I would so love having one of these in my bedroom. In fact I would love to bury myself under plushies and snooze! All those cute plushies guarding the cute lil foxy from the monsters in the closer! We all know that plushies are a powerful a formidable weapon of cuteness. They will guard the little cubs, kits, pups, and what have you from the dangers of the things hiding in the shadows at night. They also make warm comfy pillow and snugglie things too!~

So one thing that has me seriously worried about my desktop is it's hard drives. They work ok but pretty often every day all my hard drives, even my DVD drive will just spin up for no real reason. When this happens several applications will freeze for a moment then start working like normal. Now, I'm using windows 7 but it isn't OS specific, even when I toy with Linux on here the drives will act like that. This has happened on several motherboards so my best guess is the drives are kind of busted in some weird way. I plan on replace all my hard drives, and some other bits and pieces in my computer hopefully this year before I start school again. I need my primary rig to be up and in shape. I'm just hoping a new set of HDDs will solve that odd problem.

So my mom and sis, the family I currently live with are planning on moving to the north western part of south Carolina. I've been looking at the homes they're looking at and there's 3 bedroom 2 bath houses in the mid 50k range. The shocker for me to see that! The thing is even I can afford those kind of homes on my pathetic income while I go to college. But the big question is why are these homes so cheap? Also would there be any real work there for me? The other thing that bothers me is uprooting a life I have barely planted back in this state after several years of a mis-adventure. Do I really want to take that chance again? Do I want to leave my friends again? The other thing on my mind is my mother is starting to get up in age and may want help from her children. Which isn't a bad thing but I really don't want to move becuase of that reason alone. In all these question I also am changing Universities because of major reasons. I would end up going to UNM for about one year then having to transfer to another college. All of this has me in deep thought and a bit stressed out. So many question, yet so little answers. My biggest one is to ask..What would everyone do if they had these choices, to leave and have ahome of your own. But possibly end up jobless in the feild you want and away from friends you seriously can count on?

So I'm sitting here trying to think of something to post in this journal thingy. The thing is with all the drama and subjects that go around the 'net, what is there for me to really say? My life runs like molasses, I really don't have much to talk about on a daily basis, and most things that I want to say to people tend to already be said. Especially popular people who I might keep track of. I am actually trying ti think of things to blab about at least once a week. But well am not sure what.

On that note I must say that I was just browsing around the site yesterday and found something that interest me. Someone looking for a cub to to call their own. After the drama and problems I have had with previous caretakers, I would love to find one that is capable of actually just being a caretaker. So I threw my hat into the ring. I'm kind of anxious to see what happens. By the way the caretaker in question is  Mirera. Honestly, I'm not sure what to expect...I just stumbled on the post and well nervousness happens when I think about any possible caretaker situation. But I am hoping for the best!

Get some awesome cubby art from theUK Squirrel: http://www.furaffinity.net/user/toddlergirl/ -toddlergirl-

Sooo bet you all want to see an new Izzie pic out there. I would love to oblige but I got a few things to knock out before I can order one.

As it stands I'm stuck on a fixed income due to not having work which is bleh. I'm cranking apps out as fast as possible and hoping to get a response from anywhere right now so I can get some spending money and do this that and they other thing. Sadly this is "one of them" tourist towns so things are slowing down for winter and stuff making it a bit harder. Also I'm going to college soon which has opened a new can of worms. I'm gonna be heading into the computer programming course and I thought my 6 year old lappy would be able to handle it but nope. Visual studio is getting INSANE with it's requirements. Mainly if you want to dev for the Xbox or the phones. Note I wanted to tinker with XNA game studio. So what are the requirements for VS now at least 3 gigs of system ram and an DX 10 videocard. Yeah even Visual studio needs Direct X 10 now. So that puts this old girl mostly out of the picture for me.

So the first thing is first, I'm gonna have to build or buy a new system. right now buying will be cheaper, but I would love to build my dream system for 3k(Honestly what nerd wouldn't?!). But will most likely get a decent monitor and a decent prebuilt from newegg. Also I need to get some snapping plastic panties..This cub was at the park with mama today and leaked in public. >.<;
Had my spare diaper with me but didn't think about a spare change of clothes and a spare plastic panty. D:
But that's just a small chunk of a huge list. I have none of my stuff due to my recent move. All my things are under my family's home waiting for me to get a job. In the meantime I gotta get some furniture for my room and some kinda game console before I go insane from bordem. @@:

well that's about it. Expect some pics as soon as I can afford em. ^^

Izumi is a strange hybrid. He’s part house cat and part kitsune, he also a cybernetic creature. Built out of techno organic parts the kitsune is capable of changing shape, age, using some magic, and able to use his technological body on various electronics. Depending on Izumi’s age he’ll have a defferent amount of tails at defferent sizes. The kitsune usually has silvery grayish fur covering most of his body while he has black for his “socks”, tail tips, and his hand paws.

Form 1: Age 1 1/2

In this form Izumi kit is 1 1/2 years old. The young 1 3/4 ft tall kitsune has 9 usb tail ports at the base of his two 8ft long tails coming out of him. He is usually found wearing a baby blue T-shirt, Baby blue mittens, baby blue booties, and a baby blue ruffled plastic panty over his diaper. That is unless one of his relatives puts him in something else.

Form 2: Age 5

In this form Izumi kit is 5 years of age. The kitsune is about 2 1/2 feet tall and still looks about the same. The major change is his outfit. He’s very thickly diapered, enough to make him waddle even at five. The young sune is dressed in a pink t-shirt to short to hide the top of his pink plastic panties. Over the t-shirt and plastic panties is a blue short all with a big front pocket on his chest, it has has small pink ribbons randomly dotting the short tall. The kitsune has two large pink ribbons tied to the ends of his tails as well as two ribbons tied next to his ears in his head fur. If the kitsune is outside exploring he’s wearing pink Velcro sneakers on his feet and white lacy socks on.