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ETA 20.08.2014 12:05 Berlin-Tegel

See you there in the Estrel, folks!

Some explanations might need to be told regarding my behaviour, and those who are involved on my Skype list would find it useful.

I like to take my time and commune the mood for the actual feel of the art I am drawing, so it might take hours, days.
The fact is I am still under the pressure of the time period before my final of the final exam.
At the moment I am preparing to finish this subject I still have remaining from the so called inconsistent world of PHP and its wonders along with MAMP, so I need to study for that as well next to make up my mind of what should I write to my diploma and how, which is going to be at least 40-80 page(without pictures), and fortunately there is a topic I can still write about maybe. So we have that on the education side.

Over the past few years I was neglecting my family a bit, so I need to make up my time with them, and adore them while I can and move out from my Box. Sometimes my father brings me some bad times, but they are temporary and I can only hope they will just fade off by time. I try to spend more time with them by doing more things for/with them. I love my granny, and she needs some time be spent with, even if it is something that I don't always like about politics, but I am an open ear for her. Even if she talks about parties I do not like, she tells it interesting, while I remain independent. I am quite happy about it.

The other factor is MMO, which is Guild Wars 2. I admit I like it, and having fun doing dungeons, socialising there as well(not that I do not like going out in RL). You can probably guess why have I been doing a hell load of Charr related artwork recently. I do love them, and the lores at times. There is always something to munch about. They're moderately radical. I like it. And here comes the shadow side of this game. It might be free to play once purchased, but it does not stop the individuals from keep flooding their problem on me when I have a hell load of them already.
I come there to have fun, and relax, not for listening teen melodramas I have never asked for, nor will. Let it be the freedom of my choice.
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The following list were based on true events and represents black-and-white reality:

- One gets to know you as friend and you start feeling yourself relatively fine with, but then after a while when you would just like to have a bit of rest and give some space for yourself so you could sort things out in mind on your own comfortable pace, that particular person just starts to expect you back in a manner of displaying itself to be the victim of your negligence and boast it to a level you would feel yourself as bad as possible about it. A frequent exercising of such acts leads me to loose trust for the one the best way, and am do not even welcome the person the slightest, nor even bothering myself to say 'hi'. This is what I qualify in my dictionary as the so called "Great Job".
//I normally do not make a fuss about things, but when people just get something like this in my face, it is the least expected/welcomed/tolerated of upbraid next to the facts of how much of time/effort/energy/patience I sacrificed for them while I could also just leave them be and get onto my commissions, yet they do not appreciate it when it comes to their part to remember before they could just blame me for having a moody day on their part.//

- One gains your trust to a level you feel yourself comfortable with in role plays, bringing them joy in hope you can brighten their life a bit by introducing it to a level they can enjoy, but then something is heading the wrong way. I do not mind role plays, but when they are being repetitive, and kept played way too longer than two hours, or who knows how long it will last, probably till the end of the day, that is draining me out of my preserve energy the best and I am not in need of such leeching. Sitting in a chair tend to get uncomfortable to your spine and exercising it the most will most likely lead your body for some slight depravation and your body starts to let you know in time. I also tried doing it by laying down on my bed, and type from my laptop.
Note that I am a horribly slow reader and can not touch-type properly, but really slow by peeking the keyboard all the time to prevent typos.
Laying on the bed did not help either. If it wasn't for my back, but sure was for my neck that got tired, not to mention I started to realise my legs were being slightly degenerated, so I had to find another way. I have a wardrobe that is high enough to reach it comfortably within the range of my waist without bending over, and just standing there. It was still not as good as I predicted, but it kept my legs at least in some sort of a exercise for enduring standing a bit longer than my average five hundred meter a day.
None of them was working to last forever, so I had to put an end manually to their role play sessions. They started to ball on me about it as well for pretty often.
//"Good Job" (Not as Great like mentioned before above, but still a good way to loose trust from my side)//

- The fact is I have about 85 people on my online contact list(Skype), but it used to be 120 or so, and I had to decrease the amount of people being in there, because one of their kind was not talking to me at all, and I took it(without any hard feelings) as a lack of interest, while the other kind was working on their part to have them removed decently. Don't get me wrong, I like it this way. The more people I used to have, the less time I could spend with my own being to perform a Self preservation each time needed. The less chaos I have to handle now and this is how it meant to be. I am satisfied the most when I have a healthy amount of people(about 3 people a day maybe). I don't mind if not any a day, and I will understand. I tend to just poke over time and initiate something and let it by the flow.
//If I could not spend time with one properly, it is best not to bring me up as an evil being who likes to forget about people. Yes, I know about their existence, I do not forget them. The thing is, I can not spend all my time explicitly with them just to keep them happy.//

- When one is expecting to talk with me, at least write more than just the formal hello-how-are-you-good-good-night-jack, because I have experienced way too much teen melodrama to know where such things are going, and when you think you are spotted about it, you can just feel free to know I did recognise your act and the intention behind, because you have just been spotted of making a fuss about it.
For instance if you are just messaging me with short 3 word lines on IMs, the less likely I am about to grab a context I would feel comfortable talking to you at all. That will only lead me to spot you suspicious about it, and more likely fled off from your company as that is kind of a forced dialogue from your part and is going to be unpleasant to my end. Both participant of the party should enjoy talk. Do it with pleasure or don't.
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All of these were major factors of why I have been in the lack of good mood and were put to a disorientation on my end. I can only hope you have learned a bit out of them and will help you to guide off far-far away from such flaws in the future.
A good mood to me is important for my artistic endeavours to have a stable and calm mood to draw what I like and it also affects everything within the topic, so it includes commissions as well.

A summary of my wall of text:
-If I talk to you, you can surely feel yourself very happy about it, that I squeeze time to spend with you exclusively from how much of other things I could do instead.
-If you put expectations upon the trust of my friendship I have for you, the more likely you will lose me, because I did not chose to like you for your expectations.
-Don't do drama. I have a hell enough amount of problems to take care of. It is extremely selfish of you to force my attention by displaying yourself as a victim of spending less time with you and especially blaming me for it.

It is really sad that such thing like this have had to be written to make things clear. People still need a good education for good manners.

Here is my Terms of Service in its first official form that I have tried to summarize as best as possible:

https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B1.....it?usp=sharing

Also here on FA I would like to append a supplemental information what I will NOT draw for sure:
Scat
Watersports
MLP:FiM
Diaper/Diaperfur/Babyfur
Obese fatness
Genitalvore
Anime/neko
Macro
Micro
Cub porn
Castration
Obnoxious muscle workouts
Hammer-sickle symbols and anything that relates just a bit to the soviet regime.

Or should I say... Harlem Camera-Shake?

I've been watching movies in the past few months, years, and what I have to mention is that there were not a single movie I could not notice the unnecessary shakes that makes me faint almost as close to its literal meaning that it would get me flee out of the cinema in a way of rage quit.

Is this camera-shake so badly necessary? WHY?

Let's assume they have proper mounting to prevent them from shaking as I saw at some cases camera karts are running on rails. Yet somehow I see them shaking.
Put every biased thoughts you have aside, and try explain me here and now everything about why do they come to this decision killing billions of dosh into such film industry to corrupt them to such level. Why is it so fun to make people faint?

I've been banned out of Justin.tv, which is a lifetime kiss a good bye to that service, because I violated this rule I have just found out:
"Sexually Explicit Material: Nudity and other forms of sexually explicit or sexually suggestive material is never okay. Violations of these types can end in permanent suspension. "

I am not sure about what other sites can offer me a space of streaming, so till then I can do not anything like that. I'm already considering this tigerdile.com
The only thing is which keeps a hold on me is the trial period.

I would like to do a survey and tell which messenger protocoll would worth creating for the purpose of welcoming future commissioners to an interactive hall like communication interface where I could talk our details faster rather than relying on a not-so-realtime channel like the Note system here on FA. Since my Skype, Hangouts, and Jabber is quite confidental due to already having a ship of people on my list and can barely care with all of them separately(yes, it can be really exhausting to me typing to them one by one), I would rather not sacrifice my privacy to this purpose, and rather create something isolated.

So tell me please: Which IM are you using the most?
AIM, ICQ, MSN, Skype, Hangouts(formerly Google talk), Jabber, something else?

I am Using Pidgin on Windows and Adium on OS X, so that should pose no problem, but in case I need to log in on two skye accounts at the same time, that might be a problem I'm open to hear your ideas.

I might be there, but I do not intend to follow the hivemind because of some gossips have been spreading without any sweat of wits.
In my honest opinion I am dead sick of uploading my artworks everywhere from scratch keeping up for the good of many, and for free. It is my decision, if I be stupid enough to give in anyway.
I have SF instead, and tell you what, I've been using it before wizzler with the same name. Enjoy!

Also: Really now? You're leaving FA because giving in for a gossips and prejudicing about Zaush. Good job... -.-

...Here is your chance to get some magnificiently done artwork from someone who is willing to do a decent job for you, and way below the minimum wages: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12416787/

Go check out, because she needs your help and your attention as she needed before as well!

http://www.afpbb.com/article/life-c.....63693/11237634

Enjoy =)

Are you looking for a writer to compose stories for you?
Are you looking for someone you can discuss your ideas with to make it perfect, just the way you would like it to be?

Then you might be looking for someone, a professional who would appreciate to cooperate with you:
 lei-lani
Or you can primarily contact her here as well: https://leilani.sofurry.com

Though the last commission is still in progress or on hold because either I just needed some break, or having absolutely no mood to draw anything. After this last one remaining it is unlikely I will open any further slots by the same rules like they were going on. Either I will just doing it by the same 3 slots but mostly picking up the ones with the ideas I like(sounds unfair, I know), or just doing it absolutely non-officially "ask me via note" way at the background, behind the scenes.

I have been having difficulties with my subjects and preparing a homework to be taken to one of them, especially the modellign part of the Virtual Reality drove me extremely nervous with the usage of blender(Best Random Bug Generator EVER), there was not enough time to learn an other software instead of the previous one, so I had to take my chance with the given one.
I know my obligations and haven't forgotten the comissions which keeps reminding me on my profile's very beginning.

I'll try explain my thoughts where I can begin them, and please don't be wondering if they would seem like a broken record or a bunch of illogical chaos.

I have to admit I've done lots of rude things lately which by I can't really have a clear conscience. Last year I was completely the inverse regarding my behavior, I used to behave a bit more open-minded than how I act today, I used to not taking things too personally, I could ignore insults without a glance of an eye.
Now it's all gone. I'm not sure whether they were useful skills or not, all I know is that I have changed and I have no guarantee I will be the same like before, perhaps I never will. Who knows, maybe I haven't really changed during my life. Maybe I have been all myself and just let myself drift by the current.

I guess this is the time to apologize everyone here all public to everyone who were regarded, thought without names, but still some situations would seem familiar to you.

I'm sorry for:
-breaking my promise upon never leave you and didn't really come back to you.
-I have been asking too much about your client who I felt truly envious of and making you hurry up fulfilling my greedy needs.
-I have been criticizing too much and should have rather enjoy what was given.
-I was expecting the reaction you couldn't give me that moment and I took it personal.

I'm sure there might be more cases I seem to have forgotten, but that's all I could recall.
From now on I deal with all the mess I caused and their offset, however honestly I'd like to have a chance to redeem my faults.

Okay, whoever got my contacts to some other strangers from the fandom(all of them were greeting me in the request messages in a remarkable way of furries of course, that's for sure), that just really tucked my gun out of the pocket!

EDIT: Either it was MSN and Skype being integrated to Skype from the Live Messenger system, it could be a possible reason though because I can believe that some invitations might have been stuck there ever since(who knows since when). But it the case is that the sudden invitation was directly to my Skype, then here is what follows:
FYI: My Skype is confidential and not to be given away for others. You should have ask for it via note or e-mail maybe, before actually pushing me to add to your contacts.

If you keep pushing me this way, you are going on a really good path to trigger the hostile behaviour of mine be awaken.

First of all I apologize for the late announcement, but I've got some difficulties focusing on separate things lately, but I'm getting to the point now.

As it was waited, the Idea-choose winner for the actual Comission batch is
Congratulations!

Hi there!

Comission slots are open again!
Briefly the details of the facilities I offer:

> 3 comission slots
> +1 bonus request slot with Yinker - goes as lottery
basically Without background (if you insist, that will depend on the detail, but count on around +20 or 30 more Euros)
> PayPal / AlertPay Required! Bank transfer can be done as well, but prefer the previous ones.

> <
> <
> IDEA SLOT CLOSED, still considering choosing <

=BONUS SLOT with a Raffle won by: = - Auction closes at 10th 20th of September

Rules:
You ask me precisely what you want to see.
Talk in proper and understandable english please.
Behave.
Check this journal DAILY! (It may vary or being updated)

Any questions? O.o *points to the Note system* We'll negotiate it deeply there.
Good luck!

Good news: I shouldn't bother about will I have enough space in my luggage. next to my framed up pictures.

Bad news: No suiting this year. Sorry guys, that's a no go in that relation.

For the next few days I might be stinking of a bit butthurt-like, but lets hope it will just go away as soon as possible.

Since my mother needs some assistance in establishments of our firework business, it would be a great help for her so in the case of firework assistance it means I have to load a shitload racks of lanching tubes with explosives.
So if anyone of you here who are reading will not likely see me on EF or won't give any more submissions after that, that means I probably screwed something up as a freshly trained loader and blew up, haha =P But let's hope nope.

Just in case you might want to know! ;)

"If I was a Bad DemoCrow, I wouldn't be sittin' 'ere dicussin' et wif ya now would I?" ..after done about 50 or perhaps more tubes loaded xP

I've been thinking about art trades who promised me their word for later.

I have to cancel All of them because:
-Considering I'll be less available for those.
-Lack of interest from the other recipient who I was actually asking if they're up to.

I'm sorry everyone, but I think I've been waiting for too long now. Chances were given.
A little help of who has been concerned about this previously:




I could have enhance my privileges in the lines, but that's the least thing I'd want to do. I influence nothing and nobody in art!

stolen from because I'm such a scavenger... well d'uh, I'm a Crow!

Where are you staying?
- At the Youth Hostel nearby the Maritim Hotel which is about 100-200 meters away, so it's still in acceptable conditions to approach.

What day are you getting there?
- Tuesday, 28th August. However: take off at 25th from Budapest > ?Berlin?(questionably) > Magdeburg by plane and train.

Who will you be with?
-I'm definitelly in seek for so either I'll cling on her and pester with my own useless shits or with others like or whoever talks to me, I'll try to be pretty open. Occasionally I might as well bump into many times. :)

What suit(s) will you have?
-Jack the crux if it's succesfully done. :D

Can I dance with you?
-As long as I can keep up yes!

What is your gender?
-Male.

How old are you?
-25

How tall are you?
-Metric: 172 cm (goddamn)Imperial: 5 ft 7 inches

Are you in a relationship?
-Didn't plan to, but nor in.

Can I touch you?
-We'll see about that. =P As long as I don't frown, it's fine!

Can I talk to you?
-Definitelly, but either in English or my native hungarian :D Also for english: Please spare me of the lightspeed of brittish english please if you don't want me to blink and give the impression of "PufferOverflowException".

Can I hug you?
-If you smell good sure, but once I smell someone stinks you'll definitelly feel I'm frozen. I'm extrasensitive to scents!

Can I take photos of you/with you?
-Yush! <:

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
-Anything, but sour salmiak shits xD

Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
-Occasionally I drink alcohol, but I can't stand the existence of smoking activity. Even nearby.

Can I give you lots of money?
-Sure, I'll give you my PayPal xD

Can I snuggle with you?
-Depends on my mood, but normally yes.

Can we hang out?
-Sure, but ask me if I'm up to it first, because my schedules will be mostly tight ;)

Are you nice?
-That depends on the given circumstance, but I'll let you decide!

Where will you be most of the time during the con?
-Either just hang out on the couches in the lobby, or fursuiting around, but at nights I'll be mostly in the art related events like Artist Lounge.

Other cons you may go to?
-Nu-uh, can't afford it <.<

Who are you rooming with?
-As far as I know , , Crazypaws, and perhaps with iRBiS.

Attending any events?
-These are for sure: Pawpet show(I don't want to miss it), Artist Lounge.

How can I find you at the con?
-If you hear someone playing a Jaw-harp, that's definitelly me.

Can we go out for a dinner?
- Depends, but I'm mostly open for things if I enjoy your company.

Are you buying art?
-If my budget allows me. :D

What do I have to watch out for, when I am meeting you?
-Please spare me PC vs Mac related topics(I'm extremely touchy to those). I don't participate here to argue, but to relax and have fun and I suggest you to do so.

What is the best way to contact you?
-Umm... talk to me? :D Besdies if you're lucky enough, I might offer continuing the conversation via my IMs.

May I kidnap you to my room?
-If I enjoy your company, sure.

You look pretty tired, are you ok?
-Adrenaline-fatigue, or I've slept too little again, or just my feet, because I have flatfoot and it can get pretty painful to walk for long.

Last time/last con/last meet/last chat we talked so much and now you forgot my name? Why???
-Why didn't you pester me for talk to you? ;)

Can I look in your sketchbook?
-Yes, even though I switched mostly to digital drawing, there's not really much in it.

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
-Sure, and if your skills are good enough, please leave something for me in your style, I'd be honored!

Will you tell me your room-number and can I surprise visit you?
-You'll have difficulties with it, but okay. :D

I have a personal question for the convention. May I ask you that?
-Sure, I'm all ears and eyes!

I was pondering on an uncommon chance for anyone. If my comission queues will be cleared, I'd be offering 1 slot with a free to get in chance and that would be for no price at all(yes, that's for free). This will be with Yinker of course, my new Seabird character, or call it as Slinker too, both suitable.

That would be depending on a raffle to decide how to choose the participant.

About the content of the free slot: Either you are the victim of him, or he is your victim, the choice is upon you, you decide who you want him with having fun and how, but it may not include more than 1 additional character outside his own (So in all 2 characters will be displayed on the picture).

Later I might be coloring him and make a modest ref sheet sort of thing to make it easy of what you might face with in the future.

Comission slots are all taken.
I thought you'd be curious about it and giving it a little note in public to let the idea-choose participants be known what were the results.

First-come first take:
Auction:
Idea pick:

I wish the rest of thep articipants much of a luck next time!
Thank you for trying your chance! See you next time!

Now, the new comission line is ready to go but this time will be a bit different with the same 3 slots!
Remember: 1 character per order and without background.

1 first-come-first-take
1 auction - starts from 50 euros. (please avoid 50.06 and such complex numbers. Everybody likes round numbers)
1 for idea choose

Here I'd also like to specify the criteria of the auction rules. On a certain comment which I'll let you know where to begin the auction comments please reply to that one. The auction will last for a week:
This means if we started this at the 18th of June, it will end on 25th of June at 24:00.

Who had already comissioned me in the previous round will not be taken on this one since it will be unfair not letting the newcomers taking their first or say n-th chance.

I don't know how do you feel about it guys, but:

I've never been so happy to have a Jaw harp for my birthday like this one.
*plays annoying sounds to anyone around while being happy to play it*

Peace! <3

And you can learn from my fault.

If nothing goes Right...
Turn Left.