I really never put out journals, but I thought today I should since I'm being a bit more active on here. So Happy Thanksgiving to all that are watching me, hope you eat your fill, sleep well and don't get torn down tomorrow on Black Friday.

As for everything else, send me a note if you're interested in playing games with me. I play SWTOR, LoL and a few others. Another update to say is I am currently single, currently looking and....well if anyone wants to do anything with me let me know! :D

Seems like my second life friend list just keeps shorter as less people are actually talking to me. Need to find more friends on there it seems xD Any of you on Second Life and want to play or chat on it?

Stolen from  marbles

Lost your virginity?
10- No questions asked

Lost someone close to you?
17- My Grandmother :'(

Consumed alcohol?
I think I was 13, don't really know as my uncle gave it to me when I was young.

Received a kiss?
8

Went to the hospital?
16

Had a broken heart?
18

Lost a pet?
11

Went to a concert?
Never

Met someone famous?
Still haven't

Got in a car wreck?
NEVER! HAHAHA!!!

Dyed your hair?
13, wanted to go white but it ended up blonde

Flew on an airplane?
2, Only know cause I've been told.


Went to another state?
2

Got a tattoo?
Never

Had a piercing?
19

Smoked pot?
19

Smoked a cigarette?
18

Went to Disney Land or World?
I think I was 6 or 7

Broke a bone?
Still haven't!

Had A Long term relationship?
17- Lasted a year

Passed out from drinking?
21

Were dumped?
14

Well there you go, a little bit more about me.
If you want to know more, just ask me!

I've been having this feeling that I'm alone here lately. Possibly due to the lack talking I've been doing.

Hope everyone gets to spend it with their special someone! I'll be one Skype and possibly Steam playing and chatting if you want to get in touch with me, other wise spend the day with your most loved ones and don't forget to have that special "fun time" at night!

Tomorrow's my birthday, be turning 23 woo~ Not really as nothing really happens. Just thought I'd let everyone know though in hopes that once I get home at least I'll have something good to look forward to. Like happy birthday's or people wanting to chat and such.

So I finally got a 3DS, here's my friend code for any that want to add me! :D
4141-3522-8802

Yeah, random name for a journal. Though it does stand true, I'm very confused right now about more or less myself. I've been in the fandom for a good while, many years in fact. I've been through a few fursona's as well. Still, I feel like I don't know what I am, or for that matter why I feel nothing fits me that I put to myself. So I ask anyone and everyone if they can help me through advice and kind words of wisdom and experience.

So I'm thinking of writing another short story, possibly a series of them. Only thing is I'm having trouble brainstorming ideas so if anyone wants to pitch some thoughts my way I'd really like that! Might be making some new characters to interact with my fursona, Jacob, in the story/stories and bringing them to life VIA SecondLife.

Just thought I'd pop in and let everyone know I'm still alive. I'm in a bit of depression right now due to being single and out at this house alone so often. Other than all that still looking for a job, trying to find a special someone or someones depending on how things work out and all, being a pervert as usual and all. Other than all that not sure what else to let you all know about me.

I dunno, I'm bored and here lately it's been rather depressing with the weather. Constant clouds, rains here and there... Yup, that's my life. In any case, not really much else to say just felt like putting up a random journal since I don't really do much else. :|

I've been stuck out here in the country area of my state for a few months now and have finally run out of things to do, so if anyone has any idea's or something I'd love to hear them! >.<

Figured I'd give it a try. Go ahead and ask me things.

It's a chance to be in a picture and all with some really sexy fur, so do it!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4891593/

So I've had to go back and redo everything on my F-List because all my info and everything vanished from it. Spent the past two days fixing it back and got quite upset about it. Has anyone else had this problem, cause I hope it wasn't just me honestly.

I joined IRC and now sit in the FA channel so if you happen to be on there and have an inclination to chat feel free as I could use some new faces to chat with!

Nabbed this and bored enough to see.

SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get
♥ = I want a relationship with you
C: = I'm falling for you
:3 = I miss you
;] = i really like you
:* = I want to kiss you
:< = I hate you
: X = I like you
O: = I like you but im in a relationship
:/ = I like you but your in a relationship
:] = You're cute
</3 = I regret leaving you
:b = We should get to know each other
;^) = We should hang out
<3 = I love you.. \o/
<:^ = i want to know you
@FT@=*stalk*
eue= You're hot
<:3 = You're a great friend
^_^ = We're friends
^.^ = We're best friends
>;3 = I want you on top
>:3 = I want on top

So this is things put as bluntly as possible. My mother was dating this guy for two years and got married. During this time I lived at his place with him and my mother and got close to the two animals he has. A bird named Pete and a mixed breed dog named Charlie. A week from now they plan on putting him down. During the time I lived here, which it's been a year or so that I was, Charlie was one of the only beings I could rely on being there for me. Right now I'm over at their house once more, have been for a week, and after learning their plans I'm feeling conflicted...

Do I forget about the Furmeet Saturday and attempt to push my luck and stay here until he's put down... Or would it be better for me to not be here for it? This is the first time I've been put in this situation and I'm feeling as though I'm not myself. I feel a part of me dying and I don't know what to do, someone please give me some words of wisdom and advice.

Check this journal out, be polite and stuffs... And yeah! that's about it!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4779852/

I've really gotten into Steam-Punk. Just a random journal letting you all know I'm that kind of guy. Other than that figured I don't put up much so I might be leaking a youtube video or two I've done a long while ago and might be making more. As all of you might know I'm no artist as far as drawing but I do play music, as in on my own instruments. Here recently I've begun writing a piece for a 5-hole Ocarina and hope it turns out well enough to get others to pitch in, as in local friends that are also musicians, and make a rather epic video for it. If I do hit off well with this I'll be posting up my own written music on here for you guys to enjoy, though do note as of right now my aim's are not new age but the past for the theme of music. Guitars, drums and such, not electronic or anything. This is for now though, if my music starts taking off through youtube and here then I'll be attempting to branch off and even write lyrics.

Thanks for taking the time to read my rambling on! Hoping the best for this and that you guys enjoy it!

Stolen from  arkarian

How old were you when you:

Lost your virginity?
9

Lost someone close to you?
17

Consumed alcohol?
8

Received a kiss?
5

Went to the hospital?
17

Had a broken heart?
18

Lost a pet?
8-9

Went to a concert?
Still haven't

Met someone famous?
Haven't

Got in a car wreck?
11

Dyed your hair?
14

Flew on an airplane?
1

Went to another state?
1

Got a tattoo?
n/a

Had a piercing?
20

Smoked pot?
18

Smoked a cigarette?
15

Went to Disney Land or World?
4 or 5

Broke a bone?
Haven't

Had A Long term relationship?
18

Passed out from drinking?
21

Were dumped?
15

I decided I was bored at 12:26 AM and began writing this journal. Just to say thank you to all those who have spoken to me, watched me, read my journals and so on and so fourth. I've done a lot of thinking these past few days, most of it on the fandom and how it's grown and changed since I joined. For those furries currently reading this and curious, I've been in the fandom for 9 years. I've seen many things pop up and vanish, websites, chat sites and others.

I'm making this journal to pay homage to those furs that I once knew and have long since lost contact with. To the new furs in which I've come to meet and become friends with, and to those that await me in the future to become friends. In short, I'm writing this journal as a thanks. Post a comment if you want, if not that's fine too. I'll reply to them when I get to reading them later on in the day.

I joined the fandom along side my ex-bf and now best friend Arkarian, who's real name I will not disclose since it's the human slave name and yes feel free to laugh at that it's a joke. To those wondering who he is I have him on my watched list so feel free to visit his page. Other than that, thank all of you for caring to listen to me, watch my page and be my friends.

Looking to get back into it, though I have a lack of friends on there. Anyone out there have any interest in being friendly to this rodent and hanging out on SL?

Fell in love?
I'd have to say 16-17, was back in Georgia at the time though.

Lost your virginity?
Oh god uhm... Not really sure how old I actually was lol. Probably between the age's of 8 and 10

Lost someone close to you?
2008, I was only 17 years old and lost my grandmother.

Consumed alcohol?
11, was in New York and my uncle gave me a shot glass.

Received a kiss?
Honestly I can't remember xD

Went to the hospital?
13, though it was for my sister not me.

Had a broken heart?
I was 18, my first love broke it...

Lost a pet?
I was about 12 when our first dog died. His name was Frosty, I was allowed to name him. Got him around Christmas and thusly the name Frosty, he was a Maltese.

Got arrested?
Not once in my life.

Broke a bone?
Haven't yet!

Got a job?
18

Got a boyfriend or girlfriend?
I'd say I was 11 or 12.

Went to a concert?
Never been :\

Met someone famous?
Haven't yet.

Got in a car wreck?
Well if it's me driving I was 17, if at all I was 13.

Dyed your hair?
I was probably 12, tried to bleach it white but came out blonde xD

Flew on an airplane?
When I was 2, though I don't remember it at all.

Went to another state?
2. went from NY to NC.

Got a tattoo?
Haven't yet.

Had a piercing?
19, left ear.

Smoked pot?
Hmm.... Same time I got my ear pierced so 19. Was high when it happened lol.

Smoked a cigarette?
18

Went to Disney Land or World?
Oh god I was young... Probably 6 or 7 years old I'd say. Loved the characters, still have my photo album with their signatures too!

Had A Long term relationship?
I was 16-17. Was my first love, we dated for over a year.

Dated somebody of another race?
Nope, though I'm not against it.

Passed out from drinking?
My 21st birthday. I have to thank  Arkarian for it too. If not for him I probably wouldn't have had a good birthday.