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Posted 3 years agoto PrivateDoomsday and TeenTitansFanboy
I am so sorry I messed up our chance at friendship I will be deleting my account in 2 days and go back to observing art by making a new account... you won't hear from me less you want to... I will get help and I hope that when I am better we can start over... your truly j8gk
I am so sorry I messed up our chance at friendship I will be deleting my account in 2 days and go back to observing art by making a new account... you won't hear from me less you want to... I will get help and I hope that when I am better we can start over... your truly j8gk
the song that describes me
Posted 3 years agoIf You Want Love ~NF https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=52ZXt3AT5vo
I just need some time, I'm tryna think straight
I just need a moment in my own space
Ask me how I'm doin', I'll say "okay, " yeah
But ain't that what we all say?
Sometimes I think back to the old days
In the pointless conversations with the old me
Yeah, back when my momma used to hold me
I wish somebody woulda told me
If you want love, you gon' have to go through the pain
If you want love, you gon' have to learn how to change
If you want trust, you gon' have to give some away
If you want love, if you want love
Yeah, as a kid I used to think life
Is moving so slow, I watch it go by
Look out the window on my bus ride
I thought the world was so small, through my closed eyes
I've always tried to control things
In the end that's what controls me
Maybe that's why I'm controllin'
I wish somebody woulda told me
If you want love, you gon' have to go through the pain
If you want love, you gon' have to learn how to change
If you want trust, you gon' have to give some away
If you want love, if you want love
The older I get, I feel like I'm always tryna save time
Talkin' to the voices in my head, they make me think twice
Tellin' me it doesn't mean it's wrong because it feels right
I'm scared that one day I wake up and wonder where the time go
Talk about the past like it's the present while I rock slow
I'll sit in the living room and laugh with kids of my own
And tell 'em
If you want love, you gon' have to go through the pain
I wish you woulda told me
If you want love, you gon' have to learn how to change
I wish somebody woulda told me
If you want trust, you gon' have to give some away
You gon' have to give
If you want love, if you want love
If you want love, if you want love
*my mom and dad never got along and my dad was very abusive to her, me and my sisters... I've had many problems but I'm left to try and fix them on my own*
I just need some time, I'm tryna think straight
I just need a moment in my own space
Ask me how I'm doin', I'll say "okay, " yeah
But ain't that what we all say?
Sometimes I think back to the old days
In the pointless conversations with the old me
Yeah, back when my momma used to hold me
I wish somebody woulda told me
If you want love, you gon' have to go through the pain
If you want love, you gon' have to learn how to change
If you want trust, you gon' have to give some away
If you want love, if you want love
Yeah, as a kid I used to think life
Is moving so slow, I watch it go by
Look out the window on my bus ride
I thought the world was so small, through my closed eyes
I've always tried to control things
In the end that's what controls me
Maybe that's why I'm controllin'
I wish somebody woulda told me
If you want love, you gon' have to go through the pain
If you want love, you gon' have to learn how to change
If you want trust, you gon' have to give some away
If you want love, if you want love
The older I get, I feel like I'm always tryna save time
Talkin' to the voices in my head, they make me think twice
Tellin' me it doesn't mean it's wrong because it feels right
I'm scared that one day I wake up and wonder where the time go
Talk about the past like it's the present while I rock slow
I'll sit in the living room and laugh with kids of my own
And tell 'em
If you want love, you gon' have to go through the pain
I wish you woulda told me
If you want love, you gon' have to learn how to change
I wish somebody woulda told me
If you want trust, you gon' have to give some away
You gon' have to give
If you want love, if you want love
If you want love, if you want love
*my mom and dad never got along and my dad was very abusive to her, me and my sisters... I've had many problems but I'm left to try and fix them on my own*
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Posted 3 years agoentry deleted for reasons
Listen
Posted 3 years agoI may sound like a broken record but many people have a problem with me... people take one look at me a say ha ha look at this fat guy... his parents must hate him if they let him become a blob *sighs* (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXj_jDTuhrw 1:18) that's why I have a hard time making friends this combined with my Social Anxiety... but the solution is diet and exercise... I apologize if I sound like its a problem that I am to over concerned about when its not a big deal... but its a problem that has stuck with me since childhood... I'd still like to friends with people here and if the talk of my weight gets annoying than we can talk about something else... but please know that this will take a lot of to get over... I am a very sensitive person... even my own family hasn't helped me at all... so I hope that we can all be friends and again if this disturbs anyone I apologize for it
First Raffle
Posted 3 years agothis is my first time entering a raffle... the one I entered is by a lovely lady called Bunchantress https://www.furaffinity.net/view/46568673/
appoligy
Posted 3 years agoto FluffyChuck91 I'm very sorry I wasted your time... I entered a commission without knowing what I was doing... for that I am sorry... I hope there is a way we can make amends and be friends
this guy
Posted 3 years agoso this guy called Wynterhorn blocks me for my Masters Slave story but I've seen his art and I could just as well do the same to him... as I said it was my first time doing a story with Gacha and I didn't know what I was doing I'm not like the professional GachaTubers out there... not my fault
Very Impotant
Posted 5 years agoAll must know this I am a anti-social and somewhat of a lone wolf. I am not that trusting I prefer to work alone and I don't get along well with others. This is why I'm still a virgin and don't have a girlfriend, or very many friends. I'm not the type of guy who talks much or lets out his emotions very often. I hope you all can understand this and cut me a little slack.
