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General | Posted 15 years agoI need a new game to play :C
General | Posted 15 years agoI really want to play a video game but have no want to play anything we have.
Any fun computer games out there that you all play? Cause Crush's computer can actually play video games xD Unlike mine in the past. SO GIMME SOME COMPUTER GAMES! :D
Any fun computer games out there that you all play? Cause Crush's computer can actually play video games xD Unlike mine in the past. SO GIMME SOME COMPUTER GAMES! :D
SRS QUESTION PLZ
General | Posted 15 years agoCan zombies get boners.
HNGGGGGGGGGGGG
General | Posted 15 years agoHay.
I'm alive again.
After fighting with the internet for hours.. I have it up and running again. Asshole >:C
Anyways..
crushdood and I were down in Phoenix for Thanksgiving. Spent time with his dad, grandparents, and sister. Oh and his dad's new puppy who is omfg adorable<33 That was nice though. I love his family and his family loves me so it was a good time.
We came home on Sunday night.. monday morning.. and crashed. Crush had to leave to go to the field in the morning :C And he's gonna be gone for another week. Baaaw.
But woke up monday and hay, internet was shut off.
So I spent two days watching kid movies and walking the dog D;
It's amazing though when you're gone from the internet. So much interesting news.
I'm alive again.
After fighting with the internet for hours.. I have it up and running again. Asshole >:C
Anyways..
crushdood and I were down in Phoenix for Thanksgiving. Spent time with his dad, grandparents, and sister. Oh and his dad's new puppy who is omfg adorable<33 That was nice though. I love his family and his family loves me so it was a good time.We came home on Sunday night.. monday morning.. and crashed. Crush had to leave to go to the field in the morning :C And he's gonna be gone for another week. Baaaw.
But woke up monday and hay, internet was shut off.
So I spent two days watching kid movies and walking the dog D;
It's amazing though when you're gone from the internet. So much interesting news.
MFF + Im thinkin...
General | Posted 15 years agoMFF was a blast. Started out kinda rocky with us sleeping through our alarm but we got there and barely had any drama at all. I got to hang with a lot of really cool people and just be goofy.
So thank you everyone for making MFF 10' the most awesome ever<33
It was really awesome to meet a lot of people on my watch list an stuff, even though I know I met a lot on Saturday and was kinda tipsy >w>;
Anyways. I've been thinking about how to make a little bit of money on the side and came up with an idea. I'm going to get into selling normal bandannas, special pattern ones, and one thing I've noticed becoming more popular thanks to the hipsters, keffiyehs aka http://www.midnightpoutine.ca/archives/shemagh.jpg because they do look amazing with fursuits too ya know C: Might try to do scarves as well!
Like selling normal bandannas for like.. $4, special ones for $7, and keffiyehs for $10? And if I did scarves, maybe $10 as well.. Depends. If I did go into selling these things, would people be interested? I want actual feedback! I see a lot of people selling buttons and collars and t-shirts but never real accessories like these! And they can be really useful D: But I dont want to start trying if people don't think there will be the clients for it.
So thank you everyone for making MFF 10' the most awesome ever<33
It was really awesome to meet a lot of people on my watch list an stuff, even though I know I met a lot on Saturday and was kinda tipsy >w>;
Anyways. I've been thinking about how to make a little bit of money on the side and came up with an idea. I'm going to get into selling normal bandannas, special pattern ones, and one thing I've noticed becoming more popular thanks to the hipsters, keffiyehs aka http://www.midnightpoutine.ca/archives/shemagh.jpg because they do look amazing with fursuits too ya know C: Might try to do scarves as well!
Like selling normal bandannas for like.. $4, special ones for $7, and keffiyehs for $10? And if I did scarves, maybe $10 as well.. Depends. If I did go into selling these things, would people be interested? I want actual feedback! I see a lot of people selling buttons and collars and t-shirts but never real accessories like these! And they can be really useful D: But I dont want to start trying if people don't think there will be the clients for it.
Rest of the day meme due to MFF
General | Posted 15 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
Day Eight:
1. Biting
2. Noises
3. crushdood :3c
Day Nine:
1. :D
2. C:
MEAN THE SAME THING BUT W/E
Day Ten:
My dad really fucked with my brain growing up and I always had to watch how I worded things and if I was showing any type of emotions. So I don't know how to express myself properly and say things the way I mean to say them. I just don't know how to fix that. I'm slowly getting better but it'll take some time still.
Auuuuugh I need to get up and start cleaning and getting laundry together D;
At least my dull head ache is almost gone C:
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
Day Eight:
1. Biting
2. Noises
3.
crushdood :3cDay Nine:
1. :D
2. C:
MEAN THE SAME THING BUT W/E
Day Ten:
My dad really fucked with my brain growing up and I always had to watch how I worded things and if I was showing any type of emotions. So I don't know how to express myself properly and say things the way I mean to say them. I just don't know how to fix that. I'm slowly getting better but it'll take some time still.
Auuuuugh I need to get up and start cleaning and getting laundry together D;
At least my dull head ache is almost gone C:
Day Seven EXCIIIIITE
General | Posted 15 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1. Bad odor
2. Drug use. (Although I've dated guys that do this, I've noticed that it kinda is a turn off)
3. Lack of confidence.
4. Poor personality.
AAAAUGH DUUUUDE D8
SO excited. Srsly.
MFF is this friday and augh so exciting.
crushdood and I will be driving to Denver at like.. 3AM to catch our flight at 6something. We'll arrive in Chicago a little before 10AM. Then we leave LATE on Monday night :3 Can not wait guiz.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1. Bad odor
2. Drug use. (Although I've dated guys that do this, I've noticed that it kinda is a turn off)
3. Lack of confidence.
4. Poor personality.
AAAAUGH DUUUUDE D8
SO excited. Srsly.
MFF is this friday and augh so exciting.
crushdood and I will be driving to Denver at like.. 3AM to catch our flight at 6something. We'll arrive in Chicago a little before 10AM. Then we leave LATE on Monday night :3 Can not wait guiz. Day Six
General | Posted 15 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1. crushdood
2.
redroseofdeath
3,
rainbowsplatterz
4. My friend Lizzy from FL
5. My friend Jill from FL too
THIS ONE WAS SO EASY >:C
I'm makin dino nuggets :3c
Since we went to sam's club and got a 4.2lb bag of them. And an 8lb bag of fries.
I love Sam's club C:
Back to watching anime and listening to Rio AROOOAROOO at the cat LOL
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1.
crushdood2.
redroseofdeath3,
rainbowsplatterz4. My friend Lizzy from FL
5. My friend Jill from FL too
THIS ONE WAS SO EASY >:C
I'm makin dino nuggets :3c
Since we went to sam's club and got a 4.2lb bag of them. And an 8lb bag of fries.
I love Sam's club C:
Back to watching anime and listening to Rio AROOOAROOO at the cat LOL
Day Five
General | Posted 15 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1. Wish I'd gone to the 5th grade lol
2. Wish I'd never moved to NC
3. Wish I'd never lost contact with some of my old friends
4. Wish I'd never fought with my brother so much.
5. Wish I'd never been so quiet about shit my dad did.
6. Wish I'd never left Ed, my ferret, in NC all because my mom was lazy D;
In other news... its cold D8
It's gonna snow here.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1. Wish I'd gone to the 5th grade lol
2. Wish I'd never moved to NC
3. Wish I'd never lost contact with some of my old friends
4. Wish I'd never fought with my brother so much.
5. Wish I'd never been so quiet about shit my dad did.
6. Wish I'd never left Ed, my ferret, in NC all because my mom was lazy D;
In other news... its cold D8
It's gonna snow here.
Day Four + Ohhay Im home
General | Posted 15 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
This day is gay and idk what I think about a lot so heres a list of random shit?
1. Video games
2. When can I bother friends with random shit
3. Math. Money math.
4. Did i remember ___? I forget stuff a lot
5. Music lyrics
6. Work stuff usually
7. Pet stuff.
HNNNGG Im in CO C:
It's nice<3 Finally got here at midnight then had to run to WalMart even though we sure as hell didnt want to. Fuckin such a long drive from Pheonix where his dad lives to here in Colorado Springs. Guuh. We made it though.
Now back to watching Crush playin games and watching Rio, our gshep, get her ass kicked by my fat ass cat. Its quite funny :D
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
This day is gay and idk what I think about a lot so heres a list of random shit?
1. Video games
2. When can I bother friends with random shit
3. Math. Money math.
4. Did i remember ___? I forget stuff a lot
5. Music lyrics
6. Work stuff usually
7. Pet stuff.
HNNNGG Im in CO C:
It's nice<3 Finally got here at midnight then had to run to WalMart even though we sure as hell didnt want to. Fuckin such a long drive from Pheonix where his dad lives to here in Colorado Springs. Guuh. We made it though.
Now back to watching Crush playin games and watching Rio, our gshep, get her ass kicked by my fat ass cat. Its quite funny :D
Day Two & Three + Omg this boy..
General | Posted 15 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
So since I leave tomorrow, I wont be in CO until Sat and I'll be too tired to want to use the internet to write a dumb meme >:C SO HERES DAY TWO AND THREE.
Day Two:
1. I have an obsession with pandas.
2. I still love anime.
3. I can't see like.. at all outta my left eye.
4. My left eye's pupil is like a cats C:
5. I used to act, dance, and even sing. I miss doing that stuff.
6. I have a dream of making a movie someday. Or at least the script.
7. I have a horrible sweet tooth, yet sugar often makes me sick.
8. I act tough but I cry quite easily.
9. I love the smell of coffee<33
Day Three:
1. Sense of humor
2. Appriciation
3. Flowers
4. Being there for me to cry to.
5. Being a person I can joke around with
6. Having a life, setting goals.
7. Being a real man<3 (or just adorable for girls LOL)
8. Video games time<3
I was kinda sad that tonight was my last night at my night job. Those people became like a disfunctional family to me. And I never really noticed until I had to say goodbye. I did cry a little.
Tomorrow I work in the morning then come home, pack the rest of my shit in the car, then head to Pheonix to meet up with Crush.
That's right.
He talked to me earlier and said his dad actually bought him a bus ticket to Pheonix so he could help me drive up the rest of the way. That's a 19 hour bus ride... just to help me a little. As crazy as that might be... It really makes me happy. To see that he's willing to waste 19 hours of his life on some smelly old greyhound just so I wasn't lonely and had a bit of a safer trip.
I don't know.. He's just.. amazing guys. I don't think I can ever thank him enough for how he's affected my life<3 So.. happy right now even though im sad about my work ;;
auugh anyways, bed time to me<3 talk to you all in a few days~
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
So since I leave tomorrow, I wont be in CO until Sat and I'll be too tired to want to use the internet to write a dumb meme >:C SO HERES DAY TWO AND THREE.
Day Two:
1. I have an obsession with pandas.
2. I still love anime.
3. I can't see like.. at all outta my left eye.
4. My left eye's pupil is like a cats C:
5. I used to act, dance, and even sing. I miss doing that stuff.
6. I have a dream of making a movie someday. Or at least the script.
7. I have a horrible sweet tooth, yet sugar often makes me sick.
8. I act tough but I cry quite easily.
9. I love the smell of coffee<33
Day Three:
1. Sense of humor
2. Appriciation
3. Flowers
4. Being there for me to cry to.
5. Being a person I can joke around with
6. Having a life, setting goals.
7. Being a real man<3 (or just adorable for girls LOL)
8. Video games time<3
I was kinda sad that tonight was my last night at my night job. Those people became like a disfunctional family to me. And I never really noticed until I had to say goodbye. I did cry a little.
Tomorrow I work in the morning then come home, pack the rest of my shit in the car, then head to Pheonix to meet up with Crush.
That's right.
He talked to me earlier and said his dad actually bought him a bus ticket to Pheonix so he could help me drive up the rest of the way. That's a 19 hour bus ride... just to help me a little. As crazy as that might be... It really makes me happy. To see that he's willing to waste 19 hours of his life on some smelly old greyhound just so I wasn't lonely and had a bit of a safer trip.
I don't know.. He's just.. amazing guys. I don't think I can ever thank him enough for how he's affected my life<3 So.. happy right now even though im sad about my work ;;
auugh anyways, bed time to me<3 talk to you all in a few days~
Ten day meme - Day 1 I HAD TO
General | Posted 15 years agoDay One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
ITS STILL WEDNESDAY... WHEN I STARTED THIS.
1. Even though we've had our rough moments and you annoy the shit outta me at times, you're always gonna be one of my best friends dude<3 Thanks for everything.
2. I don't know what happened or why we don't talk like before ;; But I wish I could change it back to how it was..
3. FURP-A-DURP-A-ohhay a feesh
4. Quit acting like a jealous dickweed.
5. THAT IS A GIANT TUCAN...........
6. DONT YOU DARE HIT ME WITH THAT DOG DILDO.....
7. I know shit your did before was wrong but I can't help but still need you in my life, no matter how many times you screw me out of time, money, and tears.
8. Grow up. Please.
9. I thought about what to say to you... then thought of cupcakes and made myself hungry... DAMNIT.
10. I used to love getting on that old game and being able to say the most random shit and have so many laughs with you. I hate it when friendships fall apart for no reason.. ;~;
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
ITS STILL WEDNESDAY... WHEN I STARTED THIS.
1. Even though we've had our rough moments and you annoy the shit outta me at times, you're always gonna be one of my best friends dude<3 Thanks for everything.
2. I don't know what happened or why we don't talk like before ;; But I wish I could change it back to how it was..
3. FURP-A-DURP-A-ohhay a feesh
4. Quit acting like a jealous dickweed.
5. THAT IS A GIANT TUCAN...........
6. DONT YOU DARE HIT ME WITH THAT DOG DILDO.....
7. I know shit your did before was wrong but I can't help but still need you in my life, no matter how many times you screw me out of time, money, and tears.
8. Grow up. Please.
9. I thought about what to say to you... then thought of cupcakes and made myself hungry... DAMNIT.
10. I used to love getting on that old game and being able to say the most random shit and have so many laughs with you. I hate it when friendships fall apart for no reason.. ;~;
Hey kids
General | Posted 15 years agoNow remember!
Never drive on old abandoned looking bridges.
And never piss off an old ladies horse!
That is Itsu's lesson for today!~
See you next time~!
Okay, you're probably going "wtf, Itsu's doing acid again. Oh jeeeez"
FOOL
I've never done acid.
But I always hate when dreams have that real feeling to them.
See, I had this dream last night and I could remember ever single detail about this dream. Its pretty long so you don't need to bother actually reading it but some of my few dreams I have are kinda funny and at the beginning this one is pretty funny.
And it started with me running away from horse and a old hound dog. Why was I running from them? I didn't know. I was just in some open field with nothing around me running from a horse and dog. Finally I spotted a wall with this really long and skinny looking tree next to it. So what did I do? I climbed to the very top of this tree and the horse proceeded to jump at this tree which had to have been a good 20 feet tall and this horse was almost getting me.
But the fact this horse had an ability to jump really fuckin high wasn't the strangest thing about this horse. The whole time the horse had been yelling at me. Yes, thats right- the horse was speaking English.
Something about "don't you dare park that car on my masters land. How dare you."
So I was getting chase for parking my car? Strange.
But then I proceeded to tell the horse as my tree started to bend that I would apparently pay for a new car for the horse's master. I guess I wrecked her car or something? Who knows? All I do know is apparently I owe some old person a car.
So the horse let me climb down without ripping my face off and we went over to the old ladies house. For some reason I decided to sneak into the house and got attacked with pots and pans from a large typical looking old woman. I explained I was only there to offer her a new car and she stopped attacking me. She said "I don't care. As long as it's red." So I said okay and left.
I then went to the what was apparently my car and my mom was in it. I now look back and ask myself why I was running from a supermega horse when I had a car to get away right there. But whatever.
So I tell my mom that the old lady wants a red car so lets go look. We go into a city that kinda resembles a small vegas and I get out of the car to go mess around in one casino that had a car dealership inside? I dont know but once I went in there was a spinning floor that I messed around on for quite a while like a doofus until I ran into some guy in my randomness who seemed very angry I bumped into him in his fancy suit. So I laughed a little and took off to the car dealership. Got some info on a few cars and went back outside to my mom waiting in the car.
Now here's where the dream got really weird.
Almost scary weird.
We went into this city a little more and it looked a lot different. Like a sea side old town that was way too overpopulated. While trying to merge over onto some major bridge to get across to the main part of this city I guess, A douchebag in some fancy blue car refused to let us over. Now I guess we didn't know about this city because we just figured that we would turn around up ahead. Well there was a bridge up a head so we were annoyed and talking about how rude some people can be as we started our way up this large, arched bridge. Which I noticed looked kinda old and not used often at all. Old stuff kinda laid all over the roads.
Well as we went up this bridge it seemed to grow steeper. And just as we got to the the peak of this arched bridge.. we noticed there was a panel of the bridge missing and closed my eyes as I knew the car was falling to the water below.
The scary thing about this is that it really felt like I was falling and I could feel my heart feel like it was going to bust. And I remember just praying to not feel anything when the car hit the water. And as the car went closer and closer this deep clentching feeling grew. Then there was silence and darkness for a good few seconds and I woke up with that same deep, heart-tugging feeling. One of those "holy crap I just escaped death feelings"
And another strange thing is that I've seen that bridge before in a dream and watched someone else drive off it. Note to self- if I ever see a bridge like that, don't go on it.
I can say though that who ever said "if you die in your dreams, you die in real life" is wrong. I've proved this many times.
Never drive on old abandoned looking bridges.
And never piss off an old ladies horse!
That is Itsu's lesson for today!~
See you next time~!
Okay, you're probably going "wtf, Itsu's doing acid again. Oh jeeeez"
FOOL
I've never done acid.
But I always hate when dreams have that real feeling to them.
See, I had this dream last night and I could remember ever single detail about this dream. Its pretty long so you don't need to bother actually reading it but some of my few dreams I have are kinda funny and at the beginning this one is pretty funny.
And it started with me running away from horse and a old hound dog. Why was I running from them? I didn't know. I was just in some open field with nothing around me running from a horse and dog. Finally I spotted a wall with this really long and skinny looking tree next to it. So what did I do? I climbed to the very top of this tree and the horse proceeded to jump at this tree which had to have been a good 20 feet tall and this horse was almost getting me.
But the fact this horse had an ability to jump really fuckin high wasn't the strangest thing about this horse. The whole time the horse had been yelling at me. Yes, thats right- the horse was speaking English.
Something about "don't you dare park that car on my masters land. How dare you."
So I was getting chase for parking my car? Strange.
But then I proceeded to tell the horse as my tree started to bend that I would apparently pay for a new car for the horse's master. I guess I wrecked her car or something? Who knows? All I do know is apparently I owe some old person a car.
So the horse let me climb down without ripping my face off and we went over to the old ladies house. For some reason I decided to sneak into the house and got attacked with pots and pans from a large typical looking old woman. I explained I was only there to offer her a new car and she stopped attacking me. She said "I don't care. As long as it's red." So I said okay and left.
I then went to the what was apparently my car and my mom was in it. I now look back and ask myself why I was running from a supermega horse when I had a car to get away right there. But whatever.
So I tell my mom that the old lady wants a red car so lets go look. We go into a city that kinda resembles a small vegas and I get out of the car to go mess around in one casino that had a car dealership inside? I dont know but once I went in there was a spinning floor that I messed around on for quite a while like a doofus until I ran into some guy in my randomness who seemed very angry I bumped into him in his fancy suit. So I laughed a little and took off to the car dealership. Got some info on a few cars and went back outside to my mom waiting in the car.
Now here's where the dream got really weird.
Almost scary weird.
We went into this city a little more and it looked a lot different. Like a sea side old town that was way too overpopulated. While trying to merge over onto some major bridge to get across to the main part of this city I guess, A douchebag in some fancy blue car refused to let us over. Now I guess we didn't know about this city because we just figured that we would turn around up ahead. Well there was a bridge up a head so we were annoyed and talking about how rude some people can be as we started our way up this large, arched bridge. Which I noticed looked kinda old and not used often at all. Old stuff kinda laid all over the roads.
Well as we went up this bridge it seemed to grow steeper. And just as we got to the the peak of this arched bridge.. we noticed there was a panel of the bridge missing and closed my eyes as I knew the car was falling to the water below.
The scary thing about this is that it really felt like I was falling and I could feel my heart feel like it was going to bust. And I remember just praying to not feel anything when the car hit the water. And as the car went closer and closer this deep clentching feeling grew. Then there was silence and darkness for a good few seconds and I woke up with that same deep, heart-tugging feeling. One of those "holy crap I just escaped death feelings"
And another strange thing is that I've seen that bridge before in a dream and watched someone else drive off it. Note to self- if I ever see a bridge like that, don't go on it.
I can say though that who ever said "if you die in your dreams, you die in real life" is wrong. I've proved this many times.
Slight change in plans
General | Posted 15 years agoSo after a lot of debating and talking it over with Crush, my plans to move to Denver have changed. Some of you who I've talked to about the situation may know about this already.
See, originally I was offered a job in Denver. Kinda hadn't wanted to post much about that for multiple reasons before. But yeah. So I talk to my new boss quite often since he wants to know how moving is coming along, my plans, etc. And I had told him once that my boyfriend was stationed in CO Springs.
Well he called me yesterday offering to me a job in CO Springs. Same job, same pay, and closer to Crush.
So I talked it over with him and even my mom about moving in with him instead of an apartment all by myself in a city I don't know.
I know a lot of people are going to do the highschool thing about this and flip out but let me say this before anyone flips a table over.
In the time we've spent together I've really found something amazing. We've had two really amazing trips together and any one that has seen us, including my very judgemental father(who was asking me when we were going to get married..... lol), have said we are an amazing couple and can tell from the look of us that we found something we've been searching for a long time. I never believed in fate or any of that other bullshit stuff. But now I think I really do believe in that little red string thats tied around two people's fingers. And that I found that person that is connected to my string.
Im not rushing in all gunho style and going on about how I'm in love and nothing can ever go wrong with that. I'm not going to be like the average teenage furry and say that nonsense and move with my "lifetime m8" and live happily ever after for 3 months.
I am saying however that we're going to be adults. We're going to plan. We're going to communicate. We're going to live life. We are going to hit a few potholes along the way, sure. What couple doesn't? But the point of being a couple is being there when someone has fallen to pick them back up and keep going. I've got my problems, he's got his. We are both willing and wanting to get through them together. And Im extremely horribly about expressing myself sometimes but he can tell my love is there<3 And I can tell his love is too.
Basically what I want to say is that I will no longer be moving to Denver. Instead I will be moving in with Crush for now and when he gets out of the army I'll probably drop this job and move on to something better whereever we decide to move next.
Be adults please about this.
If Im going to make a mistake, I will. Don't need to shun me or yell at me for this decision. You only have so long of a life. Better live it to its fullest right?
Hoping this all makes sense. Im tired and watching Pee-Wee's Big Adventure...... He's so creeeepyyy D;
See, originally I was offered a job in Denver. Kinda hadn't wanted to post much about that for multiple reasons before. But yeah. So I talk to my new boss quite often since he wants to know how moving is coming along, my plans, etc. And I had told him once that my boyfriend was stationed in CO Springs.
Well he called me yesterday offering to me a job in CO Springs. Same job, same pay, and closer to Crush.
So I talked it over with him and even my mom about moving in with him instead of an apartment all by myself in a city I don't know.
I know a lot of people are going to do the highschool thing about this and flip out but let me say this before anyone flips a table over.
In the time we've spent together I've really found something amazing. We've had two really amazing trips together and any one that has seen us, including my very judgemental father(who was asking me when we were going to get married..... lol), have said we are an amazing couple and can tell from the look of us that we found something we've been searching for a long time. I never believed in fate or any of that other bullshit stuff. But now I think I really do believe in that little red string thats tied around two people's fingers. And that I found that person that is connected to my string.
Im not rushing in all gunho style and going on about how I'm in love and nothing can ever go wrong with that. I'm not going to be like the average teenage furry and say that nonsense and move with my "lifetime m8" and live happily ever after for 3 months.
I am saying however that we're going to be adults. We're going to plan. We're going to communicate. We're going to live life. We are going to hit a few potholes along the way, sure. What couple doesn't? But the point of being a couple is being there when someone has fallen to pick them back up and keep going. I've got my problems, he's got his. We are both willing and wanting to get through them together. And Im extremely horribly about expressing myself sometimes but he can tell my love is there<3 And I can tell his love is too.
Basically what I want to say is that I will no longer be moving to Denver. Instead I will be moving in with Crush for now and when he gets out of the army I'll probably drop this job and move on to something better whereever we decide to move next.
Be adults please about this.
If Im going to make a mistake, I will. Don't need to shun me or yell at me for this decision. You only have so long of a life. Better live it to its fullest right?
Hoping this all makes sense. Im tired and watching Pee-Wee's Big Adventure...... He's so creeeepyyy D;
UPDURP
General | Posted 15 years agoHoly crap, work was busy D8
People piss me off. That is all on that.
I have two days off. Night job on wednesday, double on thursday, and morning job on friday.
THEEEEN SATURDAAAAAY~ I move.
Sadly, Crush can't come down like we originally planned to help me move so I've gotta do that drive by myself :C It's a bummer but I cans do it. It's gonna take me all day from 7AM to about midnight+. Me and my cat. Must get a little box for the car.. XD;
So ya, next two days I'll be packing things into my car. Seeing what I can take, what I can't. So those in SoCal-keep an eye out for free/cheap shit I need to get rid of!
Also going to be trying to work on my part of the door sign for MFF DX I haven't drawn in too long dood.... AUGH.
Life is okay though. I'm just ready to leave though. I strongly dislike San Diego. I've met a handful of awesome people, but ya know D; Its only a handful of 3 million.
And for some reason this makes me chuckle: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RJJQx0X15Q
MFF SOON YOOOOOO
People piss me off. That is all on that.
I have two days off. Night job on wednesday, double on thursday, and morning job on friday.
THEEEEN SATURDAAAAAY~ I move.
Sadly, Crush can't come down like we originally planned to help me move so I've gotta do that drive by myself :C It's a bummer but I cans do it. It's gonna take me all day from 7AM to about midnight+. Me and my cat. Must get a little box for the car.. XD;
So ya, next two days I'll be packing things into my car. Seeing what I can take, what I can't. So those in SoCal-keep an eye out for free/cheap shit I need to get rid of!
Also going to be trying to work on my part of the door sign for MFF DX I haven't drawn in too long dood.... AUGH.
Life is okay though. I'm just ready to leave though. I strongly dislike San Diego. I've met a handful of awesome people, but ya know D; Its only a handful of 3 million.
And for some reason this makes me chuckle: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RJJQx0X15Q
MFF SOON YOOOOOO
Had to do it. MFF bby
General | Posted 15 years agoWhat name do you go by?
Itsu / That bitch over there
What's your 'species'?
Hyenamonsterthing >:C YAPYAP
Are you a fursuiter?
Yes.
Which hotel are you staying at?
The main hotel C:
Who are you rooming with?
With redroseofdeath, her friend, 
skippytheotter, his friend, and hopefully crushdood
Which days are you going?
Friday-monday morning or sunday if we have to. Depends on Crush.
Where are you coming to the con from?
CO
How are you getting there?
BOAT >:C no arroplane
Are you taking part in any events or panels?
I dont even know what events are there this year LOL sooooo no probably not.
Single or taken?
Taken. Try and I'll eat your arm D:<
Can I say hello to you?
-HISS- NO IM SO ANTISOCIAL- No you can<3
Can I follow you around?
Go ahead? Just dont be a creep and stare at my ass plz
Can I take pictures with you?
Go aheeeead
Can I buy you a drink?
...YES PLZ C: But dont expect anything big in return ;D
Can I pet you?
No murrfling plz. Or slow petting. It's creepy.
Can I grope you?
Are you crushdood? THEN NO IF YOU ARENT >:C
Can I pull your loincloth down or reach my paw in there?
LOINCLOTH?! WUUUUUUT.
Can I hug you?
YES C:
Can I pick you up?
If you want? xD It seemed to be a popular thing to do when I wear Itsu(who sadly won't be brought to MFF)
Can I go on a date you?
Again, only if you Crush C: SO... no
What should I not do around you?
Don't smoke ANYTHING around me. I don't care if youre drunk or high, just dont puke on me and don't get that horrid skunkass smell on me. Especially if Im in suit.
And dont cause drama. I try to stay away from drama.
Itsu / That bitch over there
What's your 'species'?
Hyenamonsterthing >:C YAPYAP
Are you a fursuiter?
Yes.
Which hotel are you staying at?
The main hotel C:
Who are you rooming with?
With
redroseofdeath, her friend, 
skippytheotter, his friend, and hopefully crushdood Which days are you going?
Friday-monday morning or sunday if we have to. Depends on Crush.
Where are you coming to the con from?
CO
How are you getting there?
BOAT >:C no arroplane
Are you taking part in any events or panels?
I dont even know what events are there this year LOL sooooo no probably not.
Single or taken?
Taken. Try and I'll eat your arm D:<
Can I say hello to you?
-HISS- NO IM SO ANTISOCIAL- No you can<3
Can I follow you around?
Go ahead? Just dont be a creep and stare at my ass plz
Can I take pictures with you?
Go aheeeead
Can I buy you a drink?
...YES PLZ C: But dont expect anything big in return ;D
Can I pet you?
No murrfling plz. Or slow petting. It's creepy.
Can I grope you?
Are you
crushdood? THEN NO IF YOU ARENT >:CCan I pull your loincloth down or reach my paw in there?
LOINCLOTH?! WUUUUUUT.
Can I hug you?
YES C:
Can I pick you up?
If you want? xD It seemed to be a popular thing to do when I wear Itsu(who sadly won't be brought to MFF)
Can I go on a date you?
Again, only if you Crush C: SO... no
What should I not do around you?
Don't smoke ANYTHING around me. I don't care if youre drunk or high, just dont puke on me and don't get that horrid skunkass smell on me. Especially if Im in suit.
And dont cause drama. I try to stay away from drama.
WHO WANTS THIS FOAM
General | Posted 15 years agoSince I'm moving in less than two weeks... I need to get rid of this foam D8 I can't take it with me cause.. I've got a lot of it.
Willing to give it away for free. Yes, free. Or for some dinner C: <3
I've got like.. maybe a yard of 2" foam with only a bit of one corner gone and maybe 2-3 feet of a, what I think, is 4" foam. All high quality from Joann's. That's probably a good 80$+ of foam.
Only thing is, you gotta come get it. I dont know if I wanna spend the gas money to deliver this for free >:C Depends.
Yes, that means you need to probably live in San Diego to get it.
Idk I just want it gone so its one less thing I have to worry about a home for and I dont want it to just go to waste.
Willing to give it away for free. Yes, free. Or for some dinner C: <3
I've got like.. maybe a yard of 2" foam with only a bit of one corner gone and maybe 2-3 feet of a, what I think, is 4" foam. All high quality from Joann's. That's probably a good 80$+ of foam.
Only thing is, you gotta come get it. I dont know if I wanna spend the gas money to deliver this for free >:C Depends.
Yes, that means you need to probably live in San Diego to get it.
Idk I just want it gone so its one less thing I have to worry about a home for and I dont want it to just go to waste.
Work is letting us dress up?!
General | Posted 15 years agoSo my work is letting people dress up. Idk what I can do as far as a costume though D8 I dont think they want me fursuiting... XD; and only other costume I have is my hunter one... Buuuut people might not get that >w>; I HAVE A BATMAN CAPE?
idk any ideas? I can always probably run to a store if I really wanted to. I just dont know what I'd get.
idk any ideas? I can always probably run to a store if I really wanted to. I just dont know what I'd get.
D8
General | Posted 15 years agoThe dude that wrote Pokemon died.
That saddens me :C
He was only 61 ;;
That saddens me :C
He was only 61 ;;
I haaaate
General | Posted 15 years agohow lonely this bed is now.
D:
Although now my cat has taken a liking to sleeping on my bed and snoring next to my face ._____.
Crush is out with training shit and I'm bummed :C No ghsep talkings.
I put my notice in today for the restaurant I work at. xD; Guy was all "think about it a few days, ya know. Then I guess we'll let you go." And like.. offered me a raise an shit if I were to stay lol It's just not good for my health really to stay here and not eat enough really... And I'll be much happier when I move lol
D:
Although now my cat has taken a liking to sleeping on my bed and snoring next to my face ._____.
Crush is out with training shit and I'm bummed :C No ghsep talkings.
I put my notice in today for the restaurant I work at. xD; Guy was all "think about it a few days, ya know. Then I guess we'll let you go." And like.. offered me a raise an shit if I were to stay lol It's just not good for my health really to stay here and not eat enough really... And I'll be much happier when I move lol
band wagon time + where i've been
General | Posted 15 years ago1. Who eats more?
He eats more at a meal, I tend to snack though non-stop. We're both fat kids :C
2. Who said “I love you” first??
Apparently I did in my sleep.
3. Who is the morning person??
Idk if he has work then he's up earlier than me. But I only sleep like.. 6-7 hours then automatically wake up. Its hard for me to actually wake up though.
4. Who sings better??
No D:
5. Who’s older??
He is. Lucky bastard being able to buy booze.
6. Who’s smarter??
I might act dumb sometimes but I am smart >:C But we're both pretty smart people.
7. Whose temper is worse??
He gets road rage xD <3 Old me had a hoooooorrible temper.. I can get pissed at people but I usually keep it to myself. So he's tempers worse only cause of the road rage <3
8. Who does the laundry??
Both of us <3 Gotta love that clean laundry smell~
9. Who does the dishes??
Booooth of us~
10. Who sleeps on what side of the bed??
Idk I sleep latched to him XD
11. Whose feet are bigger??
His for sure
12. Whose hair is longer??
My horrible curly hair is longer :C I should just cut it all off again BRB
13. Who’s better with the computer??
He is probably.
14. Do you have pets??
A gshep, a fat cat, and a handicap ferret. Mom claims her boxer is mine but uuuuuuuh.
15. Who pays the bills??
We both do~
16. Who cooks dinner??
We both do this too xD
17. Who drives when you are together??
Depends on who's car and what time of the day it is. Cause I can't drive like... at all at night.
18. Who pays when you go out to dinner??
Depends on if I can grab the bill really fast :3c
19. Who’s the most stubborn??
We are both extremely fuckin stubborn xD;
20. Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong??
If we do something wrong... we'll admit it.
21. Whose family do you see more??
Haven't gotten to meet his family D: He's met a lot of mine so far though.
22. Who named your pet??
Uuuh I named my cat Kira and my ferret Ed. His ex named Rio I think.
23. Who kissed who first??
He kissed me first D:
24. Who asked who out??
He asked me~
25. What did you do on your first date??
Uuuuh.. The aquarium was probably more like a "date" xD but we did have food together the night before<3
26. Who’s more sensitive??
We both are. I cry easily though.
27. Who’s taller??
He is. By like.. two inches xD
28. Who has more friends??
Probably him xD;
29. Who has more siblings??
Idk. I only have one brother. I know he has a sister.. buuuut I cant remember if there was more.
30. Who wears the pants in the relationship??
I cant barely ever find my pants. So him.
Bandwagoooon<3
Augh.. so last week my dad flew in to visit his mom and stuff. Crush flew in on friday and we all had dinner~ Crush and I hung out and did random shit all weekend.
Now I'm gonna be all depressed and emo-like so don't mind me.
I'm not just saying this but he really is amazing. I thought I knew what love what but man did I get a slap in the face.. Everything just seems right with him. It's like I've been searching for yeeeeeears, like hundreds upon hundreds, and finally found what I was looking for.
And now it feels like it's been snatched away right outta my hands..
I love my gshep<3 He means the universe to me.
uuuuuuuuuugh
I'll start being alive again on here. I swear.
He eats more at a meal, I tend to snack though non-stop. We're both fat kids :C
2. Who said “I love you” first??
Apparently I did in my sleep.
3. Who is the morning person??
Idk if he has work then he's up earlier than me. But I only sleep like.. 6-7 hours then automatically wake up. Its hard for me to actually wake up though.
4. Who sings better??
No D:
5. Who’s older??
He is. Lucky bastard being able to buy booze.
6. Who’s smarter??
I might act dumb sometimes but I am smart >:C But we're both pretty smart people.
7. Whose temper is worse??
He gets road rage xD <3 Old me had a hoooooorrible temper.. I can get pissed at people but I usually keep it to myself. So he's tempers worse only cause of the road rage <3
8. Who does the laundry??
Both of us <3 Gotta love that clean laundry smell~
9. Who does the dishes??
Booooth of us~
10. Who sleeps on what side of the bed??
Idk I sleep latched to him XD
11. Whose feet are bigger??
His for sure
12. Whose hair is longer??
My horrible curly hair is longer :C I should just cut it all off again BRB
13. Who’s better with the computer??
He is probably.
14. Do you have pets??
A gshep, a fat cat, and a handicap ferret. Mom claims her boxer is mine but uuuuuuuh.
15. Who pays the bills??
We both do~
16. Who cooks dinner??
We both do this too xD
17. Who drives when you are together??
Depends on who's car and what time of the day it is. Cause I can't drive like... at all at night.
18. Who pays when you go out to dinner??
Depends on if I can grab the bill really fast :3c
19. Who’s the most stubborn??
We are both extremely fuckin stubborn xD;
20. Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong??
If we do something wrong... we'll admit it.
21. Whose family do you see more??
Haven't gotten to meet his family D: He's met a lot of mine so far though.
22. Who named your pet??
Uuuh I named my cat Kira and my ferret Ed. His ex named Rio I think.
23. Who kissed who first??
He kissed me first D:
24. Who asked who out??
He asked me~
25. What did you do on your first date??
Uuuuh.. The aquarium was probably more like a "date" xD but we did have food together the night before<3
26. Who’s more sensitive??
We both are. I cry easily though.
27. Who’s taller??
He is. By like.. two inches xD
28. Who has more friends??
Probably him xD;
29. Who has more siblings??
Idk. I only have one brother. I know he has a sister.. buuuut I cant remember if there was more.
30. Who wears the pants in the relationship??
I cant barely ever find my pants. So him.
Bandwagoooon<3
Augh.. so last week my dad flew in to visit his mom and stuff. Crush flew in on friday and we all had dinner~ Crush and I hung out and did random shit all weekend.
Now I'm gonna be all depressed and emo-like so don't mind me.
I'm not just saying this but he really is amazing. I thought I knew what love what but man did I get a slap in the face.. Everything just seems right with him. It's like I've been searching for yeeeeeears, like hundreds upon hundreds, and finally found what I was looking for.
And now it feels like it's been snatched away right outta my hands..
I love my gshep<3 He means the universe to me.
uuuuuuuuuugh
I'll start being alive again on here. I swear.
Happy day C8
General | Posted 15 years agoSmile's new head is huuuuuur
oh and some gshep is too.
C8
oh and some gshep is too.
C8
Lots of stuff going on
General | Posted 15 years agoMaaaaan so much stuff happening next month.
I move the 13th. MFF is the 19th(Sorry guys, since I'm moving I don't think I can go early ;; ). Thanksgiving on the 25th.
For my MFF room people: I will need the money for the room in advance, only asking $72 a person since there's five of us in there. Im paying for taxes/fees for you guys<3 Remember! Its for Friday through Monday!
omg
And Fallout:New Vegas comes out tomorrow :3c Im a Fallout fan.. Can not fuckin waaaait~
I move the 13th. MFF is the 19th(Sorry guys, since I'm moving I don't think I can go early ;; ). Thanksgiving on the 25th.
For my MFF room people: I will need the money for the room in advance, only asking $72 a person since there's five of us in there. Im paying for taxes/fees for you guys<3 Remember! Its for Friday through Monday!
omg
And Fallout:New Vegas comes out tomorrow :3c Im a Fallout fan.. Can not fuckin waaaait~
hngg
General | Posted 15 years agoI work a double tomorrow, have an event to go work at night with the pastry chef so it wont be too bad..
Im so tired but the people upstairs are walking SO FUCKING LOUD.
And Im kinda bummed yet excited and happy. Makes no sense I know. I hate having to plan a move. I hate quitting jobs. Makes me feel bad. Cause at both places I've been such a strong member. Like one guy once asked me how long I'd been at my night job and he said he thought I'd been working there so much longer cause it was just normal to see me there and there was never any problems with me.. Like knowing Im leaving two jobs short a really strong worker.. makes me feel bad.
I may act like a bitch sometimes but I really care a lot about people and such.. I honestly cry when I know an action I took made someone upset or stressed or angry.
Sorry San Diego, I can't handle you. Nov. 13th I'm out probably. Yes, I'm still going to try to go to MFF. Since I've got some airline vouchers, I'll be set airfare wise. And I'll do whatever I have to to keep our hotel room guys<3 I'm only going to do this for a few months and I'll be back in CA. I just want to be gutsy and take risks with life. You can only live it once, do what you can with it.
Im like.. half asleep so I'll shut up and try to sleep with a pillow over my ears. I swear I hate those people up there sometimes.
Im so tired but the people upstairs are walking SO FUCKING LOUD.
And Im kinda bummed yet excited and happy. Makes no sense I know. I hate having to plan a move. I hate quitting jobs. Makes me feel bad. Cause at both places I've been such a strong member. Like one guy once asked me how long I'd been at my night job and he said he thought I'd been working there so much longer cause it was just normal to see me there and there was never any problems with me.. Like knowing Im leaving two jobs short a really strong worker.. makes me feel bad.
I may act like a bitch sometimes but I really care a lot about people and such.. I honestly cry when I know an action I took made someone upset or stressed or angry.
Sorry San Diego, I can't handle you. Nov. 13th I'm out probably. Yes, I'm still going to try to go to MFF. Since I've got some airline vouchers, I'll be set airfare wise. And I'll do whatever I have to to keep our hotel room guys<3 I'm only going to do this for a few months and I'll be back in CA. I just want to be gutsy and take risks with life. You can only live it once, do what you can with it.
Im like.. half asleep so I'll shut up and try to sleep with a pillow over my ears. I swear I hate those people up there sometimes.
Holy crap, quickest reply EVER
General | Posted 15 years agoSo I applied for a position at the corporate of the burger company I work for. Nothing big, back of the house/cook position. Serioulsy put the application in like.. 20 minutes ago.
He just called me and said I have a job for sure if I am for sure willing to move :3c FUCK YES.
Quickest reply EVER. I'm hella good.
He just called me and said I have a job for sure if I am for sure willing to move :3c FUCK YES.
Quickest reply EVER. I'm hella good.
