Ok I have returned after a very very long hiatus.... Life has been none to kind as of late and as a result I have been gone but I have now returned.

I feel horrifically stuck in a massive rut. I am less than a year away from graduating with my AA and I have discovered to my complete annoyance that every plan I have ever made for my life has fallen through. I'm a 21 almost 22 two year old woman who is stuck living with my parents, trapped at a dead end job and can't even hold a decent healthy relationship this is not where I wanted my life to be. I can't even decide what I want to do with my life anymore.... I hate this bull shit

ive given my life great thought and have cut away bagage that was making me unhappy and i feel better.

ok anyone that cares to know i find that i need to re-evaluate my life and because of that im going to be off for a while i dont know how long but ill be back when i am so no worries

so this morning i go fishing with my dad the day was fun i caught the first fish of the day then lost several lures and several fish while my dad caught a big fish and lost even bigger ones that bent his fishing hook... everything was fine and dadny till i get attacked by a swarm of bees that sting my face chase me up a hill down the hill then go and attack my dad.... what a day

i am so mad i can barely think straight. i come home from work today and what do i find? that my lovely family has taken it upon themselves to go into my room and clean up since i havent had the time normally that wouldnt have been to big an issue but what else did they do? they went through all my stuff dug through my most private things and are now mad at me for what i have when it is them who went into my space and invaded my privacy!i am furious ive never been so mad

im so happy!! my cars finally fixed!! and i get to get an iphone!!!!!!!!!!!!! *happy dance*

i got the new full metal alchemist movie and all the hetalia minus that movie im a happy person ^-^

im celebrating my nerdness by watching yugioh lol

adotmeplz is doing a raffle!!!

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R.I.P Muffy

im looking into agetting a reference sheet done and i cant decide on an artist.... what an issue

im looking for someone that make good quality life like snow leopard tails and ears. dose anyone know someone who dose that kind of work and has good prices?

This kitty is bored..... she needs something fun to do.... maybe a new writting partner ^-^

God im soooo looking foreward to going to the beach this weekend. i need a day of a ocean side meditation and relaxation..... just me and the waves..... that would make me a happy kitty

Im going to become a solitary person for the rest of my life.

i am a failure as a writter.... my roleplay partner of the last 4 almost 5 years is bored with me..... doooooooooooooooom........... maybe its time for me to branch out... or just stop all together who knows....

I hate the fact that i work with food get sick at work and have to stay and work with food. I hate my job i work ruth Morin's.

Feeling massive amounts of love right now ^-^. i cant remember the last time i was so happy ^-^

ive never been more embaressed or mortified in my entire life as i am right at this very moment i wish the world would open wide and swallow me whole so i wouldnt have to be here right now

i have decided that i am sick of working horriable jobs where i am surrounded by rude mean people. as soon as possiable i wish to either a) just go to school b) find a job where people arent dicks or c) become a house wife because that would be easier.