so im trying to be more active with stuff here and on my twitter (twitter.com/JAH2145) but isk im working on some art but i dont know if there will be any other after this one

if im able to post it i will. maybe one day i will start streaming again

also on another note thank you to anyone who has watch me normally i would thank you on your page but i have been extremely lazy i am sorry for that

can i get a new job?

can i do more then six peaces of art?

can i feel better day to day?

can i do it?

well i hope so. i am so depressed about not having done more art work last year. im looking at getting a new job i have a very good lead on one i will be working from 3 pm to 12 am ill be able to come home and sleep at night with my man in my own bed. i can only hope the new job (if i get it) and new sleep schedule will lead to me feeling better, then the better i fell, i hope i can take the time to work on some art from start to finish and let you all enjoy it. well if you enjoy it at all.

Thanks.


JAH

well hey all.

it has been a while. i have not left this place just been lurking and stewing. but i have got a week off from work(not getting payed for it but i could care less). four days into it i feel fucking wonderful its so nice. well i got back from Vegas yesterday had a great time. i didn't see that much or do that much but exhausting my self on a trip out of town is not my idea of a good time. i also didnt coupe my self in my room ether that no fun.

but im not looking forward to getting back to my job but i want to start drawing again but that ambitions might lower.

thats about it

shit...




that is all
this has been a public service announcement

fuck, whore, and Easter egg. well fuck, my work. i had plans i made a month ago for a few days next week that i asked off a month ago. so what do they do? they say "yeah sure we will give you those days off", but oh whats this there firing a co-worker so now its "well fuck, i guess you shouldn't ask for days off on the week were firing someone and we need all the people we can get. better luck next time dick face". well the said they would try to give them off to me anyways but im sure its not going to happen




FUCK.

so anyone have any ideas on what to color the bunny and horse in my recent pictures


https://youtu.be/jxczVhG0os8

well im not there or going but i wish i could be but next time




https://youtu.be/dX_1B0w7Hzc

yeah you the guy who come into my store and uses the bathroom. and while in there hacks up some lung butter and decides not to spit it in the toilet, the urinal or the trashcan but on the floor or wall. that's fucking sick i hate you with a passion that burns brighter then a million super novas.


oh yeah you the one who spits sunflower seed husks in my store... fuck you

im going to post this before i go to bed.


my job, while i like that i have one and i am making money. it is pretty bad my manager constantly says things like "if they want to fire you they will find a reason". or (talking about a another employee who failed to do something) "ill have to access my resources to change this".

what the fuck dose that mean? your boss has enough of her ovaries hanging on the out side to tell us all that were all shit and she would have no problem "cleaning house". my co-workers are great the customers are... uh customers. the overwhelming feeling of dread from everyone there is palpable.

im also tired of my graveyard hours my house docent have air-con so living in so-cal i wont be able to sleep more then 6 hours with out waking in a pool of my sweat.

but what is the most fucked up about the job. is this memo that came out last week. were in a donation cycle so a this time its apart of our job to ask for donations (witch i can do sleeping) but the memo states that each site is responsible for $100 in donations a day none of the sites are big (7 employees max) now this donation cycle is a month long its easy to meet that goal in the first few weeks after some time its just going to drop off and if a site fails to meet the $100 goal. if that happens they will review who worked that day and who got the lowest donations (compared to there net sells) and they will just assume that they weren't doing there job (asking for donations) and they will hand out a 5 day suspension to that person.

i got my Remington 870 and i love it so. i took it out last week and put a good 80+ rounds through it i am happy with my gun

you, you call me fat? well you... you are and ugly... uh, face

yeah im not that lame at comebacks but i got called fat by a customer i just said "have a nice night" and did that piss him off so much because i had already fucked up his night and then i told him to "have a nice night".

people in this world feed off of negativity so much that being "nice" will piss them off to no extent because they no longer know how to deal with nice people. ill tell you i can be one fucking horrible person but i still know how to be nice.

nice is the new mean people use it wisely

so yeah... well work is going ok i still havent had time for much its been work sleep then getting up to do some stuff then work again. ill tell you when your work covers two days it seems like there is no time for anything

but i hope to stay home and relax on my days off and perhaps draw some but idk

yeah i am and not just one hellooooo

Christmas.

the pagan, corporate, money fueled one.


not the Jebus was born'ed on this day one.

so im back on my desk top typing this to you. so we found the problem and it mainly was vista and my old hard drive. what it was, was vista has some how found a ridiculous windows updated driver for my Ethernet hardware witch just conflicted with it completely and installing windows 7 while keeping my old files didn't fix it (because no matter how in-depth you got in to removing the windows driver that was causing the problem it would still come back) so i went out and bought a 2 TB hard drive to do a fresh install and that fixed it i haven't formatted my other hard drive because i want a good deal of stuff off of it so after i get it all off i will format it and then use it as a extra 600 GB internal to keep all my stuff on.


so yeah now that i can sit down and kick it draw and look threw the internet so i will most likely be drawing more

so yeah last week i turned 25

here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2732105/


i think i might join im just not good with deadlines

well first off i decided to fill up my truck seeing as gas is down and i had the tank recently fixed (so i could pass smog) and $70 in to it i decided to stop, 18 gallons and it was still filling like there was a good deal more room i must have a 20 gallon tank. but my baby needed it she hasnt had a full tank in two years. now just to do a tune up on her.


well work is going okay now, because im now on grave yard and ist so much better then working days. i still hate the place tho.


as for art and the comic i said i was making. its all been on the back burner but now in getting a desire to draw again so on my free time ill start drawing all those hot dick in ass, cum covered furry faces you all like. so expect fur and cum soon.


also my friend is doing commissions http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2760342/ thats about all i have

my ps3 got the red flashing light if death so sad, now my copy of dead island is stuck in there. oh well she had a good run.

ok so yeah i just got home from work, and the night started off well because i locked my keys in my truck and spent and hour getting them out (really it took 5 minutes but there was an hour of sitting and pondering life's mysteries). but i have some news from my work last week some time we got robed...

ok, ok its not nearly as bad as some of you might think. (i wasn't there) so this black lady comes in asks for a pack of zig-zag's (rolling papers) the cashier rings it up. its like $1.99, and the lady doesn't have enough money. so what dose she do? she shows him a gun (a fake gun, probably airsoft they look real enough) and says "don't make me use this". the cashier lets her leave with the product and calls the cops, while the lady makes her getaway to... the bus stop 50 yards down the road. so the cops come and fuck if she is not still sitting there. this world is truly filled with some fucking stupid people. im fucking surprised they didn't shoot her because our local cops have had 6 officer involved shooting in a month with mostly fatalities (no cops).

well i havent been drawing in over a month. i started a new job i work at a gas station. and im working grave yard so yeah. i hope to be drawing sometime soon but i got dead island so thats eating up my time

i had so much fun today i shot well over 100 rounds from .22 to 8 mm my favorite gun was the gun i rented, witch was a H&K USP, .40 S&W, this was the first time i ever went shooting or shoot a gun and i was the first one to squeeze off a round with the USP and fuck if it didnt scare me and make me want to shoot it more (witch i did) even tho i have never shoot the gun tell today i have been in love with it forever and today made me want one even more

am i going to the large zoo like interview at the local food mart? i dont fucking know this whole job thing is pissing me off to no extent. not that i have to get a job or work, its that no one will hire me (last place i applied for got to the drug/background my background had to be sent back for "further review" basically stalling the application enough for them to hire someone else.) but the more i think about it it enrages me so much. i have been trying for three years. i would love to make my own money and buy stuff i want but, fuck. im close to going postal and having never been hired or fire from any of these places

i updated the skunk at sea pic so its better

i dont know what it is but my shoulder is hurting like someone took a bat to me last night