Woo hoo, I'm happily 25 as of today (^^)

well... for now at least, what with all the computer issues ive been having and how ill have to save only a few things.... honestly, the diaper thing is just sorta creeping me out at this moment in my life so... fuck it, ill take the breaks where i get em

besides, i have WAY more awesome i could be doing rather than wearing a diaper.

those that have my skype, tell no-one, and those that WANT my skype...well...too bad




im out peops, im on VACATION!!!

Yeah, pretty much what the title said, I'm looking for a new place to live and if I'm lucky it will be a nice 2 bedroom place for me to make the second bedroom into a proper sound studio/computer office

And once I get my own place to live, I can finally follows the rules I've always wanted ...

NO PANTS and diapered all day.... Well..
Probably a mostly kinda thing

woo hoo i got my birthday!!!!... oh yea.. .i pretty much have everything i need...


damnit... WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN, i have a birthday... and i never know what i want

i plan to enjoy myself with a little tv show directing in the morning, some friend hanging...and then a nice steak dinner with the family later tonight...


just a day to enjoy myself, i dont really want anything cuase im actually pretty happy where im at



heheh <(^_^)>

WOOOOO so next month (after hopefully my new job comes in) ill be taking 2 martial arts class.... 3 days of Aikido (a defensive-take-down based martial art)... and 1 day of Iaido (art of the samurai's katana)



dudes...im fuckin STOKED!!!!!! especially when i was chatting up with afew people in the dojo...just talking right... turns out.. the 3 guys i was talking too were ALL MASTERS!!! they didn't even tell me and i felt like i was a fool all of a sudden, i wanted to MELT

... damnit...

so... ive been chating with a friend most of the day.. a girl from college.. and her and I have been gaming for most of the night.. and she wanted to know my deepest secrets...i said never cause i dont wanna scare/creep her out... so she started tell me stuff... so yea.. shes into so a lot of stuff that.. im actually interested in.. so i tell her that i think diapers are comfortable and i do occasionally use them (not in the same sentence) ... she told me that she has a job changing diapers in a day and finds the idea of not having to run to the bathroom every 2 hours a much more enjoyable idea ... so she told me that sometimes she suffers from bladder infection which means shes HAS to use the bathroom every hour or so, and holding it in causes pain...

and nwo shes tempted to buy diapers and try them out for herself...

did...

did i just have a freakishly lucky day??? cuase this girl has a HUGE crush on me from college.. she IS hot.. she likes the idea of being in diapers... and the idea of being spanked (caught me by surprise).. so yea... im... im really blown away right now.. i think she even said she was gonna buy some cheapo-diapers tomorrow at walmart


OH.. and shes not a boohoo broke a nail girl, her favorite game is DEAD-SPACE!!!

i got this from Emeliah.... Emileigh


1. Your Name:

2. Age:

3. Fave Color:

4. Are you a virgin?

5. Are we friends?

6. Do you have a crush on me?

7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

9. Would you walk on the beach with me?

10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

11. Do you talk about me?

12. Do you think I'm a good person?

13. Would you change anything about me if you could?

14. If you could ask one question, what would it be?

15. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

16. Where do you live? if US what state?

17. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

so resident evil 6 is gunna come out tonight... and im STILL planning to go there all zombiefied... hmm... what craisyness awaits me... oh and should i post a picture of my awesomeness that is me as a zombie. Im very good at it, been working for haunted houses for... hmm... 9 years now

yep... im 22... big woop, i already have borderlands 2 and RE-6 will soon be happening

but since i have borderlands 2.... what more could i want...


well...theres resident evil 6 but for that all i need is money and thats something i never ask for.... so.... what now?

that is all

suddenly remember conversations and friendships you had stronger through the notes than you do now adays... rps... pictures requests and other stuff....


its...wierd... i feel really really wierd that i could forget so many things that have happened in the last 3 years from just a bunch of notes


one of the old notes made me remember how close i was with my first GF...and how close we were to...well... being REALLY close... and then i remember how i fudged it up when i got a little to pervy for her comforts.... its kinda wierd... REALLY seeing time go by



i dare you to read through your old notes and try to not feel a little sad or...well.. ANY kind of emmotion.. including nostalgia

so i had put in a Days-Off request for Sunday and Monday... and thought it had been denied, so i woke up to be at work at 7 this morning... ( i had gotten to bed around 1:20ish).... only... when i got there... it said i had sunday off....

so....



im getting ready to go back up stairs and tape my diaper back on (was clean) and go back to sleep for another 4 hours



if anybody needs me... shove off im busy

... well.. my character Jag is basically a wolf with stripes (so i guess a tiger-wolf)....but... im starting to lean more towards the dragon side of things... ... just like, a "touch" of dragon... but how would that look really?

just another art raffle by a fun little dude with a red padded bumper


lol

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:27496666

i have this ensatioable urge to wear a diaper and do normal day to day stuff...


like for today, i need to...

-pick up my house
-mow the lawn
-do some online banking
-do some drawing later
-make a steak and mushroom dinner for a best friend



and im already wearing and about to go mow the lawn



is this normal??? or am i just a diaper headed fruitcake

pretty much what the tittle says... my computer has just been getting slower...and slowner...and slower... and SLOWER!!! and none of the top notch virus protector"s" that i have seem to be doing anything...


so... ive been forced to run a complete factory reset to fix every freaking god awful issue with my computer... however, ill be putting my most important files and program set-up's into an external hardrive first...


now... to rest my system and spend my entire day off tomorrow... FIXING my computer




god i wish i was an alchemist... just clap my hands and WHAMOOO new computer

ok so if you read my last journal... some of you were really helpful... but now you can just go ahead and slap me upside the head for being a wuse


anyway... ill have the first season of digimon with good quality pretty soon and i was wondering if anybody wanted to watch it with me for fun

yea so in all complete honesty.... im begining to hate this diaper thing...... i feel like a addict and i really wanna break this cycle.


at what point does something fun... and... maybe "slightly" fetishy... become something that holds you back... honestly, read my personal bio on the front of my account... WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME... ive made no much more progress on that story and my real art then when i left high school.

i you know you probabaly dont want to hear ANYTHING like this... but honestly i really am about rip part of my brain out of my head...

its not that im wasting money on teh whole diaper thing (partially true)... but im wasting TIME!!!! and i just cant seem to realize it until the late late nights, or when im busy doing something else like work or games



its just... its... so exhausting, i just feel like im running out of time and the diaper thing is just slowly ticking away the time i have to work on what i really did love to do when i was young... which was to write and draw...

if anybody has anything that could help ( not a common sence answer)

hurray for a day off from work to get padded and play some games...whats that consciounse..... your saying i need to clean my sty of a room... and its currently worse than the state of my diaper.......

(>_>)'....


(>O<) F*******K!!!!!

yea...so... i stole this from partial... so what... i was bored


If you comment, I'll...
1 Tell you something I've learned from your userpage.
2 Tell you the color you remind me of.
3 What element (fire, water, etc.) you remind me of.
4 Tell you what anime/comic/videogame chara you remind me of
5 Ask you a question. You must reply.
6 Tell you something I like about you.
7 Give you a nickname.
8 An object to the left of me.
9 Tell you what food flavor or smell you remind me of
10 Tell you to do this... probably.

AM I...
[] Cute?
[] Funny?
[] Amazing?
[] Sexy?
[] Weird?
[] Annoying?
[] Addicting?
[] Inspiring?
[] Scary?
[] A bitch?
[] A sweetheart?
[] A disturbance?
[] A good friend?
[] Your best friend?
[] The reason you get out of bed every morning?

HAVE YOU...
[] Cried from missing me so much?
[] Laughed at me?
[] Wanted to hold me?
[] Wanted to kiss me?
[] Tried to avoid me?
[] Thought about me?
[] Had a dream about me?
[] Gotten mad at me over something silly?
[] Talked about me behind my back?
[] Thought there might be an us?

DO I...
[] Make you smile?
[] Make you laugh?
[] Make you sick?
[] Turn you on?
[] Make you blush?
[] Make you lol at how retarded I am?

WOULD YOU...
[] Carry me?
[] Kiss me?
[] Hug me?
[] Make out with me?
[] Make me watch something with you?
[] Take advantage of me?
[] Snuggle with me?
[] Cry on my shoulder?
[] Slap me?
[] Shake hands with me?
[] Sleep in the same bed with me?
[] Instant message me/text me?
[] Talk to me on the phone?
[] Dance with me?
[] Slap me on the ass?

You and I are...
[] Enemies
[] Complete strangers
[] Acquaintances
[] Friends
[] Best friends
[] In love
[] In a relationship
[] Engaged
[] Married

ARE YOU...
[] Glad you know me?
[] In love with me?
[] Gonna ask me to be yours one day?
[] Afraid of me?
[] Gonna ignore this?
[] Gonna pass this on so I can fill this out for you?

now what do i do??? can you guys recomend any good programs that i can use to spruce my pictures up a bit