It seems I have let down a fairly large amount of people. I'm sorry to all of you. Mostly Thera. Things were never supposed to end like this. I'm very sorry. I hoped I could make amends for my ignorance and selfishness, but I dont think I can. Truly, I hope things go more pleasingly in the future, all of you.

I'v been successfully going to a psychologist, and its been going fairly well. She and I have agreed on my current course of action, as in staying away from people I have emotional connections to. I am happy to announce that as a christmas present, I will be travelling to Edmonton to visit my darling Thera. If anyone would like a small visit at that time, you should probably contact me about it :3

Also, I would like to say thank you for those that have continued talking to me through the last months. Some have stopped, and this is perfectly fine, as I am sure it quite the annoyance. I completely understand.

Another piece of news. I'v been promoted to the general manager of my work location! For those of you who knew how frustrating and many hours I put in there, this is a very happy time for me. I have been on the lookout for purchasing a home to live in. Figured it is time to move up in the world! Hopefully, some of you who live in the same city as me, could give me a suggestion :p

I am quite happy to declare that I feel quite confident today :p I ate a hamburger, and never felt better, and rode my bike! I have been quite busy as of late, and wish to apologize to any who have been wondering where I am. Expecially Thera -_-; I'm sorry!
To those of you who actually read my journals, hope everything in each of your lives is going well, and I plan on making an appearance for allll of you before christmas. Consider it my gift. I'v been convinced to go to some light therapy to help with my anxiety, so I can better heal, and come to meet all of you!

I have a mate, yes. Her name is Thera, and she is awesome. I am still in a troubled state, and do not wish to be interacting with people at this time.
She is has agreed that this is a good idea considering whats gone on, and is willing to wait for me. This is the sign of a perfect mate <3
My friends who have been accepting of my anxiety flaws, I thank you deeply.
Enjoy any poetry I happen to post, and if you have any concerns or suggestions (or request) Just leave me a message!

Loves you Thera <3

I have just gotten on here, and I have no drawing artistic skill to speak of, so my primary works of art will be in writing and poetry (giggles) First off.

1. I will be taking free commissions for stories to be written. Page limits are 6 pages. Prerequisites are a basic description of your fursona, and 4 plot devises you wish to include into the story. These could include (fantasy, steampunk, specific fetish, mature, romance, horror, or specific elements you may wish to include) But a minimum of 4 descriptive devices must be included at minimum.

2. I will not be doing poetic commissions. I only write poetry when it comes from my heart, so please do not ask :3

3. If you do not find my commissioning request reasonable, do not comment :p Its free, so lets just try and accept it as a kindness!

And thank you all to have been kind to me on the site so far, and make me feel accepted!