I'm autistic. I admit that. I'm all for Aspie pride and all that, but having basic interpersonal skills seems like it would be nice. Not being able to hold a conversation with a stranger due to crippling shyness or complete social awkwardness is a colossal pain in the ass. Two out of three times it ends with me seeming like I have some sort of severe mental handicap. Not to mention things like the fact that I have to go through my NT friend just to commission a goddamn picture just because my fucking brain has decided "no, I won't let you be talk to the artist like a regular human being lol"! God. Fucking. Dammit!
I could go on, but I don't want to work myself into a state over it.

tl,dr: ANGST ANGST ANGST ANGST

I take that back, V-day wasn't too bad. ;)

Singles Awareness Day is upon us again, mumble grumble. If you need me, I'll be over here being emo. *slinks away with bottle of cognac*

Name: Jaden Lastnameless
Age: 18
Sex: Male
Species: Snow Leopard/Gray Wolf mix
Height: 5:10
Weight: 175

Appearance: Slender and lean with small build. Has both feline and canine traits, but mostly leopard with pointed wolfish ears, short snout and fur, and fur color corresponding with a gray wolf: slate gray with white underbelly and muzzle.
- Hair and fur: Slate gray and white
- Markings: Standard gray wolf markings
- Eye color: Deep green
- Other features: knotted penis, claws are black and always visible (they don't retract all the way)
Behavior and Personality: It varies: Carefree, relaxed, talkative, joker, and often silly around those he knows well, painfully shy and quiet around those he doesn't, even to the point where one can sometimes forget Jaden's even there. In either case, he's generally submissive, though polite and generally tolerant towards others.

Skills: Fairly intelligent, with basic knowledge of martial arts.
Weaknesses: Naive, gets confused very easily, also painfully shy

Likes: food, games, being productive
Dislikes: spiders, stress

History: -

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Clothing/Personal Style: Civilian garb: Unbuttoned red or maroon shirt with black t-shirt underneath. He wears a pair of khaki cargo pants and black tennis shoes. Alternate garb: Light gray microfiber longcoat, unfastened, with black underclothing and a bandolier of throwing knives visible underneath. The long coat is hooded (giving Jaden a slightly Jedi-like appearence), and he wears matching light gray pants with black belt, and black or brown leather gauntlets and black shoes. In this outfit, make his green eyes more vivid to stand out against his black/white appearence

Goal: To one day clone a dinosaur. (varies with RP)
Profession: varies with RP, default to college student
Personal quote: -
Theme song: -
Birthdate: August 11, 1992
Star sign: Leo

Favorite food: Chinese anything
Favorite drink: grape juice, Sprite
Favorite location: Cancun
Favorite weather: -
Favorite color: -

Least liked food: tomatoes
Least liked drink: -
Least liked location: -
Least liked weather: -

Favorite person: -
Least liked person: -
Friends: A few close friends
Relations: -
Enemies: None he's aware of. (of course varies on the story)
Significant other: None
Orientation: Homosexual

Between Cupid having a jolly fun time jerking my love life around, my dog being diagnosed with cancer, certain other ...events too personal to mention here, and the beatings my self-esteem and overall sanity have taken this godforsaken year, I'm glad to see 2010 over.

On the other hand, my RL friend became a furry, and my own (very unexpected even to me) coming out of the closet went much smoother than I could've hoped. So I guess it wasn't too bad in the end.

Still, I'll be looking forward to what this year has in store for me. For all of us. And for what I have to say come next year.

:3

'Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the house,
Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse.
The alcohol binge from the night before
Had yet to wear off, it would do no more.

I sat at the computer, at Twitter I twat.
At YouTube I tube'd, it was as simple as that.
When out in the den there arose such a clatter,
I sprang from the 'puter to see what was the matter.

It was an intruder, so I shot him dead.

Merry Christmas, everyone! ^..^



Yeah, it was an impromptu poem I made last night before bed. I had a good Decemberween this year; got videogames and a new laptop computer! =]

Merry Christmas you all! :3

Herro! :3

So, yeah. My name's Trevor, aka "Jadefire", aka "Azrael", aka "Oh hey, that guy!" I've been lurking around around the fandom for some years now, but never bothered to get into the social aspect of it until now.

So, yeah. My current fursona is a hybrid canine/feline (Caline? Fenine? Idk), specifically Snow Leopard and Gray Wolf (if the actual species matters). He's biologically feline, but with a gray wolf's fur color/pattern and knotted penis. My previous fursona was a red/black skinned nondescript lizard, and before that a black-furred hedgehog.

As for the real life me, I'm homosexual (not that you can tell at first glance, I like violence and blood and explosions as much as the next guy) and at the time of this writing currently single. I turned 18 two months ago. I recently enrolled in college and am currently studying general ed classes. I intend to major in biotechnology, but we'll see if I stick with it. xP

I'm friendly, but I tend to be rather introverted and incredibly shy *blushes*. But I'm working on it. :3

So that's my obligatory introduction journal.
Tl;dr: I'm gay (suprise) and friendly, but painfully shy.