I have to draw a bunch of things for college, this is very painful :p!

but it all be over soon! and I will be making my first "game" in C++ for my final project, that's very exciting! at least for me :p

Wish me luck! I wanna keep my 95% average!

Lesbians :p

Pretty colors! :D

Good game =]

I am still sick Dx!

is getting close to be a better game than FFVII, I am loving it <3

in about 3 minutes, I will be 22 according to the Canadian Time, now.. before that happens, I wanted to say some things.

I used to have a lot of people around me in this site, I used to be very social and spend days and weeks online, talking with everyone who wanted to talk to me.

Everyone back then would send me notes/texts/emails/shouts/etc, knowing exactly that it was my birthday, I wouldn't ever wanted to make anybody do something special for me because for me friendship wasn't based on gifts or anything like it, it was something of trust, care and understanding.

After sometime I felt distant, not knowing if it was me or the other end that made it that way... but it surely got me hurt, and since then I started getting away from the online world, because all the people that used to have a very special place in my heart, would be cold and distant...

Today I kind of regret all that, just because I have a fear to get close to anybody anymore, unless I can touch you, unless I can reach you, I am afraid you might go away, taking with you my care...

I am a year older now, and it feels just like yesterday, I am not worthy for a friend anymore, but I really want to keep my emotions, intact.

Thank you for reading.

they just came in, and man... I love them :3!

no more scratching my tablet D:!

now I just need to get a new cover for my tablet, cause the current one is all scratched :D

how is everyone doing for the holidays? we are having some special dinner planning =]!

Happy holidays for everyone! ^^

is almost over, A+ on EVERYTHING!!!

but English q_q... B+....

RTC? dude, seriously! college took my time, college and ragnarok XD!, anyways, will do some general strips once the first year is over, so I actually have time and energy for them =]!

in the mean time... enjoy some new posting soon, Final art project, etc.

Hello everyone...


It hurts....


Send Beer... or I won't make it....


I hate the English Teacher~~~~~~~~~~~~~


KTHXBAI :D

Is plain fun!

We have another furry in the class room, which is cool.

Working on some material to do for RTC, if anyone still interested :B!

Regards ya all! gimmie a cold beer :D

Hello guys!


Today is nice and cold and awesome and cloudy and soon to be rainy maybe but it feels so great cause is not hot <3!


Today  mahun will be driving us to the vet, mah kitteh has to take his last set of shots, I am quite nervous =/, I have a phobia to needles and I don't wish needles for anyone.... I hope he will be okay though, he has been such an awesome cat for us, is our baby <3, a very... annoying sometimes, destructive, moody, hyper, attention whore, aggressive, possessive, jealous, greedy, stalking, murdering baby... but we love him <3!!!

Heh... I am also struggling with the comic strips, is being kind of hard to draw anything right now, I might take a break from it after a couple more issues, is just... I am not even in college yet and the comic is called "Road Through College", Summer is before college and all, which is okay, but I need college material to exploit.

oh and for those who have my IMs, I just been offline for the past 2-3 weeks, I barely go on nowdays, reason? I feel blah about msn... is nice to go in and talk to those few nice awesome fellas who are there for me always, but.... dios mio =/, sometimes it overwhelms me, I would like to hang out with a lot of you, and beat the crap out of anyone who believes is better than me in Soul Calibur 3 ( and 2, 4, etc) >:], anyways, I know most of you understand.

Best regards guys! but remember, I am always checking FA, so if you need me just note me =]

The heat is back XD!

TL just left, we had a good time playing magic, fun!

I need to draw or I will die ._.!

I reaaaaally need a beer now D:!!! and very cold one....


HUG ME DX!

Closed D:, did 3, what I actually wanted to, thanks for the support guys! I will be working full on my comic now =]

"might re open again later on"

hello guys!


I have been working on this little comic, which shows a little the situations Ruick and I have everyday, let me introduce you to it with a few words... is fat, is silly and is what I have been doing in the past month or so, it represents also our little struggle since we moved to Ottawa for college.... is not done yet, but I will be posting a page every monday, starting today.

Today I will post the title, and 2 pages.

I am looking forward to see how this work out...

Thanks for reading!

Hello guys!


I am opening for commissions again, I will be taking 3 at the time, if more than 3 people want commissions I will make a list for the next bach and I will ask them if they still want them before opening the slots.

I know I haven't been posting a lot, but that's because I am working mostly in my comic which I want to release on September.

Well.. the reason for opening for commissions again is because Ruick and I we are in need for more income atm, also!.. we got a new kitteh! his name is Rue, who got sick and had to go to the vet~ it sucked our cash XD, still he is a adorable kitteh! some pictures!:

http://img15.imageshack.us/img15/9151/ruer.jpg say hi to Rue! in his little hut! by the window... cause he likes it in there... ._.

http://img33.imageshack.us/img33/8287/1rue.jpg he falls asleep in my arms...

http://img44.imageshack.us/img44/4218/2rue.jpg nyaaaa my string! Ruick fighting the kitteh wrath XD

http://img44.imageshack.us/img44/82/3rue.jpg he attacks everything, is so adorable <3, stretching~ after catching :3

http://img27.imageshack.us/img27/6909/5rue.jpg kitteh~

http://img21.imageshack.us/img21/3020/4rue.jpg it looks sooooo evil!!! and possessive~ I have no more desk, he took over D:

well that's our Kitteh Rue!

Send me a note if you are interested in a commission, it's very appreciated!

Edit: Commission info on front page!!!

Hello!


Well... my parents arrived in Toronto, but we left right away to Ottawa, after setting up things and whatnot we went to the parliament.

http://img31.imageshack.us/img31/8441/70136439.jpg the beautiful lady in the middle is my mom.

Here, my dad and mom, and her beloved tulips:

http://img32.imageshack.us/img32/4955/87877374.jpg

Ruick, my dad and I, in a bizarre place behind the parliament:

http://img32.imageshack.us/img32/9523/11324395.jpg

Ruick, my mommy and me and her beloved black tulips XD:

http://img189.imageshack.us/img189/.....8/84593038.jpg (she really.. really loves tulips~~ )

we also visited Mahun and his husband, they invited us over for a BBQ, the food was great and everyone where laughing x3! I sadly can't post those pictures since... I would need permission from the big bluish bearish dragonish bragon~


okay! so after a little time in Ottawa, we went to Montreal! it was okay, there I learn probably the most useful french line for a non french speaker..."Bonjour! Parlez-vous anglais?" even though... in Canada... everyone speaks english so yeah XD!

here, a picture of us in Montreal, this place was quite amusing!:

http://img37.imageshack.us/img37/8449/99027011.jpg

more D:!!

http://img31.imageshack.us/img31/1122/40100658.jpg (just know I come to realize what those shirts meant XD!)

then we went to this huge mall D:!

http://img31.imageshack.us/img31/3711/22158631.jpg

it was quite awesome :3



so then.... from one day to another... we decided to get married once we got back to Ottawa from Montreal!


http://img198.imageshack.us/img198/.....7/33678775.jpg


best... day of my life <3! right after we got married, we got into the car heading to celebrate, and they played that song 1 2 3 4 from plain white t's, so now that's our song XD

so.. we went to this restaurant we been to before, Shoeless Joes, I like the burgers :3! the first time we went there was with Mahun and his husband and Mishioshu, we had a good time ^^!

so...! "DOWN BOY!, you are -legally- mine now!" : http://img3.imageshack.us/img3/5357/13069061.jpg

I kid XD!

anyways... CELEBRATION!!!

http://img3.imageshack.us/img3/3553/10619855.jpg and you guys wonder why I like beer? it comes in the family D:! (no alcoholics~ so don't say a thing about it XD)

anyways~~ the day was great!

so we went shopping... and I was tired x_x: http://img188.imageshack.us/img188/51/49548880.jpg

after that we left Ottawa again, heading to Toronto!!! the days were gloomy and rainy, so no good shots there~ but we went to Playdium in a mission... the mission of killing those freaking aliens! die you aliens!!!

http://img188.imageshack.us/img188/.....5/13562453.jpg

and then...!

Niagara falls~ woot!

http://img191.imageshack.us/img191/.....0/73018099.jpg

http://img191.imageshack.us/img191/.....9/58157909.jpg

http://img191.imageshack.us/img191/.....9/77481751.jpg (that Rainbow was awesome <3)

and then at the end, we went to the sky... something... tower.... were I was so afraid of looking outside, this picture was taken by my mom:

http://img191.imageshack.us/img191/.....2/71783955.jpg


so yeah... after that.. we went back to Toronto, were I had to say bye to my parents, we had such a great time, they loved Ruick, Ruick feels great about them now, and everything is okay, I just miss them, cause ya guys know~ they are my family, and I will be trying to see them again anyways!

Thanks for reading!

Yeah! BaKc! cause that's how I roll ._.

So... my parents left and I felt very sad, I had a great time with them, they loved Ruick, we got married, they were there and then we went to celebrate...

long history short... Ottawa -> Montreal -> Ottawa -> Toronto -> Niagara Falls -> Toronto -> Ottawa

oh well! was pretty much a kick ass time... and went to a red lobster for the first time XD! I dunno what else to say about it ._. WAS AWESOME! D: pff anyways~

Photos once I get them out of my camera... thanks for reading, and thanks ya all :3

Just as sudden, I am getting Married =)

Tomorrow!!!!!

Ruick and I, we are very happy.

Now is when the real thing start... we will try our best to be a successful couple! thanks everyone who ever did and do and will support us, you guys are the best!

Hello guys!

I am finally doing some shirts for selling, I found this place "Redbubble" where I will be selling some of my drawings...

here is my first submission to them:

http://www.redbubble.com/people/jak.....9379-2-balance


if anyone is interested please check it out! also, if anyone would like to have the musical bear:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1659516/

I would post it over there! so pwease let me know guys!



in another note... my parents are just fine, Ruick and I we are trying to survive XD! more to come anyways!
Thanks for reading ^^

So~~~~~


Tonight I am traveling to Toronto with Ruick to meet my parents who are going to be at Pearson Airport a little after we get there, in a few words!... after a year and a half without seeing them, I don't really know how to feel besides very happy of course... I don't know how Ruick is doing about it, but he will be fine, my parents are great <3!

so! spending some time with family, new family and old family, cya all!

I just got internet!

 tl_panther is here!

We still unpacking!

crazy!!!

ahh! D:

halp ._.!!

new cellphone number! note me if you want the new one! thanks~~~~~

cya all around D:! since parents will be coming soon <3! bai!

Yes siree, today we are packing the computers, leaving tomorrow, so babbababbbabbabbabbaiaiaiaiiaiiiiiii!!!!!


see ya all in a month or so :3!

Hey guys, I am very excited cause soon, I will be moving back to Ottawa with Ruick, we both got accepted into the Game Development course at Algonquin college!

And not just that, this is maybe the best news I have actually... After more than a year without seeing my parents, they will be flying to Toronto where I will be waiting for them along with Ruick to spend some weeks together, I really miss my parents and now they will come and also meet the love of my life =p, I feel so happy <3, we will be driving back to Ottawa after that.

So... we got everything checked for the upcoming events, packing is almost done, just some essentials things that must be packed like... my computer D:! that's the last indeed...

Art wise... my parents are buying me a new toy for college and to do my drawings... I am working on some stuffs right now, but nothing to be shown... I will be working on them a lot more after my parents are gone... so maybe you will something of me around June or July.

Thanks for reading, life is great =)

Is nothing different from when you go online, cause you are still in "real life" cause when you sit on your chairs in front of the computer doesn't turn you into a "fake" being living a "unreal life".

if you lie online about yourself, you are a "REAL" bser, if you pretend to be someone else online, you are a "REAL" poser, if you want to believe you are a giant ball of fur online, that makes you a "REAL" guy who wants to be a giant ball of fur ._.

my point here is... "INTERNET IS REAL"... you are just a person in a community full of others that share interests with you for "REAL"


if you say "REAL" life is different, then you must be on something fucking powerful shit cause you "go" to another world when you go online <<


by the way... life is awesome, when you live it for "REAL", that's what I believe, like the real person I am.

http://www.ustream.tv/channel/jakegr

is so trippy, I see myself at Ruick's pc and is delayed XD!

is awesome =p

will be there for some minutes ^^;

Suck on them, it brings you luck~


"Rainbow Lollipops"~~~

the day was awesome! thanks ya all who took the time to leave a shout, you guys really made my day even more special =D