I been exposed and gone trough so much misery and pain in recent times that is getting harder and harder To keep a good mood and focus on my current tasks and artwork, is like ever growing darkness that just gets bigger. And feels I cannot catch a break. This year has been awful for myself an my family and multiple people around me and I feel like I'm slowly giving away to that.

When I wanna do things the most shit hits the fan.

is like a storm I'm fighting alone because at this point I don't know who to see as truly my friends or close people. I'm alone.

I just hope things end well, some respite or rest.

Currently, KkikiCr is struggling big time to deal with their depression and health issues; however, she has decided to take on a treatment that could help her deal with this . I really ask to people who read this to go and support her at least with a bit, any help is really appreciated.

Details about the situation can be read there : https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11232181/

Again, please support.

Im thinking of opening one slot to cover some expenses but also want to make a queue of the people who wants to commission me, so i don't have to pick at random from whoever comes first, so i want to make a list to consult whenever i open. So whoever wants to commission me i suggest commenting on this journal and i will add to the list for future slots once this one also is used!

Also consult my price sheet and ToS before, to evaluate what would you want: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/61464564/

Commision Queue:

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As some migh know, Kiki is struggling rn with issues due to her depression, shes opening her commision slots to afford medical needs and expenses but she needs support!! Right now she has one slot open from her most current batch, i highly suggest to check her art as is wonderfully cute and it has a unique feeling to it and it cold be a way to suppor someone in need!!

Heres her journal about the slots: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11209683/

Im considering removing some art of my Gallery for personal reasons, if you like my art, i recommend saving your favorite pieces.

Right now im trying to get back to art on all its forms and that includes 3D and modding I leave a list of future projects, I will take time to make them but I will try my best to fulfill them, and about commissions, commissions will be reopen on smaller number once I finish my backlogs at least a 50% of it. There will be changes to my price sheet and I'm likely to lean more to my pixel brush art, as I love experimenting with it.

Important Project List

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-Friend Vilous Project

-Commision Work (Trying to finish backlogs)

-Finish some Trades

-Rimworld Vilous project (Awaiting for programmer friend) 0%

-Kenshi Vilous project (pre production) (Reference for accurate sergal model in creation in progress) 5%

-Zomboid sergal mod (fixing kink on the models and adding some features) 75%

-Sergal/Vilous models and assets for 3D projects/ Creation of a free to use and canon and anatomical accurate sergal model

-Acquire a art course to refine my art abilities

Future ideas

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-More rain and vilous character animations, animated portrait

-Full background pixel animation

-Talyxian Studies

-Maybe lewds of sergals and mine :D

With a lot of regret, i will have to inform to those who commissioned me that I will likely will have to refund your commissions, I'm in a really bad mental state and I got a recent blow that just further tarnished my emotional well-being and art making abilities.

Idk how long it will bee before I can actually do full rendered and more complex pieces again beyond the pixelartish art, and I don't want to make my clients feel I took their money away, in the future if I open comms again I will only accept 1 or 2 at best.

I am really sorry for this, and I hope those who trusted me can forgive me...

GUYS!! Make sure to check Kikis Sergal Drawing guide! It is very cutesy and it has some useful facts of each species of sergals! Also to support the artist/writer that gave the world we love so much its distinguishable soul

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59556874/

I updated my contacts so ppl know my Twitter, etc.....

FOR SOME REASON ALL I TRY TO FIX EM DOESNT WORK SO CONTACTS HERE:.......

Twitter: https://x.com/JakkaiReborn
Bsky: https://bsky.app/profile/jakkai-serg.bsky.social
Steam: https://steamcommunity.com/profiles.....1198220443943/

Greetings people, a friends friend artist is too close to the Ukraine frontline and desperately needs to move as dangers close, shes doing commsions to be able to leave but not many knows her, i wanted to ask if you could share her contact or try to tell people looking for commisions to support her.

Links: https://linktr.ee/ArchiGalaxy

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FA profile

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Art examples

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53767630/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/54083517/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57816335/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57613231/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52144572/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/52025917/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50994377/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/50929563/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33741392/
https://www.deviantart.com/archigal.....ight-948872600

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Im really not doing well at all nowhadays, so dont expect too much art from me these days, ill likely do some vent art so I wouldn't recommend looking at my scraps section without the sfw filter on and I'm sorry if this might disturb you if you ever see them and I'm sorry.

I need to let this out somehow cuz it hurts so much and I don't have other ways to.

I finally was able to open a Paypal, Soon after some testing comms and making My Terms of service ill be able to accept some comms : D!

Finally, my residence has been approved, now once i have my Social I will be able to open a Paypal and importantly... OPEN COMMISIONS! It is truly a happy day!!!

Havent posted anything in a long time here, or drawn in general, coming back from a nasty motivation drop, but I'm recovering and have worked on some lovely doodles recently. Hope I can make much more art this year and improve alongside it.

I was thinking, i have a bunch of old art I never finished due to a reason or another, or they where made for fun, or just practice, I could throw those on scraps maybe. I don't think ill be able to finish them properly as the original idea already left mi mind. What do you think? Should I post some of those?

Recently i was able to build myself a pretty good pc with the help of some friends, much more powerful than my previous trash heap of an old laptop, i can finish my 3D models with this, so expect 3D sergals and Vilous stuff in the future haha!!

For the next day, i will slowly upload art I have worked on and finish, new art might get posted too if I finish any. also might post doodles, silly ones ;D.

Almost two years ago I opened an account on this site to share my art with people and friends and have a great time and know other artists, bad things happened that affected me emotionally to the point of leaving several things behind, my old account included, after some time finally decided to come back and start anew instead of opening my old account as a form of rebirth, leaving the bad past behind and starting a new journey, I look at the bright future with hopeful eyes and believe this will be a great adventure :3... I won't let more things bring me down easily. This is my new beginning.