so, like, bye, I guess.
Posted 14 years agoI...I don't check my account anymore, nor will I be uploading anything. So, uh, yeah.
Hasta la pasta,
Jam
Hasta la pasta,
Jam
inactivity
Posted 14 years agoyou'll be getting a lot of it from me for a while. probably a long while.
sorry.
sorry.
Back from the dead.
Posted 15 years agoon my brand new laptop that makes me barf blood of happiness. Um, nothing else to say lol. I would like to drrraaawwww shum shtuff for sooness, we shall see.
I am 72% cute. (lies, I'm a whole lot cuter than that)
Posted 15 years agoAppearance:
[ ] = You have blue/green eyes. (wait, is this discrimination against people with brown eyes)
[ ] = You blush a lot.
[x] = You giggle.
[x] = You're quiet.
[x] = You say random silly things.
[x] = You have a baby face.
[ ] = You wear a more down to earth style of clothing. (never, unless I'm in class)
[ ] = You don't wear halter tops or anything too showy.
[x] = You're under 5 feet 6 inches tall. (exactly 5)
TOTAL SO FAR: 5
Innocence:
[ ] = You're a virgin.
[ ] = Just thinking of sexual things makes you blush. (HA)
[x] = Your idea of a date is really romantic.
[x] = You sleep with a stuffed animal.
[x] = You like to cuddle.
[x] = You've never played the Nervous game.
[x] = You don't even know what the nervous game is.
TOTAL SO FAR: 10
Colors:
[x] = You like the color pink/light blue.
[x] = You tend to wear bright/girly colors.
TOTAL SO FAR: 12
Personality:
[ ] = You can be ignorant/oblivious.
[x] = You'd consider yourself shy.
[x] = You like happy upbeat music.
[x] = You like "Cutesy" music.
TOTAL SO FAR: 15
What YOU think is cute:
[x] = You like small animals
[x] = You like babies a lot. (until they start crying.)
[x] = Small/mini versions of things make you go "Awww <3"
TOTAL: 18
Multiply how many you got by 4
Repost as: "I'm ____% Cute"
Yanno, this quiz thing is kinda ....a bad way to judge cuteness.
[ ] = You have blue/green eyes. (wait, is this discrimination against people with brown eyes)
[ ] = You blush a lot.
[x] = You giggle.
[x] = You're quiet.
[x] = You say random silly things.
[x] = You have a baby face.
[ ] = You wear a more down to earth style of clothing. (never, unless I'm in class)
[ ] = You don't wear halter tops or anything too showy.
[x] = You're under 5 feet 6 inches tall. (exactly 5)
TOTAL SO FAR: 5
Innocence:
[ ] = You're a virgin.
[ ] = Just thinking of sexual things makes you blush. (HA)
[x] = Your idea of a date is really romantic.
[x] = You sleep with a stuffed animal.
[x] = You like to cuddle.
[x] = You've never played the Nervous game.
[x] = You don't even know what the nervous game is.
TOTAL SO FAR: 10
Colors:
[x] = You like the color pink/light blue.
[x] = You tend to wear bright/girly colors.
TOTAL SO FAR: 12
Personality:
[ ] = You can be ignorant/oblivious.
[x] = You'd consider yourself shy.
[x] = You like happy upbeat music.
[x] = You like "Cutesy" music.
TOTAL SO FAR: 15
What YOU think is cute:
[x] = You like small animals
[x] = You like babies a lot. (until they start crying.)
[x] = Small/mini versions of things make you go "Awww <3"
TOTAL: 18
Multiply how many you got by 4
Repost as: "I'm ____% Cute"
Yanno, this quiz thing is kinda ....a bad way to judge cuteness.
Haunts
Posted 15 years agoreally actually scare me to death. I love horror movies and everything of the like, and I frickin' work with fake blood and shit all the time. So why the fuck does it scare me so?
Yanno, it's the same with horror genre video games. I can't do those easily either. Maybe it's the personal interaction?
Anyone else like this? Or an I just an alone loser puss.
Yanno, it's the same with horror genre video games. I can't do those easily either. Maybe it's the personal interaction?
Anyone else like this? Or an I just an alone loser puss.
More guys should wear kilts.
Posted 15 years agoI just got back from my wonderful vacation ;_; and I miss my bed at home already. But alas. Wonderful things happened on my two week break. I spent the first week sewing, the second week at the dentist's, and went to the renaissance festival two weekends in a row. The first day was really fun, and we dressed up and everything, but the second day was frigid and raining. But we stood in it anyway to see Tartanic, because we're troopers.
Now I'm back here at my small dorm room, hating the schedule makers of my school. We usually get a day off during the week (aka no class). but they decided to split our psychology into two 2 1\2 hour classes! So I have class....every day!
.....FUCK YOU SCHEDULE MAKER. FUCK. YOU.
that is all.
Now I'm back here at my small dorm room, hating the schedule makers of my school. We usually get a day off during the week (aka no class). but they decided to split our psychology into two 2 1\2 hour classes! So I have class....every day!
.....FUCK YOU SCHEDULE MAKER. FUCK. YOU.
that is all.
you guys amaze me
Posted 15 years agoYou give me watches, even though I haven't posted anything in more than a month.
;_; you guys are awesome.
;_; you guys are awesome.
ABC meme, because I am soooooo bored right now.
Posted 15 years agoI figured, why the hell not.
A - AVAILABLE: nope. For I heart a
B - BIRTHDAY: June 7th
C - CRUSHING ON: Jensen Ackles ......And Misha Collins ;3; (free cookies if you know who they are without the google machine.)
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Snapple
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: my cat......and maybe my girlfriend.
F - FAVORITE SONG: Tyrant-OneRepublic
G - GUMMY: teeth
H - HOMETOWN: technically a gypsy, never lived somewhere long enough to consider it a hometown. But I was born in Union Lake, MI
I - IN LOVE WITH: Castiel, pokemon, cosplay, movies, my cat, and muh girl.
J - JUGGLE: classes, homework, and personal projects
K - KILLED SOMEONE: ......;3; with looooovvveeee
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 14 hours between Bham, AL to Detroit, MI
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: vanilla
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1 older sister
O - ONE WISH: oh gosh, ummmm, to get good jobs doing what I love. and to make enough money to support my hobby.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: me papa?
Q- QUOTE: Leave your ego at the door.
R- REASON TO SMILE: I have the cutest cat in existence, and my girlfriend is an adorable dork
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: the ending theme song for Avatar, the Last Airbender
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 1 p.m.
U- UMBRELLA: I need to buy one.
V - VEGETABLE(S): corn
W - WORST HABIT: procrastinating
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: ummmm, only once I remember after my sister crashed the car. I was fine, but they just wanted to make sure.
Y – YOYOS ARE: my mortal enemy
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Gemini, year of the Horse
....There...fifteen minutes filled (lol, fifteen because of distractions)
A - AVAILABLE: nope. For I heart a

B - BIRTHDAY: June 7th
C - CRUSHING ON: Jensen Ackles ......And Misha Collins ;3; (free cookies if you know who they are without the google machine.)
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Snapple
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: my cat......and maybe my girlfriend.
F - FAVORITE SONG: Tyrant-OneRepublic
G - GUMMY: teeth
H - HOMETOWN: technically a gypsy, never lived somewhere long enough to consider it a hometown. But I was born in Union Lake, MI
I - IN LOVE WITH: Castiel, pokemon, cosplay, movies, my cat, and muh girl.
J - JUGGLE: classes, homework, and personal projects
K - KILLED SOMEONE: ......;3; with looooovvveeee
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 14 hours between Bham, AL to Detroit, MI
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: vanilla
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 1 older sister
O - ONE WISH: oh gosh, ummmm, to get good jobs doing what I love. and to make enough money to support my hobby.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: me papa?
Q- QUOTE: Leave your ego at the door.
R- REASON TO SMILE: I have the cutest cat in existence, and my girlfriend is an adorable dork
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: the ending theme song for Avatar, the Last Airbender
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 1 p.m.
U- UMBRELLA: I need to buy one.
V - VEGETABLE(S): corn
W - WORST HABIT: procrastinating
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: ummmm, only once I remember after my sister crashed the car. I was fine, but they just wanted to make sure.
Y – YOYOS ARE: my mortal enemy
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Gemini, year of the Horse
....There...fifteen minutes filled (lol, fifteen because of distractions)
total wuss
Posted 15 years agome, I'm the total wuss.
SO, I've been suicidally busy lately, too much homework for too many classes, and I gotta finish before Friday because me and muh boo are going for the weekend for one of my family reunions. It's gonna be great. But that means I won't be able to work on anything for school this weekend, so I have to get it done noooowwwwwwww.
Totally flaking on my sculpture. Was doing an octopus, which looks awesome so far. But for time and sanity sake, Imma throw a snail together right quick and turn it in for a grade.
Weird how, right now, when I have the most work to do, I want to draw SUPER BAD.
EEUUUUGHGHGHIODSRJTMNFHCE,XQJFEO
;3;
I might go missing for several days at a time on here, just too busy to pull out the old laptop every hour now. Haven't PW'd in ages it feels like. I miss it.
But alas, back to work.
SO, I've been suicidally busy lately, too much homework for too many classes, and I gotta finish before Friday because me and muh boo are going for the weekend for one of my family reunions. It's gonna be great. But that means I won't be able to work on anything for school this weekend, so I have to get it done noooowwwwwwww.
Totally flaking on my sculpture. Was doing an octopus, which looks awesome so far. But for time and sanity sake, Imma throw a snail together right quick and turn it in for a grade.
Weird how, right now, when I have the most work to do, I want to draw SUPER BAD.
EEUUUUGHGHGHIODSRJTMNFHCE,XQJFEO
;3;
I might go missing for several days at a time on here, just too busy to pull out the old laptop every hour now. Haven't PW'd in ages it feels like. I miss it.
But alas, back to work.
I haven't drawn anything in a long time.
Posted 15 years agoAnd I am sorry for that. I kinda really want to. Like, right now. Yet, alas, it escapes me as to what I should draw. -sigh-~
lol, pointless journal is pointless. But I finished a lot of homework today and I feel really good.
lol, pointless journal is pointless. But I finished a lot of homework today and I feel really good.
OH BTW
Posted 15 years agoI'm back now. Computer feels better, and I AM PROTECTED ONCE MORE.
And while yer here, reading this, look at this. I think this is pretty much my new favorite commercial ever.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uLTIowBF0kE
And while yer here, reading this, look at this. I think this is pretty much my new favorite commercial ever.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uLTIowBF0kE
BRB Virus
Posted 15 years agoI had a virus scare and my entire laptop froze and it was just ughhh.
Everything's alright for now, but BRB until I can get McAfee loaded in, and everything is SAFE IN THE CITY ONCE MOAR. <3
Everything's alright for now, but BRB until I can get McAfee loaded in, and everything is SAFE IN THE CITY ONCE MOAR. <3
so sorry
Posted 15 years agoI haven't been very active the last few days in the least. My dad's here visiting, but I take him back to the airport tomorrow. Plus I have a few things in my head I'd like to get down in drawing so, yay!
ALSO, art trades always are and always will be open, welcome, and loved. <3
ALSO, art trades always are and always will be open, welcome, and loved. <3
There's a name for people like me...
Posted 15 years agokick ass.
We started ventilating hair tonight in class, which is essentially latch hooking on a minuscule level. Hard to get the hang of, but when you do, it's super easy and relaxing. Tonight was my first night ever doing it, ever learning, even.
My teacher was very happy in telling us that a girl in our semester from the other class managed to do 7 rows! In the two inch square midterm we started tonight. He was amazed she'd worked so fast.
By the time I left class, I had just started on my 13th row. My goal had actually been to double what she managed to do, so close! But I am super hyped right about now because I think I finally found my niche in the special effects industry. I really did enjoy doing that so much.
Oh, and a fun fact of the day?
In the last Star Wars movie, they had six Wookie suits, and all were hand ventilated. 14 people were employed to make the suits for a pay of $85 dollars an hour. It took them nine months to complete the suits (not straight, lol). But I'm pretty sure you all catch my drift. In this industry, hair ventilating is considered to be a dying art.
aka, this shit pays. And did I mention I'm kick ass at it?
fyi
Posted 15 years agoI don't feel as old as I am, but I don't wanna look less mature either.
growing up's awesome but it kinda sucks balls.
growing up's awesome but it kinda sucks balls.
WTF WHY
Posted 15 years agoHe ate my heart.
Posted 15 years agoI went to AC for the day, since I live so close.
...I met awesome people.
I died a little inside (of happiness), because of said people(-person-)
And I got headache.
I feel accomplished.
...I met awesome people.
I died a little inside (of happiness), because of said people(-person-)
And I got headache.
I feel accomplished.
Gory Orphanage Rd.
Posted 15 years agovacation is over, officially. well, officially last Wednesday. I had a lot of fun, sleeping and hanging out with my dear. I also had a kick-ass 20th birthday last Monday, my friends and roomies threw me a very fun party, loved it. I was able to buy a lot of material and lace and stuff, so I will be set for things to do for a while as well~
I also went to the eye doctor and dished out a painful amount of money for a pair of new, pretty, glasses. Dark purple, silver zebra accent, transition lenses. Amazing. Doc said I am three steps near-sighted in both eyes, wonderful, right? But I love that I can finally see again, and drive at night!
Anyway, as stated above, classes started up again last Wednesday, this semester I have Sculpture 2, Mold Making, Art Appreciation, Hair and Beards, and Airbrushing with Dorian Cleavenger if anyone knows who he is. That was one fucking fun class. And on the bright side, I only have one morning class this semester! On the not so bright side, that one morning class is Art Appreciation. Most boring class ever, I might add. I think the professor was putting -himself- to sleep, along with the rest of us. Fortunately, the way he has it set up, the class sounds super easy.
Umm, depressingly, I had to drive back to Detroit this weekend to take my darling to the airport, all too soon. But I also took some friends with me so they could see my home, which was fun. Oh! Ohoh, funny story about that XD Um:
We were walking through Detroit and had to stop and wait to cross a street. Of course, not everyone waits for the walking man light, but we like to be safe. Well, this group of people came across the street towards us, we were minding our own business (I know I was exhausted from driving all that way). So, as we stood there, a large black lady in the group who just crossed the street out of no where goes to us "Harry Potter is just a movie, okay! Just a movie!" Then she kept walking.
We were like, "......o.O????"
lolwut now? I have absolutely no fucking idea how she attributed anything were were wearing to Harry Potter, seriously. Paula was dressed all cute, my mom looked like my mom, Rachel looked cute and valley-girl-ish, and Guillaume looked like...well, a computer nerd. I was wearing a green dress. Honestly, we were all quite confused as to what she meant. Weak jab, lady. Very weak.
Was it our glasses? Me, mom, and Guillaume all wear glasses. But if that's what she meant, she's better have gone around saying that to every person she met. People have eye problems, lady. Glasses have been around waaaaayyyyy longer than Harry Potter :/
Ahhh, I also brought my baby (cat) home with me, yeay~ He meowed a lot in the car, and was trembling when I finally took him out of his carrier, poor thing. But he's all lovey dovey on me again, so I'm happy. I just cleaned my room up from the mess me and my love had made, it's depressing. I do like my bigger room I moved into though. Everything finally fits pretty comfortably.
I will also be drawing again soon, I promise<3 Now I actually have time -sigh- between classes. Lol, only for about 2-3 weeks though. XD But I will pump some stuff out. For now, I think I'm going to continue listening to One Republic, eat an orange scone and sew ~
Good night, darlings.
I also went to the eye doctor and dished out a painful amount of money for a pair of new, pretty, glasses. Dark purple, silver zebra accent, transition lenses. Amazing. Doc said I am three steps near-sighted in both eyes, wonderful, right? But I love that I can finally see again, and drive at night!
Anyway, as stated above, classes started up again last Wednesday, this semester I have Sculpture 2, Mold Making, Art Appreciation, Hair and Beards, and Airbrushing with Dorian Cleavenger if anyone knows who he is. That was one fucking fun class. And on the bright side, I only have one morning class this semester! On the not so bright side, that one morning class is Art Appreciation. Most boring class ever, I might add. I think the professor was putting -himself- to sleep, along with the rest of us. Fortunately, the way he has it set up, the class sounds super easy.
Umm, depressingly, I had to drive back to Detroit this weekend to take my darling to the airport, all too soon. But I also took some friends with me so they could see my home, which was fun. Oh! Ohoh, funny story about that XD Um:
We were walking through Detroit and had to stop and wait to cross a street. Of course, not everyone waits for the walking man light, but we like to be safe. Well, this group of people came across the street towards us, we were minding our own business (I know I was exhausted from driving all that way). So, as we stood there, a large black lady in the group who just crossed the street out of no where goes to us "Harry Potter is just a movie, okay! Just a movie!" Then she kept walking.
We were like, "......o.O????"
lolwut now? I have absolutely no fucking idea how she attributed anything were were wearing to Harry Potter, seriously. Paula was dressed all cute, my mom looked like my mom, Rachel looked cute and valley-girl-ish, and Guillaume looked like...well, a computer nerd. I was wearing a green dress. Honestly, we were all quite confused as to what she meant. Weak jab, lady. Very weak.
Was it our glasses? Me, mom, and Guillaume all wear glasses. But if that's what she meant, she's better have gone around saying that to every person she met. People have eye problems, lady. Glasses have been around waaaaayyyyy longer than Harry Potter :/
Ahhh, I also brought my baby (cat) home with me, yeay~ He meowed a lot in the car, and was trembling when I finally took him out of his carrier, poor thing. But he's all lovey dovey on me again, so I'm happy. I just cleaned my room up from the mess me and my love had made, it's depressing. I do like my bigger room I moved into though. Everything finally fits pretty comfortably.
I will also be drawing again soon, I promise<3 Now I actually have time -sigh- between classes. Lol, only for about 2-3 weeks though. XD But I will pump some stuff out. For now, I think I'm going to continue listening to One Republic, eat an orange scone and sew ~
Good night, darlings.
ew
Posted 15 years agoold lady is old.
There's no place like home.
Posted 15 years agoBecause my cat is SO CUTE. And I have missed him so much ;3;
also, new clothes ftw.
edit:
AAAUUUUUUGGGGHHHGHHHGHGHGHGHHGHGHGHGHGI FORGOT TO BRING MY TABLET HOME
SHOULD I JUST BEG FOR A NEW ONE?
also, new clothes ftw.
edit:
AAAUUUUUUGGGGHHHGHHHGHGHGHGHHGHGHGHGHGI FORGOT TO BRING MY TABLET HOME
SHOULD I JUST BEG FOR A NEW ONE?
sorry guys
Posted 15 years agothat I've been so non-existent. I've just been really super busy, and really super stressed. I finished my first semester! Completely. But I'm not out of the playing field yet, gotta move into a different apartment tomorrow. Monday, I can go home Monday, and sleep for a week, which sounds awesome.
Um, found out I was one of two people who made an A in my special effects class, which made me happy. I also made an A in Anatomy and Anthropology.
I'd be more excited if I didn't feel so dead.
Um, was gonna finish some pictures this weekend, but my tablet's all packed away, so, alas, no. But maybe next week, after I go home, if I'm not, yanno, sleeping.
But yeah, see you guys in a couple days (moving so I won't really have the nets until I get home). Have a good weekend.
Um, found out I was one of two people who made an A in my special effects class, which made me happy. I also made an A in Anatomy and Anthropology.
I'd be more excited if I didn't feel so dead.
Um, was gonna finish some pictures this weekend, but my tablet's all packed away, so, alas, no. But maybe next week, after I go home, if I'm not, yanno, sleeping.
But yeah, see you guys in a couple days (moving so I won't really have the nets until I get home). Have a good weekend.
wow, he's a keeper.
Posted 15 years agoAlright so, I live in a dorm, and where my room is located, I can hear everyone who holds a conversation in both the living room and kitchen because I am situated between the two. My roomie who live across from me has her fiance living with her as well, and they make dinner every night.
It's always a huge affair with them, they make making dinner sound like the most important topic in the world. Especially her fiance.
But what cracks me up the most, is that the guy doesn't actually cook, but talks about how much he watches cooking shows, and how they do it, and what his girlfriend's doing wrong and that she should do it like them. And then there is his all-time favorite thing to bring up.
His mom.
His mom makes everything heavenly and mouth-watering, and from complete scratch! At least, that's how he makes it sound. Constantly, I hear, "well, mom does it like this-" or "My mom make the best-blahblah-and she does the whole deal, she makes the sauce, the -whatever- -whatever- no one's can top it."
To his fiance, while she's cooking for him.
But the greatest thing I've ever heard come out of her mouth one night was:
him-"Maybe you should turn it over before that, babe, it might burn. Oh, it's gonna burn, use this sauce, but massage it in lightly and turn it over gently-"
her-"Is that how yer mom does it?" -sarcastic-
him- -missing what she said- "huh?"
her- XD "nothing, babe."
It's always a huge affair with them, they make making dinner sound like the most important topic in the world. Especially her fiance.
But what cracks me up the most, is that the guy doesn't actually cook, but talks about how much he watches cooking shows, and how they do it, and what his girlfriend's doing wrong and that she should do it like them. And then there is his all-time favorite thing to bring up.
His mom.
His mom makes everything heavenly and mouth-watering, and from complete scratch! At least, that's how he makes it sound. Constantly, I hear, "well, mom does it like this-" or "My mom make the best-blahblah-and she does the whole deal, she makes the sauce, the -whatever- -whatever- no one's can top it."
To his fiance, while she's cooking for him.
But the greatest thing I've ever heard come out of her mouth one night was:
him-"Maybe you should turn it over before that, babe, it might burn. Oh, it's gonna burn, use this sauce, but massage it in lightly and turn it over gently-"
her-"Is that how yer mom does it?" -sarcastic-
him- -missing what she said- "huh?"
her- XD "nothing, babe."
Best Day Ever?
Posted 15 years agoWell, top 10 at the very least.
Today, I had my Cosmetology final, which included turning my model into a celebrity, then a race change. I'll post pictures later when I'm not feeling so lazy, but I am incredibly proud of myself.
Not only did I not get super nervous and have a conniption, but I got a high-five, handshake, HUG (fyi I love hugs), and a "big fat fucking A" from my teacher. It was awesome. And I really love how my make-up turned out. And it put me in an awesome mood for the rest of the day, I got a ton more hugs, including one from my sculpting teacher when he gave me a whole block of super sculpey for free. I died happily inside.
Then more good stuff happened and I took a lot of photos and I am just in a really good mood right now. <3
DINO MUSEUM IN THREE DAYS.
Today, I had my Cosmetology final, which included turning my model into a celebrity, then a race change. I'll post pictures later when I'm not feeling so lazy, but I am incredibly proud of myself.
Not only did I not get super nervous and have a conniption, but I got a high-five, handshake, HUG (fyi I love hugs), and a "big fat fucking A" from my teacher. It was awesome. And I really love how my make-up turned out. And it put me in an awesome mood for the rest of the day, I got a ton more hugs, including one from my sculpting teacher when he gave me a whole block of super sculpey for free. I died happily inside.
Then more good stuff happened and I took a lot of photos and I am just in a really good mood right now. <3
DINO MUSEUM IN THREE DAYS.
A day for moms.
Posted 15 years agoSo I'd figure I'd tell everyone just how much a freaking love my mom. Because I do, I have the single coolest mom on the face of the planet, seriously. I love her to death.
And she's always put up with a lot of weird shit from me, and let me have the freedoms I had. Because of that, I think I turned out pretty damn well.
So thanks mom, for being the coolest cat out there. I love you.
And she's always put up with a lot of weird shit from me, and let me have the freedoms I had. Because of that, I think I turned out pretty damn well.
So thanks mom, for being the coolest cat out there. I love you.
I had my boobs molded today.
Posted 15 years agoyep, exactly as that sounds.
on another note, I've been doing nothing else but sculpting for a few days. No matter what I've done, there was sculpting involved. and I will finish this damn thing tonight! so that I can turn it in tomorrow and get it photographed. yes yes yes. then start on my mythological.
I also got a suit and shit for my cosmo partner today. full suit, 3 bucks. St. Vincent de Paul? I love you.