best work i've done in all my time on this earth...the pay sucks but i feel good with what i do......Hours suck...11 hours a day with a 3 hour commute both ways...but hey its finally friday! Maybe i'll get some writing done tonight

what to write who to use...whats the plot...who the hell knows
Probally more seed of the taint

cause im silly and stuff and a good artist needs some time in spot light

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1886648/
http://gorillaz.com/evangelist/detail?d=2890

Anxiety and sadness is what I feel right now and no im not being emo or needy as im sure some people have been thinking when I write these little updates.

Anxiety comes from the tests and the fact I must wait so long in suspense to see how I do….also I did my last test today flat TSSA mig. The cap was lovely but the root penetration was a bit lacking but I hope it will bend ok.

Sadness….well that comes the fact that tomorrow (Friday) is my last day and I really don’t want it to end. My teacher as well as a few classmates have voice their wishes for me to stay longer sadly government and the head of the school won’t have it. I know for sure though I’ll be choosing that school for any future education or testing.

In closing any of you local fluffs whom read this…Toronto area and even Hamilton area keep your ears open for welding ops. The biggest thing about job hunting these days is networking….and you all are part of it.

Myep as the title says I passed my government test....now I’m legally certified in structural welds done in the flat position......least for 6 months if I don't find work for it. Now its horizontal position and sadly between slag inclusions and other issues I’m worried about my test this Wednesday. Oh well least I;ve not set myself on fire and my teacher has faith in me I guess I just gotta master it tomorrow.

So....tommorows the big day i test for my flat position certification. My Teacher says i will do fine and that i need to stop anaylzing my own welds and let him do it. Also says that im ready i just need to relax. Everyone tells me the same and i can see it being said more then once in comments but i feel nervous as hell one of my main problems has only JUST started smoothing out and even then it still carrys flaws. Yet i also know if i push myself to hard and don't relax i will fail for sure. Bleh maybe i'll just game hard tonight and go to bed early and least cut fatigue from the list of variables.


but hey...least im not on fire eh?

You entered: Joshua James Winterle

There are 19 letters in your name.
Those 19 letters total to 75
There are 8 vowels and 11 consonants in your name.

What your first name means:
Hebrew Male Jehovah is generous. Jehovah saves. In the Old Testament, Joshua was chosen to succeed Moses as leader of the Israelites for their journey to the Promised Land.
Biblical Male A savior; a deliverer

Your number is: 3

The characteristics of #3 are: Expression, verbalization, socialization, the arts, the joy of living.

The expression or destiny for #3:
An Expression of 3 produces a quest for destiny with words along a variety of lines that may include writing, speaking, singing, acting or teaching; our entertainers, writers, litigators, teachers, salesmen, and composers. You also have the destiny to sell yourself or sell just about any product that comes along. You are imaginative in your presentation, and you may have creative talents in the arts, although these are more likely to be latent. You are an optimistic person that seems ever enthusiastic about life and living. You are friendly, loving and social, and people like you because you are charming and such a good conversationalist. Your ability to communicate may often inspire others. It is your role in life to inspire and motivate; to raise the spirits of those around you.

The negative side of number 3 Expression is superficiality. You may tend to scatter your forces and simply be too easygoing. It is advisable for the negative 3 to avoid dwelling on trivial matters, especially gossip.

Your Soul Urge number is: 8

A Soul Urge number of 8 means:
With an 8 soul urge, you have a natural flair for big business and the challenges imposed by the commercial world. Power, status and success are very important to you. You have strong urges to supervise, organize and lead. Material desires are also very pronounced. You have good executive abilities, and with these, confidence, energy and ambition.

Your mind is analytical and judgment sound; you're a good judge of material values and also human character. Self-controlled, you rarely let emotions cloud judgment. You are somewhat of an organizer at heart, and you like to keep those beneath you organized and on a proper track. This is a personality that wants to lead, not follow. You want to be known for your planning ability and solid judgment.

The negative aspects of the 8 soul urge are the often dominating and exacting attitude. You may have a tendency to be very rigid, sometimes stubborn.

Your Inner Dream number is: 4

An Inner Dream number of 4 means:
You dream of being a very solid citizen that people can depend upon. You strive for organization and predictable order. You want to be recognized as a person with a plan and the discipline to make that plan work like clockwork.

Seems acccurate in places but then again it is just a website meme so might not be

Found on http://www.paulsadowski.org/NameData.asp
seen on the journal of Silves Rain

So yeah test wasn't to big....took me 2 hours to do tho......had to leave 3 questions blank cause i was totally stumped on them after staring at them for 20 minutes each.


so yeah only got 90%




And now i run like hell to avoid the bops and bricks

Aye so 1 week since i started at this trade school and today is the last day of blueprinting....thats right i sat through an entire week straight of blueprinting. I learned and Re learned more things in 1 week then i did in my whole time at college. I fear getting my head knocked else it explodes like the old pilsbury pizza pop commericals.

and now the TEST!!!!

Wooo im really hoping this all pays off in the end!

*scampers for subway*

SO yeah i've just returned from an awesome outting. First i visited a welding school thats like 20 minute transit ride from home. I was accepted!!!.....fucking eh! then on my ways back i stumbled across a bakery that sells bloody tasty bread pudding no raisins like i love it. Also they sold banana pop which i love a lot!. So i have to get some....sadly im 50 cents short....but the woman gives it to me anyways!!!!!

so yeah
excepted in trade school....again! Wooo more education!
found tasty food and drink FUCKING AWESOME NOM NOM NOM
Gonna get more experience with my chosen field and get assistance finding placement when im done......WOOOO!

I"VE BEEN FUNDED not only did i get funding i set a record for the government office!

1 hour between submitting request and acceptance!

IM GOING BACCCCKK!

So today holds two bitter sweet tear jerking moments. First today i am 25.....25 years i have lived through times happy and sad. Trials Passed....friends gained and lost...hires and fires of work (thankfully only a few firings). With all that is behind me now so much brighter ahead of me...two loving mates...a future in my career hopefully obtained with bravery. Today was also my last day of my current job. A day where i found out more people liked me then i thought.....i'll not miss the job so much the people i worked with.....sigh

25 and looking ahead....must keep the chin up and keep walking

so yeah trying to get some new music but its so damn hard to find good stuff....i need like epic music somthing that has power to it. Decent techno that aids with trancing helps as well.

examples are as followed
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iGzMIQT1MeE&playnext_from=TL&videos=MaeNxUDON4o
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_MM_Q0nfaG0&playnext_from=TL&videos=7umJ4JvXbqg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fc56moy0poA&playnext_from=TL&videos=gfxA4b944TQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k52HCHOSpr0&playnext_from=TL&videos=9Y6heP4at9o

so yeah post your links in your comments....all useful links will get a big wolfy hug and wet kisses if not a place or appearence in possible works of fiction in the future.

PLease haalp

THANK YOU!

woot a new computer raver means i can start getting back to normality and maybe do more writing...woot red foxes are awesome specially the ones i hold close

Man kinda sucks that the commission part of the profiles down work

But anyways YES I TAKE COMMISIONS even though I’m not an artist of pictures I am one of words!. Sure a picture tells a hundred words but I write in the thousands...and with more detail at times. I’m thinking about 15 Canadian would be about right for my skill and time. I can write basically anything....from tame to gross stuff (not a poke just a personal dislike tis all) though might have to charge a few more dollars if asked to write a really rancid story.

oh yes I also do trades....last one got me a really cute piece of work

Well recently after commenting on a picture I should not have that was obviously meant to troll. The artist asked me an interesting quest.

"who am I" well that got me thinking...I know Who I am...but do people know who I am...so the question is now asked to all you people whom watch me, whom talk to me in my daily life, whom have taken the time to sit down and read some of my crummy writing (personal feeling)

"Who am I to you?....what do I mean to you. Share a story share a memory for in the end it is truly “who you are” but “who you are” to your peers and family.

aight after through i've decided on prices.

20 bucks for normal stories that include minor fetishes like vore, babyfur, mostly tame stuff

30 bucks for hard fetishes like scat and hyperness (aye their hard to me i do neither myself but can write it)

I determine what your story counts as what and pricing will talked about in the planning phase.

Paying: right now im very happy with just using paypal its working nicely so i don't see and issue with changing it. So far the commissions i have done have been paid on completion and people have been honest and good about paying me promptly however if it does occur once or twice that people to screw me over i will be switching to pay before start.

completion time: it normally only takes me a few hours to write up your story and i take pride in doing such

questions: well this section is not so much for me to fill but for you to fill feel free to message me over msn yim or even drop me a note.

i know i've said this before but i've officially cleaned the pipes and now ready to work away on stories but i don't really know how much i should charge for commisions so i guess i say my stats

time normally takes to write storie: about 2-3 hours but can only write when its dark...i dunno im odd i guess

average story length: approx 4-5 pages

content of stories: i've found myself to be quite flexible so my ability to write content is really not all that hard

defects: my grammer seems to suck however im told its getting much better and most people enjoy my work despite somtimes long winded sentences or hiccups of grammer

so yeah simple set of stats if any of you lovely people out there wanna toss me a constructive idea,comment or even questions feel free to do so

thanks ^^

after a while of thought and reading over i've decided to post some of my works dispite how horrid i think some of them are. My goal is to eventually show that furry literature does not always need smut to be readable (althought i agree is fuels a plot nicely at times)

So yeah enjoy comment...be merry and all that jazz

Hehe hey guys im just a few days away from posting alil content....nothing uber new or great just some old small stories and a few mini novels to be.

sadly however i cannot find a bloody decent word processor but luckily i have a few willing editors


so yeah thats about it

woof ^^