Hey everyone,

So a friend is stranded out in Oklahoma and is trying to get back to Albuquerque. She's needing help with gas money and started a go fund me: https://gofund.me/00d6bbb8 If you can give her a hand in anyway, I know she would be grateful.

Hey everyone I have gotten so many favs from the latest picture that I can't really go through and personally thank everyone! Goodness that's a first. But I did want to post something and say thank you to everyone and I'm glad you enjoy Strawberry's work! :O

Hey everyone,

I jsut wanted to put this out here as I think this is super adorable! A magical girl onesie is being kick started and needs 8k roughly to get it made. https://www.kickstarter.com/project.....r_confirmation Check it out and see if you like it!

Hey all,

A wonderful artist known as  jackie-lantern is needing new glasses to see! Her insurance is refusing to cover the glasses and she's opening commissions to get them paid for. Can people who read this take a look into helping her? She recently did this for me and it's wonderful: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/30152411/ You guys would be helping here a ton and those who do thank you!~

So my fellow lil furs. I lost the site link to the social group someone else put up a few weeks ago. Just can not recall it. Anyone remember it?

Hiya everyone,

Want to let everyone know I setup a lil's discord server to come in and enjoy themselves. It's got a few active folks and it's open to the public. :3

Here's the link for everyone https://discord.gg/AHQTQFZ

Come on in and enjoy some yapping!

So some of you may r may not know that I'm going to be moving to NCearly next year. I'm trying to find other babyfurs and one freinds who already lives there knew group. I was exstatic to hear this. A small group of twenty or so. But then the owner stepped in and kicked me out for not being local. I'm honestly sick of this crap. Life is already tough and a lot of people have walls in place because of poor reasons like this. What's worse is that if tyyou're running an iche group and you know want a proper community you don;t put up false road blocks like this. I run several IRC channels and go to some for states and places I'm not living in. These peoplese have been very welcoming to me becuase they realize how idiotic an idea it is to block people for places they live. We are scattered and in small numbers in few places. Don;t be an idiot and wall yourself off. Especially if yo uare in charge and have the ability not to. What's worse is my freind said "He's a nice guy in real life." Really because the way he treated me showed he's got his head shoved way to far up his padding to know how nice people act. So yeah, if you're an NC fur you most likely know who I'm talking about. Also if you're an NC fur and wanna talk with me send me a note. Course that goes for most furs.

Yep, it's finally coming out to the public! Seems to be a rolling release. But if you're adventurous you can find the apk on third party sites...Just be careful of the package. Anyone played for an hour and was amazed at the variety I caught. I quickly jump from lvl 0 to lvl 4 in trainer levels. On top of this I nabbed 12 pokemon 11 are separate species and 2 eggs. The game spits pokeballs at you so it'll be hard to run out. I was stopping on my bicycle every other minute to hit a stop and plenty of gyms around too! Pokemon so far: 2 X pidgey, Abra, Venonat, Dratini, Mankey, Primeape, Paras, Growlithe, and Bulbasaur! Right now the game looks pretty darn promising. I recommend people check it out!~

For people who didn't read the last journal

Hello every fur out there,

So I made my second order of padding from ABU this month. It came in the mail last Friday and sadly they gave me the wrong size. I went right over to the site and tried to file a ticket only to see that you can;t even get into the help center. The next step was to look into the contact page and there they had email, phone number, and hours of operations. I sent in an email as soon as I could and within about 45 minutes got my first reply. Now this surprised me already as they said it would be at least 24 hours! I corresponded with a Mr. Mike several times that day. He said it wouldn't be an issue and I could just send the case back. My issue is I already tore the box up and opened a bag. On top of this my bladder is kind of weak these days making it problematic to go without some type of protection. In return he asked me for some more pictures to prove that yes the box is destroyed and the whole case was the wrong size. Now sadly that was it for Friday and I didn't get an email until yesterday and a half an hour before closing. Mondays for most of us are pretty busy and this was the case for Mike. But I still felt like I was being pushed tot the side as he essentially said it felt like I was trying to scam him because I didn't have the ability to ship the padding back. You see I can't send large packages out of my apartment and on top of this don't own a car. Add the 100 degree weather we've had for literally weeks and it wouldn't be possible to safely get a 40 pound or so box in the mail. Also to be told after paying so much for their padding that I seem to be a scammer just put a sour taste into my maw.
So what changed to have me make a post about all of this? Simply, when I got home today I was ready for a battle. I was ready to write emails to fight back after feeling basically ignored. Heck I even called them to try and to resolve it over the phone to only get "Mike will take care of it." But instead was met with something much better. First off I came into this only expect some type of discount on my next order. Especially with no ability to return what they sent. Instead I got an email saying they are sending a case in the right size and Mike personally checked it. Now ABU's padding is NOT cheap in any regard. They are great quality and high capacity. The designs are adorable to boot! So for them to send a whole case as a way to compensate blew me out of the water. Again I would of been happy with a discount and never expected a replacement case and not to have to return the erroneous order. So would I say that ABU has changed their ways. Yes they are trying hard to fix mistakes and get things going in a effective manner. They went beyond what I was expecting out of them and I do think that if you want something special or a treat to go check them out! They aren't cheap sadly but for a treat every so often, I can totally recommend them!

To everyone at ABU and especially Mike Thank You for working on this. I know that when a company doesn't help it gets on my nerves pretty badly. But again they went further then a good deal of companies do these days!


=======================================The Update=================================================================

Apparently after sending a nice email to Mike he sent another back saying that yes even though I STATED MULTIPLE TIMES that I can not ship boxes out of my apartment complex that he wants me to send the messed up order back! So now I have no idea how to even do that as I have no money for a cab and am not going to drag a 30 or 40 pound box 1 mile to the closest UPS Store to send it out. Why you may ask? It's literally been 100f since the beginning of June and I'm not going to hospitalize myself for their screw up. I told them I would be more then happy to take a discount on the next order. This would save on shipping costs, insure them some money on the next order, and act as a way comprise on their screw up. But apparently this isn't something Mike seems to get. >.<

=============================================Update 2=============================================================
Hello everyone,

Finally I can close the problem. After all the issues they have just told me to keep both cases as it is fairly difficult to return one of them. Again this shows they're willing to work hard on correct things and understand that not everyone can easily return the products. I do recommend buying from them if you have the chance as the padding is amazing. Also if you have issues email them and they'll do a heck of a job helping you out!

For people who didn't read the last journal

Hello every fur out there,

So I made my second order of padding from ABU this month. It came in the mail last Friday and sadly they gave me the wrong size. I went right over to the site and tried to file a ticket only to see that you can;t even get into the help center. The next step was to look into the contact page and there they had email, phone number, and hours of operations. I sent in an email as soon as I could and within about 45 minutes got my first reply. Now this surprised me already as they said it would be at least 24 hours! I corresponded with a Mr. Mike several times that day. He said it wouldn't be an issue and I could just send the case back. My issue is I already tore the box up and opened a bag. On top of this my bladder is kind of weak these days making it problematic to go without some type of protection. In return he asked me for some more pictures to prove that yes the box is destroyed and the whole case was the wrong size. Now sadly that was it for Friday and I didn't get an email until yesterday and a half an hour before closing. Mondays for most of us are pretty busy and this was the case for Mike. But I still felt like I was being pushed tot the side as he essentially said it felt like I was trying to scam him because I didn't have the ability to ship the padding back. You see I can't send large packages out of my apartment and on top of this don't own a car. Add the 100 degree weather we've had for literally weeks and it wouldn't be possible to safely get a 40 pound or so box in the mail. Also to be told after paying so much for their padding that I seem to be a scammer just put a sour taste into my maw.
So what changed to have me make a post about all of this? Simply, when I got home today I was ready for a battle. I was ready to write emails to fight back after feeling basically ignored. Heck I even called them to try and to resolve it over the phone to only get "Mike will take care of it." But instead was met with something much better. First off I came into this only expect some type of discount on my next order. Especially with no ability to return what they sent. Instead I got an email saying they are sending a case in the right size and Mike personally checked it. Now ABU's padding is NOT cheap in any regard. They are great quality and high capacity. The designs are adorable to boot! So for them to send a whole case as a way to compensate blew me out of the water. Again I would of been happy with a discount and never expected a replacement case and not to have to return the erroneous order. So would I say that ABU has changed their ways. Yes they are trying hard to fix mistakes and get things going in a effective manner. They went beyond what I was expecting out of them and I do think that if you want something special or a treat to go check them out! They aren't cheap sadly but for a treat every so often, I can totally recommend them!

To everyone at ABU and especially Mike Thank You for working on this. I know that when a company doesn't help it gets on my nerves pretty badly. But again they went further then a good deal of companies do these days!


=======================================The Update=================================================================

Apparently after sending a nice email to Mike he sent another back saying that yes even though I STATED MULTIPLE TIMES that I can not ship boxes out of my apartment complex that he wants me to send the messed up order back! So now I have no idea how to even do that as I have no money for a cab and am not going to drag a 30 or 40 pound box 1 mile to the closest UPS Store to send it out. Why you may ask? It's literally been 100f since the beginning of June and I'm not going to hospitalize myself for their screw up. I told them I would be more then happy to take a discount on the next order. This would save on shipping costs, insure them some money on the next order, and act as a way comprise on their screw up. But apparently this isn't something Mike seems to get. >.<

Hello every fur out there,

So I made my second order of padding from ABU this month. It came in the mail last Friday and sadly they gave me the wrong size. I went right over to the site and tried to file a ticket only to see that you can;t even get into the help center. The next step was to look into the contact page and there they had email, phone number, and hours of operations. I sent in an email as soon as I could and within about 45 minutes got my first reply. Now this surprised me already as they said it would be at least 24 hours! I corresponded with a Mr. Mike several times that day. He said it wouldn't be an issue and I could just send the case back. My issue is I already tore the box up and opened a bag. On top of this my bladder is kind of weak these days making it problematic to go without some type of protection. In return he asked me for some more pictures to prove that yes the box is destroyed and the whole case was the wrong size. Now sadly that was it for Friday and I didn't get an email until yesterday and a half an hour before closing. Mondays for most of us are pretty busy and this was the case for Mike. But I still felt like I was being pushed tot the side as he essentially said it felt like I was trying to scam him because I didn't have the ability to ship the padding back. You see I can't send large packages out of my apartment and on top of this don't own a car. Add the 100 degree weather we've had for literally weeks and it wouldn't be possible to safely get a 40 pound or so box in the mail. Also to be told after paying so much for their padding that I seem to be a scammer just put a sour taste into my maw.
So what changed to have me make a post about all of this? Simply, when I got home today I was ready for a battle. I was ready to write emails to fight back after feeling basically ignored. Heck I even called them to try and to resolve it over the phone to only get "Mike will take care of it." But instead was met with something much better. First off I came into this only expect some type of discount on my next order. Especially with no ability to return what they sent. Instead I got an email saying they are sending a case in the right size and Mike personally checked it. Now ABU's padding is NOT cheap in any regard. They are great quality and high capacity. The designs are adorable to boot! So for them to send a whole case as a way to compensate blew me out of the water. Again I would of been happy with a discount and never expected a replacement case and not to have to return the erroneous order. So would I say that ABU has changed their ways. Yes they are trying hard to fix mistakes and get things going in a effective manner. They went beyond what I was expecting out of them and I do think that if you want something special or a treat to go check them out! They aren't cheap sadly but for a treat every so often, I can totally recommend them!

To everyone at ABU and especially Mike Thank You for working on this. I know that when a company doesn't help it gets on my nerves pretty badly. But again they went further then a good deal of companies do these days!

Hello everyone,

I streamed on twitched today and you can watch it here:

https://secure.twitch.tv/hedgieandfoxie/v/69550109

It will also be on youtube soon fro mthis link:

https://t.co/SVfiGPpCEZ

Feedback is welcome and thanks for helping me build up a fanbase. ^^

Well just starting out that is but everyone is welcome. Just remember this is a general public channel and that means think of your kid brother being there. Anywho you can get updates via twitter https://twitter.com/HedgieG , watch over at youtube which will be getting reviews https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV.....6HYu1WRLy6Z2Xw , and watch all my glorious flaws via twitch https://www.twitch.tv/hedgieandfoxie . I also have a google plus https://plus.google.com/10368051663.....50/posts?hl=en and your watching subbing and input is welcomed. Come support a newbie in his latest venture.

So it went from being nice, cloudy and rainy outside to freezing. Also last night my home was horribly hot as management wont turn the AC on until Wednesday. So yeah, in New Mexico Spring, Winter, and Fall are all fun times as the weather just swings at random. We have dark clouds overhead until Tuesday and well I was hoping to get some bike riding in. the fresh air helps out when I'm bummed out as I tend to be right now. Onto of this, my family now wants to head to Mexico and I wont have any of that. The area they want to go to wont have work for me. It's hard enough to find stuff here and would be worse over in Mexico. I still have no idea what I'm doing but if they're just gonna take off I might head towards the north west part of the us. I know there's a better chance to get work and active communities abound. Not to mention so many geeky things to do. Only downside is the crazy high amount of cost of living in that region.

So over the past few days I have been investigating places to find more ABDL communities. I came to this place using a service called Discord. The Server was ABDL reddit. That should of been my first red flag to not go into this place. Basically these guys are the worst of the worst in the ABDL community. They seem to live off in their own world thinking that ABDL types are all over and even exist in third world countries. While I could say yes their are people in the community that live all over. They are very spread out except for a few areas including here in NM. The other issue is that most ABDL's simply do not participate in any type of online community. Gee it's like they're afraid of people like these guys. Anywho that was just a part of the problem. After a few days of basically being treated like dirt, they decided that hey unless you pay 155 dollars for a case of ABU Space, you aren't a person worth being a friend.
First of lets get things straight. Most people that can relate to being an ABDL, Babyfur, whatever you want to call it usually live in the real world. We all have bills to pay and responsibilities to tend to. Most of us are lucky enough to even afford a case of padding every so often to begin with let alone something that costs 155 bucks. Second off, I can't believe I even have to say this to people who ARE ADULTS. But Buying the best of something does not equate to flipping friendship. Friends do get each other things every so often. But this is pretty much a cult. When you try to strong arm people into your point of view and buying what YOU think is the best, you do the rest of us a disservice. Treating people like scum and acting like the whole world works on your one tiny little view just goes to show how HORRIBLE you are! It also shows the rest of the world that yes indeed babyfurs and ABDL's are nothing worth others times. They are toxic HATEFUL and should be shunned. I know we all get into this pitfall but it is something we all must try and push against. If we want our community to grow and truly seem like a great place for everyone, we got to stop this.
There is zero reason to treat anyone like this! Especially at times when they're reaching out to try and be apart of the community and find others to enjoy it with. The worst part of all of this is that I have been in some pretty bad spaces lately. I'm fairly depressed because I honestly have no one to see in the community. Like I stated New Mexico is just a dead zone for a ton of things. On top of that, being post college just has made me feel like I have no where else to go in life. This has lead to some serious depression issues for myself and it is a fairly hard thing to fight at this time. I know there's more, I got to crunch the job hunting thing. I must keep determined to find people I can meet. I will find the one I can call my own. I just need to remain strong. But that is a challenge in itself right now.

To be short, remember that your actions do indeed reflect on all of us, try to actually help others in need, and don't force views on folks. Thanks for reading this and make sure to leave some feedback guys. It really does help out and I know there are others watching that feel like they're in the same boat right now.

*Gets of his soap box with a crinkle and snuggles up with his pink bunny plushie.*

Hi everyone,

I have finally finished college and am starting to look around at new places to go and find work. I honestly need a decent job. But at the same time I need to get closer to active ABDL, Sissy, Sissy baby, and baby fur communities. While I'm not sure how active things are in eastern North Carolina, it is looking like a good place to job hunt. I'm looking at the triangle and Charlotte NC. But that doesn't mine I'm not looking at other areas of the United States. There is a possibility of looking even further. Franky I'm tired of New Mexico and being away from everyone.
On the other end of this, I would love to also start looking for someone interested in a sissy baby as well. I don't have any mate and no one that is interested in me right now. But well it isn't easy when you work and have school to look for one. So now it's time to fix all this. Anywho, does anyone have some feedback on this. What are some places to look around for the community? Like I said, work is important, but so is not feeling completely isolated as well. Thanks for reading through this and I hope to get some feedback on it. ^^

Hey everyone,

So I have been looking around my area for communities for years. Mainly General furry, Baby fur, sissy fur, and their none fur counter parts and well Albuquerque, NM just seems to be very lacking in these. If they do exist, they are limited full of trolls and drama queens, or worse just a mix of this. I really would love to get more connected with these things even outside of the local area. The reason is well I'm pretty darn lonely now oh days and I can blame college for a good portion of this. Thankfully March is graduation time which means while I job hunt I can set aside time for things I want to do like well getting further into various communities, playing a HUGE backlog of games, and bicycling even more. Bottom line is if some furs can point me to some neat places to get connected it would be awesome!

Thanks all,

Izzie Kit

Been super busy this weekend with friends and parties for my birthday. Sadly I went to do a clean out and missed a few watchers. To everyone who watches thanks a ton! I always like knowing people enjoy the pics I get commissioned!

Hello everyone,

It's a rough time for a lot of people but there is another that can use some help. The fuzz is in Ohio homeless and doesn't even have money for food. This fur is Little_Sunshine on my irc channel. Ms. Sunshine could use any money people can donate just to eat. Literally anything will help this person so please if you can spare a few bucks help sunshine out. MS. Sunshine's paypal is techna.rave@gmail.com. I hope some people will help a fur in need. :3

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So today went fro mood to interesting. I had a neighbor come to my door simply asking for a phone charger. Well I lent one and went to the laundry room with her to let her charge. Then after talking a bit I did something that I really shouldn't of done. Let a stranger in my home. The problem is after listening to her situation and seeing her in tears..I just couldn't let her be. Well we sat for hours talking. Then had dinner and desert and talked and talked. After all that though I had to ask her to leave. The thing is I didn't want to and she wasn't causing any problems. It's just I have learned that I have to limit myself on the good will type of thing. The last time I opened my heart and home to someone it turned out pretty bad. I really wish I could do more for this person though.
By the way, the persons story is pretty nasty. She came to help her younger sister and niece only to find out her younger sister's BF is doing drugs and the younger sister wont kick this guy out. After putting up with it she has decided to leave and try to find something else to do. The older sister..I just wish I could do more then a hot meal and some company. But I know that I can't. I wish I were an angel or something. A being that could help cure problems in the world that being such misery to so many people. I am so fed up with the troubles in life. I am fed up with being human and only able to help with so much. But the cold reality is I am a human a mortal with limits. I can't magically pull trillions of dollars out of my pocket or wave a wand that solves hunger, hatred, or any number of problems. I think more then anything, this is what anger me so much in the world. This is what drives the hatred and the beast that rages in my mind. A planet full of trouble and all I can do for the majority of it is watch it burn.

Got pokemon Y and I'm loving it like it was Red. If you guys wanna get in touch with me my code is 3136-7347-6111. Hope to see some peoples!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11622886/ Ari cub is handing out a raffle and selling this group shot.

Hey everyone,

I just thought that if you love Minecraft or feed the beast I'm running a server with a friend and we want players! The server is a dual xeon with a few gigs of ram n a fiarly solid connection. If you're interested comment and I'll get you setup with the needed info! Also check out our irc channel on Furnet it's #Dookcraft which is linked to the server so you can even chat outside of the game!

Yep it's finally happening! Sadly I'm still an out of work fox so I wont have phone or internets for a little bit. But I think have place of my own is much more worth it. I might be in my own place next week but if not, it will happen this month. Again budget isn't allowing much of anything but the basics for now. I do have my cellphone until May so I'll do some tethering off of that but most likely wont be able to do much of anything. Still cross your fingers! Once I get work my life will be somewhat back to pre-2011 normality for me. Which is the way I want it. Me in my own place, hopefully work, and college starting this summer. Well transferring to a new college and will start this summer that is.