYWHO

Interview for new job went well I think. :C I hope. I really liked the place.
Everyone seemed so nice. SO much better than working at the burger place.

Todd /  kitstaa and I thought having paula deen icons would be funny


THEY'VE SPREAD LIKE AIDS FILLED BUTTER ON BUTTER BISCUITS.





hoooooly crap ya'll

MEANING CRUSH COMES HOME :3c

I will now be a happy yenuhthing <3

AAAAUGH I should go to bed.

But Im too happy and excited that it's Saturday and that I get to see him finally again.

It feels like its been FOREEEEVER even though it was only like.. 2 weeks HURP-
Im obsessive I know.
But I luh him.
Lots.

WHY AM I MORE HYPER D: I just went and relaxed and took a bath. You'd think that'd help calm me down.

.....Nope. Fuck. >:C

K. I'll stop typing |D

Thank you to all my friends that have listened to be rant and baw the past few days.

I had a bit of a scare that is pretty much settled and okay im 95% sure.

but seriously guys, thank you for listening to me be crazy, paranoid, and emotional.

Im going to be working on more art stuff so I can help with some monies<33


Thanks guuuuys again ;~; You all are lifesavers.

This is seriously going to get personal, you ready?
Im never ready but ok

If you were caught cheating, would you fess up?
Yes. I don't think Im really capable of cheating.. but if I did I couldn't live with that and I'd spill right away :C

The last time you felt honestly broken?
Yesterday morning xD: For reasons I shouldn't say..

Are you craving something?
Company ;;

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
;~;

Would you rather have ten kids, or none?
WELL. I can't do none.. but I don't think I could handle ten ;A; THIS IS TOO HARD.

What do you hear right now?
Rio, our dog, whining at the cat.

Is your bed against more than one of your walls?
Yes? o-o

What’s on your mind right now?
Uh.. Stuff D:

Are you there for your friends?
I hope so. I try to be all the time. I know if i'm stressed I'm not the best to talk to but I try to always do what I can ;;

Last person to see you cry?
:C

What do you do when you get nervous?
Bite my nails and move around a lot.

Be honest, do you like people in general?
I like MOST people. I have problems with rich, snobby assholes in SoCal mainly lol

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
Can I pass on this question? Lol Im going to guess 21. LOL

Does anyone completely understand you?
Quite a few people do. Mainly people that know what I've kinda been through. Not many people do, but usually if they know my past they know me completely<3

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
I could. I also have reasons to be a bawhead and go hide under a blanket on my sofa.

Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?
:C Kinda

Would you be happier if life had a rewind button?
Life would be easier yes, but I know I'll be happy later on.

Do you tell your mum or dad everything?
For the most part. My mom more than my dad. Depends on the subject.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
I used to not think so. But it kinda does. I understand when stressed cause I used to do that too. But on a daily basis.. eh no.

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone?
I hope not ;A;

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
LOL Yes.

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
Future for sure.

How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
Usually 7-8. Lately I've been being lazy and sleeping more ;A;

Are you easy to get along with?
I think so. I talk to anyone and am generally friendly unless you're creepy. Even then, I'll usually put up with you.

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
LOL No, I could never hate Michi.

What was the last drink that you put in your mouth?
Water D; I drink like a gallon a day dude.

What size bed do you have?
Idk D: it might be a full... Im honestly bed size retarded.

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
Yes. D: Cause the shower needs to be hot for me when I get in then usually I cool it down XD Idk why.

Do you like the rain?
For the most part yes. It can be relaxing.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I doubt it? Lol my gshep might be but he's working so~ xD

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
Yes. Thats all Im gonna say.

Would people refer to you as a goodie goodie, bad news, or neither?
Uuuuuh... probably neither? Im no goodie goodie but I'm not really bad news?

Who were you last in the car with, besides family?
:C

What’s the last movie you saw in theaters and with who?
Harry Potter LOL With , , and some other crushguy

Have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you?
Yeah. I can be pretty dumb in who i trust lol

Your parents are out of town. Would you throw a massive party?
I live on my own with Crush D8

Would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or a crazy party?
Concert fo sho<3

Do you care too much about your appearance?
Not really? I mean I want to look decent but I know im not the prettiest crayon in the box so D:

Are you a jealous person?
Sometimes. Not usually D:

Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
No. I haven't even really left the apartment except to check mail and walk the dog.

Do you miss anyone?
Crush ;A; And Red, Rhia, Skippy, Michi, and some other FL people<3

Last person who made you cry?
My dad :C

What are you doing tomorrow?
Sitting on my ass, cleaning, taking care of the dog.

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
See two questions above on people I miss :C

Do you like cotton candy?
Kinda.

Who was the last person you had a serious conversation with?
Rhia ;~;

Do you have siblings?
1 brother, 1 step-sister

Have you ever fallen asleep on someone?
No? xD

How has the past week been for you?
Shitty. Fucking horrible :C

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Talking to Rhia? xD

What is your current mood?
Depressed and scared ;;

Who was the first person you talked to today?


Will this week be a good one?
I hope so ;A;

Anything happen to you within the past month that made you really happy?
Having thanksgiving with Crush's family<3 was really nice.. Made me really happy to be a part of his family ;;

Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
No :C

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
Nothing D; Crush comes home though ;~; fudsdhfdkhfuehfj

I'm going to be in the need of some cash here soon. For two reasons, one that I'd rather not publicly talk about since its still up in the air and ya. But my student loans are kinda behind and I badly need the extra cash to catch up.

So I'm wondering if anyone is interested in art? As in sketches? Like sketches at 2-4$ depending on what you'd like? Also thinking about doing collabs with  redroseofdeath doing ref sheets kinda cheap. Maybe 20$? I dont know. I need input by people ;; I just know I need some extra cash and am willing to work on more art stuff to get some. Cause every little bit helps.

Might also do more with the sketches once I get my tablet back D:

Anybody? Input? D;

I had a bit of a breakdown.. a rather big one I guess.

All over stupid shit. It's so stupid. I'm stupid.

I need sleep. It's 4AM.

Thank god for  rhia

You really are an amazing friend for being up and getting my mind off things and getting me ranting about politics lol


Thank you<3

People need to say thanks to their friends. Even if they don't do anything amazing, being your friend, being there, being a shoulder to cry on even if they aren't physically there.. there's no greater thing in this world than having people like that. And I'm grateful everyday to those that are my friend..

Seriously guys.. thanks..

So my mom called this morning.. My cousin is pregnant.

Now normally I would be excited about hearing about a baby being born in our family since our family isn't all that big. I have a lot of aunts and uncles on that side but they all didn't have kids. And those that did didn't have many. 2 max.

But the thing is... My cousin is 15. That's right. 15,

She's beautiful. Size zero figure. Actress. Great academically.

Her bf's family is all moving to Australia. In February. And that's why we think she probably planned getting pregnant.

Now the bf is saying to get it aborted so his parents don't find out.


Boy, you better as hell be glad I don't live in SoCal anymore.. You are so getting an assbeating for saying that. In fact I want that boys number so I can call his parents and tell them >:C I'll leave that to my aunt to do though I guess.

There are so many people in my family that would be willing to take care of the baby. Seriously. Even I would.

They better not get it aborted..