So I have been on deployment now for 6 months. The typical deployment lasts 6 months but ours was scheduled for nine. Thankfully that has been cut by one month. In about mid october I'll be home back in the United States. I'll finally be able to hold my wuffy again <3 Oh gods I can't wait to be back home!

I have one thing to say, not the show to be on. It is a bunch of crap and Dr. fuck phil will ruin us all!

Ask away mah friends

Who is attending? I will be attending and hope to see some of you furs there!

I shall be attending along with my wonderful beloved. Staying at the Sheraton =D Been far too long since last con I hope to see some of you furs there!

I wish I could go to AC =/ Circumstances show that I can not

Yup. Time for some fun!

I am dreadfully lonely.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3279853/ Go get some!

SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get

leave your face or faces in the comments.

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = i really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but im in a relationship

:/ = I like you but your in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = I love you.. \o//

<:^ = i want to know you

@FT@=*stalk*

eue= You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

>;3 = I want you on top

>:3 = I want on top

So I will again be lonely for valentines this year and reminded of my sweetheart that passed away many years ago. So if I seem down that is why and expect it.

So here are some random questions that I thought I would like to answer and have other people answer. If you wish to partake just copy and paste them in your own journal, answering them accordingly. This is an integrity journal. (Integrity meaning its only on your to answer truthfully)

1. If you could have any power what would it be and why?
The power of teleportation. It would make life soooo much easier.

2. What type of a relationship do you prefer?
I prefer a relationship where me and my mate love each other unhindered, we share the same past times, same humor, and we love all the same things.

3. If you could have a theme in your house, being beach, jungle, cottage, log house, what would it be?
Beach theme! With tikis and bamboo and drift wood...

4. Coffee or tea?
Tea!

5. What type of soda do you prefer most of the time?
Coca cola!

6. Have you ever had anything broken? (this does not include a heart)
My knee, my nose, my elbow and my pinky.

7. How many times have you had your heart broken.
About three times.

8. What type of gum do enjoy to chew on?
Anything sweet!

9. What type of video games do you enjoy?
First person shooters

10 What type of movie are you most particular to. (comedy, horror, etc.)
comdey for the most part but i really enjoy all types of movies.

11. What kind of a dream job do you want?
Teaching high schoolers

12. What is your favorite food?
Mexican food!

13. Favorite type of animal; specific?
Large cats and snow leopards

14. What type of rock do you like? (crystal, shale etc.)
Crystals!

15. Flavor of candle?
Midsummers night

16. What type of weather do you like?
Rainy/snowy

17. Religious views?
I like to have faith in things I can see.

18. What are your views on furries?
I think furries are the most down to earth and for the most part, kindest people I know. They do have their flaws though.

19. How often do you swear in a day?
Probably twice every minute.

20. Racial views?
Everyone on this planet is equal hands down, no if ands or buts, color, gender, race, sexuality it all equates to just people.

21. Do you like alcohol? If so what kind?
I like just regular ol' beer

22. What type of party do you like to attend?
Raves, loud music, good vibes.

23. Favorite type of season?
Fall

24. Favorite sport?
Foot ball!

25. Mountains or beach?
Beach

26. Are you dependent on today's technology?
I am not but it sure does make life easier

27. How often do you shower a day? Do you use deodorant?
Once a day and I put on both body spray and stick

28. Pro life or pro choice?
Its all really situational

29. What is you favorite cartoon/animated series? Favorite villain/hero?
I would have to say Dragon Ball Z and Vegeta

30. If you were to ever get a tattoo where would you put it, of what and why?
I have one on my right arm. Its a tribal saber tiger. I got it because thats who I am.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3096413/ YOU MUST DO IT NOW OTHERWISE YOU MAY NOT WIN!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3064127/ GO GET ITTTTT!!!!! or else....

As I walk around in cities, drive in my car, or eat at restaurant I am always observing and judging people. I always think to myself, "If that person were to write a book about their life, how much different would it be from the person across from them?" It is a really fantastic thought to look at someone and think they have lived a life similar to yours, going to school, having girlfriends or boy friends, hardships and great memories, but then all those experiences are very personal and are who that person is. That is what you share with another person, your memories. It is also how you would be attracted to someone. First you depict looks from a person and whether or not they are physically attractive. Then you approach them and either use a cheesy pick up line, which is not recommended, or simply greet them and give them a offer of kindness. From then on for the first few hours you meet someone you share ideas and memories. Though if you are out looking for someone or not, this very same thing may happen any where. Think back of all the different ways you may have heard from television shows or movies or even people you have met of how the couple met. Cliche and heard hundreds of times and quite really all different, but it really does happen in the real world. Even if you don't think someone looks all too attractive you might simply like the same literature or enjoy doing the same out door activity together. That is usually what sparks the love for another. There is nearly over seven billion people living on Earth and to say there is no one left for me, or I will never love again is an untrue statement. Just live life and be outgoing, it will eventually happen, when you will meet that person who you will share the rest of your life with.

Ah yes, here we are on another fine day on this miserable little planet we call Earth. A planet where there is war, hate, love ,disdain, misery, failure, success and every odd and even cookie you can think of. There are no real rules to our little planet in the cosmos, only laws that we all must abide by. Now when we look at the no rules list and we combine that with the science and technology we have we attain amazing diversity and unique personalities. One of these such unique, diverse people are known as furries. A society in its own with every race, type of gender, sexual orientation, and ideas. They dwell within our lives and live lives completely similar to anyone other person here on Earth, but there is something really different about them. They wear suits of different types of man made and some times natural furs and portray them to look like animals of all different species. Dogs, cats, tigers, and even mythical creatures like the dragon or unicorn. These people are the most out going group I have ever met. Most of them are completely open about everything and don't have any problem telling someone off. It truly is a shame that those who have no real idea what furries do depict them as people who like having sex with animals and form orgies at conventions. There are those select few who do have fetishes that may not necessarily be acceptable in today’s society but just because those few do it would be entirely wrong to label an entire fandom or interest as being only that. The same thing could be said about people who molest children and then people who are not furries can be label as child molesters. It is only a matter of fear of new and growing ideas. If you ever meet a fur observe them and you will realize that they are very caring people and only want to express themselves like they want without anyone criticizing them. So lead on furries, continue your cos play and do not disdain those who are ignorant.

Stolen from  gogowolf

ALL | ABOUT | ME
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- Name: Rive Cosmic a.k.a. "Kitty"
- Single or taken: Single
- Sex: Male
- Birthday: May 14, 1991
- Sign: I think this is talking about zodiac sign but I'm not sure. So I am just going to go with fire and ice.
- Hair color: Dirty Blonde
- Eye color: Blue
- Height: 5'6''
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bi
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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Axe shampoo/Conditioner
- What are you listening to right now?: Retarded commercials on the TV and now the news
- Who is the last person that called you?: My mother
- How many buddies are online right now?: perhaps 20
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F A V O R I T E S
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- Animal: Big Cats
- Color: Teal, Green, Blue
- Drink: Coke and root beer
- Element: Fire and Ice
- Food: All food.
- Game: First Person Shooters
- Movie: Alpha and Omega
- Song: Never Ever by Ultra Beat
- Subjects in school: Art
- T.V.: What ever...
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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: No
- Smoked?: Yes
- Bungee jumped?: Yes
- Made yourself throw up?: Yes
- Skinny dipped?: Yes
- Ever been in love?: Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yes
- Pictured your crush naked?: Yes
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Yes
- Cried when someone died?: Yes
- Lied: Yes
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yes
- Used someone?: Yes
- Done something you regret?: Yes
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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: Dark blue jeans, socks and an Adidas shirt
- Desktop picture: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6980692
- CD in player: No cds...
- DVD in player: It was the video game Immercinary

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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: Someone who I wish everything for.
- Hugged: Someone who I wish everything for.
- You kissed: Someone who I wish everything for.
- You IMed: Someone who I wish everything for.
- Talk to online: Someone who I wish everything for.
- You sexed it up with: Someone who I wish everything for. (yes its all the same person...)
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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: Always
- Open-minded?: Very
- Arrogant?: Not even close
- Insecure?: Very
- Random?: Very
- Hungry?: Always
- Smart?: Ima genious
- Moody?: Extremely
- Organized?: In my own way yes.
- Shy?: Depends on who I am around.
- Difficult?: No
- Bored easily?: Im bored
- Entertained easily?: Depends on whether or not the entertainment is entertaining and not retarded
- Obsessed?: I can be
- Lazy?: From time to time it depends on my mood
- Angry?: Extremely
- Happy?: Only if my heart is happy
- Hyper?: Always
- Trusting?: If this is asking if I trust people then no I need to know who you are first. If it is asking if I am trusting then yes I am the most trusting person I know.
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R A N D O M
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- In the morning I: Kiss the nose of my wubby I am cuddling and sigh heavily.
- Love is: Something I strive for and wish for daily.
- I dream about: Living with my loved one.
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Body movement. You can tell a lot about a person by the way they walk, move their arms, etc...
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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most:  asherthedragon  tsubasa-sama
- Makes you smile:  tsubasa-sama
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her:  tsubasa-sama
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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Sometimes yes
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Sometimes I wonder what it would be like and how my life would have transpired as that gender, but who hasn't thought of that?
- Wish you were younger?: I am already as young as it comes.
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Yes
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: 1 time It is really hard to break something that's already broken so this should really be a yes or no question. If you have had your heart broken more than once then I would have to say you are a pussy and do not know how to see things coming and avoid them. Although a heart is possible to be broken twice but it is extraordinarily difficult to do so.
- Of Cd's I own: Less than 10
- Of scars on my body: I would be rather hideous if all my scars were showing
- Of bones I've broken: Broken nose, I'm sure broken bone in my knee and left elbow but I never went to the doctor for what happened.

So... I am going to be performing a test. It will consist of me not textinf anyone for a month. I will only text back. The reason for this whole test is to see who even gives a hell about me. I am quite doubtful more than two people will even read this journal for that matter. Anyways, I have mant many friends who say they care and miss me yet if I dont text or call they never do. So I just want to see how many people would even take time out of their lives, no matter how busy, to contact me like I do them. Real friends take time out of their day to give their time to others and I lose a lot respect for those who can't do even a simple task of asking someone how they are or how their day went. I understand some people might think exactly what I am thinking, but at the same time I always try to conversation with my friends only to be blown off for some stupid reason. So today, November 17th, begins my test. Good'ay.

Im not texting anyone any more if you wanna talk to me you text me. Im tired of texting my friends and getting no response its bs...

Tagged by  tsubasa-sama


First off.... Rules!
1. You must post these rules (Very Important indeed).
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty) have to tag 11 people.

11 things about me.

1. I am a coca cola fanatic.

2. I am everything that anyone could possibly want me to be. (Be creative and I am sure its true)

3. I am in the Navy, training to be a Sonar Technician on submarines. (140 men go down, 70 couples come up)

4. I am video gamer to be reckoned with.

5. I am a genius.

6. I love outer space and love staring at the stars.

7. Shit I don't know I have ran out of crap to talk about. Uh... I know things that if I were captured and interrogated by an enemy of the United States, and they got that info out of me the United States would fall.

8. I have done just about every venue of entertainment life has to offer.

9. I have been through hell and back in life.

10. I love cuddling more than a lot of things in life.

11. I like tape. I dont fucking know lol.

Questions I have been asked to answer.

1.If you could have one super power what would it be? (and none of that, I would have the superpower of having every super power stuff :I BE CREATIVE!) and why?

Well lets see... I would consider responding with having the powers of a Q (an all powerful being and guardian of the universe in Star Trek) but since it asks powers I would have to go with the power of flight. Reason being I love to fly! Also it would make life WAY WAY easier and I could go places and do things for free and anytime i want. Things like visit my friends back home and all that fun stuff.


2.If you could cure one disease in the world what would it be?
AIDS hands down. We are extremely far from finding a cure for AIDS.

3.Would you rather live short and be remembered by everyone? or live long and be forgotten?

Live long and be forgotten because in a long life I would be able to accomplish much more for myself, my family and the world.

4.What is your biggest fear and why?

Dying alone. No one wants to live alone.

5.What are your top 5 favorite music groups right now?

All of them.

6.If you had the ability to time travel without the risk of disrupting future events, where would you go?

Ten thousand years into the future. I would love to see what humans looked like. Also I would love to commandeer some of that ridiculous technology for myself.

7.Sleep nekid or clothed?

Clothed, just boxers.

8.What is your biggest turn on?

Personality.

9.If you could bring back one person from the dead, who would it be? and why?

My soul mate Casey. I think thats an obvious answer.

10.What is your dream job?

Teaching kids in high school.


11.Do you pour your cereal before your milk? or your milk before your cereal?

Cereal before milk. A few reasons why. First reason is it is easier to judge how much milk you actually need to put in the bowl when you have cereal in it. Second reason I like to have the milk on the cereal on top so im not just eating dry cereal. Third reason is when you pour milk first then you have to smash the cereal down into the milk other wise it just makes a giant fuckin island on it.

My questions.

1. Your fears.
2. The worst thing you have thought about doing to another human being.
3. Favorite thing in life.
4. Favorite venue of entertainment.
5. Do you have any wubbies. (stuffed animals or things you love to cuddle)
6. Favorite outdoor activity.
7. Favorite kind of animal.
8. If you could have ANYTHING! what would it be (by anything I mean powers, fucking collectibles, games, people, what the fuck ever you want)
9. What are your opinions on religion.
10. Have you ever done drugs?
11. If you were asked to star in a comedy or some other type of movie, would you do it?

 Koldsteel  Azban  unable_parrot  revit  CaptainStratton  GoGoWolf  ChancetheDragon  Brigadierwolf  Bluescales  Zeph_BlueLight  Fenrisulfr

ME! I just went to a chief's board and was told how much of a loser I am. It is true though, I even told it to master chief, and the other three chiefs that were there. Straight up told them,"I already knew I was a loser master chief." His response was ,"Oh thats a fucking lie!" Because just before that I lied right to his face. I hate the navy so much that I don't care that much; to lie to a master chiefs face. What ever my life is pretty much over now because I am pretty sure I am going to get kicked out of the navy. If only they knew what I went through... if only they knew how much crap I have had to deal with in my life to get to the point where I am a piece of shit. Fuck it I don't really care... I live only to befriend people and help them, not myself. I thought so much about joining the army or marines, but I joined the navy because i thought ohh it would be good for me. Well fuck it. all i have to say. People only look at the bad side of you in the navy. I could have 100 people in the navy say im a good guy but thats only because they like me and they are my friends. Oh well I don't care that ima loser, not anymore so fuck it. nuff said

1. Reason/story behind your fursona's name....
2. Reasons why your species represents your personality.
3. Any special aspects to your fursona (wings, demon side, ect.)? Are there reasons behind them?
4. Is there a stereotype about your fursona's species that holds true to you?
5. If you had to find a more suitable species to be your fursona to better match you as a person, what would it be?

1- My fursonas name has a lot more meaning to it than at first glance. Rive for instance is a verb that means to cut. It means a lot to me because it represents part of my personality and past. Cosmic is my fursonas last name and it describes my vast personality, love for outer space, and so on. Also Rive Cosmic is a very unique name so yah...

2- Saber Tigers are very close to how I act, shy, defense, playful, violent when pissed...

3- The special aspect of my character is that he has DBZ powers. The reason is if I could I would use my powers to protect everyone I know and love. I try to now but it would just be a lot easier with dbz powers lol.

4- Nope

5- There is none lol.

1.Which is your favorite characteristic from your characters and why?
2.What is the story behind your character, what's their past?
3.What made you choose that design of clothing?
4.What makes them special to you that you made them up?
5.If you have a picture what do they look like?

1- I would have to say that the entire aspect of my character is my favorite, considering how much of myself I put into it.

2- Same as my humans past.

3- BECAUSE ITS AWESOME!

4- Iunno cause I like being furry I guess and my character can be more open than my human self.

5- Saber Tiger with teal fur and purple stripes. lol wtf

1. What is your character's name?

Rive Cosmic

2. What kind of character is it (furry, anime, etc) and any particular race?

Furry: Saber Tiger

3. What is the first thing your character would think of when he/she first wakes up?

“Ugh... my tail hurts...”

4. Your character's favorite outfit would be?

Beach shorts and short sleeve shirts!

5. When your character looks into a mirror, what's the first thing they would notice?

My nose is crooked!!!

6. Does your character have the same tastes in food as you?

Yes! He would eat like a billy goat, just like me!

7. How is your character similar to you?

Exactly the same, except for the whole being a sabor tiger n fur...

8. How is he/she different?

My Fursona is A LOT more open and crazy than my human self.


9. If your character could speak, would they have the same voice as you?

Yes he would. Just like me, drifting accent I like to call it. Where who ever I talk to my accent changes to theirs.

10. If you were to suddenly become your character, what do you think would be the first thing you would do as them?

"Wow... WTF IS GOING ON! I need to get the hell outa the states because I am not going to be tested on!"

11. Is there something about your character that you don't like how others think of them?

Nope!

12. What advantages does your character have over you?

My fursona is a sayian...

13. What disadvantages?
My fursona has no disadvantages.

14. Do you have any secrets relating to your character that only you know?

Nope...

15. Do you have any secret drawings only you know about?

Nope!

16. Do you have any plans for your character or are you working on something big relating to him/her?

Not really!

17. What misconception(s), if any, do people have about your character?

I dont fucking know!

18. If you could have just ONE characteristic from your character, what would it be?

His sayian powers...

19. Have you made any characters that go along with yours, based on real-life people, that have the same relationship with your character as you with the real-life person?

Nope.

20. Have you written any stories about your character?

I have kinda...

21. How has your character changed since his/her first creation?

He has gained stripes and fangs.

22. Give us a one-liner from him/her.

"FUCK!"

23. What's something people would be surprised to learn about your character?

That he is soooo submissive, compared to how he looks or acts.

24. If you met your character in real life, what would you do with him or her?

I would have a looooong talk with him, hug him and then we would go cause havoc on the planet!