Benny - Another Victim of Bastards on the Internet
Posted 6 months agoHey!
Not nice talking this time I'm afraid.
You know on my gallery there are lot of works I commissioned at
gepredators, right? Currently, I can't commission him anymore 'cause... let's say I failed him as a customer but we're still friends... and now Benny's a friend in need... 🙁
Some people who pretended they're asking him for commission, turned out as bots who robbed him for lot of money from his savings. More details are here from Benny himself:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11102845/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11103156/
I remember sometime ago I wrote similar thing about
yuski:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10827049/
For quick reminder! His mom was a victim of scam which caused her losing a lot of money so he decided to help her. However, as the result, now he deals with financial issues as commissions, like in Benny's case, are the only source of income.
Examples of these both artists show us we have to be more than just careful nowodays. Currenty, if you never had to deal with a bot/scammer, it means you live under the stone with no connection with Internet or... you're very, VERY lucky person. If about me, from time to time I get emails from scammers who try to rob me but fortunately, at least for now, I turn out as aware enough to avoid their shit. Another thing is on DA I started to get PMs from bots who claim they're "amazed" by my artwork I commission and they would like to offer me their commission service... and those PMs looked quite believable! 😮 Fortunately, I noticed in time somethiong's wrong. Also, who the hell offers people commissions via PMs?
Anyway, if you wanna help Benny but you have no money, you can always spread his messages about his current situation. He's a great artists with stunning looking artwork and a very nice people as well. He doesn't deserve at all for what just happened to him.
Not nice talking this time I'm afraid.
You know on my gallery there are lot of works I commissioned at

Some people who pretended they're asking him for commission, turned out as bots who robbed him for lot of money from his savings. More details are here from Benny himself:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11102845/
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11103156/
I remember sometime ago I wrote similar thing about

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10827049/
For quick reminder! His mom was a victim of scam which caused her losing a lot of money so he decided to help her. However, as the result, now he deals with financial issues as commissions, like in Benny's case, are the only source of income.
Examples of these both artists show us we have to be more than just careful nowodays. Currenty, if you never had to deal with a bot/scammer, it means you live under the stone with no connection with Internet or... you're very, VERY lucky person. If about me, from time to time I get emails from scammers who try to rob me but fortunately, at least for now, I turn out as aware enough to avoid their shit. Another thing is on DA I started to get PMs from bots who claim they're "amazed" by my artwork I commission and they would like to offer me their commission service... and those PMs looked quite believable! 😮 Fortunately, I noticed in time somethiong's wrong. Also, who the hell offers people commissions via PMs?
Anyway, if you wanna help Benny but you have no money, you can always spread his messages about his current situation. He's a great artists with stunning looking artwork and a very nice people as well. He doesn't deserve at all for what just happened to him.
Failed Trust
Posted 7 months agoI assume everybody knows that feeling that despite of your friends' warnings you trusted someone who eventually fails you, right? Well, let's say recently I made this mistake.
The person who failed me, just turned out as a one who, at best, seems to not know who's friend and who's foe and at worst... well, some people are actually friends for them as other ones - foes.
Even though many people overreacted when it comes to warnings about that person, it doesn't mean they didn't have a right at all. The thing I'm still learning, is that this freaking world we live, is not black and white so nothing is simple as it seems.
Anyway, I hope despite of this disappointment I'm still gonna be able wake up like I did today and do everyday and just living my life...
The person who failed me, just turned out as a one who, at best, seems to not know who's friend and who's foe and at worst... well, some people are actually friends for them as other ones - foes.
Even though many people overreacted when it comes to warnings about that person, it doesn't mean they didn't have a right at all. The thing I'm still learning, is that this freaking world we live, is not black and white so nothing is simple as it seems.
Anyway, I hope despite of this disappointment I'm still gonna be able wake up like I did today and do everyday and just living my life...
Trump Won... and I'm Fucking OK With That!
Posted 11 months agoAnd I'm saying these words - a girl who if she was American, she would definitely vote for Harris so you don't have a right to call me a traitor or something like that, OK?
I'm stop kidding now!
8 years ago, when Donald J Trump became the 45th President of the United States after defeating Hillary Clinton in the 2016 election, well... I was mad af. For long time I just couldn't stand Trump as president. I was feeling like I hate him and I was afraid something very bad's gonna happen because of him. His first cadention passed and guess what? I survived. So why the hell I wouldn't be able to survive another one?
Today, I didn't make the same "mistake" like 8 years ago and this time I wasn't surprised by another Trump's win at all. On the contrary, I had a feeling Trump's gonna win this year's election. Seems like my feminine intuition didn't fail me once more I guess.
I aware many people afraid Trump, think he's some monster, etc. OK they have a right to think that way (at least as long as it's not gonna end up with another assassination). Anyway, I'm not gonna be a one of those people and prefer to have hope president Trump 2.0 is not the end of the world like president Trump 1.0 wasn't the end of the world then.
Remember! I really wanted Harris winning the election but well... I guess USA in 2024 isn't ready yet for the first female president in its history.
I'm stop kidding now!
8 years ago, when Donald J Trump became the 45th President of the United States after defeating Hillary Clinton in the 2016 election, well... I was mad af. For long time I just couldn't stand Trump as president. I was feeling like I hate him and I was afraid something very bad's gonna happen because of him. His first cadention passed and guess what? I survived. So why the hell I wouldn't be able to survive another one?
Today, I didn't make the same "mistake" like 8 years ago and this time I wasn't surprised by another Trump's win at all. On the contrary, I had a feeling Trump's gonna win this year's election. Seems like my feminine intuition didn't fail me once more I guess.
I aware many people afraid Trump, think he's some monster, etc. OK they have a right to think that way (at least as long as it's not gonna end up with another assassination). Anyway, I'm not gonna be a one of those people and prefer to have hope president Trump 2.0 is not the end of the world like president Trump 1.0 wasn't the end of the world then.
Remember! I really wanted Harris winning the election but well... I guess USA in 2024 isn't ready yet for the first female president in its history.
Our Site Just Survived (Another!) Serious Attack
Posted a year agoI'm happy to announce FA's officially back and it's safe to use it. However, that thing which happened to the site, was so terribble I can't describe with words and, of course, now we have an invastigation where FBI is involved as well. More details here (very recommend to read the whole thing like I did):
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10936501
I'm very sorry for Sciggles, Rita (Dragoneer's mother) and the entire FA team they still have to deal with such a shit and believe me, they deal with this shit from the very long time, probably even from the moment the site has been created - since 2005...
FA already had many DDoS attacks and incidents such as flooding the site with CP... Recently, the site's owner,
Dragoneer passed away because the American Healthcare System just let him die with keeping him waiting for the proper surgery instead of simple accepting him ASAP. Otherwise, he probably would be still with us... and now THIS. It was like that bastard who hijacked the site and the Twitter account as well, just waited for Dragoneer's death 'cause they thought without the leader FA became a perfect target which can be easily destroyed.
Fortunately, that asshole was very, VERY wrong and I really hope the justice is gonna catch them sooner or later.
Long live the FA!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10936501
I'm very sorry for Sciggles, Rita (Dragoneer's mother) and the entire FA team they still have to deal with such a shit and believe me, they deal with this shit from the very long time, probably even from the moment the site has been created - since 2005...
FA already had many DDoS attacks and incidents such as flooding the site with CP... Recently, the site's owner,

Fortunately, that asshole was very, VERY wrong and I really hope the justice is gonna catch them sooner or later.
Long live the FA!
Saving Fur Affinity
Posted a year agoAfter watching this heartbreaking message from Sciggles who's
dragoneer's best friend (https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10930973/), I realized how tragic the situation actually is now.
It was fucking hard to read Sciggle's message and watch how much is she suffering. I believe writing this was for her like reaching the top of the Mount Everest. Can't even imagine how destroyed is she now...
I have no doubt Dragoneer's sudden loss ruined his family, friends and FA team mentally but it also ruined them financially which forced Sciggles, Rita (Dragoneer's mother) and FA team for establishing a fundraising on GoFundMe. I've got mad and thought "How fucking unfair is this! If American healthcare system wasn't such a joke, Dragoneer probably would be still with us and yet, not only that he's dead but all these people have to pay such a big money and one of things they've been left with, are those fucking medical expenses while the treatment eventually didn't help at all 'cause it was already too late!".
Fortunately, bad news ends here...
The goal on GoFundMe for Dragoneer, his mother and FA itself, has been reached just in couple of hours which is just amazing (when I'm writing these words, 99,920$ raised of 75,000$ goal with 1,4K donors). I feel a big relief! I'm sure the community won't let this site die and won't let Dragoneer being forgotten either. I also made a donation despite of the fact I wasn't able to give more than pitiful 25 bucks but I just couldn't pretend nothing happened. The site and the community are dealing with the greatest tragedy in their story.
I never reffered myself as a furry but Fur Affinity allows me for uploading content I couldn't upload on the other sites like DA for example. Don't wanna try to imagine what would happen to all of us if the site has been closed. I'm so glad that fundraising for Dragoneer and FA works so much...

It was fucking hard to read Sciggle's message and watch how much is she suffering. I believe writing this was for her like reaching the top of the Mount Everest. Can't even imagine how destroyed is she now...
I have no doubt Dragoneer's sudden loss ruined his family, friends and FA team mentally but it also ruined them financially which forced Sciggles, Rita (Dragoneer's mother) and FA team for establishing a fundraising on GoFundMe. I've got mad and thought "How fucking unfair is this! If American healthcare system wasn't such a joke, Dragoneer probably would be still with us and yet, not only that he's dead but all these people have to pay such a big money and one of things they've been left with, are those fucking medical expenses while the treatment eventually didn't help at all 'cause it was already too late!".
Fortunately, bad news ends here...
The goal on GoFundMe for Dragoneer, his mother and FA itself, has been reached just in couple of hours which is just amazing (when I'm writing these words, 99,920$ raised of 75,000$ goal with 1,4K donors). I feel a big relief! I'm sure the community won't let this site die and won't let Dragoneer being forgotten either. I also made a donation despite of the fact I wasn't able to give more than pitiful 25 bucks but I just couldn't pretend nothing happened. The site and the community are dealing with the greatest tragedy in their story.
I never reffered myself as a furry but Fur Affinity allows me for uploading content I couldn't upload on the other sites like DA for example. Don't wanna try to imagine what would happen to all of us if the site has been closed. I'm so glad that fundraising for Dragoneer and FA works so much...
:-(
Posted a year agoGuys!
I feel... well, weird... *deep sigh*
I feel like Fur Affinity itself passed away in some sense. Some chapter just has been ended, you know. One thing is sure. The site is dealing the greatest tragedy in its history.
Thank you,
dragoneer for Fur Affinity which allowed me for uploding a content I couldn't upload on DA. At the same time I'm fucking upset the American care system which currently is a joke, didn't allow you to get a proper and immediate treatment. Otherwise, maybe you would be still with us but... shit happens I guess.
Rest In Peace...
I feel... well, weird... *deep sigh*
I feel like Fur Affinity itself passed away in some sense. Some chapter just has been ended, you know. One thing is sure. The site is dealing the greatest tragedy in its history.
Thank you,

Rest In Peace...
Pride Month and... Small Life Update
Posted a year agoGuys!
Tomorrow (or today if you live in countries such as Japan for example) Pride Month begins and... I'm not so happy about it despite of being queer. 😕 Do I really have to explain why? Here we go then...
I can't be proud of the fact that currently Pride Month is a one big marketing action made by big corps (mostly those US ones but not only such a ones unfortunately) which pretend they care about LGBTQ+ community while the only thing they care about, is money and after June... the same companies are like there never was such a thing like Pride Month. Isn't it sad? Also, corps which are already sick with woke culture like Disney for example, seem to be extra boosted by this month in being even worse than they already are. I feel like I had enough of this shit which happens year after year. It's freaking exhausting!
Quick explanation why's woke culture bad on Disney's example. Currently, the priority is not making a good movie but having at least a one queer character, no matter is the movie gonna be good or bad (the previous year showed us such a movies eventually turned out as bad).
Now, my life update segment starts...
On June 5 (this Wednesday), I'm gonna have my very first meeting with psychiatrist who will help me to find out am I a trans-woman or not. Can't say how many meetings are needed to eventually establish my identity yet. Anyway, I'm damn excited as it's a very important case for me. I'm freaking 34, right? I'm not gonna wait any longer for discovering the truth about myself.
Stay tuned, guys... 😉
Tomorrow (or today if you live in countries such as Japan for example) Pride Month begins and... I'm not so happy about it despite of being queer. 😕 Do I really have to explain why? Here we go then...
I can't be proud of the fact that currently Pride Month is a one big marketing action made by big corps (mostly those US ones but not only such a ones unfortunately) which pretend they care about LGBTQ+ community while the only thing they care about, is money and after June... the same companies are like there never was such a thing like Pride Month. Isn't it sad? Also, corps which are already sick with woke culture like Disney for example, seem to be extra boosted by this month in being even worse than they already are. I feel like I had enough of this shit which happens year after year. It's freaking exhausting!
Quick explanation why's woke culture bad on Disney's example. Currently, the priority is not making a good movie but having at least a one queer character, no matter is the movie gonna be good or bad (the previous year showed us such a movies eventually turned out as bad).
Now, my life update segment starts...
On June 5 (this Wednesday), I'm gonna have my very first meeting with psychiatrist who will help me to find out am I a trans-woman or not. Can't say how many meetings are needed to eventually establish my identity yet. Anyway, I'm damn excited as it's a very important case for me. I'm freaking 34, right? I'm not gonna wait any longer for discovering the truth about myself.
Stay tuned, guys... 😉
Zaslav (or I Had Enough of His Shit)!
Posted a year agoThe whole message about Zaslav and his actions are under THIS link 'cause it contains a content I can't upload here for some reason:
https://www.deviantart.com/janemj/s.....-we-1056738225
Anyway, currently feel like I'm never gonna accept such a mess Zaslav's done to us.
https://www.deviantart.com/janemj/s.....-we-1056738225
Anyway, currently feel like I'm never gonna accept such a mess Zaslav's done to us.
An Artist In Need!
Posted a year agoGuys!
I don't do that often but after a lot of time of thinking, I've eventually decided to help a person who's an artist and he needs commissions very badly.
This artist is Felipe Marcantonio AKA
yuski and this is what happened to him. Some time ago his mom was a victim of very pesky scam which made her lost much money. To help her, people in Felipe's family including himself gave her a financial support she needed that time. However, as the result of being good son, now Felipe deals with his own financial problems and only making commissions keep him living without any problems like being unable to pay debts for example.
In the past, I commissioned him many times. Even though we're never be a friends (Felipe is a very busy guy and not so talkative), I'm sure he would be very thankful for a support I'm trying to give him now. I feel like I'm kinda paying my very own debt towards him after asking him over and over again of pics he made for me. I can't rule commission him again in the future out.
If about Felipe as an artist he is, his artstyle is inspired mostly by Dragon Ball made by Akira Toriyama who passed away recently. In the other words, I can recommend him everyone who's a Dragon Ball fan. I'm sure in this case you can find a common language with him. 😉
I aware many of you may be unable to buy any commission but if so, you can always pass this message. It's gonna help Felipe too.
I don't do that often but after a lot of time of thinking, I've eventually decided to help a person who's an artist and he needs commissions very badly.
This artist is Felipe Marcantonio AKA

In the past, I commissioned him many times. Even though we're never be a friends (Felipe is a very busy guy and not so talkative), I'm sure he would be very thankful for a support I'm trying to give him now. I feel like I'm kinda paying my very own debt towards him after asking him over and over again of pics he made for me. I can't rule commission him again in the future out.
If about Felipe as an artist he is, his artstyle is inspired mostly by Dragon Ball made by Akira Toriyama who passed away recently. In the other words, I can recommend him everyone who's a Dragon Ball fan. I'm sure in this case you can find a common language with him. 😉
I aware many of you may be unable to buy any commission but if so, you can always pass this message. It's gonna help Felipe too.
Another Site's Dying...
Posted a year ago...thanks to Family Friendly Policy of payment corps such as PayPal, MasterCard or Visa. I believe many of you already know which one I'm talking about but for those ones who don't know that yet, I'm talking about Gumroad.
With March 13 they announced they're gonna ban NSFW content which (yup, you guessed that) forced NSFW artists for another migration. It's not the first case where some site bans such a content or makes rules about it stricter at best. I'm afraid it's not gonna be the last one either.
That's why I'm gonna share THIS message with you:
https://twitter.com/Pom_Poison/stat.....53517651546540
I truly believe this may help us to stop such a mess those companions I was talking about on the beginning, cause.
Don't hesitate to share this link to make this issue as visible as it possible!
With March 13 they announced they're gonna ban NSFW content which (yup, you guessed that) forced NSFW artists for another migration. It's not the first case where some site bans such a content or makes rules about it stricter at best. I'm afraid it's not gonna be the last one either.
That's why I'm gonna share THIS message with you:
https://twitter.com/Pom_Poison/stat.....53517651546540
I truly believe this may help us to stop such a mess those companions I was talking about on the beginning, cause.
Don't hesitate to share this link to make this issue as visible as it possible!
Toriyama...
Posted a year agoImagine, your childhood's dying (again!) 'cause you just learned that one of people who made it, passed away. This time I'm talking about the death of a person which is like a death of at least a couple of people at the same time... 🙁
Honestly, I've never been a special fan of Dragon Ball but let's face the facts. As a 90's kid, especially as a manga and anime fan at the same time, I would be ashamed if I hadn't known who's Akira Toriyama and which anime was airing on some channel in my country during late 90's and early 2000's (Fun Fact: In my country at that time, instead of making a local version of Dragon Ball Z, they just used a French version with their dub and they just added their lector to it).
A big loss and definitely too soon... 😔
Honestly, I've never been a special fan of Dragon Ball but let's face the facts. As a 90's kid, especially as a manga and anime fan at the same time, I would be ashamed if I hadn't known who's Akira Toriyama and which anime was airing on some channel in my country during late 90's and early 2000's (Fun Fact: In my country at that time, instead of making a local version of Dragon Ball Z, they just used a French version with their dub and they just added their lector to it).
A big loss and definitely too soon... 😔
My Job Contract Has Been Extended!
Posted 2 years agoHey, guys! 👋
I have awesome news for ya! My trial period of my job is gonna end with January 15 but it's definitely not gonna be my last day of my new job 'cause today your girl just signed a new contract. This time for... TWO YEARS, at least if I have to count since the half of this month but... just wow. 😮 I'm so happy I did it and made people from my new job really wanted me there. 😀
I'll just remind you that currently I'm working in some chain of Italian restaurants (can't tell too much of details for my own safety and privacy) as a cleaning helper since October 15. It's a new job after months of being jobless and that's why it's such a big deal for me.
I have awesome news for ya! My trial period of my job is gonna end with January 15 but it's definitely not gonna be my last day of my new job 'cause today your girl just signed a new contract. This time for... TWO YEARS, at least if I have to count since the half of this month but... just wow. 😮 I'm so happy I did it and made people from my new job really wanted me there. 😀
I'll just remind you that currently I'm working in some chain of Italian restaurants (can't tell too much of details for my own safety and privacy) as a cleaning helper since October 15. It's a new job after months of being jobless and that's why it's such a big deal for me.
Chris Pratt Just Did It Again
Posted 2 years agoI have a feeling some guys have a too big position in Hollywood. Recently, Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson proudly announced... a live-action remake of Moana - a Disney animation which had its premiere just seven freaking years ago. Get it? 🤦♀️ "The Rock" announcing such a remake wasn't any coincidence as he was a Maui's voice but it's not enough yet. He's gonna be Maui again but this time not just his voice. The problem is Disney seems to decide of making a remake of only a 7 year old animation just because of "The Rock".
I'm afraid now Chris Pratt seems to be a similar case as "The Rock" 'cause how can we explain in the other way the fact that just after replacing Mario's original voice actor we used to hear for years, he did exactly the same with Garfield's now? Excuse me but I don't think The Super Mario Bros. Movie became the biggest after Barbie commercial success this year because of Pratt voicing Mario. Meanwhile, Sony/Columbia (Garfield's creators) seem to not notice this and yup, here we go again but this time, instead of Mario we have Garfield. 😕
Why big companies do that to us?!? Now Hollywood seems to prefer to have a big names to put on their fucking posters instead of voices which just suit the characters when it comes to animations. Sure, this trend is started with Shrek from 2001 and the first actor who wasn't just a voice actor but gave his voice to animated character was Robin Williams as Genie in Aladdin from 1992 but in both cases it was good anyway. In Aladdin's case, Robin Williams wasn't just Genie's voice but the character has been created on the base of Robin Williams himself as he's even got his face as well. When it comes to Shrek, well... the characters of the movie NEVER got other voices than those actors'/celebrities' ones and they just suited perfectly to them, right?
Now I see everything's not under control anymore and people in Hollywood companies put big names everywhere they can, no matter will a one's voice suit to character or not. We have to have only a big names on those posters of PG rated family comedy cartoons for kids, even if we won't see those famous people's faces in such a movies anyway. For now, voice actors seem to be reduced for TV shows... 😞
I'm afraid now Chris Pratt seems to be a similar case as "The Rock" 'cause how can we explain in the other way the fact that just after replacing Mario's original voice actor we used to hear for years, he did exactly the same with Garfield's now? Excuse me but I don't think The Super Mario Bros. Movie became the biggest after Barbie commercial success this year because of Pratt voicing Mario. Meanwhile, Sony/Columbia (Garfield's creators) seem to not notice this and yup, here we go again but this time, instead of Mario we have Garfield. 😕
Why big companies do that to us?!? Now Hollywood seems to prefer to have a big names to put on their fucking posters instead of voices which just suit the characters when it comes to animations. Sure, this trend is started with Shrek from 2001 and the first actor who wasn't just a voice actor but gave his voice to animated character was Robin Williams as Genie in Aladdin from 1992 but in both cases it was good anyway. In Aladdin's case, Robin Williams wasn't just Genie's voice but the character has been created on the base of Robin Williams himself as he's even got his face as well. When it comes to Shrek, well... the characters of the movie NEVER got other voices than those actors'/celebrities' ones and they just suited perfectly to them, right?
Now I see everything's not under control anymore and people in Hollywood companies put big names everywhere they can, no matter will a one's voice suit to character or not. We have to have only a big names on those posters of PG rated family comedy cartoons for kids, even if we won't see those famous people's faces in such a movies anyway. For now, voice actors seem to be reduced for TV shows... 😞
I Hate Helping People With Depression!
Posted 2 years agoIt's not because I don't wanna help them but the illness makes them not letting us help them. Can you even imagine how is this fucking tragic?!? 😞
Finally...
Posted 2 years agoHey guys!
Since May I was jobless. That's right! I said "I WAS" 'cause your girl FINALLY got a new job! 😃 For my own safety and privacy I'm not gonna tell too many details but I can tell I'm a worker of some pizzeria chain which just debuted in my country and has a one and the only local I'm gonna work in which has been opened... just above week ago (on September 29 exactly). Would you believe that?!? 😮 😲
Tomorrow I'm gonna fulfill the papers and this Wednesday it's my first day on my new job. I can't even describe how happy I am 'cause I was waiting quite long, wasn't I?
If you're wondering how could I have money for commissions during that time when I was jobless, that's because of my relatives and their support. ❤️ 🥰 I'm so happy and thankful for them 'cause I'm sure without them I would go mad.
Now it's time to remind myself what's the feeling of having your very own money... 😉
Since May I was jobless. That's right! I said "I WAS" 'cause your girl FINALLY got a new job! 😃 For my own safety and privacy I'm not gonna tell too many details but I can tell I'm a worker of some pizzeria chain which just debuted in my country and has a one and the only local I'm gonna work in which has been opened... just above week ago (on September 29 exactly). Would you believe that?!? 😮 😲
Tomorrow I'm gonna fulfill the papers and this Wednesday it's my first day on my new job. I can't even describe how happy I am 'cause I was waiting quite long, wasn't I?
If you're wondering how could I have money for commissions during that time when I was jobless, that's because of my relatives and their support. ❤️ 🥰 I'm so happy and thankful for them 'cause I'm sure without them I would go mad.
Now it's time to remind myself what's the feeling of having your very own money... 😉
Pantless Characters, Pantless Characters Everywhere!
Posted 2 years agoI've never said that before but lack of pants at most of male anthro cartoon characters who wear clothes, annoys me! 😡 Couldn't Donald Duck stay as the only character who doesn't wear them?
Rhino
Posted 2 years agoFor me Rhino from Spider-Man in the comics and animation from 90's looks like a naked guy covered in gray paint except his face... and yet, kids (including me when I was a one) used to watch him this way on TV cartoon.
UPDATE: My ISP Is NOT Damaged!
Posted 2 years agoToday I realized I just connected the internet cable incorrectly (recently we've started to disconnect our internet every time we're out because of potential storms) and that was the real reason our ISP didn't work. Of course, I already cancelled repairing service and the guy told me I must be sure I've connected everything correctly before I'll report a damage.
I feel so stupid... 🤦♀️
I feel so stupid... 🤦♀️
Fucking Bastards!
Posted 2 years agoI live in a small country with my mom. In the previous year, we changed our ISP into a one which offers fiber optic internet.
Today (Friday) our new service has been damaged for the very first time so currently it must be repaired. There's a one big problem - they don't repair their ISP on weekends. 🤦♀️ That means every time our ISP stops working on Friday, we'll have a whole weekend offline.
Currently I use mobile connection AKA LTE and I'm so glad because of that 'cause otherwise I would be fucked up. If I remember that correct, our previous ISP could be repaired on weekends as well. I just can't believe now we have to deal with such a shit! 😡
Bastards! 🤬
Today (Friday) our new service has been damaged for the very first time so currently it must be repaired. There's a one big problem - they don't repair their ISP on weekends. 🤦♀️ That means every time our ISP stops working on Friday, we'll have a whole weekend offline.
Currently I use mobile connection AKA LTE and I'm so glad because of that 'cause otherwise I would be fucked up. If I remember that correct, our previous ISP could be repaired on weekends as well. I just can't believe now we have to deal with such a shit! 😡
Bastards! 🤬
I've Had Enough!!!
Posted 2 years agoPeople can be SO annoying!
Recently, under my screenshots I have on DA, people write as comments quotes/lines from the cartoons those screenshots show. Damn! These things are NOT comments! If those people have nothing to say, let they just don't write me there, OK? I remove EVERY such a "comment" on DA 'cause it's useless for me.
Recently, under my screenshots I have on DA, people write as comments quotes/lines from the cartoons those screenshots show. Damn! These things are NOT comments! If those people have nothing to say, let they just don't write me there, OK? I remove EVERY such a "comment" on DA 'cause it's useless for me.
I'm Officially Jobless Now...
Posted 2 years agoSo yeah, my contract with Starbucks just passed. Now I'm seeking for a new job. Hope it won't take it too long. I believe in myself and know my value. It's just a matter of time I'll get another job...
...
Posted 2 years agoJust wanted to tell everything between me and
gepredators is fine now! Even though I won't get any pic from him anymore, I'm so glad I can still have a relationship with this guy. ^^

I'm Losing My Job...
Posted 2 years agoHey, guys!
A very importan announcement from me!
I already know about it since the end of February but now I feel ready to tell you about it. After almost two years of work, I'm leaving Starbucks. They told me they're not able to extend my current contract with them and here's why...
It's all becasue of the economy of the local I worked since November (earlier I worked in another one but decided to change it on my own because of too many guests there [it was in the capital's center]). They've decided to remove a work place called Lobby Worker who I was and now only barists will stay there. When I was talking about it with my colleagues from my job, they said our local earns not so much money. In the other words, I'm no longer needed there...
Normally, they would move me into another local in the city but unfortunately, currently there's not such a possibility so they asked me to take all free days I had as they're just not able to extend my contract. Yesterday, it was my last day there and said "Goodbye" to everyone who was in work with me that day. Even though according to my contract, my last day of work is April 30, now I'm using my free days which left as my bosses asked me to do it.
I'm totally reconciled with my current situation, especially that actually it's not very bad. I still have a secondary job as an Educator who shares with teachers and parents a knowledge about autism (I'm autistic) and it's gonna take till the end of June. Some woman from a foundation which takes care about people with autism and is the biggest and the very first one (since 1990) in my country, asks me from time to time for being a co-host at events where also share a knowledge about such a disorder as in my country I'm a self-advocate of people with ASD and I'm damn thankful for her because of that. I'm gonna get my last salary from Starbucks only on the beginning of May. Not even to mention about my savings. When I was losing my job in Pizza Hut during the pandemic in April 2020, I could only dream about such a great situation I have now!
Now I'm seeking for another job. Also... damn! I'm freaking 33 and I'm awared I shouldn't work in such places like Starbucks for a minimal salary with all those people who are just 18-20 and leave this job almost as fast as they appear. Before I left my job in Starbucks, even though I look much younger, I was feeling almost like an old lady among that bunch of "kiddos". In the other words, I hope I'll finally get a job I REALLY deserve. I know my value and I'm awared nobody will live for work in gastronomy. Sure, I have such a luck my mom is able to maintain me and she gives me a home but... it's not gonna take forever, right? Sooner or later I'll need a financial independence I don't have yet. Otherwise, I would live in misery if not be dead.
So yeah, maybe it's freaking great I'm leaving Starbucks. Maybe it's time to open another chapter in my life. A really good one...
A very importan announcement from me!
I already know about it since the end of February but now I feel ready to tell you about it. After almost two years of work, I'm leaving Starbucks. They told me they're not able to extend my current contract with them and here's why...
It's all becasue of the economy of the local I worked since November (earlier I worked in another one but decided to change it on my own because of too many guests there [it was in the capital's center]). They've decided to remove a work place called Lobby Worker who I was and now only barists will stay there. When I was talking about it with my colleagues from my job, they said our local earns not so much money. In the other words, I'm no longer needed there...
Normally, they would move me into another local in the city but unfortunately, currently there's not such a possibility so they asked me to take all free days I had as they're just not able to extend my contract. Yesterday, it was my last day there and said "Goodbye" to everyone who was in work with me that day. Even though according to my contract, my last day of work is April 30, now I'm using my free days which left as my bosses asked me to do it.
I'm totally reconciled with my current situation, especially that actually it's not very bad. I still have a secondary job as an Educator who shares with teachers and parents a knowledge about autism (I'm autistic) and it's gonna take till the end of June. Some woman from a foundation which takes care about people with autism and is the biggest and the very first one (since 1990) in my country, asks me from time to time for being a co-host at events where also share a knowledge about such a disorder as in my country I'm a self-advocate of people with ASD and I'm damn thankful for her because of that. I'm gonna get my last salary from Starbucks only on the beginning of May. Not even to mention about my savings. When I was losing my job in Pizza Hut during the pandemic in April 2020, I could only dream about such a great situation I have now!
Now I'm seeking for another job. Also... damn! I'm freaking 33 and I'm awared I shouldn't work in such places like Starbucks for a minimal salary with all those people who are just 18-20 and leave this job almost as fast as they appear. Before I left my job in Starbucks, even though I look much younger, I was feeling almost like an old lady among that bunch of "kiddos". In the other words, I hope I'll finally get a job I REALLY deserve. I know my value and I'm awared nobody will live for work in gastronomy. Sure, I have such a luck my mom is able to maintain me and she gives me a home but... it's not gonna take forever, right? Sooner or later I'll need a financial independence I don't have yet. Otherwise, I would live in misery if not be dead.
So yeah, maybe it's freaking great I'm leaving Starbucks. Maybe it's time to open another chapter in my life. A really good one...
International Women's Day
Posted 2 years agoAs you know, today is the International Women's Day. This is a perfect occasion for me to tell you about my thoughts associated with this day...
From a couple of months, I started to refer myself as a trans woman. Before that, first, I used to "pretend" I'm a girl, at least online, then I've decided to make coming out and started to refer as a person who IRL is a guy who's gay or a girl in guy's body. However, when someday I realized I don't need to have any surgery, hormones and anything associated with transition done to refer myself according to gender I feel in my head, finally I could start to tell about myself in the right way... so yeah, I'm a trans woman!
Even if IRL I still have a male body, even if I still have a dick and balls between my legs, and even if I still have to feel my sexual pleasure like a guy, I have a right to refer myself as woman. Cis or trans, it should NOT matter!
You may think "If you eventually refer yourself as a trans girl, why IRL are you still officially a guy?". And now the saddest part of today's story begins... 🙁
My country, Poland, is the most homophobic and transphobic country in EU. If about Europe, worse situation is only in such a countries like Russia and Belarus. However, while I live in such a homophobic and transphobic country, at the same time I live around its capital, Warsaw which is one of the most if not the most tolerant city in my country when it comes to LGBT people. I feel so lucky becuase of that and gives me some light of hope in all this shit I just mentioned about. The president of my country dehumanizes LGBT people by calling them an "ideology". The president of my country's capital actually supports LGBT people and wants to protect them as he can. From the one hand, it shows how shitty situation is in my country for people like me but from the other hand, it shows not everything's lost yet.
I'm glad I can be myself here on FA, especially most of you are LGBT people. 😉
I wish, sooner or later I could celebrate Women's Day too...
From a couple of months, I started to refer myself as a trans woman. Before that, first, I used to "pretend" I'm a girl, at least online, then I've decided to make coming out and started to refer as a person who IRL is a guy who's gay or a girl in guy's body. However, when someday I realized I don't need to have any surgery, hormones and anything associated with transition done to refer myself according to gender I feel in my head, finally I could start to tell about myself in the right way... so yeah, I'm a trans woman!
Even if IRL I still have a male body, even if I still have a dick and balls between my legs, and even if I still have to feel my sexual pleasure like a guy, I have a right to refer myself as woman. Cis or trans, it should NOT matter!
You may think "If you eventually refer yourself as a trans girl, why IRL are you still officially a guy?". And now the saddest part of today's story begins... 🙁
My country, Poland, is the most homophobic and transphobic country in EU. If about Europe, worse situation is only in such a countries like Russia and Belarus. However, while I live in such a homophobic and transphobic country, at the same time I live around its capital, Warsaw which is one of the most if not the most tolerant city in my country when it comes to LGBT people. I feel so lucky becuase of that and gives me some light of hope in all this shit I just mentioned about. The president of my country dehumanizes LGBT people by calling them an "ideology". The president of my country's capital actually supports LGBT people and wants to protect them as he can. From the one hand, it shows how shitty situation is in my country for people like me but from the other hand, it shows not everything's lost yet.
I'm glad I can be myself here on FA, especially most of you are LGBT people. 😉
I wish, sooner or later I could celebrate Women's Day too...
Happy New Year...?
Posted 3 years agoHello there, guys!
What does "Happy New Year" phrase mean to me currently? Nothing... Absolutely nothing... Recent years taught me each year rather will never be better than the previous one or will be the same mess at best. Sorry! Some time ago I already forgot how to be optimistic.
Ironically, I'm saying these words when eventually this year turned out as good for me. For example, now I have two jobs instead of just a one and from time to time I get some little orders because of being a self advocate and advocate of people with ASD as I'm a one of them. However, I realize for many people around me this year may be not as good as mine at best or just bad at worst. I feel such an injustice because of that.
Let's just face some facts! Pandemic, economic crisis caused by that pandemic... and that fucking war in Ukraine which is still on. Recent years including this one, just gave us a combo. After this mess I'm really afraid to ask "What's gonna happen next?"...
I wish you Happy New Year 2023 anyway. If the next year can't be a better one, for God's sake, at least let it not be worse than the one which's passing now.
What does "Happy New Year" phrase mean to me currently? Nothing... Absolutely nothing... Recent years taught me each year rather will never be better than the previous one or will be the same mess at best. Sorry! Some time ago I already forgot how to be optimistic.
Ironically, I'm saying these words when eventually this year turned out as good for me. For example, now I have two jobs instead of just a one and from time to time I get some little orders because of being a self advocate and advocate of people with ASD as I'm a one of them. However, I realize for many people around me this year may be not as good as mine at best or just bad at worst. I feel such an injustice because of that.
Let's just face some facts! Pandemic, economic crisis caused by that pandemic... and that fucking war in Ukraine which is still on. Recent years including this one, just gave us a combo. After this mess I'm really afraid to ask "What's gonna happen next?"...
I wish you Happy New Year 2023 anyway. If the next year can't be a better one, for God's sake, at least let it not be worse than the one which's passing now.