so that day has return my day of existing
Posted 11 years agomy birthday yeah @u@
Guess what today is????!!!!!
Posted 13 years agoIts my birthday the day of the dead November 1
work in progress
Posted 13 years agohave you ever had your heart start to flutter and beat with excitement and then for it to stop as soon as it began when you realize what you were thinking was wrong and then you just feel like a pathetic kid who was to foolish to see past their own nose ... or have you ever been so angry your heart hurts but then that anger tries to slip away but you want to hold on to it but it gets away and you now feel a empty spot in your chest ... i need to do something must get better at art to draw my ideas of awesome hero's and heroine's and stories that float in my mind i know people will like them must get my ideas out into the world and bring someone joy or sadness or some kind of emotion where people look and say wow awesome keep up the good work or just to write a great story even if there is no images to see i must paint it in words and let your imagination pave the road to myths and legends and mystic lands of glory and valor show you the deeps fears of the most daring to the most profane bring about a great happiness to myself where i can stand tall and proud and show myself what i am made of to show the world who i am and not look back to take the sadness of my life and turn it into a stepping stone and break thru my own barriers of pain and worry to push myself to my own limit to not back down and grab life so close i can taste it and kiss sorrow on the lips and taste the pain and open my eyes to a world of greatness and cry happy tears and grow stronger for it to show myself i am great because my biggest obstacle and biggest regret is myself and to seize myself in hand and slug myself so hard i break my personal reality and reforge it anew and to fill my soul with warmth and pride to be all i can see myself as to not regret anything to see my faults and revel in them for they make me well me ........ that was a good talk me we should do this again another time
back from oklahoma
Posted 13 years agoit was great got to see family ones i hadn't seen before cousins,nieces,uncles. it was great got to see beautiful Arizona, New Mexico,Texas,and of course Oklahoma got some pic taken by my web cam so not so good quality but still pic and got rock from each state i was in
PS : what i cam back to ( 2229S, 3C, 802J, 1F, 1W )
PS : what i cam back to ( 2229S, 3C, 802J, 1F, 1W )
well here is my first youtube video
Posted 13 years agohttp://youtu.be/EjuC98aL8Ic i did it awhile back hope you guys enjoy it
watch this person
Posted 13 years agogo and watch http://www.furaffinity.net/user/sabrinathemutt she make good art
Hello anyone out there in the black veil of space
Posted 13 years agoi would like to talk if anyone is willing anything i guess you wish to talk about i guess
what i came back to
Posted 13 years agoYou have 14791 new messages ( 10856S, 3931J, 1F, 1W, 2N )
it toke me three times to get rid of all the submissions
it toke me three times to get rid of all the submissions
please help
Posted 14 years agoFood is delious
Posted 14 years agoi have just had three awesome burgers one was chicken and the other two were beef and they were awesome mmmmm what have you had for dinner ?
Personality test
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.signalpatterns.com/psych_central/
Friendly
You would rather hang out with others than spend time alone, and you'd far rather be doing something with your friends than just sitting around. You're happy in a crowded room, club, stadium, or auditorium.
You're not a private person who is ill at ease in a group; you don't view excessive socializing as a waste of time.
Easygoing
You move at your own pace and take whatever time is needed to master a new skill or get a job done. You are what you are, and don't need to see yourself as the world's best whatever.
You do not feel the need to conquer every challenge, be the best at everything you undertake, or win every contest.
Laid Back
You prefer to do your own thing, in your own way, rather than attempt to force your will, or your ego, on a group. You're happy working on your own, taking your sweet time, and focusing on the job at hand.
You're not pushy. You're not interested in imposing your will on others, taking charge of every situation, being the first to raise your hand in class, or insisting on being the winner of every argument.
Accessible
You're comfortable expressing yourself in words and actions, with no self-censorship. You believe that if someone doesn't like what they see it's not your problem, but theirs. A high score on the "accessible" trait suggests that you have a lot of friends, socialize often, and enjoy rap/hip-hop music.
You don't see the need to keep your thoughts to yourself, or to have a zone of privacy that encompasses only yourself and a small circle of friends and relatives.
Aesthetic
You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it. Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.
You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.
Sympathetic
You have a knack for knowing what's going on in the hearts and minds of those around you, without their having to tell you explicitly. People tend to turn to you with their problems because they know you care, and that you will likely offer good advice and a helping hand.
You do not feel that people with sad stories are just looking for attention, or have brought their problems upon themselves.
Original
You are constantly coming up with new ideas. For you, the world as it exists is just a jumping-off place; what's going on inside your mind is often more interesting than what's going on outside.
You don't feel that the road to success is to be a realist and stick to the program; you never stop yourself from coming up with new ideas or telling the world what you're thinking about.
Self-Contained
You like to stick to your own business and leave the power struggles to others; you know who you are and what you believe in, but you don't see any reason to impose your values on everyone else.
You generally don't get involved in organizing or motivating people, and you don't feel the need to always be seen as a big public decision-maker.
Warm
You have a genuine interest in other people. You're a natural host, and are always thinking about how you can increase the happiness of those around you. When friends have problems or are in trouble, you're usually the first person they turn to for aid and comfort. Scoring high on the "warm" trait suggests that you are among those who enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.
You don't always say exactly what you're thinking; you don't like the idea of causing anyone pain because of your criticism.
Upbeat
You enjoy being around others and others enjoy being around you. You have a "live and let live" attitude; because you know that no one's perfect, you are forgiving and happy to give the benefit of the doubt.
You don't feel the need to be controversial or express contrary opinions all the time. You see no reason to go around rubbing people the wrong way.
Friendly
You would rather hang out with others than spend time alone, and you'd far rather be doing something with your friends than just sitting around. You're happy in a crowded room, club, stadium, or auditorium.
You're not a private person who is ill at ease in a group; you don't view excessive socializing as a waste of time.
Easygoing
You move at your own pace and take whatever time is needed to master a new skill or get a job done. You are what you are, and don't need to see yourself as the world's best whatever.
You do not feel the need to conquer every challenge, be the best at everything you undertake, or win every contest.
Laid Back
You prefer to do your own thing, in your own way, rather than attempt to force your will, or your ego, on a group. You're happy working on your own, taking your sweet time, and focusing on the job at hand.
You're not pushy. You're not interested in imposing your will on others, taking charge of every situation, being the first to raise your hand in class, or insisting on being the winner of every argument.
Accessible
You're comfortable expressing yourself in words and actions, with no self-censorship. You believe that if someone doesn't like what they see it's not your problem, but theirs. A high score on the "accessible" trait suggests that you have a lot of friends, socialize often, and enjoy rap/hip-hop music.
You don't see the need to keep your thoughts to yourself, or to have a zone of privacy that encompasses only yourself and a small circle of friends and relatives.
Aesthetic
You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it. Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.
You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.
Sympathetic
You have a knack for knowing what's going on in the hearts and minds of those around you, without their having to tell you explicitly. People tend to turn to you with their problems because they know you care, and that you will likely offer good advice and a helping hand.
You do not feel that people with sad stories are just looking for attention, or have brought their problems upon themselves.
Original
You are constantly coming up with new ideas. For you, the world as it exists is just a jumping-off place; what's going on inside your mind is often more interesting than what's going on outside.
You don't feel that the road to success is to be a realist and stick to the program; you never stop yourself from coming up with new ideas or telling the world what you're thinking about.
Self-Contained
You like to stick to your own business and leave the power struggles to others; you know who you are and what you believe in, but you don't see any reason to impose your values on everyone else.
You generally don't get involved in organizing or motivating people, and you don't feel the need to always be seen as a big public decision-maker.
Warm
You have a genuine interest in other people. You're a natural host, and are always thinking about how you can increase the happiness of those around you. When friends have problems or are in trouble, you're usually the first person they turn to for aid and comfort. Scoring high on the "warm" trait suggests that you are among those who enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.
You don't always say exactly what you're thinking; you don't like the idea of causing anyone pain because of your criticism.
Upbeat
You enjoy being around others and others enjoy being around you. You have a "live and let live" attitude; because you know that no one's perfect, you are forgiving and happy to give the benefit of the doubt.
You don't feel the need to be controversial or express contrary opinions all the time. You see no reason to go around rubbing people the wrong way.
Free sketch
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2645702/ go here they will be gooodie s yeah gogogoogogoogogogogo
My dream has me confused XMEN FIRST CLASS what?
Posted 14 years agowell not all the details are clear but here i go . my dream starts like this I'm in some kind of test facility and there test being done to me i thing . then there these nude furry girls everywhere i think there part of the experiment or a the people doing the experiment ,I'm not sure then all of a sudden i see these danger screens pop up and an it says warning danger . it showed a head of some dangerous person rotating in a 3-d greenish looking color scheme
there many different one's that pop up then the last one i thing was magneto and i think he had a lion face .
Then my dream shifted over to X-men first class the movie which i haven't seen yet and i was the x-men on the black bird and they were going to do a mission at a facility and shadowcat was being mean to Wolverine and then she ghosted out of the plane and every one was like why was she so mean to you and he like i went berserk or feral or something i don't remember and attacked and killed her parents and i was like damn what? and then i could hear professor x voice but couldn't hear what was really said
then i see a big group of x-men in weird outfits they were like jerseys silver jerseys and then in the next seen they were all dead and Wolverine was crying and pissed off and his claws was out .
an then i was back at the facility and more nude vixens everywhere and i was confused again and then knock on my door i woke up and that's all folks thanks for reading
there many different one's that pop up then the last one i thing was magneto and i think he had a lion face .
Then my dream shifted over to X-men first class the movie which i haven't seen yet and i was the x-men on the black bird and they were going to do a mission at a facility and shadowcat was being mean to Wolverine and then she ghosted out of the plane and every one was like why was she so mean to you and he like i went berserk or feral or something i don't remember and attacked and killed her parents and i was like damn what? and then i could hear professor x voice but couldn't hear what was really said
then i see a big group of x-men in weird outfits they were like jerseys silver jerseys and then in the next seen they were all dead and Wolverine was crying and pissed off and his claws was out .
an then i was back at the facility and more nude vixens everywhere and i was confused again and then knock on my door i woke up and that's all folks thanks for reading
free sketches
Posted 14 years agohere http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6307364 go check it out
Free art go
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2619862/ go check it out it has free art
My dream last night was weird
Posted 14 years agoit all started with me watching or playing some kind of resident evil game it was Alice fight Wesker in some radioactive plant thing and then she defeated him and throw him into the vat but she could get out and the Claire Redfield appeared and helped her the one from the movie then they snucked past guards and the knock out some scientist and toke the coats and went out the door pretending to be together and the guard at them and said they could go and then said there more and more couples like that and then they ditched the coat s and jumped the fence saying that was a weird way to get out ..... AND THEN !!!! the dream turned into me in a dark room looking around tied to a slab then from the shadows came dragonis the villain from the mighty ducks and he mind controlled me into going to kill the duck he sent with me the chameleon guy the to go recruit some help and then we went to this village with munchkins and the we recruited them and when we left the village they turned into mercenaries bad ass kind then we walked a little ways and saw a house the house was where the mighty ducks were and the i looked to my left and there was a house a little up a hill and then we went into it and began watching the ducks and then the detective guy showed up in the house and then the ducks jumped up and got ready for battle and was like how did they know we where here and then a helicopter show up and started shooting at us and the detective jump into the drive seat and and blasted off in the ship that was in the house we were into the house had a ship in it and we were inside when it launched and then we were above the earth then we went spiraling back toward it and crashed in the water in frozen seas next to a oil rig and then i said i will that over the fling and the detective guy moved and then i sat down and i start messing with my suspenders for some reason and the a giant squid rips open the ship everyone disappears i think dead then i start swimming and the squid is hitting me slapping me around and then i get to the rig i call to the people on it saying I'm friendly and under attack their talking to me giving me the run around i climbing the ladder an then the squid stabs me with poison and i start dieing and see a health bar pop up and then i die and the screen goes black and then a continue icon pops up and i go to press it then i wake up and look and see my computers still on and trying to stay half asleep when turn it off i try to sleep again and then there a knock at my door and the end . the computer part is real life
Rest in piece little kitten
Posted 14 years agoi just buried a little kitten it was sad but he is at peace now resting
need help
Posted 14 years agohey when i try to submit stuff it gets mess can any one happy me please
FROM A SCALE OF 1 THROUGH 10 HOW CRAZY DO YOU THINK I AM ?
Posted 14 years ago1-10 HOW CRAZY AM I? HOW MUCH MADNESS HAVE I UNLEASHED UPON THIS WORLD? WHAT INSANITY IS IN MY BLOOD? HOW NUTS CAN I GET? WHAT IS PURPLE TIMES QUACK ?! HOW MANY MINI LLAMAS ARE DANCING AROUND MY FEET AT THIS VERY MOMENT?! WHAT IS THE SOLUTION TO A PORTAL OPENING UP IN THE PACIFIC WITH A GIANT DUCK WITH A HAND HOLDING IT? WHY IS THE SUN A PICK IN A OLIVE GLASS?! WHY IS PINK PIMP SLAPPING RONALD? PICKLES PLUS PUMP EQUALS PIMP LOTION . BILLY OCEAN IS FIVE TACOS LONG PIPE RUNNER HAIRY LIP SAUCE WHACK BAT LICKING DISC JOCKEY HERRING PROP TINGLING JACK WIELDING LUMBER TIT FUCK CUNT LOVER PIE CHUCKLING KIT WHIPPING TOMS CAT BUGLAR WELSH MAKING HIP TOP WANG JUNK TOUUCHING PILE LOVEING FIST SHOVING GORLLIA BAIT LOLICON MUNCHING BITCH TOAST JIG HOPPING MONKEY PENIS HUMPING FUCK TARP DANGING KEG DOWNING FIZZ LUMPING WILD FRENCH PERV FOX WIGGLE TACKLE PELVIS WHACKING HIS FAPPLE SAUCE IN THE CHANNEL OF YOUR EAR MEAT CRAZY ASS FUCKING RANT MONSTER THAT IS THE ME THAT BELIEVES IN YOU WHEN YOU DONT BELIEVE IN YOUR SELF BELIEVE THE ONE THAT BELIEVES IN YOU WHY I GO LIE IN A CORNER FOR AWHILE WHY YOU PICK ME APART OVER DIFFERENT THINGS MAN I SUCK BIG LLAMA INFESTED CHUNK MONKEY *HITS HEAD ON TABLE MULTIPLE TIMES OH I JUST DID IT * OK.....
The calm place do you wish to join me
Posted 14 years ago*grass sways in the wind,sun light breaks through the clouds I lay there in solitude but am open to company joining me * come join me and we will lay in a paradise of our mind,body,and soul.
im sorry synthetic_smile
Posted 14 years agoi wrote some thing stupid im so stupid plz forgive me im so sorry stupid stupid im so sorry i m really sorry im im sorry so sorry
free art no strings attached
Posted 14 years agoi will drawn to the best of my talent any thing you want but lets keep it g-pg13 ok and it is totally free so any one want to take me up on my offer comment ok
oh hello this my first journal so plz comment free
Posted 14 years agowell im bored and if any ones interested i will draw or better said try to draw them so thing any they want but no porn stuff plz im not saying i wounldnt do it and i appalled by porn stuff i like it but under certain thing that im not quite sure of my self but my offer still stands did i happen to its free no strings attached